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Posted 3 years agoMore info there: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10381910/Sorry for my quietness
Posted 3 years agoEh... Not much to say honestly. Still on here. Just here and there. Yes, I am doing fine than I was before. Been enjoying my time to relax my mind, drawing on my own time especially taking a break after uploading some recent art. Plus, dealing with a nasty cold after my allergies decides to act up on me. Of course, in this month lol. Usually on December and, no, don't even get me started on Christmas music and I just jinxed it. >.>'Passing of Queen Elizabeth II
Posted 3 years agoMost of you had heard that Queen Elizabeth II has passed away at the age of 96.
Sharing all my sympathies and my deepest condolences to people in United Kingdom including her family and friends. She lived a good live.
Rest In Power, your majesty!🕊🌹🌈WARNING: HACKER!!!!!
Posted 3 years agoI want to spread this out there, too.
There is a hacker trying to steal accounts.
That sucka will send you links that will lead to a login page of Furaffinity.
You can hide comment that will give the hacker access to one account. Not just yours, but others, too.
Just ignore that! Simple!
You don't want your account to get hijacked and to lose all of your work! These hackers just get worse and worse.
Thank you for the feedback 
and more peeps!
This needs to stop now.
Posted 3 years agoTo some people shadow blocking me for nothing. I mean, nothing against you, but still, why? Even when I'm just commenting and faving your uploads. Why do this even when I done absolutely nothing wrong. I understand the reason for some, still.
Like I said before, I won't say any names cuz of the rules. It's getting to the point that it needs to stop. I had one who posted a shout telling me to "unwatch him/her" and commented my uploads before deleting them actually blocked me before I wanted to asked while I was a little inactive here as I was too busy taking care of things in real life especially working or asleep. People blocked me like some toxic and manipulate scum here. Like come on now with that. I know I need to put that behind me, but still, that rest my case.Thank you for the wishes!
Posted 3 years agoHello all.
I just to say: I appreciate the b'day wishes. ^^From 31 to 32.
Posted 3 years agoYep. Just officially turned 32 today.
Another year on this planet. X3Please help GothicKhaldia!
Posted 3 years agoA little late for this. My dear friend 
need help on money rent! More info here: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10207687/ 
Call me sensitive all you want when it comes of this day....
Posted 3 years agoBut I’m dead serious. No and I mean no! I don’t do April Fool’s Day. Why? I just don’t. Simple. Not at the time like this. I can understand some pranks can be funny, long as it’s not some pranks that can cross the line which sometimes can lead to trauma or even much worse and I mean tragic.Follow me on Twitter!
Posted 3 years agoIf you also want to contact me, the link is below. No need to hesitate to follow me. I don’t bite nor roast you. uwu
https://twitter.com/cdblueeffect
Thank you!
Yo boi C’Dre! :3Letting you know to clarify.
Posted 3 years agoI want to clarify to let you know that since I got my account Discord restored after I was hacked, I managed to get the 2FA set up! For those who blocked my hacked account Discord, I do and I MEAN I do...want to apologize that it happened and I am truly sorry this had to happened and I knew I should've stay on my toes nor let that affect others, too. Please forgive me for that mistake, little to know damn well I will not let that happen again, but I'm straight!
If you want me to add me on Discord, no need to hesitate to just send me PM note.
Thank you. :3
Yo boi C'Dre! B)All cleared!
Posted 3 years agoI officially got my old discord account!
For those that got me blocked and removed, you can add me back there.
I do want to apologize what happened and I won't let it happened again. Please forgive me.
To those that got me blocked while I was hacked, y’all can unblock me now.My only two cents about this war drama...
Posted 3 years agoAll I can say is that I do pray that war will be no more. I wish luck for those out there in Ukraine to make it to safety. Everyone wants peace. Not fighting to kill one another.Funeral was great/behind on art + other
Posted 4 years agoBeen holding up after my aunt’s funeral, plus went to another aunt’s house and ate over there.
Sorry I haven’t been doing art lately. Been slow due to working out lately and please forgive me for not keeping up with y’all. I noticed I been losing some watchers lately and I understand. I am not going to complain nor try to gaslight anyone. No cap.Another death in a family
Posted 4 years agoI'ma kept this journal short. Just wanna let you all know that I am going to another funeral next Monday. Dealt with another loss of one of my aunts who just passed away today. I am doing okay, I'm a bit sad, but I know she's not suffering anymore.
R.I.P. Aunty. 🌹🌷Now that 2021 is over, hello 2022
Posted 4 years ago Happy New Year and I hope this year will be better.
Please, let it be a better. If not, long as we stay positive.
I hope you all make it safe and having a fresh start this year!2022 is going to be an interesting year
Posted 4 years agoHere are the list:
- We’re going to have Sonic the hedgehog 2 movie. (Great trailer btw if anyone seen it.)
- Still be a little active here (kinda in a way… 🤔)
- Probably need to work out more (which I should’ve did years ago if I wasn’t so distracted. Don’t judge me. :T)
- I would love to try make some music beats someday by chance if that ever happens.
So yeah, that’s that. I’m looking forward for next year.2021 went well?
Posted 4 years agoThe only few good things to say aside of getting an new laptop, getting more art from other artists, and drawing more often (like I need to at least of it) is that I got a job, and I went to go out the beach even though I missed the beach.That positive things I want to say instead talking too much about the negative things that happened this year. I’m just letting go the things that happened in the past.
Enough about myself. How about you all? I hope everything goes good with you all. Now sure if you all are ready for 2022 since it’s coming at the corner. I honestly don’t know if I am ready for 2022. I just going to give you all that. So yeah. Keeping my expectations low, but will stay positive even though it’s not easy though.Coming clean.
Posted 4 years agoWhat’s this journal about?
Well. Something I should’ve did a long time ago. No. This is not regarding art. I’ll tell you. I made a vent on Discord while back after feeling displeased with myself how problematic I was. For those who didn’t know, this is what I said:
“You know. As far as I see a lot people whom used to talked to me would turn their backs on me all cuz I what I'm been doing for years which makes me feel that I should to back off from certain things to not make others feel uncomfortable. Maybe people who used to talk to me are right. I guess I am toxic. I don't like to be labelled as a toxic which I will admit I used to do a lot of things to try to get a lot unwanted attention, but honestly, I don't want to lose anymore friends. Although, if I do lose more friends, it's fine. I can handle it like a grown adult suppose to do even though I want to keep all my friends. It's hard to keep friends, but I love all my friends. I just want people to talk to me is all. I know it's hard for me to come up with a conversation, aside of myself being autistic. Really I don't want people thinking I'm using that as an excuse or the fact that I feel uneasy of this point that I should look at myself and say to myself, "Be careful what you are doing to yourself. Is this how you want people to see you as? You making a fool of yourself to try to impress certain people who isn't your friend?" So yeah, I refuse to go in that route. I don't want to keep hurting others all because of my flaws. I definitely hate repeating myself and the mistakes I make, but why do I keep doing that? I don't like it. I hate it. It's childish. It's immature. All I can say is I'm sorry for betraying people's trust. I guess I deserved to be hated. I'm just too afraid to lose more friends and to face reality to be blackballed/blacklisted by the people I like.”
So yeah. I was still breaking my own rules for not taking my own advice and keep stumbling, setting up myself for disappointment. Not only that, felt like that I was ignoring others, including those who don’t do art, but I have a lot of catching up to do. It’s like talking over people, but didn’t catch what they said while saying things out loud that are irrelevant as they were discussing relevant topics. What else? Unwanted RPs with certain people at the wrong time when they are not in the mood or is busy at the moment. I know it’s okay to have fun, knowing there are boundaries you cannot across or else, that’s like trespassing over someone’s yard.
Have you learned your lesson?
Yeah and really I shouldn’t be repeating those mistakes or else I am making myself into a broken record. I know said it before and I’m not repeating it again. >.>
Aside all that, how are you doing today?
I am doing better than before. Yeah, I had some ups and downs. I am back to myself. I can’t say 100%, I am okay. Enough about myself, what about others? I hope the best for others, too.
Are you thankful for your watchers especially new watchers?
Yeah. Of course! I am always thankful for my new watchers. I don’t need to always go to everyone’s page and thanking him/her/them for the watch and faves. ^^;
One more thing. You mentioned being blackballed and blacklisted, are you?
No. I’m not popular honestly. Let’s be real. Yes. I’ll admit that I’m popular with certain few characters even though I have a bunch, but I’m not going to get all emotional about it. -w-
Anyway. So yeah. That’s enough to be said. Sorry I wasting y’all time writing these journals like that. I know it’s getting some of you bored. It’s fine. Long as you have your reasons, we cool. Alright.Please help GothicKhaldia! {Boost signal}
Posted 4 years agoThis is important and here's more info here: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9993023/
Spread the word!20 years later...
Posted 4 years agoIt's the 20th anniversary of 9/11 and I never forgot.
I will always remember when I was in middle school at the time when it announced, I was quiet, but shocked and saddened so many people lost their lives on that day.New laptop + To those in Louisiana & NJ
Posted 4 years agoSo I can’t really call it a comeback when I did some art recently in my personal time on my tablet. For context: I just got a new laptop yesterday which it was worth quite a wait after 4 months since my last laptop which I had for 7 years. Hopefully I get used to my new laptop. I still got all of my stuff which is a good thing.
Aside that…
To those in Louisiana and New Jersey, prayers to those out there. Stay safe out there. I would wish for everyone to stay safe, too.31th year in this earth.
Posted 4 years agoFirst off from the last journal, thank you for those sympathetic words. I am doing okay today after spending yesterday grieving over my late doggo. She is resting peacefully. Anyway, what is today? Is it this time of the year? Yes. Living another year to just age up! Also, I keep forgetting about the anniversary of myself being on this website for years. 13 years straight, but that’s off-topic. So yeah, I am officially 31 years old.She is gone…
Posted 4 years agoI really didn’t want to make this journal. I’m not here to get attention. However I do have some sad news which all in honestly, I wouldn’t just say 2021 has been unfortunate year comparing how bad last year. So today, my dog just passed away today… Ever since she had that tumor on her leg that she end up with 3 legs, but things gotten worse for her and I know she won’t suffer anymore…
Rest easy, Coco…😢Laptop is pretty much dead
Posted 4 years agoSadly, my laptop had its last light and is no longer working due to the shortage of the charging port on the side where you plug the charger of the laptop. So, pretty much I’m stuck on my iPhone and iPad right now until I get a new laptop which I will have to save up money for it.