It's only a matter of time now.

So my lovely little pet  luciifer is hosting a free raffle and since I don't use my journals that much, I figure I should put them to good use for someone else. Just click on the link and follow the instructions. Easy peezy lemon squeezy~

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3668848/

 pinkthehedgehog2 is hosting a nice little fetish auction so I'm here to pimp her out. The bids are still really low and the auction will end soon so go and claim your spots while you still can~

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8388862/

Not by me though because I can't even get enough people to sign up for them. :T Unless your someone special then it's always a yes. But this is a pimp journal for two people this time.

 banexx http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3573581/

Want to get some free art of your character with one of this guys lovely ladies? Drop on by and let him know that your interested. He's buying commissions and is willing to let other people join in on it at no extra cost. Just make sure you read the journal to find out the details.

 momoshi http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3573855/

This one is an art raffle with the possibility of having two entries placed in the drawing. All you gotta do is comment on the journal and pimp out the raffle like so. Go and check it out if your interested.



As for the rest of this journal, I kind of fell in a slump artwise but I've got a bunch of ideas I can work on so expect to see something soonish. Until then, go and check out these free art opportunities.

I need to figure out what to do next drawing wise. No one seems to want a commission so I need something to keep me busy for a bit. Any suggestions people who actually read my journals? I'm too out of it to think of something right now so I'll leave that up to you and see what you come up with.


Maybe I'll do one of those random journal memes floating around.


Nahhh that's dumb


*rolls on the floor*


It's 4:30 am folks. Don't mind me.


*continues rolling*

As the title says, I will be attempting the 100 themes challenge to make sure I stay on top of my artwork and to keep myself busy. As such, I will be opening these up for commission so as to raise a little money for myself and to get practice with drawing other characters. This journal will also serve as a list to help keep tabs on what I have completed and what has yet to be done. Now, as for the commissions themselves.

Commission prices

1 full body sketch - $5
+$2 for complex characters
Additional characters - +$3
*Slight color may be added for effect if deemed necessary


Examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8034771/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8034774/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8034782/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8034785/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8034787/

Rules

1. It's first come first serve basis for the themes. Once a theme is claimed, the commissioner must send payment within the next 24 hours or risk losing their spot to someone else.

2. If you choose a theme, it is very much appreciated that you have an idea of what you would like. While I don't mind brainstorming ideas, it just makes the process faster. Plus, I want to see what your interpretation of the theme is. Not my own.

3. Nothing over the mature rating. That pretty much means no adult stuff for this. Sorry. I am willing to do tasteful nudity however to further expand on my anatomy. I could always use the practice.

4. Be patient. I'm going to try and pump these out as fast as I can and get them finished within a timely manner. Also, I will be going in order of who paid first so check this list to see where I am with your commission.

Slots
I'll be opening 5 slots to start with. If I think I can handle the workload, I'll open up more.

1.
2.
3.
4.
5.

The List
If there is nothing beside the themes listed below, that means that it is available. If it says "completed" or "taken", then you will have to choose another. However, "taken" themes have a chance of opening up if the commissioner doesn't respond within the time given so you may luck out.


1. Introduction - Completed
2. Smile
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Discovery
8. Innocence
9. Under the Rain
10. Want
11. Memory
12. Insanity - Completed
13. Misfortune
14. Freedom
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Moon
19. Confrontation
20. Eyes
21. Vacation
22. Walk
23. Play
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Lost
27. Clumsy
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Fortitude
31. What?
32. Night
33. Pessimistic
34. Surprise
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Video Game
38. Abandoned
39. Dream -Completed
40. 4:29 PM
41. Teamwork - Completed
42. Cursed
43. Random
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Warmth
47. Creation
48. Old-school
49. Underwear
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sound Effect
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting - Completed
56. Two Guns
57. Dying
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Chores
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. All that I have
65. What if...
66. Duel
67. Song
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Dance
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't...
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken
77. Uh-oh...
78. Drink
79. School
80. Snow
81. FUCK!
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Stars
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Fire
90. Mother nature
91. Tears
92. Photo
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. Fate
97. Confusion
98. Message
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

Final Notes
I'm really excited for this project and I hope that I can gain some interest in it. I'd love to see what you guys come up with for these themes. This will continue until I have completed all 100 themes so help spread the word if you can't commission me. If there's anything that I missed in this journal, I'll be sure to update it accordingly. And with that, let's make this challenge a fun one~

When I found out about this -> http://www.adultswim.com/shows/toonami/index.html



See you guys when I wake up from my coma.

Alright, so, these past few days has made me realize a few things. 1.)I need to get as much practice as I can with my drawings. And 2.) I'm tired of not having money. With that in mind, I'm considering doing themed commissions based off of my last submission.

As seen here ---> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7890255/

As stated in the submission, they would be full body pics, shaded, and with a simple background. And also, an extra pic for all the participants. Depending on how much interest I can get for the idea, I might open a few slots for them. As for the price, I still need to figure that out and first see if I have any takers. If not many people respond or are interested, I'll just drop the idea. Please let me know what you guys think in the comments.

Decided to jack this from  lorena The first one has a half in it because it's only half true. As for which half it is, figure it out. Had to change journals since the last one no longer applies.

Bear

[ ]-you're the guy/gal nobody wants to mess with
[x]-you're quite lazy, and don't like the cold
[ ]-you're the biggest in your group of friends
[/]-you are easy to get angry, especially when protecting those that are close
[ ]-you are a big eater, and will eat more than everyone else at the table
[ ]-you frighten others easily, but get frightened easily yourself
[ ]-you let your muscles do the talking
[x]-you like to eat berries and fish
[x]-you can sleep for days on end
[x]-you're the "warrior" of the group

Total Points = 4 1/2

Wolf
[x]-you look out for those that are close to you, and are fiercely loyal
[ ]-you prefer to stay in small groups of friends
[ ]-you are protective of what you have, and can sometimes be greedy
[ ]-you are tough, and can handle smaller injuries
[x]-most people adore you
[ ]-you like to run in wide open spaces
[ ]-you're favourite game is tag
[ ]-you snarl over things that annoy you
[x]-you enjoy to play fight
[x]-you're the "knight" of the group

Total Points = 4

Owl
[ ]-you are very perceptive, and have great vision
[x]-you stay up most of the night, and sleep in longer than most
[x]-you don't eat much, but what you do eat sates your hunger
[ ]-you are very fast and stealthy
[ ]-you prefer to pick your foes off one at a time
[ ]-you are double jointed
[ ]-you can move almost silently when the need arises
[ ]-you have long sharp finger nails
[ ]-you are known as very beautiful
[x]-you're the "archer" of the group

Total Points = 3

Fox

[ ]-you are clever, and let your wits settle your problems
[ ]-you are fast, and able to escape danger easily
[x]-you are the weakest in your group, but not necessarily the easiest prey
[x]-you are stealthy, and prefer to avoid conflict when possible
[x]-you would rather get into you enemy's head rather than their face
[ ]-you are agile but clumsy sometimes
[ ]-you have red hair
[ ]-you don't like others being where they're not suppose to be
[x]-you enjoy sneaking up on people
[x]-you're the "thief" of the group

Total Points = 5

Deer
[x]-you like to be around a lot of people, and stick with crowds
[ ]-you can escape danger with pure speed and endurance
[ ]-most consider you the easiest prey
[x]-you aren't very strong, but when you're angry you can pack a punch
[ ]-most consider you very graceful
[ ]-you have very acute senses, especially hearing and smelling
[ ]-you are a vegetarian
[ ]-you love the ballet
[ ]-gymnastics are your specialty
[ ]-you're the "cleric" of the group

Total Points = 2

Bat
[x]-nighttime is your time to shine
[ ]-the daylight blinds you a lot
[x]-you don't see very well or at all
[x]-you'd rather fly than walk
[x]-you are known as different
[x]-you have big ears and/or long fingers
[ ]-you like hanging upside down
[x]-you like sleeping during the day
[x]-you're "One of a Kind"
[ ]-you're the "spy" of the group

Total Points = 7

Rat
[ ]-you're considered evil and dark and sometimes emo
[ ]-you like areas that are damp and dark
[x]-you practice or want to practice magic or the dark arts
[ ]-you prefer candle light over regular light
[ ]-your favorite color is black
[ ]-you love things that have to do with skulls or death
[x]-you have a demon inside of you struggling to get out
[ ]-you enjoy being alone
[ ]-you hate your parents/siblings
[ ]-you're the "death" of the group

Total Points = 2

Mouse
[ ]-you're very timid and skittish around almost anything
[ ]-you're the one most bullies can stuff into a locker
[ ]-cats scare you
[ ]-you have nightmares almost every night
[ ]-you still sleep with a stuffed animal
[ ]-night lights are your best friends
[ ]-your meals are quite small
[ ]-you have friends that you can hide behind
[ ]-you are known as being quiet and baby cute
[ ]-you're the "coward" of the group

Total Points = 0

Pig
[ ]-you're known as being smelly and uncleaned
[ ]-you sleep in trash
[ ]-eating is your favourite sport
[ ]-chocolate and pizza are considered healthier snacks than apples to you
[ ]-you sometimes wear the same clothes for two weeks in a row
[ ]-showers and soap are your worst enemy/nightmares
[ ]-you tend to break wind a lot
[ ]-mud is your best friend
[x]-your house is a mess but you don't care
[ ]-you're the "slob" of the group


Total Points = 1

Monkey
[x]-you're happy-go-lucky and random
[ ]-you love eating bananas
[ ]-you are known as cute but dangerous
[ ]-you love swinging and heights
[ ]-you are awesome at climbing trees
[ ]-you know how to say things in sign language
[x]-playing is your specialty
[x]-you enjoy joking around
[ ]-you can stay awake forever if you wanted to
[x]-you're the "fun one" of the group

Total Points = 4

Snake
[ ]-you love being evil and mean
[ ]-you're the type to smash people into a wall
[ ]-you carry a knife with you at all costs
[ ]-you've had over 10 girlfriends/boyfriends
[ ]-you're no longer a virgin
[ ]-you've been arrested before
[x]-you love partying
[ ]-you usually eat your meals whole or chew only twice or so
[ ]-leather is epic to you
[ ]-you're the "criminal" of the group

Total Points = 1

Be back on wednesday

"So, how are you going to start off the new year?"
By plugging someone elses journal so I can be in a pic! :D
"....."
Yeah I know... >w>

Go here folks:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3068330/

I know it's super early for us west coast people but I thought I would say my Happy New Years before I forget. Soooo Happy New years folks~ I'm not going to lie, this year could have been a lot better. I'm pretty much ending it the same way I started. Without a job, not going to school, and still living at home while everyone else is moving forward with their lives. Despite all of that though, I still had some good times here and there. I got to meet  jetblack16 this year and that was definitely one of my highlights. I also feel as though I've been able to strengthen the bonds of the friendships I've been able to maintain throughout the year and that's always a good thing.

I can't really say I look forward to this new year. However, I'm still alive and as long as that remains true, I'll do my best to make the most of it. Maybe something good will come out of it. And if not, then at least there's that mayan prophecy thing so I won't have to worry about another year of lame stuff lol. Seriously though, we'll see what happens. Until then, have a Happy New Year and see you in 2012~

I figure one of them has to say Merry Christmas or Happy Holidays lol. Anyways, I hope your holidays are treating you nice. Mine are going to be a little meh this year. Won't get into detail about it. Anyways, I'm working on something before the end of the year and it's pretty big. I wish I could have done some more art for a few friends here and there but work has kept me busy and I've let a few days slip by without working on anything. I'll get into that in my next journal though. For now, be safe and have a wonderful holiday season everybody.

Doing one of those free art things that the artists advertise. Need to get that other journal off the front anyways. Go win your chance right now!

Right here! ----> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2903256/

But I'm gonna have to cancel on the art thing. Unfortunately, I didn't get as many responses as I had hoped (which wasn't that much anyways) and I couldn't figure out a way to incorporate the refs I did get with my drawing list. If anything, that last journal was quite a bit of a wake up call. Either people don't read my journals or they don't care much for my artwork. That's perfectly fine though. I'm just going to keep on trying to improve and hopefully things will turn out better next time I do something like this. Now I just need to figure out what to draw next. Till next time folks.

It's been a while since my last semi-relevant journal so I thought I'd try and change that. But first things first. This journal isn't meant to be a scam into getting you to read what I have to say. In order to get me more into the drawing mood, I thought I would try and do a couple drawings for people other than myself. You know, get my creative juices flowing? However, there are a few rules. If these rules aren't followed, I'll just drop the whole idea.

1. You must post a "password" within your comment. It can be anywhere in the comment but it must be there. I'll put it at the end of this journal for those who don't wanna trudge through all the stuff that's about to come up. Also, you have to post a comment. I don't care if it's something stupid like "When I herp, I derp", but it has to have at least 3 words minimum.

2. Put up a ref of whatever fursona/person (yes that means it can be human) you would like me to draw along with your comment. It can be as many as 5 people if you have that many characters, but I will only be selecting one of them so keep that in mind. However, if I see fit or if not many people sign up, I may select more than one character from each selected person.

3. These are NOT requests. I have a few ideas that I would like to try and flesh out and I will be using your characters to do that. These pics will not be adult in nature. There may be a few mature pics in the bunch but nothing having to do with nudity. Mostly just a little blood here and there. And no, I won't be killing anyone off or anything like that so don't worry.

4. I will let you know if you have been selected for the free art in the comments here. I will then contact you through note to let you know which character I have chosen and what the theme of the picture will be. If you do not wish to have your character involved with the theme, I will try to place you in another one that I deem suitable. If you still do not agree with any of my themes, I will simply take your name off the list. Again, these are not requests.

Alright then, let's get to the actual meat of this thing. TL;DR version is at the bottom and will contain the password.
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Disgaea 4!
The game came out about a couple of weeks ago and I freakin love it! I was always a fan of the series but unfortunately, being the bad gamer I am, I always stopped before finishing the main story. >w> I can honestly say that won't happen this time~ The story is actually really intriguing and the new characters are amazing as always. Also, I've happened to catch the oh so subtle hints of certain commentaries that are placed within the game. I think the makers of the game have quite a few things to say about government, censorship, and the human mind among a few other things. Definitely can't wait to add this to my completed game list~

High School of the Dead!
I watched this anime quite a few months ago and to be honest, I turned myself off to it. The idea of ecchi being mixed up with a zombie apocalypse just made me think that they were trying to reach some hidden demographic of necrophiliacs. But after watching a few episodes with 2 of my friends today, I gotta say, it was pretty damn good! Yes, there are giant boobs in your face and yes there are fan service situations that can not and should not be implemented during a zombie apocalypse. But the characters! They may be high school kids, but when it came down to it, they kicked ass, took names, and looked damn good while doing it. Most people would have freaked out and screwed up in the situations they were constantly put in. These guys took it one step further and made the situation their bitch! XD Also, my friends and I have dubbed them, the Alpha team. They were just that badass. No betas here. We're probably...going to be saying alpha after the 3rd word in our sentences now....to describe people who are badass everytime. >w>;

My decision!
My decision on what? Drawing Porn. Yes, I have thought about taking up the act of drawing two people getting their freak on for the enjoyment of others and myself recently. And I've decided to leave that to everyone else for now. I've seen a few journals already of artists, both well known and lesser known, talk about how popularity in this fandom tends to be based on how much porn you can pump out for the masses. Call me crazy, stubborn, smart, or whatever, but I want to try and prove that theory otherwise. I highly doubt that I'm the first person who is trying this and there probably are people out there who have become popular without having to resort to porn or naked people. This is mostly just a personal goal that I would like to set. Once I set that goal, then I'll give in to my darker side and produce endless quantities of the dirty stuff lol. Well, maybe not endless but let's just say you'll know when I've felt that I've reached my goal~ Also, just because I'm not gonna draw it, doesn't mean I won't request it from others. >:3

New Watchers
A big part of why I considered doing these free art things is because for whatever reason, I'm actually getting new watchers. XD Considering I don't draw all that often, it does kind of baffle me where some of you people come from lol. But, I sincerely appreciate the watches. As such, I want to try and produce more artwork for you guys to look at and give you a reason to actually be watching me. And don't worry, I won't REQUIRE you to make YOUR comments to be 5 words LONG on my artwork hehe. Although sending a random shout is always nice. :3 I love making new friends so don't be afraid to say hello~ If you decide to add me on messenger, please let me know through note first though. I want to make sure I know who you are before I add. ^^;
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Well! That's that!

Your password is: ALPHA

No it doesn't have to be in caps for anyone. Unless you want it that way in which case I can't stop you lol. Just toss that sucker in your comment and you should be good to go. The deadline for participants to submit their refs will be this Friday at 10 PM Pacific time . I'll go over them on the weekend and announce the results the following Monday. Until that time, take care everyone~

And I cry if I want to! CRRYYYY IF I WANT TO! CRRRYYYY IF I WANT TO! ;A;

Lol no not really. No crying here. Anyone even remember that song? Good times man. Anyways, already got some happy birthday wishes and all that. Still have a little less than half the day to go so we'll see what goes on. If nothing else, I may do a little game stream just for the heck of it. Probably get started in a couple of hours. Anyways, it's birthday time! Where are my birthday ladies and mah crown?! D:<

That's all that's left...

Five more days....

Soon it will all be over...

And that number....

21

21

21

21

21

TWENTY-ONE....

Where you just wish you could live in the moment forever? Well, I'm having mine right now~ This weekend was simply amazing. After feeling like shit for the past few weeks, this weekend just really lifted my spirits up. A super huge thanks to all those who just made my weekend. You know who you guys are~ Time for me to get back to work. Journal is bumped. Take care everyone~

I didn't get many responses yesterday but I'm gonna go ahead and stream tonight since it's saturday. If I don't get anyone after about an hour though, I'll just shut it down and do it another day. I'll be working on my fursona ref for most of the time. Come and keep me company yeah?

http://www.livestream.com/busterzeroshq

I've been thinking about possibly trying to stream today but I'm not entirely sure now. Given that it's Friday, I've already seen at least 10 journals of other people doing streams. I figure people are either gonna be sick of seeing those journals or they're going to be attending other streams. I'm just curious to know if I do decide to stream, will anybody show up? I'll be working on a few drawings and probably do a little gaming as well. Let me know what you guys think.

Oh yeah, and I put something up finally. Let's hope I can keep the momentum going and keep pumping out more stuff. Anyways, let's get some things out in the open right now. These past few weeks/months haven't exactly been all that great. I've been dealing with a bit of depression and it pretty much sucked me dry of any drive to do much of anything. Still, I've been able to doodle and draw here and there, though it's nothing that I want to put up. I'm still not at 100% but I won't get into details about it here. It's all TL;DR stuff anyways.

Anyways, I want to try and beat this depression out of me and I have a list of things I wanna get done. Problem is, I don't really know where to start. So, I'm going to see if I can get a little help from my watchers. I'll put a list of projects I want to work on and you guys let me know which ones you would be most interested in. Give me your top 3 to make it easier.

-100 themes
-Ref Sheets (Mainly a ref for my fursona and possibly a few OC's)
-Comics
-Memes
-OC's
-Persona 4 splash
-"Diorama" ID

That's all I've got for now. These will definitely keep me busy for quite some time. If one of the larger projects comes out on top, then I'll probably work on some of the smaller ones in between. And with that, I leave my fate up to you guys. Don't let me down now~

This little lady needs help! I've done this before and I'm doing it again because once again I don't have the money to help her out. OTL Commission the hell out of her! You can also help spread the word if you still want to help in some way. But you should totally commission her. *winkwinknudgenudgehinthint*

 alteregoarthur <--- All right here folks!

It's not new years anymore! >:T Just getting rid of the other journal. Still working on stuff though a bit slowly at the moment. So....what's up peeps?

Happy new years everyone~ I know it's a little late but hey at least it's something hehe. Here's to hoping the new year is better than the last. And for most people, it seems like we need a better year. There are a lot of things I would like to do for the new year and a decent chunk of it has to deal with art. I'll let you know what I have in store for 2011 later but for now, enjoy the second day of the new year~