Hello everyone, It's been a while since I've made a journal so i figured i would!


I'm due to get my new console tomorrow or the day after, I've already got a year of Xbox gold - The console is coming with SW:Battlefront 2, Forza Horizon 3, AC:O and Final fantasy 15. In time i'll probably get COD WW2 for the zombies as well.


Now I'm Australian and i realize many Aussie furs don't get to game with other furs, so if you wish to add me on Steam on PC i play quite a list of games, add a comment if you're interested.

*hugs on all*

So..one of my best ever friends in my entire life passed away about three hours ago give or take as of writing this.

I need help with someone whom has video editing skills to help make a tribute video to her, Melody Silversheen was her name, and i wmake this call out of pure need to those whom watch me because i cannot do it myself, if you can help us..then we need it bad.

My friend Celandine has put a YCH featuring me up for auction. "In Too Deep" has me, Cara, enjoying a filling ride on top, but we don't know who I'm with yet! That's where you come in.

The Starting Bid to have your character drawn with me is $25 USD, with a Buy-Out of $50 USD. (There's even a Buy-Out Bonus!) The auction only lasts 48h after the first bid is placed, so you better act fast. This is a really bonza deal for an illustration from a really nice, very talented artistic furre! I hope you'll join me! https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25234730/

Figured I'd best update all my info, so everything up should be proper and working now, added all i could to it. Steam, my 3ds, everything lol - so feel free to add me :)

Well, I figured I'd let everyone know My birthday is coming up July 2nd~ I don't expect anything from anyone buuut i'll throw the hint out there it's always appreciated :D


(given my irl lately, I'm lucky to even have a pc still, let alone a tv and all that stuff with debts that aren't even mine/my fault as much as my roommate trusting an ex friend who fucked us for an ever growing 3500$ not including dishonor fee's etc) So I'm glad to still be around.

Hey all :3 i just decided that I'd share my friend code for my friends and the like, i play Pokemon y, super smash, Mario cart etc.

My friend code is: 2938-7913-3918

just leave a comment/pm with your friend code :)

PS: I'm Ahmon Ra on there :)

Well in light of this years events, i figured i'd let everyone know i'll be 25 on july 2nd, hehe been a while since i've put up a journal about my birthday indeed.

Wee, I'm lucky to be able to be going but i got given tickets so i get to go to the melbourne supernova evpo and meet two of the hobbits, watch some nice anime and have a good time, and it's great because i need something nice given past events xD ^^

Ok, well i'm not sure how to word this in a way that doesn't make me seem like some pissy prick, but i'm at my witts end with all this retarded pain stuff and all the money that goes with it!

I'm up for 300$ for my MRI as the doctor can't/won't put me through so it's free, leaving me with a months long waiting time to see someone on thier free list, not to mention my pain meds costing $$ too.

I don't expect anyone to offer thier help but as a last resort for me because not even my own family will help me, I ask all those that watch me if you have any spare $$ that i could throw it towards getting money together to get this MRI so i can jump a huge waiting list to get it looked at faster, Given that i have to every single day watch to make sure that A. I don't become incontinent or B. get a numb asshole, and as funny as it sounds it's because if either of them happen it's because my spinal cord is being crushed, I know there's surgery and the like, but there's more to the story of it all that i'm just too upset to try and explain, i am honest and i won't lie to anyone whom wants to know something, this is my cry for help, I won't hate or dislike anyone that can't help, your strength gives me strength, it just sucks when i decided to get life into order that all this bad stuff happened to me.

My paypal is ahmonra[at]gmail.com , any amount will help towards it because i have to get this thing looked at quicker than thier ages long waiting list.

PS: I live in australia - hence the price.

So i found out yesterday, my thursday (aussie) that i have Two Buldging discs in my spine, One large, one small, ranging from the L4 - L5 to L5 - S1 reigon in my spine and to top it off, the size of the large buldge is making my spinalcollem shrink, which very may well be crushing my spinal cord.

So yeah, at the age of 24, i've offically found out my life is f**ked pretty much forever, I just wanted to let my friends and those who mare watching know whats been going on.

Thank you all for supporting me, You'll always have my heart <3

And at least for once in my life the doctors don't come back saying they don't know whats wrong for a change.

Y'know lately i've been noticng a whole heap of new Fursona's, and not just any fursona's, one's whom copy Cara's exact looks, Dunno about anyone else, but does seeing such make you seethe with anger?, i dunno figured i'd post this up and pick peoples brains.

This has been somewhat hard to come to terms with, and in every single way i wish i was lying, that it was all fake.

Four days ago now i went and saw the doctor to see what my CT scan showed of myhead, because i've been having headaches/migranes often and it came back i have a Cyst on the brain, a Colloid cyst in the left foramen of monro.

I wished to let everyone whom watched me know because it's not something to be taken lightly, due to the fact i have a constant never ending really severe headache i'll be having the brain surgery to get it removed, but there's a chance that it can kill me, so i'm staying optimistic as much as i can with it all, But with how things have been going it's up in the air. so i hope everything goes alright, I just wished to let others know because it's not a small thing and i have many friends whom would like to know if something happened to me.

I have a stream here for everyone to go and at least have a look at, As it's my friend  darkvirus07 's stream and with it were going to try and help raise funds for my new computer but here's the kicker, those who donate will be getting free t-shirts and some other secret gifts, so come over and have a good look and help him out while being rewarded for helping donate towards a good cause that consists of helping me get my new pc for a new job i wish to start up, So while helping Dark get noticed in his professional gaming stuff you'll also be helping me and getting some cool gifts in return :)

Here's the link so come down and raise some funds and get some cool gifts :)

the next live-stream will be running 4pm est Friday aka today and the next will be 5pm est Saturday as well as all day sunday.

http://www.own3d.tv/live/25051


Also as a surprise one of the gifts will be a commission involving myself, Darkvirus07 and the lucky donator, that being either myself and Darkvirus07's choice or the donators choice.


and please repost this around to gather up numbers as without them the event cannot be held.

Hello everyone!

I have a stream here for everyone to go and at least have a look at, As it's my friend  darkvirus07 's stream and with it were goign to try and help raise funds for my new computer, so please help me and help Darkie get noticed ^^

http://www.own3d.tv/live/25051

Ok everyone, My birthday is july 2nd and i'm saving up (all be it not working) to get a new pc as mine is so old it's getting to the point it's just not doing what i need anymore, now i have 500$ split between myself and a family member, i need another 500$ to make up the difference to get the pc, now i write this because i am running out of options and for what the pc is, what it's got it's Perfect for me and what i need, the link to the pc is here http://www.expresspcparts.com.au/It.....y#.T-ExDls4_wA , I ask all my friends if you have ANY money you could spare it would help me so much.

My paypal is Ahmonra[at]gmail.com , If you still wish to help but do not have Paypal just note me.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8042704/ Go there naow!

Hello all, If you play Diablo 3 and need a friend add me CaraBlack#1464 and i'll happily play with you, just leave a comment that you've added me so i know who you are :)

Hello all, I haven't done this in a while and i figured i'd try my luck, last year due to a car crash i got cut off and crashed my mums car, which is our only transport, and a few days ago out of my savings i had to drop 2100$ for a new trans for mum's lancer, now thats all cool but it's my girl's birthday coming up very shortly and i don't have any cash left at all and won't have for a fair while, so i'm trying to raise 80$ for a birthday pressie for her, so i figured why not see if anyone would be interested?, and perhaps i could try and get some art done in return.

My paypal address is ahmonra@gmail.com, please either way if you can help please do so.

Tally 78.16$/$80 (Also keep in mind i'm aussie, so if you send american dollars i'll get less because of the us dollar getting .93 cents AU)

Heya all, Been a while comming, but i'ma hold a kiriban again, the first one to cap my Fa at 35k will get a picture of thier choosing with me, so good luck ;)

Hey all, i figured why not have fun since i'm bored, ask me anything peoples ;) the squirrelly will answer your questions :3

One of my oldest friends and mates  Vashan, his roommate, and her friend, are losing their apartment and need money VERY badly right now, or they all will be on the streets within a few days...and none of us wants this to happen

We've talked about it and it looks like the best option is a Walmart moneygram. If you wish to help...and I hope people do...send me a note and I'll give you the info needed (hopefully all of it) in order to send some money to, not just one person, but three people in need, screwed over by a pair of over-religious parents.

Please people...help out three others here. Help them get a place to live. Help them get food. Help them build a new life...

And please...spread this journal around as much as possible.

Go have a look and enter yourself in too! --> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2769584/

Hello all, So  drbigt is making a new and big game, it's gonna be epic, but he need's help to bring it fully to life, so please if your an artist, and am interested, go over here and have a look, it'll explain everything --> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2723471/

Hello my dear watchers, i'm putting up this link http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2630127/ , it's for a good friend of mine ivory, she really need's help selling stuff to make up 100$ or she's gonna get kicked out, so please if you can help her.

Hello all, it sucks but my xbox has finnally gotten the Rrod!, my other one however works, but the cd tray, lazer and a few other things need fixing, and it's gonna cost a fair bit, so..with my birthday comming up and i figured it can't hurt to try, i'm gonna run a tally of money raised to get it fixed, the total price is 200$ so (that also includes a new chip ect as the old one died ect) so any amount will help m get this done and fixed..

So if you can put in i'd be so greatfull just to have my xbox working for my birthday!
My paypal address is Ahmonra[at]gmail.com
Tally as is 0/200$.

Ps if proof is wanted i can take a picture of my dead xbox, i'd say the same for the other, but it doesen't do anything for me to show*