Life and Art Update
Posted 5 years ago.
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Hey there guys! guess what?! I'm not dead! XD
I know its been a while and I'm sorry for that!
So long story short I've been super depressed and its been really hard for me to draw
back in the beginning of November some stuff happened that made me question
myself as an artist, made me question just what have these last 10 years been for
and I started doubting myself hardcore. I would open a new canvas and just cry
cause I felt like even after all this time my art was just shitty and that I had been 
wasting my time and yeah it was super bad. Not to mention relationship problems
and family drama... its like everything decided to happen at once x.x
Damn you universe!
But thankfully I am doing so so sooo much better now
I have found myself again and I have been drawing every day
getting work done and yeah life is colorful again.
So yeah things are better and so you all should expect to see lots of art getting done lol
I am super sorry to everyone who is waiting on art! 
I cant apologize enough and at the same time cant be 
thankful enough for all the patience you guys have with me.
Thank you thank you thank you
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So here is the action plan!
Right now I am finishing my Art Slave pieces that I owe
I am supposed to make 2 a month, 
I've got 3 done and have 3 more to do to be up to date
Once I'm up to date with those I will tackle my YCH!
I do believe I have one more "spank me" and then Ill start on the sweaters!
Also after this whole ordeal I have decided to try and take some online art classes to improve my art 
most of my knowledge has been self taught but if I want to get better I decided I need some guidance
so I'm also going to be trying to save money for said classes
So every day as a warm-up I'm going to be making a random adopts and at the end of the week Ill post them to sale.
This way I'm doing both, I'm working on the art I owe and I also get to save for the new classes.
So yeah, slowly but surely I'm getting there guys!
Thanks for reading my wall of text and I hope you all have a great day!
Love you all <3
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.Trade for Character
Posted 5 years ago.
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Would love to get this char
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39539087/
Offering chars from here
https://toyhou.se/Candykittycat/cha.....ers/folder:all
Please discuss with me what you'd like before purchasing <3
Willing to do multiples for it <3
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.Chars up for Sale
Posted 5 years ago[center].
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Tons of chars for sale!
https://toyhou.se/UraOki/characters/folder:1124869
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.[/center]Character Thief
Posted 5 years ago.
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https://toyhou.se/~bulletins/174531.....thief-call-out
just cant get a break with this char T-T
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.My Life is Happy~
Posted 5 years ago.
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It is what it is
For anyone who wants to know 
the whole thing here you go
So make your own opinions about what happened 
As for you well if you want real last words:
I hope everything in your life works out the way you want it~
Mine has been going wonderfully
I have a wonderful husband
A beautiful GF, the most amazing bff
and lots of amazing friends
I've also met so many new ppl
BTW did you know you're ppl repellent? 
cause wow there are so many ppl who avoid you like the plague
I was shocked honestly lol
But anyway my life is super happy
so I hope yours is too.
Loves~
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.Free Character
Posted 5 years ago.
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So I have this thing
https://toyhou.se/2774356.-halloween-starlin
I honestly don't like it and want it gone
If you want it you must have a TH account so I can transfer it.
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.It is what it is
Posted 5 years ago.
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I loooove how you said I was avoiding talking about it and then blocked me
You're so fun
But by all means, if I make you this uncomfortable please walk away.
Whatever helps you sleep at night babe.
Love you. Bye~
PS
My bed is super warm and full with love
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.Selling some chars
Posted 5 years ago.
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Got some more chars for sell!
https://toyhou.se/2273275.-amber-lee - $100 (or best offer) - GONE
https://toyhou.se/6562382.-pixie - $40
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.Selling some chars
Posted 5 years ago.
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Need some cash so I'm selling some chars I've made
https://toyhou.se/2895971.-nyx - $40
https://toyhou.se/4326159.gemcat-20- - $20
https://toyhou.se/8179402.-maze - $25
https://toyhou.se/6562382.-pixie - $40
Claim here!
Love you all!
Char Raffle
Posted 5 years ago.
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Trying my luck in getting this char <3
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38234797/
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.Chars up for Trade
Posted 5 years ago.
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Taking offers on all my TH chars
https://toyhou.se/Candykittycat/cha.....ers/folder:all
Will look at everything
but Im on the look for Swamplilly designs
Comment here or dm offers<3
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.New Discord
Posted 5 years ago.
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I made (or well someone made me) a new discord 
I just added the pretty icons >.>
https://discord.gg/hsArFpK
Feel free to join, you can usually find me sitting there 
Just remember to be nice and have fun <3
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.Reaching out to people is scary
Posted 5 years ago.
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So I was talking with girl today and I told her I wanted to make friend that I didn't need to hide from and she asked me who I was hiding from and that's not it. 
I would like to make friends that I can be who I am and not hide what I do from. Cause lets face it most ppl out there think of making furry or nsfw art "wrong", "gross" and even "unholy" (my dad lol), so I rarely tell ppl what I do for a living. So as I have to hide from ppl who don't get it, that means I should be making friends with ppl who do the same thing! ppl who I don't have to explain myself or justify myself for who I am and what I do, I really just want other who enjoy the same things I do and we can enjoy them together.
However opening up to ppl is scary cause if ever you were to say the wrong thing or do something that they don't agree with things will go down and hard. I keep seeing this mentality of "how dare you make a mistake", "how dare you say the wrong thing" and then even if its something small things just escalate to megaton levels then not only will you lose contact with the ppl in question but they will tell everyone and anyone they know and it will become a mob against you and heavens that is terrifying. You go from being alone to being alone and hated by ppl you don't even know. I am so scared of this, of being dragged into a dark hole where there's ppl around you just telling you how wrong you are and that everything and anything you say or do is wrong.
Sigh
I want to make friends but I wish I could make friends that wont throw me under the bus when I do something wrong, friends that will come and talk to me and explain things before they call me out where everyone can join in the show...
I'm scared of making new friends guys and that is super sad...
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.Art Slave Offer
Posted 5 years ago.
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I know this is a shot in the dark 
but I wanna offer to turn into an
art slave for anyone who can 
get me this character 
What I want:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37766740/
What I'm offering
1 Year of art
2 Pieces of art a month
Between Sep 2020
to Sep 2021
Pinups, Busts and Chibis
No backgrounds
Again I know the odds are low but 
hey I thought Id try lol
Pm if interested ^^
Love you all! <3
**Update
Well such is life, still the offer for her will forever be open lol
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.Trimming down on characters, new account!
Posted 5 years ago.
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So I decided to try and trim down on 
my massive amount of characters that I own and so 
I made a new account on toyhouse specifically for that
https://toyhou.se/Raspberryoni
There's a bit of everything
Chars for sale, trade and for free
If you're interested in anything plz pm me 
on the new account or comment on this journal 
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.Come D&D with us!
Posted 5 years ago.
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So Pup is setting up a one shot session of Halo D&D
this Saturday at 9 pm EST, over discord.
If anyone is interested in joining us
check out all of the info on his journal
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9480409
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.Looking for Cherry (ACNH)
Posted 5 years ago.
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Does anyone by any chance have
Cherry moving out of their island today?
I've spent over 50k miles looking for her
and still no luck x.x
If anyone does plz let me know
Cry cry 
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.Celest is On My Island
Posted 5 years ago.
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There is a meteor shower tonight on my island. 
Come and collect some stars if you need them!
Here's my Dodo Code
90P7G
Come and get 'em!
PS
Please leave the flowers alone, ty!
Closed now sorry guys! 
And thanks to those who came~
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.Animal Crossing anyone?
Posted 5 years ago.
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So I was drinking this weekend and now
I feel like crap so I'm curled up in bed 
playing Animal Crossing New Horizons
and was wondering if anyone wanted 
to join me? We don't have much in my island yet
I'm kinda hoping some of you will let me touch
some new furniture and maybe get some 
new flowers, we've been having such bad luck
with mystery islands, we finally got a bamboo
island today since we started the game at launch...
Bring flowers <3
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Spank YCH Stream Schedule
Posted 5 years ago.
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Wanted to let everyone know that Ill be
streaming the pics every day
From 11 am est to about 7 pm est
All pics will be done on stream and 
Ill keep streaming daily until I finish them <3
Thank you everyone who got a slot 
and those who came to hang out in chat
You all are great!! <3
See you all tomorrow!
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.SOS - I need someone to talk to
Posted 6 years agoHey guys, Im having a super bad morning 
and I need someone to talk to plz
I just dont wanna be alone...
Join me here
https://discord.gg/pD6QShw
Ill delete the server afterwards
Thanks guysHAPPY BIRTHDAY
Posted 6 years agoHappy birthday to me!!!
Made it through another year!
... Still alive! XD
Thanks everyone for being around 
and making it through with me!
Love you all!!Power Working for Heals
Posted 6 years agoHey guys! How's it going?
So my friend firetally needs some soul healing so we are going a bit of a power Working weekend! 
She has opened some commission slots so go and get them while you can!! 
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9316230/
And I will be doing a stream later today to help out too! 
So come and join us heal with the power of friendship and art! XD
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL
Posted 6 years ago.
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TODAY IS GIRLS BIRTHDAY!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL
I love you so much, you are my best friend, 
my soul sister, my lover, my confidant, my person
My life would never be the same without you
you thought me how to be be brave, how to love music
and what it is to have someone always there for you
I hope I can fill your life with as much happiness
and awesomeness as you fill up in mine <3
I love you girl <3
Thank you for being born and for letting me have you in my life <3



PS
Everyone!!! Go tell her Happy Birthday!!!
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.Eeray for Trade
Posted 6 years ago.
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Mostly looking for a dreamy or a nue but Ill look at any other CS <3
https://toyhou.se/87734.delilah
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