http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4155491/

They seem pretty cool! Who doesn't like butts?!

They're actually guitar demos basically, of a few of the ideas my friend and I have come up with. He plays drums, so we recorded a bunch of my guitar parts just so he could have them to rehearse/come up parts when I'm not there.

Some of them are pretty complete, others need more sections or whatever. We need more musicians in general. I could just write all the parts myself, which we've done in the past, but I'd rather not. So we still need a bass player and a vocalist I guess.

So have some really low fi riffs and stuff. Also strange WIP titles for all of them.

 PineappleShark is having a lovely raffle :3 Get in on it!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3979912/

I've just found out I'm probably going to be there on Saturday o.o

I've never been to a convention before, let alone a furry one. Not expecting to survive the experience x3

If by some chance anyone actually reads my journals (I'd be surprised) I will most likely be wearing a whole lot of purple and a white tiger shirt. Having never been before I have absolutely no clue what I'll be doing or where I will be or anything. So look for purple I guess if someone actually wanted to find me o.o

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3860317/

Check it out! :3

Arle does cool stuff! Check it out:

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3831699/

If you liked the other Nolan Batman movies at all, you probably already know this but you should go see this one. It's as good if not better than the other two. Bane is a great villain, and it's a pretty emotional movie.

So yeah, I went to a midnight premier. I'm kind of confused about the shooting in Colorado, but I guess some people are just crazy. I've never heard of someone attacking a movie theater before, and it could have been anywhere. We can't let that stop us from having a good time though, so go out and see it. I can't imagine this would happen again.

They are open for fursuit commissions and are needing more customers as well!

Here's the info:

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3610085/

 sarahdee Is doing an awesome raffle until July 2nd! Check it out

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3596656/

OHMAHGAWD NEW MUSE ALBUM CAN'T WAIT WHAT IS THIS

http://youtu.be/IqFZGnfMLMw

Imma die

I like the new features that were added, but hate the new UI thing at the top. It just looks tacked on, and doesn't fit with everything else. I'll admit it maybe looks more modern.

Here's to hoping this means they'll update everything else so it will actually look good!

All of that said, I don't really care as long as it continues to work.

Well you know, sort of. . .

http://youtu.be/uD0qyXMjb1s

It's like they made The Fly into a musical, but with a Toki and a cat. That counts right?

Oh and this one too:

http://youtu.be/ueLkh_SkXKI

Toki dreams about weiiird shit.

I had a few kinda short odd ones this morning, so I'll just throw em together.

First:

This dream was kind of about Jason, like Friday the 13th, hockey mask and all that. Oddly though it wasn't a nightmare or anything because in this dream I was already dead. I was still walking around as a ghost or a zombie or something, I'm not really sure, but it was Jason's doing. He was forcing me to kill people for him. My roommate says this might have been the plot of one of the movies actually but I wouldn't know about that. Jason wasn't possessing me or anything, he was there, just kinda keeping an eye on me to make sure I was obeying him or whatever.

Another odd thing I should mention about this dream is that, while I say "I" was doing this, it wasn't really me. It was in first person perspective, but it wasn't me, and the gender of the body I had in the dream kept changing. It kinda swapped between male and female randomly, but this wasn't a conscious thing in the dream. The only way this actually affected anything in the dream is that my victim was always the opposite gender to me. When it was a woman, it was some skinny blond typical victim time, and when it was a man he wasn't terribly interesting either.

So here come Jason and I, into some suburban nighttime environment. I started chasing my victim through the yard, and grabbed them by the arm as we both leap over a fence, on the other side of which is an in-ground pool. I dragged them down to the bottom immediately and basically sat there holding them by the ankle until they drowned. I was already dead so I didn't need to breathe or anything. I think actually for some reason Jason had wanted me to kill people and then rape them, but I never ended up doing that because once the person drowned they immediately woke back up and became like me.

I woke up after that, so my best guess is Jason was recruiting an army of dead people to kill everyone else or something.

Second:

This other dream is kinda vague and confusing, but the details I remember are pretty weird. The first thing I remember is that there was a huuuuuuge enormous ship. Think Titanic but bigger. I wasn't on the ship, I was just kind of nearby where a woman was telling me about it as if on a tour or something. There was a normal cargo container type ship going past it as the woman talked and it looked absolutely tiny in comparison. It probably would have taken like 50 of those to run the length of this mega-ship. The woman was telling us that once this giant ship set sail, it would only return from deeper water one day every three months for supplies. I don't know what it was for or what it was doing out there.

As I was leaving this area, I just remember having this sense of urgency that they were after me and I had to get back to my apartment. It was related to the ship I think, because what was after me was this collective organization of psychic flying dolphins. I can't really explain very well because I didn't actually see them in the dream, I just remember thinking of them. Also at this point in the dream I realized that I was Keanu Reeves. So I got back to my apartment and my female love interest type character was there. I tried to warn her that we were in danger, and also was explaining to her something about the powers we had or something. We never used them so I don't know what the deal was with that. Anyway, I had a hard time because the woman kept interrupting me, not really in a rude way but kind of like she was trying to make more interesting conversation. She seemed either to not understand the situation or didn't believe it entirely, but eventually I guess we sorted it out.

At this point the dream shifted to a third person perspective, more like a movie. There were two humans outside, who I guess worked for the psychic dolphins or whatever, one of which was a Samuel L. Jackson sort of guy. They were hanging off the side of the building, having repelled down from the room I think. They looked in through the window of my apartment, and there was a guy in there who was apparently a known associate of ours because they seemed pleased to have found the right place. The SLJ guy had this device that looked kinda like a small handheld video camera which he used to look through the walls of the apartment, and you could see Keanu and the female character also inside. The two men went in and killed everyone at that point. I don't have any detail on that because the real Keanu (me) and the girl actually got away and our decoys were killed. Weird plan.

So I got to be Keanu, that was kinda cool. Also, don't mess with dolphins.

I have one! No one cares! Here it is anyway! I'm new, be nice.

https://twitter.com/#!/paramourcat

Wanna chat? Been real bored lately, and I'm often up late when a lot of people aren't around. So if you feel like keeping a cat company, I've got AIM, yahoo, skype, MSN, most things :P

Just got back from an Iced Earth/Symphony X show.

So deaf, but that was basically the most awesome thing I've ever seen. I think Michael Romeo melted my face.

Welll my computer has died. So looks like I may not be on here much in the near future. Possibly just a problem with my RAM. We'll see.

I had to write this one up here, because quite frankly it terrified me.

It started out innocently enough. My father and I were on one of those reality shows where people find stuff and then they go find out if it’s worth anything. This particular one was about people digging stuff up in their yards, like with metal detectors or something I assume, although there weren’t any of those in the dream. There was never a name for the show, and there also weren’t any camera crews around for whatever reason.

So anyway, in the yard we kept finding little stashes of old-looking Soviet-era coins buried shallowly in the ground, which honestly we weren’t that interested in. I guess we assumed they weren’t worth anything. What was interesting is what we kept finding with them. There were these odd little white discs, about three inches in diameter and maybe half an inch thick or so. They had soft edges, but there was a flat surface all around the outside like you would have on a coin. The discs had a texture like glazed ceramic or polished stone, but there was no shine to them.

We found a bunch of these and couldn’t figure out what they were. Eventually I found one that was slightly different. Its texture was more like a sugar cube, not as smooth as the others, and there was a round, half-inch hole through the center of it. Most importantly, it had some small inset lettering on it that curved around with the edges. It had the look of a product label, kind of like how Oreos have their own special design on them, for example. All that we could make out was that it seemed to say something about dog food. I had this weird thought that they used to put these little disks under dog food containers and use them to heat it in the microwave or something. Obviously that doesn’t make a whole lot of sense, considering that I don’t know whether anyone even bothers to heat up dog food. Come to think of it, microwaves probably aren’t even old enough, but I honestly don’t know. I haven’t been around long enough myself to remember a time without them.

Since my best guess as to what these white discs were was basically nonsense, we naturally proceeded to the part of the program where you go find an expert and ask them. We went up to someone’s house, I don’t remember the details of it at all, and an elderly Irish man answered the door. As far as I can tell, we basically went to see a random old person because we figured they would know about old stuff. I know the guy was Irish because he was absurdly proud of it, wore lots of green, shamrocks and all.

I mention him because he was sort of funny, a random detail. Why Irish? In the grand scheme of things he wasn’t very important though, and next thing I know we were in a kitchen with an elderly woman instead. Maybe the Irish guy didn’t know what we wanted and we tried someone else, or maybe she was his wife. Most likely it was just the dream world changing inexplicably, as they often do, and I’m only trying to explain it after the fact.

The old woman seemed to actually know what the disks were when we showed her the unique one I’d found; it was the only one we brought with us. She said people used to put these things into their pet’s water bowls where they would dissolve and give their dogs more vitamins. My dad, satisfied with this explanation and assuming that what we had found was completely worthless, wandered off into a room nearby. I wasn’t so easily put off. I went on talking to the woman while she made some coffee or tea, explaining to her how the other pieces we had found were different. I could see the one we had brought dissolving in water, but that wouldn’t explain how it had survived in the ground, and the others didn’t seem likely to behave that way at all.

When I had finished talking, the woman looked at me, smiled, and in a cheerful tone proclaimed, “Well, I won’t deny that the little green men used to come down and live in our television sets!”

I glanced at my father in the neighboring room and we shared a silent look that said something like, “Oh great, this woman is crazy. Let’s not stay much longer.”

Maybe a few more moments passed. I’d turned back towards the woman when she said, without any inflection, “It’s happening again.”

Suddenly, bright, unnaturally white light started flashing outside all the windows in the house. I knew what was happening and was immediately terrified. I had been standing in the kitchen still, but I was pulled off my feet into the air slowly into the living room in a circular motion, like being caught on the edge of a swirling vortex. I grabbed a wooden chair and it immediately came with me on a curve towards the windows at the front of the house. I held it in front of me legs-out like a lion tamer, thinking to wedge it between the window and myself so that I couldn’t be taken out. As I got closer I realized horribly that the chair would probably just break the window and then they’d definitely have me, so I dropped it. Luckily the curving motion carried me back away from the walls a little bit, and as I receded through the air I saw my father clinging to a doorjamb nearby. I passed near the stairs and managed to cling to the banister there, but the forces moving me kept pulling and I was soon stretched out straight with my legs behind me. I don’t know how much longer I could have held on, but I never found out, because at this point I opened my eyes.

THE END

I was barely asleep when I had this dream really, so when it go to the point where I couldn’t take anymore of it, I literally just opened my eyes. It wasn’t like waking up exactly. Part of what was so terrifying was that I could feel the swirling motion of the vortex in the dream. It was this odd sort of vertigo that faded after I opened my eyes, but only slowly. It helped being able to see that nothing was moving. I’m glad I was able to quit the dream when I did. I don’t want to know what they would have looked like, or done to me. I hope this nightmare doesn’t come again.

I think that the whole alien thing was just kind of a representation of our natural fear of the unknown, and uncertain futures. But of course, be sure to let me know what you think about it like usual :P

I WILL HAS IT

AT MIDNIGHT O.O

My xbox 360 died D:

Like really dead. I need to get a new one but really can't afford it. It wouldn't be so bad, except I've preorded Skyrim etc. I don't want to sit on that and not be able to play it x.x Also my xbox was basically my dvd player/netflix so now I have no way to watch anything except tv and my large movie collection is pretty useless.

I have an awesome dream I need to type up and post, but I have no motivation for that right now

This is a dream I had about a week ago, so I'll do my best to remember the details.

So in this dream, there was going to be some kind of party at my house, but I'll get to that later because I didn't know to begin with. The first thing I remember was being in my living room, where my sister and some other younger girl were playing a video game.They were doing this to kill time until the party, which again I didn't know about yet.

My sister wanted to show me how the game, probably she figured I would like it. It was a horror type game, lots of monsters and such, and had a title I don't remember. It was something generic and horror-y. I don't even know what system this was on really, but she went on to start a new game by selecting from a long list of different levels you could choose from that were rated by their difficulty. She chose one that seemed to have a fairly high challenge rating, so i assumed she'd been playing it for a while and knew what she was doing. The main character was a scarecrow, and the level she was on looked kind of like an old west ghost town type of place at night time. I think there was some kind of wrist indicator type thing that showed a picture of a certain enemy you were supposed to go kill, while avoiding being killed by random other monsters. At some point this game started to kind of mess with my dream because I remember this wrist indicator thing actually suddenly being a real object rather than just an on screen thing, and my sister kept asking me to look at it and tell her what was on it because she couldn't do that and watch the screen at the same time. In any case she practically immediately started dying. I think she was being slowly killed by a very small enemy, basically and insect type of thing. You couldn't actually see it but it was the sort of thing that kept sapping her health until you did something about it, and she seemed to have no idea what to do. I have no idea what the objective of the game was supposed to be because she pretty much died before she really got anywhere.

At this point we pretty much abandoned the game, since my sister sucked at it and I hadn't seen enough to be interested. We went out to my backyard, only it wasn't my real yard. In real life, we've mostly got a small porch and a whole lot of grass. In the dream however all of this had been converted into a large patio/dining tent area for the party I guess. It seemed like an extensive amount of work, because the patio area was kind of cobblestoned or something, and there was a lot of landscaping and stuff. The party was for some neighbor's little kid who was having a birthday apparently. I don't know why it was at my house.

Pretty soon the party got started, and as you could have guessed from all the elaborate setup done in my yard, it was kind of expensive. Although, this being a dream, it was rather silly. We all sat for a meal at little tables with fancy place settings, white tablecloths, centerpieces, and everthing. We were waited on by people so we didn't have to get up, it was a catered event. The food we were served consisted, kind of humorously, of chicken nuggets, mashed potatoes, and corn. Some catering company. . . Anyway after we had eaten, we were all ushered out of the area by the staff as they wanted to set up for some game/activity that wasn't explained right then.

When we came back outside, some of the areas looked sort of like what I would expect in a "foam party" although I've never been to one. I mostly ignored those spots. All of the tables we had sat at were still out, but underneath them in certain spots these tall cylindrical containers had been placed, always in sets of two. One of the two was filled with jello, and the other with "treasure" or prizes or whatever. From what I gathered, the idea was to basically have a war between two sides (possibly two different colors of jello or something) where you would throw the jello at each other and fight over the prizes or something. My first thought basically was "screw that" and I just went for the free stuff x3 In the prize containers were what looked kind of like leather purses, which when i opened them contained gift cards and such. They weren't for anyplace particular that I can remember, because as I was raiding these purses and grabbing the "treasure" I pretty much woke up.

The End

Let me know what you think, glad to hear opinions as usual.

[KEY]:
(+++) OH YEAH!!
(++) Great!
(+) Yup
(~) Indifferent/Undecided
(-) Nope
(--) No Way!
(---) TURN IT OFF!!
(?!) What the heck is that?!

Anal on Males (+)
Anal on Females (++)
Breasts (+)
Breast Expansion (-)
Weight Gain (---)
Bondage (++)
Clothing (~)
Leather (~)
Stockings (+)
Shoe/Boots (~)
Suit and Tie (~)
Muscle, Male (~)
Muscle, Female (---)
Herm (+)
Cub (--)
Baby/Diaper (---)
Transformation (+)
Macro/Micro (--)
Impregnation (-)
Pregnancy (--)
Lactation (---)
Anal Vore (---)
Soul Vore (--)
Cock Vore (-)
Standard Soft Vore (-)
Standard Hard Vore (--)
Paw/Foot (~)
Incest (+)
Yuri (F/F) (~)
Yaoi (M/M) (++)
Hetero (M/F) (+)
Bi (+)
Girly Boys (+++)
Butch Girls (~)
Mind Control (~)
Rape (++)
Uniform (~)
Orgy (~)
Subbing(~)
Domming (~)
Biting (+++)
Cheesecake (?!)
Solo Masturbation, Male (+++)
Solo Masturbation, Female (++)
Scat (---)
Cum Inflation (+)
Fat/Pudge (---)
Tech (~)
Watersports (--)
Glasses (~)
Tentacles (+)
Oviposition (--)
Masochism (~)
Sadism (~)
Multiple Body Parts (~)
Partial Nudity (++)
Gore/Guro (---)
Snuff (---)
Hyper (+++)
Zoophillia (+)
Electricity (--)
She-Males (+)
Cross Dressing (+++)
Skunk Spray (---)
Oral (~)
Asphyxiation (~)
Wet-look (~)
Mud/Quicksand, etc (--)
Sinking (?!)
Spooge (+++)
Body Paint (~)
Plants (-)
Tickling (~)
Cock tf (---)
Cum Vore/tf (---)
Inanimate tf (---)
Massive Cum Loads (+++)

interpreted this as types of furry porn basically, so don't think this necessarily means I want to do such and such things RL

 rika is doin some cool awesome sketchpage commissions here:

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2690130/

Take the test here: http://www.signalpatterns.com/psych_central/

Aesthetic

You appreciate art, beauty, and design; you know that they are not superficial but absolutely crucial to living the good life. You have good taste, and you're proud of it. Those with a high score on the "aesthetic" trait are often employed in literary or artistic professions, enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about the arts, reading, and travel.

You don't think it's pretentious to be moved by art and beauty. You're not one of those who believe it doesn't matter what something looks like as long as it does its job.

Understanding

You are willing to take the time to find out what's going on with other people, especially if they're in distress. You're a good listener, you don't criticize, and you offer unbiased, respectful, honest advice when it's requested. With a high score on the "understanding" trait, it is likely that you are enthusiastic about charitable work, helping others, and making the world a better place.

You don't feel the need to impose your standards on others or say things that, even though true, cause pain.

Prudent

You look before you leap, think before you act, consider what you're about to say before you open your mouth to speak; that's why you rarely have to eat your words.

You usually don't get excited easily or blurt out the first thing that comes to mind without considering the consequences.

Calm

You rarely become irritated, generally accept people as they are, take things as they come, and feel relaxed in most situations.

You do not let a minor annoyance escalate to a confrontation. You don't regularly snap at those around you or fly off the handle with little provocation.

Competent

You strive to master everything you undertake. You tend to learn quickly and do not shy away from challenges.

You are not a "que sera sera" type of person, nor do you go easy on yourself when attempting to master a new skill or get a job done.

Intellectual

You are thoughtful, rational, and comfortable in the world of ideas. People find you interesting to talk to. You're the living embodiment of the saying "You learn something new every day." In general, those with a high score on the "intellectual" trait are employed in such fields as teaching and research, and are enthusiastic about reading, foreign films, and classical music.

You do not avoid abstract conversation, experimenting with new ideas, or studying new things. It bores you to stick to the straight and narrow of what you already know.

Warm

You have a genuine interest in other people. You're a natural host, and are always thinking about how you can increase the happiness of those around you. When friends have problems or are in trouble, you're usually the first person they turn to for aid and comfort. Scoring high on the "warm" trait suggests that you are among those who enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about charitable work, helping others, and making the world a better place.

You don't always say exactly what you're thinking; you don't like the idea of causing anyone pain because of your criticism.

Empathetic

You are in touch with your own feelings, which helps put you in touch with the feelings of others.

You don't buy the logic that your happiness comes ahead of everyone else's because unless you're happy you're incapable of making anyone else happy.

Unflappable

You are not a slave to your emotions. It takes a lot to upset or unnerve you. That's why you're a good person to have around in a crisis.

You don't let it all hang out, which means that those around you often don't know the pressures you're under or what you're going through. You're not the kind of person people run from in a crisis.

Steady

You are a reasonable kind of person; no one would describe you as a loose cannon. Even when everyone around you is losing it, you can be counted on to keep your cool and offer calm guidance.

You do not regularly get bowled over by your emotions, nor do you make a point of showing everyone exactly what you're feeling.



Aren't those last two kinda the same? x3

AHHHHHHHHHH New Trivium album!

I'm EXPLODING!!!