there's a month left before my birthday
i want to make a partial suit now

I really hate my life atm. I know I should be happy because I keep winning awards, and I have that festival, and so much is going right, but I'm not. On the flip side of my good fortune, I lost a friend. I hate her so much at the moment because I can't believe how she's changed, but I also can't believe it'd end this way. It feels like I'm never going to have a successful and healthy relationship of any kind with anyone. I'm just waiting for everyone to leave me.

I know I'm not doing anything wrong and people grow and change...but I still feel like I'm to blame. I ask too much of people it seems.

 karipop is a goober
 karipop is cool
 karipop never gets on
 karipop needs to make Guin/Xander a thing
 karipop needs to draw more Albert/Canaan because I really love our crossover pairing
I need to draw more Albert/Canaan. I need to make an actual reference page for Albert. I also think I'll make him a fursuit like suggested. Only thing is he's like white/cream and its going to be a pain to keep clean! I rather make Dormer cause then I can light him up, have cool antlers, just coolness.

I am exhausted! I am going to my robotics competition this weekend. I am a little excited, a little nervous, kinda' happy to get out of this city, less excited to have constant social interaction. I'm going to miss the internet.

If you see this journal, know I am going to miss you kid! Stay cool, do your fucking homework, don't skip class that isn't grad. I'm going to go to bed now. We should win this competition thing

So I really should start posting more art here because my page looks empty, but I'm not sure if I want some things in my gallery. I might just place all my sketches in my scraps and maybe add a couple of colored in lines.

I also might open up commissions soon once I figure out what I want to offer and the prices. So far I'm thinking some colored in headshot icons, sketches, and maybe some nsfw full bodies.

What do you think?

But then again I'm hesitant to offer things because I'm not sure if anyone is interested.

So I really need to have an array of OCs to torture and shit. So far all I have is Terence, Dexter (he doesn't really count tho), and now a new unnamed dude who I'm currently making a ref page for. A jackolope. HELL yeah.

Keep your eyes peeled!