trololol my friends messages me on skype in a panic asking if i was working today. I obviously didnt so i joked about saying no and stuff... to get on fb and the news to find out there was apparently a murder and body dumping on my works doorstep -_-

after series of break ins and vandals and stuff now this. It isnt a laughing matter, and im terribly sorry for whoever lost someone today but i just wanna ask.. Can people please leave my IGA THE FUCK outa it! beleive it or not i do like my job and would love for it to be respected.

just venting... that is all

Its 2.38 am .. for me atleast on jan 26th .. its australia day.. yaay.. im already drunk so i probs wont remember this later. Hahaha have a good one all

Just a journal to say that im single again. Twas my choice and my actions that made it happen. This is a "to let you know" journal not a "i need sympathy one. Have to keep peeps updated somehows.

Tonight I got asked a question.. something i never thought would be asked of me. I was asked if I would be a sperm donor for my best friends sister.

Now the back story is that ive known my best friend for 5 + years now. Met in high school all that jazz. I met her family and have known her family for the same amount of time. Ive fought, supported, helped and been helped by them for these past 5 years.

Recently my friends sister started talking about having a child, now she is gay and wants to have an A.I.
Ive heard her talking over the possibilities but when she asked me tonight i had no idea what to say >..<

I'd be honored honestly.. but for those who know me.. i dont want kids, i never have and never will.

So for me its a battle between strong friendship, and personal beliefs. I am not really asking for opinions though if you have them please let me know. Im just undecided on what to do @.@

If i were to accept it'd be the whole, hear no, speak no, see no scenario. Where i'd not want anything to do with it and have no legal obligations towards it. I mean thats if i say yes...

If i say no i feel that i am letting her down. She knows me, knows what im like, my personality, my good and bad. so she knows what the child might be like. Plus i know her inside out as well so it would be hard to let her get a random donor that might be a complete failure or something... (cant think of wording right now).

I hate making hard decisions...

To any who celebrated new year abuot 10 hrs 25 mins ago (11 hours 25 mins for every other state X3) happy f****** new year!!

hope you all get bloody wasted and celebrate with some private fireworks like our family and friends did..

get drunk go swimming ( if its summer for you like it is us) and dance under the fireworks!! haha sydney fireworks were amazing again nyehehehehehehe

2012 here i come, hope your ready for me o3o

Dont be surprised if im not exactly in a good mood in the next few days. My middle brother is coming late for christmas.. which means mums gonna have a war with him and hes an arogant prick who doesnt care for anyone but himself so we just know hes gonna put shit on us. Anyways just a journal to say that if i ignore any one on ims its nothing personal. I just have to deal with my family (aka brothers -.- )

Hahahaha tis that time o year again when that fat red hoomin flies around dropping pressies off to good lil whatevers.. happy holidays to all and what not

not a fan of christmas so when i got a shift for today was so happy over 50 bucks an huor i think yes!! ill be celebrating later then the 25th baha <3

anywasy happy holidays and merry christmas and all that shiz.

Got bored and have had an idea for a while... i uploaded a vid of me blathering for a minute and a half XD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WBuP.....bA7_HrNAKhzV7f

Its not perfect and i roll my eyes and head and have a shitty sense of humor but hey such is life right x3

anyways just sharing this for no reason. I dont get to talk to people ... actually speak for reasons that are my own so im using youtube to get it out. whether people watch or not bothers me so little xD

enjoy if you click otherwise delete this journal from your notifications list =D thanks <3

Due to a phobia related incident earlier this evening i wont be in bed for a while. (*cough* huge ass mother o hunsmans *cough* )

sooooooooooooooo i figured if anyone reads this ask a question and ill answer it x3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TUmJ.....eature=related


this is so farking true :/

Just went out to get the mail and in the 2 minutes it took me to walk down the driveway grab teh mail and come back up i had a beautiful new tan XD summers defienately on the way. BRING IT ON!

Welp i now has steam. Been considering it for a while but  ryurei convinced me to finally get it. Plus hes my first friend on there x3 i dunno why im posting this but i havent posted anything for a while X3

Welp just a journal to say im safe and sound back at home (FINALLY!!!)

Shit got sorted and we flew home as scheduled. Though on approach to brissy we encountered som epic stromage and the lightning show up in the clouds was AMAZING!!! <3 plus there wasnt any thunder up there to ruin it for me =D

After landing though we were stuck on the tarmac for an hour waiting for the storm to pass so we could get off. We found out we were the last to land at brissy at the time bahaha XDXDXD <3 anyways just know im home safe and crap x3

Just found out that QANTAS has grounded all flights. Not sure if that means jet star as well at this point. We were supposed to fly home tomorrow night but as it is that may not happen... Till further notice were stuck :/

In the past several days ive been going from one illness to another (E.G. toncillitis, chest cough, cold and now the flu XD)

Got woken up by the bloody kooka's this morning to find out ive now got the flu. Ive had like 5 hours of sleep and i have to head to work soon XD oh fun fun!!

anywho just an update for anyone who cares XD

Recently i have been introduced to a new anime, by whom will remain annonymous *cough*  Ryurei *cough*

Its called "Code Geass: Leluche of the rebellion" (dun quote my spelling x3) I dont know what it is but its so amazing. It always gets bigger and better. Unlike most animes i watch :/

Basically hes a strategic master mind with a power of Geass. He makes people do what he wants without question.

Cant say to much as so much has happened but if you read this then go check it out. Its pretty much action from point go! haha thanks hon tis a great show and glad we have yet another thing to talk about :3

Haha as a few of my closest friends know, i was contacted by my missing goddmother this week. She went missing when i was 3 yrs old 3: buuuut she emailed my folks saying she wants us to visit her for a month in may/april 2012 =D

the plan WAS california, however, her hubby just got a new job so the new destination for us next year is FLORIDA X3 im so super psyched!!!!

Any one who has my IM's just know im out looking for 2nd and maybe a 3rd jobs for myself so i may be outa contact at most times over christmas and january. If all goes well ill be headed to florida in no time flat!!! yaaay!!!! haha.

Anywhose YAYAYAYAYAYAYA!!!!!!

Haha so after a rather humiliating morning and somewhat crappy day i come home to find out were havin banga's and mash fer dinner..!!! One of my absolute lazy day favourites!!! bahaha X3 omnomnom hurry up and cook dammit X3

My biggest phobia in this whole wide world is thunder storms. The whole thunder that makes the air tremble and lightning where you can feel the static in the air. Got woken up by it this morning >..< backyards flooded im home alone and im really not liking it one bit. ;..;

Haha given im no great artist or have many stories up i never thought id even get to 1 K pageviews. Anywho, i may or may not know who the 1000th is and ill be sure to try n get you somethin nice ;3

Woke up early to check on some things, got a gift from a friend, I've had 2 job interviews today, Went dancing in the rain with the neighbours and their kids on the golf course next door and finished the second story to my brick house on mine craft. Dunno bout you but thats an amazing day for me XD

Im no soaking wet playing more minecraft... and joy !! my best friend  Fuzzy67 and the love of my life  Ryurei both just logged on =D whata day X3

Well iunno how much most others care but ive been at my place of employment just over 12 months. In that period weve had 5 sets of managers. That includes store and specailty managers XD

Would just like to put it down that i love our new store manager, your the best !!! =D the new floor manager, you are freaking awesome.
I still do love our now oldest manager in employment who is absolutely above words. Always goes out of her way for us.

The new deli manager can kiss my ass. That fat bitch needs to put up or shut up >.>

plus our new dairy manager. Shes pretty fun to be around :3

Found out tonight our produce manager has quit and they havent even advertised for a new one yet x3 woo!

Im just loving this carrasell. Out with the old in with the new... and repeat... and again XD wonder how long it takes to get newer ones again. Though i hope its a while away im actually happy with work again :3

Anywho just saying i love my work again thanks to the new management !! =D

Was rummaging through some stuff from high school and found a recording of a few of the schools events. Including my involvment as a music captain, dance routines, a few drama pieces and a whole lotta back stage crew work XD

Gotta admit I miss how involved i used to be. I miss being fit enough to be able to help run liek 5 departments XD

Plus i found an old taping of a contemporary Dance peice i did with my best friend for a breast cancer fund raiser. We simply had to create a dance that was highly emotionally involved about any topic and perform with full costume and prop setups. Hahah was so much fun adn we came 5th outa like 18 spots. For us it was a great thing.

Worse part was my conducting in senior year. My last ever music departments acheivement night and i sprained my rist whilest runnign around organising stuffs. I played the trombone for most of the groups so i was told i coulnt play. Had to stick to conducting but boi was it alot of fun X3

As for drama i think the best highlight i got to see on the recording was of a piece we did on a car crash. We just modified it so it was over dramatic and overly physical and crap. Our lead person showed up drunk on the night which was amazing fun!!! only in logan right! but it went well. Good thing we gave him the only part that didnt involve moving XD

Anywho just wanted to post a journal about my findings. Doubt itll get read but its good to get it out there.

Sucks to grow up but atleast i know i have the history if I ever want to get back into teh swing of things. =D

Just be whining again but i am so over brisbane... I mean we moved here when .. 2000 i think so 11 years ago. Im 19 now and tbh the happiest time of my life (except for meeting the love of mah life) was living in the small town of port augusta South australia. Twasnt much and it didnt have a great rep but it was home yaknow...

I just miss my roots, and i cant afford to travel back and forth. Id like to move back but thatd put me further from my frinds, and lover. well... maybe closer... ill get back to you on that. Just saying, i dont mind the people and the weather can be rather interesting but i just miss being back home in good ol port augusta >..<

If not there then id happily go back to Leigh Creek or Cooper Pedy. Atleast thatd be some fun. oh well stuck here fer now. :/

Driving home from handing out a few resumes this morning some dick head in a holden comm V8 decided not to follow the road rules. He decided he wasnt going to give way to his right... Guess who was to his right... Yeah thats right wanker and next time you do it ill make sure you hit that ditch and i wont pull over to check on ya.

Seriously, i pulled over to see if he was ok and started ranting on about how P platers have no respect for anyone else on the road... I had right of way and you didnt check dick!... anywho I wrote your number plate down so if i see ya on the road ill be sure to show you two birds, mkaythnx