So yeah, life feels like it's totally going completely to shit, lost my mate over a stupid mistake, and it just happened to be in the midst of endless overtime at work (48 - 56 hours) every week for the last 5, going on 6 when my stress was already elevated.

So here I am, stressed, depressed, alone, hoped up on so much caffeine my eye twitches because I can't get enough sleep because all I'm dealing with, I'm pretty sure I know why people snap now.

Anyone have some suggestions? Don't say take a vacation as we are "too busy" and all requests are being denied. I would quit but the pay is decent and anywhere else is likely a paycut.

I just wish I still had someone to love me, that I could vent to and be comforted, wish I could undo everything, wish I could cease to be...

So anyone whom is a fan of mine may notice I hardly post anymore, truth is I modified so much of my computer (consequences of which lead to higher res) and I need to figure out how to work with this, I can make them nice and large when posting online, no issues, however I also make a gif format in SL as well, which all the images have to be arranged into a grid. Unfortunately sl limits textures to 2048x2048, so for example I would have a texture laid out 5928x4326 and compressing that down to such a small footprint for SL upload would result in a terrible blur, I just don't know what I can do to process multiple frames in different sizes.

Yea yea yea, been without submissions for a while and truth is I had low-0 motivation. This weekend however I have made some progress on a backlog and I think by next weekend I might just have some things to share. I have gotten a few new watchers since my last submissions well over a year ago, so not sure why a seemingly dead account would be followed but you guys are in luck. So look forward to some submissions coming through within the next few weeks, I would like to submit at least 4, but if it goes really well there could be 7, including up to 2 dual view gifs.

For those who would like a sneak peak https://imgur.com/a/ipmcgiH
However if you don't want it spoiled don't look.