Bahaha first day we have had ina long time that has been this beautifully hot. Humidity through the roof and all =D Theres a bushfire somewhere around here but im not sure as to where.

Just loving the beautiful heat and the fantastic humidity that brings summer with it =D... hopefully no rain this year though X3

P.S i was born and raised in the south Australian desert so i love the heat x3

Hahaha just totally relaised that today the 13 of september is mine and my mates  Ryurei 6 month anniversary. Feel a bit silly because i was off by two days but thats to be forgiven... right ? hehe just wanted to send some love to you hon. 6 Months down the rest of our lives to go

=D

Welp its almost midnight fer me atm aaaaaaand im not tired as per usual.. well i am but i wont sleep (stupid insomnia) and in the last hour and a half ive come down with something. Im dizzy and not keeping donw food... YAY >.> welp if anyone wants to chat ill be up

Just saw the latest ep (i have available) which was 96 i believe and im so freaking hyped for this new season... i just want someone to chat with D: please let there be someone :3

Okay I'm an insomniac... it takes for fucking ever to get to sleep and hard as fuck to stay asleep. But when I do manage sleep im always.. AALLWWAAYYSS!!!! woken up by fucking phonecalls... I mean fucking really... I dont think its necessary for people to ring me before 9 am. Thats just fucking stupid... I usually dont get to sleep till 3 or 4 am generally then im woken up at 7 am because someone just "wanted to say hi" Gah. Problem is, i sleep with my mobile of most days but then the house phone rings of the hook and it bloody irritates me. Sometimes people around me really need to learn i dont wanna talk all the fucking time. Let me be seriously

Just had the most wonderful experience... mum and dad are off for the weekend to goondawindi for a riffle shoot.

They arent gone an hour and disaster strikes. Our turtle aquarium leaked onto a powerboard on the other end of the house... that caught on fire plus our circuit bored flipped...

Its fine i managed (who knows how) to deal with it level headedly and got it under control. Powers back, fires gone, waters cleaned up and i have a spare tank just incase... First home disaster managed... >..<

Saw this from my mate and wanted to do it  Ryurei love you hon ^^
Rules
1. You can ONLY answer Yes or No .

2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages/comments you and asks. The temptation to explain some of these will be overwhelming... things are not exactly as they seem.

3. It is harder than it looks, but NO explanations!


Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? --- yes
Been arrested? --- No
Kissed someone you didn't like? --- Yes
Slept in until 5 PM? --- No
Fallen asleep at work/school? --- Yes
Ran a red light? --- Yes
Been suspended from school? --- Yes
Experienced love at first sight? --- No
Totalled your car in an accident? --- No
Been fired from a job? --- No
Fired somebody? --- No
Sang karaoke? --- Yes
Pointed a gun at someone? --- No
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? --- Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? --- Yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? --- Yes
Kissed in the rain? --- No
Had a close brush with death (your own)? --- Yes
Seen someone die? --- Yes
Played spin-the-bottle? --- Yes
Sang in the shower? --- Yes
Smoked a cigar? --- No
Sat on a rooftop? --- Yes
Taken pictures of yourself naked? --- Yes
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? --- Yes
Skipped school? --- Yes
Eaten a bug? --- No
Sleepwalked? --- Yes
Walked a moonlit beach? --- Yes
Ridden a motorcycle? --- Yes
Dumped someone? --- Yes
Forgotten your anniversary? --- No
Lied to avoid a ticket? --- No
Ridden on a helicopter? --- No
Shaved your head? --- No
Blacked out from drinking? --- Yes
Played a prank on someone? --- Yes
Hit a home run? --- No
Felt like killing someone? --- Yes
Cross-dressed? --- No
Been falling-down drunk? --- Yes
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? --- Yes
Eaten snake? --- Yes
Marched/Protested? --- Yes
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? --- No
Puked on an amusement ride? --- No
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? --- No
Been in a band? --- Yes
Knitted? --- No
Been on TV? --- Yes
Shot a gun? --- Yes
Skinny-dipped? --- Yes
Caused someone to need stitches? --- Yes
Ridden a surfboard? --- No
Drank straight from a liquor bottle? --- Yes
Had surgery? --- Yes
Streaked? --- Yes
Taken by ambulance to hospital? --- Yes
Passed out when not drinking? --- Yes
Peed on a bush? --- Yes
Donated Blood? --- No
Grabbed electric fence? --- Yes
Eaten alligator meat? --- No
Eaten cheesecake? --- Yes
Eaten kids' Halloween candy? --- No
Killed an animal when not hunting? --- Yes
Peed your pants in public? --- No
Written graffiti? --- No
Still love someone you shouldn't? --- No
Think about the future? --- Yes
Been in handcuffs? --- Yes
Believe in love? --- Yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? --- No

as some people know I'm writing a lengthy story. Ive hit bit of a bump though. I have discovered that what i wanted to write two years ago fits in with what I'm writing now so i can do a saga. My problem? I have to introduce 4 new main characters but I'm terrible with names. If anyone has any ideas please feel free to comment.

They are all elemental mage's and are of different species. My basic ideas for them follows.

1. A fire elemental Naga/were snake.
2. A water elemental Anthro morphic shark type character (still working on this one though)
3. An Earth elemental were wolf.
4. A wind elemental avian (another progress to be worked on, most likely an eagle).

if you have any ideas please leave put the number of the char with your name recommendation. I don't really expect anyone to reply just hoping. Thankyou!!

Over my 4 years of customer service ive heard so many different lines from customers... dont mind me just a random vent.

When you tell a customer somethings unavailable "But i want it"... you were just told its unavailable DEAL with it.

They wont buy their kids lollies and as a bonus say its bad for them but will then buy smakes :/ ... HELLO!!!! then theres the other line that goes with it. I cant afford lollies ... they cant afford a 3 buck lolly but they can afford a 40 buck pack of smoke >.>

Then theres the people who say smokes are soooo expensive... THEN STOP BUYING THEM (i understand its an addiction but if you cant afford them then dont buy them >.>)

Then theres the whole thing where parents will buy an lcm bar or some crap and say they cant afford it when for the price of that one box of 5 bars you could get a loaf of bread and some spreads or what not and make sandwiches... the excuse. They dont have enough time (i do understand some people leave for work veeeery early but heres the thing pack the lunches sunday evening and put em in the fridge/freezer ,... not that hard idiots.)

Again this is just a rage on my experiences. I do think more emotionally then intelectually so dont critique me for it... btw ive heard many more terrible lines that i wont even mention.

If you read this then, thanks but yeah some people are just plain GAAAAHHHH !!!! *punches them all in the face*

Tonight was a huge stepping stone. I took the plunge, i asked my mate  Ryurei to marry me.

Its not legal in australia yet but i asked for the future. He said yes ^^ im so happy its not funny ^^ i just want to scream my love and joy to the heavens :3 im engaged ^w^

I love you so much hon, and welcome to my family ^^ your officially no longer jsut a boyfriend but my mate and husband to be. I love you so much :3

i totally just realised what date it is ;..; farking government >< tis census night >< means i gotta take time outa my life to fill out forms so the gov knows the pop of australia tonight. GAAAH if i werent a paid reserve collecter id refuse... but i know the fines @.@ and lemme tell you they are huge @.@ oh well gotta love it :/

My fucking mother...

Mkay so about a month ago mum decides she wants to sell dads and her car to buy a brand new one that was supposed to be THEIRS... and not 2 weeks later she said dad had no right to drive HER car and that SHE owned it... shes a selfish cow and im surprised my dad hasnt up and left yet... oh and guess what found out im an incest child THANKS ALOT LIKE I WANTED TO KNOW THAT YOU FUCKING TARD!!!

dad and I atm are at teh verge of kicking her out... shes tried breaking me and  Ryurei up and takes advantage of my dad all the fucking time. and its not a couple of big things... its the little fucking things shes been doing for 19 fucking years...

Seriously!! the way she spends and watns things that we dont have the money for and then farking tells my dad HE has to work more hours to make up what we owe... you know what im done!!! i have no mother >.>

and to top things off to my already pissed of state of mind... i tell her im gonna soak in a hot bath ...she asks to have a shower first and i agree being the nice son for who knows what reason ... and to no surprise to me she used all the fucking hot water >.> an accident no!!! a 5 min shower i could understand but 15 minutes bull shit!!! your a cow and i fucking hate you.

FYI not in the mood tonight >.>

I dont know why but in the past few months ive been able to discover myself so much more. Thanks to my awesome mate  Ryurei he was awesome enough to let me into his life and accepted me for who i am :3 and still does.

Now i dont have to hide when i feel like going absolutely insane. I can tell him when im angry enough to tear someone to peices... in detail X3 and just wanna go pure HV pred on their ass. I get into this... mood... and when im in it people get scared of me... seems i possess it IRL too.

so from a mostly humble yet slightly insane dragon Grrrr ;3 i know who i am thanks to mah gorgous hunk of scales :3

just venting in a journal >< just hit my knee so farking hard that its bleeding >.> ... It freaking hurts >< again just raging. Typing is taking away from the pain -.- ... Nyaaah zamie why you be so clutzy >< hope i dont have to do heay lifting at work tonight ;..;

Was at work today and was talking to my co-worker next to me on registers... about handing in my letter of resignation... 5 of the 8 customers who were in audible range came running up telling me that they would stop shopping at that store if i were to leave.. You know when you feel loved when people you dont even know dread loosing you. Twas a fun experience

OMFG saw an add here on FA and guess what im going to FurryDownUnder for 2012 =D

Ive registered and my friend katiyana is doing so herself. Haha our first ever furry convention and i get to go with me best friend. Im so hyped... it maybe months away but im hyped now XD

Also not sure if anyone cares but the bonus of FDU is that its over my birthday weekend X3 im so super pshyced X3

sorry if my spelling is terrible im just so squeemish XD

wooo april of 2010 here we come =D

okay there are so many people out there worse of then me.. im just venting... again.

So first i now have a stalker.. look at my previous journal.. then i discover that my "best friends" were trying to hack my accounts to break me and my mate up... thanks guys just what i wanted (fucking pricks)

and then on a more serious and sadder note, find out that one of my favorite and most influential teacher from high school past away this week...

just saying i might be a little touchy for a few days, its nothing personal just mentally struggling cause im weak like that. a nice R.I.P to that fantastic teacher that was a great loss to the school and burn in hell ot every one else...

again dont hate me for raging im just venting @.@

thankyou to my gorgeous mate for your support. couldnt do it without you <3

So today 9 of june i had plans to go out with a friend from high school... she brings along a friend who just happened to be available to give her a lift... BULLSHIT!!! i knew she was planning something... turns out her "friend" was a still in the closet gay guy and it was a blind date... how many times do i have to fucking tell people im a one dragon kind of person. I am in love with Eli Ryurei and I am loyal to him.. no matter how many times i scream it to the heavens people arent getting the message...

wanna know what they say to me... its only cheating if you get caught... FUCK YOU thats no reason. Even if i were drunk and drugged id still only ever think about sexual encounters with my mate. Take the hint people im taken!!

why do they take interest in me now that im taken... fucking dicks

Ive been rather ill recently and i had to get an ultrasound done on my gut. Was a fun experience i must say.

Though leading up to the event everyone i know was making pregnant jokes at my expense and personally i haven't had a great run in that area with one of my best mates family. So i found it rather disrespectful...

After the examination however given the highly ironic (overemphasis on ironic) that i had a shadow in my right kidney... it looks exactly like a baby dragon. Only then did i giggle slightly at the jokes that i had previously obviously taken far to seriously.

just letting anyone who reads this that apparently I'm a father to a little dragon within my kidney, and i still don't know a name...

and for those who were wondering, it didn't reveal any results. Most likely an inflamed kidney or viral infection but I'm in high spirits laughing every time i think about it. Hoping to feel better soon!

have had pains all day and it isnt going away... i cant move or breath without feeling it >< wish i could just cuddle Eli. ARG!!

I play an online dota game called League of Legends... ive been playing for over 12 months and am the highest level you can be on your profile... I finally find a character i can actually do well with without ksing (kill stealing) or using cheap abilities... AND HES A FUCKING DRAGON SLAYER!!! IRONY HOW I HATE YOU >.>

In the past two weeks ive had nothing but horid luck. All sorts of medical and emotional issues and its driving me nuts if it werent for my gorgeous mate id probly done of with myself by now *sigh* i hope things pick

Pulled out my electric guitar for teh first time in over 24 months today, it still sounds beautiful for the cheapo it is. fully distorted to some ACDC and ima rocking. though might have to settle later with my semi acoustic to play some nicer country spins :3 loving getting back into it.

you can thank a one Ryurei for getting me back into my music

Gaahhh im trying to show how much i love my mate but words arent covering it! and my artistic ability is well it doesnt exist ;..; and i just want to draw something for him :(

I am over it. theres only one thing in this world that still makes me smile. and i love him dearly <3 ... but im falling apart slowly. turning into something i know isnt what i am, who i am! i dont even know any more. !