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Posted 9 years agoI forgot to turn on accepting commisions. I feel like that was needed and I just-
Wow
Great job me
Great job
Wow
Great job me
Great job
times I'm usually on
Posted 9 years agoSince I am in school, I can be quite busy. However, I do have times when I will for sure be on my computer
And that time is about 6 - 9 PM PST on weekdays, and almost for the whole day on weekends. Times Vary TBH
This wasnt... too helpful but its... better than being left in the dark?
And that time is about 6 - 9 PM PST on weekdays, and almost for the whole day on weekends. Times Vary TBH
This wasnt... too helpful but its... better than being left in the dark?
little art rant thing
Posted 10 years agoOkay this will be short but I need to say this
I hate it when people say someone else's art is bad and they should stop trying. How else are they going to get better? Or when someone says that a person will never succeed at art. I mean.. WHAT THE HECK. That is wrong. It hurts people so much. I was told that in 1st grade. Not by a student, no one talked to me really and they were at the same skill level. But by the substitute teacher. To her, my art was like.. nails on a chalkboard. unbearable. And she told me that i wouldn't succeed in front of the class. No one stood up because they thought teachers were right about those things. Now a handful of people my age are telling me that my art is amazing- but that thing she said still lingers. it HURTS. It makes me feel like I won't get better, but I still try to prove that was wrong. Sure, my art isn't great- but I'm improving. maybe I will be successful, but how am I supposed to know right now? And so when I hear people basically saying that a person should give up on art, it enrages me. when people call someone's art horrible when they are just beginning I feel like I could explode from that building rage. I know, I may have slight anger problems (possibly a puberty thing but IDK) but it's just how I feel.
I know, I know, I'm rambling. That's something I tend to do even in real life (except with constant stuttering and stammering and crud like that) but i just wanted to say that. Its kind of stupid, the way I put it but I'm not good with words, really. I just ramble to someone willing to listen or to a journal so then I let these emotions out, so I'm not bottling them up as much so when I explode, I don't harm anyone physically or mentally in a blind rage or a blind burst of emotions or something. And though I sound like an idiot while doing it, it helps me. (though there have been cases of this where i post something like this online and am called out for it and i regret it and am like "oh god why did i do this why was i so stupid oh no" or something like that.
also off topic but if you are actually reading this (first of all WOW) is it strange that i never use home row at ALL? i tend to only use my thumbs and index fingers when typing. It is quicker ad more natural for me and I am wondering if that is common or not because I dont even know.
I hate it when people say someone else's art is bad and they should stop trying. How else are they going to get better? Or when someone says that a person will never succeed at art. I mean.. WHAT THE HECK. That is wrong. It hurts people so much. I was told that in 1st grade. Not by a student, no one talked to me really and they were at the same skill level. But by the substitute teacher. To her, my art was like.. nails on a chalkboard. unbearable. And she told me that i wouldn't succeed in front of the class. No one stood up because they thought teachers were right about those things. Now a handful of people my age are telling me that my art is amazing- but that thing she said still lingers. it HURTS. It makes me feel like I won't get better, but I still try to prove that was wrong. Sure, my art isn't great- but I'm improving. maybe I will be successful, but how am I supposed to know right now? And so when I hear people basically saying that a person should give up on art, it enrages me. when people call someone's art horrible when they are just beginning I feel like I could explode from that building rage. I know, I may have slight anger problems (possibly a puberty thing but IDK) but it's just how I feel.
I know, I know, I'm rambling. That's something I tend to do even in real life (except with constant stuttering and stammering and crud like that) but i just wanted to say that. Its kind of stupid, the way I put it but I'm not good with words, really. I just ramble to someone willing to listen or to a journal so then I let these emotions out, so I'm not bottling them up as much so when I explode, I don't harm anyone physically or mentally in a blind rage or a blind burst of emotions or something. And though I sound like an idiot while doing it, it helps me. (though there have been cases of this where i post something like this online and am called out for it and i regret it and am like "oh god why did i do this why was i so stupid oh no" or something like that.
also off topic but if you are actually reading this (first of all WOW) is it strange that i never use home row at ALL? i tend to only use my thumbs and index fingers when typing. It is quicker ad more natural for me and I am wondering if that is common or not because I dont even know.
Fursona Issues and crud.
Posted 10 years agoAs of late, Ive been coming to like my more natural Colliesona Autumn a little more than Candy. The thing is, Some designs on Candy just... dont look as good as I used to think. Mainly the heart design, and possibly the Triangle design... I love all of my OCs, so throwing them away is a little... against what i do (unless they are utter TRASH //glares at Thunderstar from my 4th grade shit era// then Im okay with it.) I was wondering if It'd be best to leave her as she is, or take away/ edit the design a little.
trust me, she has gone through a handful of changes.
1- SHe was a Calico Tortiseshell... thing
2- She became a white cat with black paws, tail, and accents.
3- She became a rainbow mess
4- She became rainbow mess that looked like CLOWN BARF
5- similar to now, but still rainbow
6- similar to now, colors didnt go well
7- similar to now, but bluer
8- Black and cyan (short lived)
9- Similar to now, colors a little more fleshed out
10 - very close to now, colors almost finalized,
11- VERY close to now, colors 'finalized"
12- What you see now
13- To come maybe....
trust me, she has gone through a handful of changes.
1- SHe was a Calico Tortiseshell... thing
2- She became a white cat with black paws, tail, and accents.
3- She became a rainbow mess
4- She became rainbow mess that looked like CLOWN BARF
5- similar to now, but still rainbow
6- similar to now, colors didnt go well
7- similar to now, but bluer
8- Black and cyan (short lived)
9- Similar to now, colors a little more fleshed out
10 - very close to now, colors almost finalized,
11- VERY close to now, colors 'finalized"
12- What you see now
13- To come maybe....
Dream that i had which i will make into a story thing
Posted 10 years agoSo last night in my dream I went to some sort of camp, which I and some of the people with me hated.. eventually we escaped and ended up in another area after some time, getting to the "new land" by "swimming," all of us on this huge stone slab that was somehow able to be afloat. We kept climbing up this cave like place, when it slowly started to seem more... Man made I guess? And soon we ended up in this street like place with a whole bunch of stores (Think of it like an emptier mall of sorts) that we didn't recognize. As a group we went into one of the stores and stopped in our tracks when we stepped in. Inside was a few normal people.. so we thought at first glance. Then we noticed these people wore animalistic ears and tails. I looked for the shop keeper, but i didnt see her. Behind the counter was a bunch of scrap cell foam and a fursuit head base. I remember that my group was actually happy with this, no one left, and we just went into the store, and made small talk about our fursonas, but before anything more could happen i woke up. Like I said I might make this into a story I just... I need to think it through.
