Dang. Was gunna go to the meet tonight. :|

But I'm supposed to stay home and take care of the dogs. My mom is in Iowa, taking care of my Grandpa. We think he's gunna die soon...just goes to show how fragile old people can be to bone breaks. I'm kind of worried. But writing this journal and talking with my wonderful friends like and has really helped me. You guys are fantastic. <3

So now I'm sitting on my butt, alone, on a friday night.

Also in my snuggie.

I think I should be concerned. xD
How is everyone?? You should entertain me while I see here like a loser. In a hello kitty snuggie...

EDIT: The day just redeemed itself a little. I opened up my Amazon package.. my futurama hoodie looks AWESOME

I found my camera!! Now all of you will get to be eye-raped by my hideous artwork. eue

Free raffles are looking like a definite possibility in the future. Gotta get some people interested before I open up commissions.

As soon as I find some nice art of upload and give you all something to look at, I can't find the camera. 8I

Hopefully I'll have something up here by the end of today. I'm working on some Cheap Thrills Fanart, and some random wolf headshots. Other than that I haven't done anything super DUPER big. Maybe if I open up commissions or something I could get in some of that stuff.


Also, it's almost christmas!! Anybody got any plans?

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Well..it seems as if it wouldn't even matter if I found the camera or not, because my old computer will not turn on. :/ It's the only computer with the downloaded software for the camera. And I can't find the CD to download it on this computer.

But it wouldn't matter if I did find it because I don't have the camera.

O ____ O

What kind of clusterfuck is this?

Been a tough week of finals. Tough week in general, but we're almost done with it!

I was a little down this morning. Here I am, sitting and awaiting to take my next, and last, final. I should be looking over the powerpoint notes, lol. But, my head is in a different place...I can't focus.

So instead of studying I looked up my favorite Movie Montage ever and let it lift my spirits.

http://www.metacafe.com/watch/61022.....cture_montage/

This was played during the 2011 Oscar Best Pictures. It is a compilation of them, set to the speech at the end of King's Speech. I love it so much, it brings me to tears each time I watch it. It really makes me feel inspired. I definitely recommend it. That speech is so moving...it makes me feel insignificant, or my worries insignificant. Never lose sight of what's really important, everyone..

What inspires you guys?

How is everyone? I hope you're all feeling okay. To my college buds, finals week is so close to being done. Good luck to you all, I know you can do it!!

's got some super awesome character auction going on~
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/7011157/
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/7011157/
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/7011157/

Go check it out!

Hey guys!

I know some of you watch me for my artwork and creative jazzy things. I apologize for not having uploaded too much lately. I'm in a weird transitional period. Being in school, in a cramped dorm room with not a lot of space or time for art had really shrouded my creative mind. I haven't been too pleased with anything I draw lately..

I'm hoping that over Winter Break I'll be able to churn out some stuff. Possibly some of the big..BIG pictures I do. Then, maybe if I feel confident, I'll open up commissions for my giant stuff. ; u ;

How are all of you? How is your December going??

Your friends help heal your scars and they don't even know it. <3

If you have a friend, you should go hug them right now. Your friends love you very much. Go message them right now, txts, emails, shouts, whatever. They won't be around forever so you gotta remind them of all the happy things they make you feel.

I'm sure that once in your life, you would have been lost without them. And I'm even more certain they've felt the same way about you. So go tell them how proud you are to be their friend!!

Have a good halloween, everyone.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2861240/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2861240/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2861240/

<3 <3 Her art is super good and stuff and you should check it out!

EVERYONE.

IS MY NEW GOD.

AND
AND YOU SHOULD HELP ME MAKE A TEMPLE

SO I CAN PROCEED WITH THE WORSHIP

AND. AND UHM

YEAH

ALL BOW DOWN TO LORD ENRAPTURED


<3 <3 <3

I have some nice buddies that are opening commissions and stuffs, so you should definitely check these out!!

is thinking of doing some design sheet commissions for people, which are really cute and cheap! http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2747868/

just opened up some commissions, and her style is sooo adorable! http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2748012/

had this awesome idea for a giant group picture that you could be a part of! http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2745589/

If I forgot anyone else or if you would like to be added to the pimpage, comment here!

I dunno...there's some stuff I wanna try/draw, but I would be much too embarrassed to upload it here where all my friends could see it.

Should I make an account for naughty pictures or strange fetishes? Or is that weird to even think of. xD Maybe I'm just being a prude who's too embarassed of her sexual side...

imjustscaredwhatyouguyswouldthinkofme.
; ^ ;

EDIT:

YOU GUYZ JUST WANNA SEE ME NAKED DONT YOU
pervs.
love you all. lol

I was pointed out by someone a bit of drama that was a-storming in the FA universe. Apparently someone's fursona got dissed by an artist. But that's not what this is about.

I'm very very humbled to see the results of it. A group of other artists teamed up and made beautiful works for this person, all in hopes that their hurt feelings would be soothed by the whole situation. They have showered her in gift art.

Isn't that like, the sweetest thing you've ever heard? <3 <3 <3

Furries can be dark sometimes but....behind the fuzz, behind the computer, there are some genuine, kind and gorgeous people out there. They were trying to remind this person that one bad apple doesn't spoil the whole bunch. Even if you have a bad day, there's always going to be someone that can make it better...

Furries, thumbs up. That was super duper nice of you all, and I'm glad to be around you all. You deserve a gigantic group hug.

Have a good day.

Never let an extremely awesome weekend trick you into thinking you're going to have a good monday..

The lovely brought up the idea in my head (hearts to you bby ;3 I might just draw you and I soon).

I haven't really drawn Fizzy in sexual situations before, but I would really like to sometime in the future. She's only compatible with certain peeps, though I think it would be fun!

So watchers, if there's any particular characters that need some lovin and you'd be okay with me drawing with Fizzy, list them here. :D Of course I'm more inclined to draw girls, its okay for you to list guys.

Keep in mind these aren't promises at all. I just want a list of friends I have that are OK with this in case in the future when I'm like "HEY I SHULD DRAWW PR0NZ LOLZZ" I'll have some candidates

:D :D :D Post post post~

Omg the worst thing just happened to me ;A; So I took a shower I was reaching for my towel and stuff, I hit my foot on my metal scale. It hurt but I didn't think anything of it. I get dressed and stuff and continue life as normal

20 minutes later i notice my sock. It's like...bright red. I take OFF the sock and find my toes covered in blood, and my second to pinkie toe split in half and coming off!

I was like LDKNFKDSLNDFSLDNF Q A Q

then of course cuz i noticed it, it started to hurt a lot more. e n e So my foot is disgusting and my nail is killing me, plus my pink plaid sock is ruined.

Also

is anyone on the east coast right now? I'm super worried about you all D: Please try to keep yourselves safe.

Hello everyone! Sorry for the absence (if you noticed lol) I'm in college now :D CSU is really cool but....really big aswell. It's crazy and hectic and I got a new computer <3 <3 Its confusing me so far but I'm sure I'll get it. c:

How is everyone?? I missed you all <3

I see the term tossed about...what's a half trade? o3o

Sorry I'm a dumb girl...but it sounds interesting!

FINAL EDITEDITEDITEDITBOOGERS

Thank you SO much to those who participated. <3 <3 <3

I picked TWO of you. Double free arts! They're colored headshots. BUT the winners are gunna be kept secret till I post em. C:

Art will be posted tomorrow. Love you all so much.

Again, merci beaucoup. Je t'aime.

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Well..since no one seems interested in commissions or original art and I want to draw something, anyone want free art?

Post your refs and if I feel interested I might draw your character. Keep in mind there is no guarantee for everyone/anyone. If I don't pick you please don't have your feelings hurt. You know I love you all. <3 And if anyone is RUDE there will be no arts for you. ene

Just if I find a particularly awesome character I'll maybe whip something up for you.

Sketches, headshot colors...anything depending on interest. Most likely realism. I'm just bored.

One thing. If you post your ref, please whore me out to your friends. Or post a journal and advertise. I'm lonely..

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ho migawrsh so many. thanks for all the comments and watches. gaaaaah i wish i could draw something for everyone. I'd hate to see anyone disappointed. Q A Q Lord jesus what did i get myself into...

keep em coming! not done yet!!

Hi guys. I had to quit my job today...it sucked hard. :c

Now I have no income, like, at all. My wallet has a bad case of IM HURTING AND IM HUNGRYYY!!!

So, I'm going to be selling some of my original artwork. I don't wanna figure out shipping costs and junk at this moment because no one will probably buy them, but if you're interested here is what I'm offering:

http://www.furaffinity.net/full/4404603/ Crocodile on Tea Table: $40-50
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/5646642/ Trippy Walrus and Girl: $50-70
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/5646718/ Leda and the Swan: $80-100
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/5883672/ Old Turtle Man: $50-70
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/5975193/ My cute little Pomeranian project: $100-120



((Please understand that while you might think these art expensive, original art in the REAL world would cost much much much MUCH more. these are scrap prices ;A; I just need some money!))

If anyone would like to buy any of these, please say so. Also, if there is a piece you would be interested in buying, let me know and I can possibly work something out with you!

Soooo I really wanna go this year. Super heroes are totally my thing. <3 <3 <3 I love them more than anything...



Problem is, A. My parents would definitely notice if I ran off to denver for the weekend, and
B. If I went one day, I dunno if I'd be willing to drive on the highway by myself. I've never driven on the highway. It terrifies me. ;3;
C. There's a rummage sale at this Church near my house I promised to help with on Saturday. Probably have to tell them no now.


Gahhh. So...basically...is there anyone that's just going for a day that I could hitch a ride with to Denver? Just for the saturday. Maybe someone else that's just going for a day? I would love to go to my first con in super hero gear. It would be amazing. If I find someone that could take me I get an excuse to jump to party america and put together a costume e u e

THIS IS VERY TL;DR

We've all seen them floating about. You're hanging on Furaffinity when you come across a fetish picture. Your reaction will be one of three:

1. Oooh, that's sexy I like it.
2. What is that?
3. DEAR BURGER FLIPPEN JESUS WTF WHY IS THAT A THING.


And depending on what it is, you either keep looking or violently push yourself away from the computer. I mean, we've all done it. Even if you claim to be tolerant of things, at least ONCE in your time here I'm sure that you've seen something and wondered how someone could possibly be attracted to that. I know I have.

And some people get touchy when you say you don't like their fetishes. They take it like some sort of insult to their fetish-fandom and all you get is a kick in the e-face. Then come the flames, the "OMG UR A SICK PERV" fights and that shebang.

But, you know what I think?

I think it's /good/ that fetishes are weird. Because that's what makes fetishes special!
It's good that only certain people like them. It's good that it's in a distinct little circle of users that "get" the fetish and knock their socks off to it. If they were just plain old ordinary things, they wouldn't feel as special to you or your friends. Every heart is different, as is what makes your heart fall.

There are fetishes that I have that I am willing to share. There are fetishes I have that I am not willing to share. We've all felt ashamed of what we like at one point or another, but that's alright. Just If it's weird or disgusting to others, you get the satisfaction of knowing that other people will never understand, and there for the 'rise' is all to your little self.

I'm not saying that I've never been grossed out by a fetish. I'm not saying that you should all love eachother's fetishes and not be grossed out, either.

I'm just saying that we all have different likes....so what ever floats your boat, whether it be inflation, vore, gore, BDSM, anything in those works...it's your own, and it's special. Other people don't like them? Cool. More for yourself.

Lately my tiny little brain has been whipping up a little too much when I fall asleep.

For the past three nights I've had extremely strange and sexual dreams. Last night I had a dream where I was on some sort of cargo train with a bunch of other people. Then, all the sudden this girl just started making out with me! .///. But the other passengers wouldn't stand for this!! There was another boy there and he was all "You can't do that." and tried making out with me himself, but the girl wouldn't let him. So they decided to have some sort of....battle for the right over me like I was a piece of meat.

They fought for awhile, but they stopped randomly. What was their logic? "Oh. Why fight? We can both do things to her."

x////////////x

So...they...preceded to do so...

ahem.


And I wake up like LASNDFFDNKGLK WTF dreams? Public threesomes?? You're more perverted than I could ever wish to be!!!

Has anyone ever had strange perverted dreams? Weird, scary situations? Share pls!!!

I'm pretty good at realism for animals when I have refs.

If I offered realistic head sketches, would anyone be interested? My species would be pretty limited (can't do hybrids obviously lol) They would be 7-12 dollars depending on complexity.

They would be similar to http://www.furaffinity.net/full/6193903/

My job, really, really, really sucks. I can only work 2 hours day and it pays BALLS. fizzy needs monies ;3;

So..thinking of making a paypal, seeing as it would be more convenient to those I commished and peeps who commish me.

But, if, in the future, I do want to open commishes in the future...do I pick "business" grade account? Or can I just change it later if I want to?

Is a very nice person and expresses a sweet demeanor. They are very new to FA and they need some more buddies, so you should definitely check them out! The art they have uploaded is pretty awesome!

That is all. c: