This site is definitely quieter than it used to be, and I'm definitely a way different person than I was 8 years ago. But aren't we all? Sometimes this kind of introspection, nostalgia, and downtime is healthy for us to see just how much we've grown.

Yeah I made some really weird choices in the past, but I don't regret them. I hope none of us truly regret who we became. Whether you're a new friend coming into my life, or an old friend who has been around for the past decade. Each mistake has lead me to this moment, writing on this wall, after such a long time. Each success has also impacted it, just as much. Be it failing out of uni, or winning smash bros tournaments. Getting accepted into a better school recently for the program I wanted, or hurting relationships that I can never get back. I'm me, here, now. You are too. You are the only you, and that's so rad.

This feels weird even posting something like this for anyone to see, but part of me hopes that someone needs to know how special they are and reads this. That you, right now, are here in an infinitely small moment with me and a handful of others who may end up seeing this someday. That's pretty neat, if you ask me. You and I, sitting in this space, sharing a piece of this world.

I have an odd story for all of you. I had a nightmare last night and I was my only family member that didn't die. It went pretty much like this

I'm playing games, or something, with my brother. We're just sitting down together and then I start feeling funny. I stand up quickly and move, then turn around to see my brother die. Then, this massive demon that's carrying an iron maiden appears behind me. It's kinda funny looking and not really scary, but it just killed my brother so I freaked out. It tells me that it tried to steal my afterlife (no idea why it's trying to though) and that killing me in the iron maiden is the only way to do that. It disappears, and I'm left with a dead brother just sitting there. I run upstairs and some time elapses, not much happens for a little bit. Then out of nowhere, it decides to kill my step-brothers. It's trying more to get into my head now than actually go after me. I can't tell anyone what's going on, because I feel like I'd just be thrown into a mental hospital if I start screaming that a demon is trying to mess with me by killing my family. So I just stay by myself for a bit, not doing a whole lot from what I remember. Then I start seeing something. My aunt is driving her van down the road, and she suddenly crashes. Then the demon grabs her out of the van and closes the iron maiden on her. I lost it at this point and decide to run over to my grandma and warn her because I just watched my aunt get into a crash and have her soul taken by a demon. I got there too late though, and there's glass all over her house. She's all cut up by it and the demon is standing beside her. He looks over at my knowing I can't get to her. There's glass covering everything. I just watch him kill her and there's not a whole lot besides that that I can do. After this, I run home and tell my mom everything. For some reason the house that's in my dream isn't the house I'm living in now, but that's not a huge plot-point (I think). So after I finish telling her everything that was going on, she's having a hard time believing it all. Then suddenly, a window shatters. It sounded like an airplane slammed into the house. But instead of the demon, a cat jumps through. Then I notice the room get darker, but my mom doesn't notice it and she's more caught up in the cat. I then realize that the demon just showed up, and he's behind my mom. I grab my mom out of the way before it catches her, then she sees it and runs backwards into the fridge and stands there. The demon looks at me and starts seeming more evil, then says "If I can't take her soul, I can still kill her infront of you". He then slams half of the iron maiden into her and she pretty much looks like a human pancake. I fall over and break down. My entire family has been killed by this thing and he'll just keep doing it if I don't let him take me. I notice out of the corner of my eye that that cats walks up to my mom, but I can't see anything because there's an island between me and her now. The demon walks up to me, iron maiden open, and I just sit there because I know I can't get away forever. Suddenly though, the demon dies. I have no idea as to what's happening, until I see another demon rise up from behind the island. This one is more sinister looking, but I'm not scared, because I realize that it's my mom. The cat that jumped into the window was a demon and it took over my moms body, making her another one of whatever that demon thing was.

So yeah, that's the dream I had last night. Not much happened after that, besides me feeling sad because I was alone. I'm aure that if you read all of this, you found it at least somewhat interesting :3