I'm not out to discredit anyone's efforts, but if you really want to 'git gud' at writing, there's some basics and advanced stuff that's really important...

Now, what I have to say isn't law, but it's just things that have helped ME, and whether they'll help you depends on your character and style.

The thing I hear about most is deadlines deadlines deadlines! Well, if you're rather new to the written world, you shouldn't be taking deadline based projects. It's nothing to do with your speed, or ability, just the fact that you lack the experience when starting out. Writing is mostly a hobby and it's important to understand that you won't 'pop out the pussy, playin' Mozart', so it's important to gain a level of expertise before trying to sell your work. I'd be absolutely embarrassed to sell any stories I'd written in High School, due to how 'amateur' they are, and my current works still aren't ready for any real trial or tribute. So, write on your own time, and pace yourself so you can learn to take harder requests. Soon enough, you'll be writing with swift precision and build up a nice little audience!

Remember to branch out! There's nothing more common, yet also more repetitive than stories that are just the same thing with one or two things changed. I get it, you like 'blank', but it's very important to learn to find more styles and formats. I'm emetophobic, which means that if you barf near me, I'll fuckin' gut you, but even with that, I can write some of the chunkiest bile spew into existence. I don't wanna, but sometimes the narrative requires something we might be less comfortable with. I've written some fucked up shit, and I've written some absolutely cutesy crap that'll make you shit your brains out from the mere disgust you'll feel reading it, but what matters is that I've written a lot of different things. Variety and versatility are highly important!

In regards to feedback... It's okay for people to give feedback, but it's also okay for you to ignore it. Most feedback is not helpful and is just nitpicking, so remember to spot the difference between calm, guided advice, and someone trying to boss you around. Just keep in mind, if it sounds like an insult, it usually is, and that you don't owe anybody anything!

Research! I often do a lot of research before certain stories, making sure I get the gist or the excessive detail of certain cultures, languages, etc. Always remember! If you know the canon, you can correctly defy it!

Understand that you can't 'do everything'. There will be areas where you struggle and things you just can't write into reality, not like anomalies, but more mental locks that just prevent some of us from writing certain things. There are some themes I'm absolutely awful at, and that's alright!

Take breaks! You won't have any inspiration if you're constantly writing! With no inspiration, your work will be stale and without heart. It's commonly easy to tell who writes what they want, and who writes what they 'think' they want...

Be prepared to fail and overcome it! A big mistake I see is that people think that they can dive into big projects without starting with something more manageable first. I have dozens of unfinished lorebooks, but in each of them are pieces that made me better at writing as a whole. Within those documents is progress and practice, trial and error, and a whole lot of blood, sweat, and tears. Because I've worked on so many failed and unfinished projects, I've had more than enough time to learn to write all sorts of things, and that's not unique! Many great artists and writers exist on a pedestal of broken keyboards and trashed canvas...


In conclusion.

Writing is fluid.
It has multiple facets.
That is a sign of learning.
Improving...
say you write a scat fic torture story and it bombs.
You can't just write the same fucking thing, hoping it'll do better...
When I was working on the Werewolf 'hide and eat' story, I realized that I couldn't. But, after writing the corridor scene in the Space Pirates series and the Dungeon scene in the Minotaur story, it was like something clicked. I could map out the entirety of that office building without fault.
This is because I learned by branching out...
You don't start by making Elden Ring.
You make a couple shitty phone clones first...
Stretch your boundaries, but do not escape them, and you will find yourself gaining in precision, speed, and ability faster than you can even type!
You'll be writing one thing and your brain will feed you forty other things, and soon you'll be bouncing between tabs with every "So that's what was missing!" you blurt out.
Experiment, toy around, look for peer feedback, just don't let anyone 'tell' you what to do...
Telling is strictly for comms and trades.
People with no stake, have no authority...

I hope that this helps you in any way with any creative roadblocks you might've been having, but also helps you understand a lot of my process.

You're capable of great things, you just have to seize that greatness and remember to keep those who helped you get there in mind, because they're just as important...

I know there haven't been any posts and it seems like I've gotten complacent and lazy, and... you'd be right about the lazy part, but that's not the point. I have a lot of new stories and projects, but I've also got scatterbrain issue, so there's stuff that needs a paragraph left, and there's stuff that is several hundred pages long. I guess, if you'd like to, you could request basics and I'll work on something that fits what you're looking for. Really trying not to start new projects until the backlog is cleared.

I recovered from Covid, so I'm out of the woods for now and getting my second booster as soon as possible. Those eight days really ruined my schedule and killed my morale a bit, but I'm trying to get back on track and deliver more stories for all of you!

Depression exists, so there will be bumps in the road, but I'll survive and manage like always...

Hope you're all having a good day and are excited for an update!

About a year ago, I teased that I was going to stream some of my writings for anyone who wanted to see my process and ideas.

I was wondering if anyone was still interested in getting a peek at the workshop. Feel free to make requests and suggestions!

Heya sweethearts!

I'm re-openin' the counter and thirsty for ideas!

I had a lot of stuff to figure out and go through, but decided that I've been gone too long, and missed all your saucy requests! My mental state might be in shambles, but I'm still kickin' and servin'!

Feel free to let me know if ya wanna trade or commish a little somethin'...

I'm sure there're a lot of projects in the works!

I'm still on vacation and working on my mental health, but to celebrate 150 watchers and a lot of the new arrivals and friends made on Discord, I've started working on a fun project with a couple of peeps!


Not too many spoilers, but let's just say it involves an RPG, a hero eager for xp, a manipulative quest giver, and the village outhouse.

It's all a prequel to a big series I've had planned for a while!

Please stay tuned and I hope you'll enjoy when it's ready!

I'm sorry if you wanted anything from me, but I'm currently closing because I can't even think about work without feeling sick and sore. I want to keep going, but the realization that it could kill me is growing and I'm stepping away to prevent that from becoming a reality. You might see some stuff showing up, but I'm not taking any new requests at the moment...

Well... It's about time I opened the shop back up and did some short, dirty stuff for some new customers. Feel free to note me or comment on this journal if interested!

I charge 7.50 a page, but if it's less than a page, it's only 3$! I've gotten exceptionally good at writing little 1000-2000 character tidbits, and I decided that I might as well take in some new faces!



(Note: I'm currently only able to do quickies due to having my large project slots all filled up...)

I hope to see what interesting ideas you all have for me!

I really want to take more work, but am currently in the middle of a big project, which will make it difficult to take clients for now...

Apologies to anyone that this disappoints.

DLC 4 for Borderlands three was boring and everything was a literal TANK. Good theme, poor execution...

Creeping Winter for MC Dungeons is just... blechh

Can't wait to see what other dumpster fires the month will gift us...

Racism
Politics
Sexism
Violence

All of these are a reminder that some people just can't get a grip... I prefer to take all forms of offense to a laughing matter, due to the hilarity of privilege, bias, opinions, and many other falsehoods that we fabricate to create our own factions amongst each other. I shan't go into the nitty gritty of the nature of mental and emotional stigma, but I will say that through observation... there is an immense number of people who need to learn the term 'thick skin'. Someone makes a joke or makes fun of you, your hair, your clothes, or anything around you, and you begin to screech like an autist during the SATs. I've done this sort of thing before, but I must admit, it took less than a year after high school to get over it. It's really not hard to hear hurtful or 'offensive' jokes and just hear words. Everybody is so enraptured in the act of being triggered that no one even thinks to listen and would rather shout louder. This doesn't make you a hero or freedom fighter, more that it makes you a thin skinned little baby that can't take criticism or dark humor.

With that idiotic nonsense out of the way, it seems time that I help you get to know me better. You may ask anything you want, but just know that I'm about to cover some 'toxic' ground here...
Here we go

1. I hate pants. Pants are fucking stupid and if I could go out in a top with my junk swishing around I would.
2. Wear your fucking mask during pandemic. I won't get on your case if I see you without one, but I will request every dark force I study to make your life as short as possible.
3. Don't. Fucking. Touch. Me. I do not like being touched, unless I want to give you a hug or fuck you. I am okay with shaking hands in a professional sense (after this stupid disease is gone), but if you get handsy, you better prepare to pay a handsome sum to go further or prepare to be punched in the throat.
4. I don't like people. We are a wasteful and useless species that needs tools and tech to survive even mild conditions. What a disgrace...
5. I can't/am not allowed to drive. I get distracted by small critters, and will probably hit someone out of curiosity and hemophilia.
6. I am psychosocial. No, I am not a Slipknot song title, I have homicidal sadomasochistic tendencies and a literal torture fetish. If I don't like you, I will hurt you mentally for my own amusement.
7. I'm on the fence about animal abuse. I don't have a desire to hurt animals, but I have sunk my teeth into the flesh of a living rabbit during a fit of hunger and rage. (I consider myself a wolf and my stupid astral spirit animal is a black bear) I won't hit my cat, but I will football kick a small critter if it gets too aggressive. If I get aggressive back, I'll probably eat it.
8. With what was posted above, it may seem obvious that I have a ferality complex of sorts, or berserker syndrome.
9. I bite very hard and you might lose fingers if you throw hands. Fighting is about survival, sparring is about honor...
10. Zoophilia is iffy for me. I didn't fuck my dog when she was in heat. I won't fuck my cat because I don't love her that way. However, if a large beast like say, a puma, is giving me the "Fuck me/let me fuck you or die" eyes, I'll be in heaven and probably get a new bigger cat. Bonus if it can talk (I want it to sit on my face and call me trash)
11. I am very weird and into a lot of fucked up shit.
12. I remind my mom every year that she birthed the antichrist
13. Video games tend to keep me away from actual violence, but I'm just biding my time and waiting for someone to break in so I can hurt them and lock them in the closet.
14. I have seven main personalities based off of the seven deadly sins, and they are a bitch to manage.
15. What you think is creepy or nightmare fuel, is cute and cuddly/fuckable to me.
16. I am mostly into Satanism due to it being the technical study of one having free will, but also because I hope to achieve an arch-demonhood.
17. You can debate anything with me, but if you fail to pique my curiosity for logic, I will start to laugh at you.
18. I am curious as to why a lot of people don't like winter. There is no greater feeling than being out at two in the morning and gazing up at a light grey sky while snow barrages the pavement and grass. Not to mention Krampus bringing plenty of Christmas Cummies.
19. I feel nothing for death as it is simply a fact of life. I openly worship Anubis, but tbh it's mostly because I desire him.
20. I am a pansexual, Caucasian male, but none of these things matter because we all bleed the same color and we're all just insignificant specks on a speck in a system that is located in the butthole of our galaxy.

Feel free to ask me anything, but don't expect a servile response.

Thank You.
All of You

If it wasn't for people checking out my work in small or large amounts, I probably would have given it up as a writer. It's a thought that haunts me every day to even consider quitting at something I'm so good at. You give me the fire to do more and improve my skills, and I thought about how to make it up to you. I've decided to look over/rewrite some old pieces and remove errors and typos. I've also started sketching (I'm terrible, but I'm improving slowly...) I just wanted to know if there was anything that you wanted from me. I do accept trades for ref-sheets/single pieces, as well as commissions (my prices still vary. If you think you can help me determine the value of my work, don't be afraid to speak up!).

Now for the 'ech' news... It might not be hard to notice that my mental isn't exactly 'normal', and a lot of things can cause me to disappear for a day or three. I'm on Disability bailout (or whatever it's called), but it's nowhere near enough to support myself. I live with my parents, and they cover most expenses, but I've always craved a more quiet solace away from others. Housing is expensive everywhere, especially Boise, ID, and I don't think I'll ever get the proper work environment. I am seeking employment, but don't travel by car or bus well... If anyone has an online position for gaming or D&D, my world building skills are talented and I would love to create worlds that give a lively aura. Please message me, if you have a position or know anyone that can provide this. I'll even learn 3D modelling, but I can't do code. I used to, but have lost all ability to understand this mysterious 'language'. The gaming industry is falling apart, and it's because of a constant lack of drive, and I want to change that. I want to create worlds that cease to be fake in the beholders eyes, and characters that provide a realistic, yet fantastical understanding of emotion and instinct. I know at first glance, it looks like I only know how to write smut, but I'm capable of so much more! I really wanted to make games, but it's such a rare position and I feel like that dream is hopeless at this point. It's a long shot, but I'm searching for a light in the dark, here! I'll even just write script, I'm sick of being told to 'get a real job' and 'stop writing for minimum wage', and I want people to see that I can push myself to the limit!

On another note. If anyone wants to donate to my Paypal (Patreon isn't set up yet...) please let me know. I don't want to post the link for nothing, but I'll likely be posting it when I rewrite the introduction page. I know that asking for money can seem petty, and that I'm in a better situation than most, but I don't know how long this is going to last, and that frightens me enough to ask for financial support. You'll likely be rewarded for your efforts, so it's not really like a donation...

I'm also working on getting into streaming. I wanted to know if any of you would be interested in Mixer or Twitch? The two have their ups and downs and I was wondering which I should go with. I'm not the most active on Youtube, but there's a chance that I'll be motivated enough to give that another go.

If you do commission or trade with me, I must ask that you are patient (which is ironic because I'm the most impatient person I know...), due to an issue that I have with drive. I can't write when in certain states, because the work will be shoddy and that would mean that I let the client down. I do everything in my power to make sure that the work is top notch, and to the customer's liking. I also prefer to keep in touch with the client over notes or Discord (Discord is preferred). Who knows, we may even form a friendship!

From what was mentioned above... Am I going to stop writing smut?
No, it's way too much fun. I enjoy the boundless freedom that comes with writing stories of the erotic variety, and can't stand being 'family friendly'. I write dick jerking garbage, but what I don't tolerate is... Short, light, error-filled, dumpster fires. I can understand if you're new to writing, that's okay. I just don't want to see the same mistakes repeated several years in, because that's just disgusting, and I fantasize about gross shit, so that's a lot coming from me...

Probably about time to wrap this up, so...
I'm going to keep at it, and you can request stuff whenever. I'll even RP if you're skilled enough...

I don't really know if anyone cares that much, but I wanted to know if I should keep writing the taboo stuff that I usually do, or if I should write more narrative and invested stories.

I like writing gross stuff, because the worlds that I create permit it and it has a comedic value to me (as well as another obvious value). I've just been worried that if I continue writing smut, I'll be seen as smut and nothing else...

I don't believe that I'm the best and I prefer to improve, but with the majority of content on here being baseless fap fuel and broken English, I just feel that I want to do something bigger with my work.

I don't want to get lost in this cesspit of effortless pap, and genuinely want to rise up as a writer.

If you have any ideas or commissions, please tell me!
I write mainly anthro works and strongly prefer fantasy and furry works, but can be flexible with the involvement of humans in anthro worlds

My big werewolf, Butch, finally has a ref sheet thanks to the talented  joykill! Feel free to check out both versions in my gallery and ask any questions you may have!

I was so caught up in other things (Youtube, Twitch, Vermintide 2), that I forgot to make this journal.

As of now, I will be open for commissions. Mostly stories, but I can make an attempt at humoring you with a drawing for a very low price!

I'm still quite new at this, so I might come off as skittish or awkward.

It's just that I never saw myself actually trying to take an artistic path in life and I'm just so excited!

I just recently posted part 1 of a long work in progress that myself and an anonymous colleague have been avidly working on. I really hope that you'll enjoy the read and also provide constructive criticism!

I am proud to announce that I'm getting over my shyness and will try to post more often on all of my accounts, but this is mainly about my FA account. I am going through my works and am currently deciding whether to post one of my horror stories, or another one of my random eroticas.

I am currently in a financial downfall, but who isn't nowadays! Reaching me in any way might be quite difficult as I am on at random times, so a private message is probably the best way to get something to my attention. I've currently been working on uploading videos, like Overwatch, Warframe, Fallout 4, and just about anything I can think of, but I won't be able to do it for long without any sort of funding. (so here's where I ask the question everyone's afraid to ask) I'm probably going to link my Youtube and Patreon (when it's finished), and it would be really nice to know what you think. If you like what I do and have the cash, it would be greatly appreciated, as autism and schizo prevent me from holding a 'normal' job. I don't like asking for handouts, but I'm getting desperate at this point.

To anyone looking for a writer, I will write anything, and depending on the length, the price will be negotiated. (wish I could work for free, but the world just doesn't function that way)

I will post my Patreon when it's finished
Have a great day!