My company is going LIVE soon and I created The Fluff Pit as a podcast and game stream to go with the main company body. BirdPunk Studios is a game design studio owned by me and run by my team of dedicated artists, programmers, and other associates. We currently have a Facebook, Twitter, YouTube, and a Patreon which I will link below. I am thankful for all the support I have had to this point and all future support. I hope you will follow us on this amazing journey we have started. I will be posting updates here in journals, as well as concept art and music/story works.

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Hey everyone. I am gonna start streaming tonight if anyone is interested in DOTA2 or Hearthstone. Starts in roughly one hour.

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Grabbed from

Comment here and I will...
1. Tell you something I'll learn about you by looking at your FA page for 13 seconds.
2. Tell you which color you remind me of.
3. Tell you my first memory of you.
4. Tell you what Pokemon you remind me of
5. Ask you something I've always wondered about you, and your answer has to be as vague as possible to keep the suspense.
6. Tell you my favorite thing about you.
7. Give you a weird nickname
8. Tell you what's on my shirt right now.
9. Challenge you to post this on your journal

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Confession 1: Your biggest fear.
I don't want to die alone, or in the shadows.

Confession 2: Worst Nightmare.
Being completely alone.

Confession 3: Something you wish you could forget.
Nothing. I am who I am because of my mistakes. I want to remember them so I don't reopen old wounds.

Confession 4: Best dream.
I don't dream.

Confession 5: Favorite memory.
Playing NES when I was little. Zelda and Dragon Quest became a part of who I am.

Confession 6: Worst experience.
Believing in someone who I thought to be a friend, but finding out I was dangerously wrong.

Confession 7: Biggest pet peeve.
Bullying and Harassing others. I'll fuck anyone up who picky an bullies another maliciously.

Confession 8: Something you're paranoid about.
Whether I am in this reality or walking along a shadowed road watching.

Confession 9: What you thought of your current best friend when you met them.
I thought he was a bit of an ass at first, but his demeanor belies his wisdom and experience. I'm glad I was wrong cause he is a great friend.

Confession 10: Your strongest principle/belief.
Everyone deserves respect unless given cause to relinquish said respect.

Confession 11: What annoys you the most.
Don't fucking touch me unless I give the okay and leave my fucking ears alone.

Confession 12: Something you want to do before you die.
Find love.

Confession 13: Biggest regret.
I regret a lot of things... Everything that happened turned me into who I am, but I hurt a lot of people along the way.. I just didn't know how to trust anyone.

Confession 14: Hidden talent.
I am absolutely amazingly astoundingly friendly. I love to listen, lay in your lap, and just let you pet me while you vent your frustrations. Im strong because of what I have gone through. Use my talents.

Confession 15: Favorite thing about yourself.
I hate to admit it, but I am kind of derpy.

Confession 16: One thing you would change about yourself if you could.
I would have a good master/owner who would care about me, and not mind me having a mate as well.

Confession 15: Worst habit.
Smoking and Worrying.

Confession 16: Most important person in your life at the moment.
All of my friends are important to me.

Confession 19: A skill you wish you had.
I wish I was better with people.

Confession 20: Biggest compliment you've ever received.
Me hiding in my hole and being anti-social. That seems to piss everyone off.

Confession 21: What you hate most about society.
Intolerance.

Confession 22: Something that makes you cry.
The fact that I am alone.

Confession 23: Something that makes you laugh.
*shrugs*

Confession 24: Most treasured possession.
My friends and close family.

Confession 25: Something no-one expected you to like.
Babyfur....

Confession 26: Strangest hobby.
Babyfur....

Confession 27: Biggest ambition.
To be a pro SCii player in GSL and become the lead designer for a company in the gaming industry. (Blizzard/Nintendo/Sega/etc.)

Confession 28: Something stupid you used to believe in when you were younger.
*shrugs*

Confession 29: A random confession.
From the time I was seven years old, I wanted an older man to basically molest me. As horrible as it sounds, I wanted to be a victim.

Confession 30: A few words to, honestly, describe yourself.
Friendly, energetic, loving, loyal, respectful, honest, and hardworking.

You all are fucking morons. You think your doing good but your not. Your making all of us look like idiots. You stand out there and scream about this and that but I bet only about 35% of you even knows what your protesting.

ITS NOT A PROTEST IF THERE IS NO UNIFIED NEED/DEMAND/GOAL!

You are just spouting senseless jargon. I have watched the videos, a good portion was uploaded here by . Every single one is people who have no clue and no position. Most don't even know why they are out there. Interviews with these people are hilarious. I quote: Q. "Why do you feel the need to protest", A. "Cause its wrong. Our government is wrong".

This is not a REASON. This is just some jackass complaining about something he knows absolutely nothing about, but wants to feel important. He and most are just whining.

You want to do something? FUCKING FIGHT FOR IT! Nothing is free, and that includes your rights as both American citizens, and people of this world. Talking solves nothing cause no one cares to hear it. You want something, fight for it.

HELL! Most of them have it pretty goddamned easy. They protest cause they have nothing better to do. Its a sad sad thing.

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- What sort of artist would you most identify yourself as?
Writer.

- What would be your secondary identity?
Traditional/Digital Artist

- What forms of art do you dabble in, but don't excel at?
Pastels, Oils, Clay, Stone.

- How would you describe your 'style'?
Unorthodox and odd. Very unrefined.

- What medium do you favor most?
Pencil/Pen.

- What are your favorite subject matters?
Animals/Environments/Cartoons.

- What are your least favorite subject matters?
People/Pain/Suffering.

- List your Artistic Strengths
I have a highly tuned imagination, and I consider myself to be very creative.

- List your Artistic Weaknesses
I do not practice as much as I should, so my hands are kinda dumb still.

- Which of the above weaknesses would you most like to see improve?
All of them.

- Adult Content. . . yes/no?
Yes. *devilish grin*

- Adult Subject Matter you favor?
Males/Multiples/Feral/Anthro.

- Schooling/Training received in the arts?
I have a bachelors degree in Game Design and Game Art.

- Schooling/Training you'd still like to have?
N/A

- Would you consider yourself prolific, or a 'quality over quantity' sort of artist?
Quality over quantity.

- Would you considering yourself a Fine Artist, or a Commercial Artist?
Fine.

- Where would you like to be in five years?
Not sure yet. Somewhere with a beach and bar.

is hosting a raffle. You should give it a shot. :D

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6769319/ <---Go Here--|

I just found this artist. Artist is doing a free art giveaway. Check it out. :P

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2854159/

Would you like a free collar? Well, here is your chance to get one. She is only making one, and the contest is already under way so act fast. It could be one of us for sure. ^ ^

Go here and repost the journal and make sure to comment in her journal to enter. - http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2802775/

2 ref sheets. If your interested in doing the commission/s note me please.

1st character ref sheet is of my husky, 2nd is of my newest character, a racoondog.

Well, after my last little tiff with a certain someone, the deal is done and the case is closed. This is for the best in all honesty. I have had more drama from this person in the last 3 years than I did the entire time I lived in Florida. No one has ever treated me so shitty and so nice all at once. I feel like one of those women who get abused and finally escape. lol

On a side note: My A/C is fixed finally!

Another Side Note: My record is being sealed finally! GERMANY HERE I COME! 3 weeks right after A/C. I won't get to stay long with my Aunt an cousin, but I'm happy to go see them. It's been far too long for me.

I will be doing free illustrations to sharpen my skills. My teacher says I need to work on my abstract thinking and my ability to write for others. So I am opening myself to all of you. Give me an idea and I will write you a short story which I will post as a gift-submission to you. I will write about anything so long as it is legal and non-abusive toward others.

Go here and get a free booty icon. Its shway sexy. :P http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2576543/

Gaming Rig Specs: (Friend helped build)
Processor: Intel Core i7-950 Bloomfield 3.06GHz Quad-Core
Motherboard: ASUS P6X58D-E ATX Intel
Graphics: EVGA 012-P3-1570-AR GeForce GTX 570
Cooling: Prolimatech Supermega Intel Socket 1156, 1366 and 775
Sound: Creative 70SB088000004 7.1
Monitor: Hanns·G HH-251HPB Black 24.6" LCD Widescreen
Case: LIAN LI PC-P50WB Black Aluminum ATX Mid Tower
Hard Drive: Dual Western Digital Caviar Black 750G
Ram: Triple Stack G.SKILL PI Series 6GB
Keyboard: Filco Magistouch
Mouse: Razer Death Adder 3.5G 3500dpi
Headset/Mic: Sennheiser PC-350

Total Cost: $1.9k

Being a furry all my life, I have seen the bad, really bad, fucked up, and best this fandom has to offer. But one thing that doesnt change is most of us handle our problems and stress badly. Most don't understand what an actual relationship or friendship is. And a lot of us don't fully understand the fundamentals and mechanics of social life. Let's start with something easy like Self-Repression.

Hiding what you feel is never a good idea. Holding back what your heart feels is right is never a good idea. Honest is ALWAYS the best policy, and respect is EARNED, not given.

Most of the furry community as far as I have seen are just like me. Social outcasts and just people who want acceptance and respect on a mutual level. But, at the same time, a lot of furries EXPECT these things. You cannot expect it, you must earn another persons respect and friendship.

I have found, to my surprise, I am quite a popular person since opening myself up. I have MANY friends all over the world now in fact. I made the move to Arizona and found that I was a completely different person than who I was in Florida. I was still me, but with one BIG difference. I didn't have a single soul who knew me here. I could do what had never been done. BE MYSELF.

I have always been a very logical and serious person. Logic and reason were my means of understanding. I had always seen my emotions and feelings as a form of weakness. For years I hid in my room with my books and games, hid behind a facade of a personality, and used my own pain as a shield to keep everyone away.

Terry was the first, and he opened the door for me to do what I never had. Accept myself.

To all of you who are scared, alone, depressed, or sad. To the ones who are happy and outgoing. To the people (not just furries) who have been abused, beaten, talked ill of, made to feel neglected or outcasted, to ALL OF YOU WHO DO/DONT/WANT/DONT WANT to call me friend. I give all of you the secret to my success.

Just be you. Dont hide behind a mask, suit, or fursona. You are your fursona, your fursona is not you. I have my Bachelors degree in psychology, and am in the process of going for my Bachelors, and then Doctorate in Anthropology.

NO ONE is below you, and none above. There is a lot of bad people out there I know. BUT! There is a lot of good as well. I always tend to do this around my birthday, and this year is no different. Someday I will change the world. I will make it possible for no one to feel ashamed of themselves without warrant.

NO ONE DESERVES TO BE MISTREATED!

NO ONE DESERVES TO BE OUTCASTED!

NO ONE DESERVES TO BE ALONE!

And no one is alone. As long as you ALL remember that I am everyones friend until given VERY GOOD reason to say I am not. Your not alone, we have all been hurt, all been kicked and beaten. No one is above that lesson. But maybe now is a good time to open your mind, heart, and just accept that SHIT HAPPENS! and its best to just move forward.

I realize most of you won't read this whole thing. I don't blame you, but if you did, I hope you take from this the tools I have learned to use against my own inhibitions.

*hugs to all* I hope every single one of you find out exactly what I already know. Every single one of you is special and a bright star. Shine and be known. Don't hide what this world needs and lacks. Without you, this world is a little more dull and bleak.

Quote: “To wish you were someone else is to waste the person you are.”

Why is so hard to find a room mate who doesn't mind helping clean, doesn't have an issue paying rent and bills on time, doesn't mind chilling, and is just a nice an friendly person. Why WHY WHY WHY?????


Looking for Furry Roomate who can pay rent (450$ includes power/net/cable/water/trash), Must have no problems helping out around house.

1600 W La Jolla Tempe, Az 85282 is the location

PM me for more details

So, my question is this.

How many Starcraft 2 players, and how many of you are in Gold League or Lower?

To all my florida furs, I will be in B-Ville Thur the 8th of July. Im there for two weeks so hit me up. :)

So, I now have 2 associates degrees. One in "Game Art", and one in "Computer Science". I am very close to graduating with both bachelors degrees as well, but... I feel lonely, and I find myself wishing I had someone to share my fortune and good luck with. Its been so hard, but I am finally making it happen, and I know I should be happy.. But I'm just not. Every other day is some new drama with a couple of my closer friends, and one of em either ignores me or just doesn't even try to respond. Why do people think so deeply into things when its not needed? I find it very hard to keep trying to be friends with people who say they care, but rarely show it.

I am going home next week, and I am hoping all goes okay and my family doesn't act like my family. I really don't wanna deal with the fighting an arguing. But I digress, I must simply accept the things I cannot change. I wont ever have a good friendship with Terry nor will I ever get him back, I will never be able to give a certain person what she wants from me, I wont ever live up to my fathers expectations or my grandfathers achievements, I may never find that special someone, and last but not least, I will never be able to make right what I did so very wrong so long ago.

These are things I cannot change, but I can at least accept that this is my life, and I have to live it.

Link = Me, AF = Anonymous Friend

AF: What's wrong Linky? Why you all mopey an sluggish?

Link: Terry thinks Im playing games with him. Based on what he said I believe its because I didn't leave for Florida. I am seriously confused as what to think of it. I mean, I tried telling him that I am scared. That I am terrified of what will happen after school. But I dont think he accepts it or understands it.

AF: Why do you keep trying to be this guys friend if it keeps slamming you in the face? You need to stop and just let it go. If he wanted you around you would be, if he wanted you as a friend he wouldn't have reason to think you are playing games.

Link: I know, I know. But you dont understand. He is something special bro. Like, that warmth or fuzzy feeling you only got when your best friend laughed at your joke or helped you up off the ground.

AF: STOP! Stop there. Seriously man, don't get all emo furry mushy on me.

Link: I am not. I am just saying is all. He has something no one else does.

AF: Whats that exactly?

Link: The ability to calm me, the ability to make me feel safe, and the ability to bring my guard down. No one else has done it. He just gives off a vibe to me, I can't explain it very well, but he has it. I really just wanted to fuck him after he first messaged me cause it had been so long. But after getting to know him a bit I liked him. More importantly, I respected him. After awhile I found I could trust him too.

AF: You don't trust me? I am hurt man, seriously.

Link: Shut up you big baby. Of course I do. But its different in this case. He is not my "bro", you are. He however was more like a bf than a bro. I sorta looked at him like an older brother as odd as that is.

AF: LOL Didn't you two fuck???

Link: Stepbrother asshole... Stepbrother. I dont play that game and you know it.

AF: Alright alright. Chill out. Just teasing a little is all. Anyways, I am crashing out man. My advice, give it up bro. If he wants your friendship/sex or whatever he will come looking for it. You don't always have to have let yourself get hooked. Now an then its good to throw your line out and be the fisher, rather than the fish.

Link: I suppose. Night bro, ttyt after class.

AF: Night dude. And fucking smile you mutt. :-P *pets*

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Well, maybe he is right. The old saying does go: If you love it let it go, its right it will come home. Or something like that....

Anyways, guess its time to sit, listen, and watch. Suppose I should have done this from the start but I am a fool. so sue me. LOL

*smiles big*

It seems this shit hole of a place is getting worse... The walls closing in, and the people turning to demons before my eyes... Am I crazy? Am I insane? Am I the only one who sees the bullshit..?

Is it weird or strange that I am saddened by a bookmark?

I deleted a bookmark in my browser that I had, so I could keep an eye on someone, and I was saddened a bit at the idea of it being gone...

I sit here, emotionless and cold. No thoughts of happiness, no feeling of joy or pride. How could I? How could I feel proud of myself for having done nothing in my life but hurt the ones I love and pushing away the few people who would have helped. It seems so long ago now. But I remember it like it was yesterday, every mistake, every fault, every issue and problem. Hind sight is something that we all want, but to know is to understand. If you already know then there isn’t much point in going through with it. Everything in life is a risk, a chance, a leap of faith. If you are strong, nothing can break you. I have had no choice but to make myself strong. I have had to fight since day one.

I thought myself a cold, stone like figure. Something no one would ever love or want to be around. I was wrong, at least to a degree. I still feel that I am going to be alone where love and a relationship is concerned and my ex made it clear that he has no intentions of being with me on a formal or permanent basis. It hurts, but to be honest, it’s a bit relieving. I enjoyed what we had, though, I knew it wouldn’t last forever, and it didn’t. Where before he would have picked me up in his arms and lay with me, now he has cast me to the side.

I feel a need to type at the moment so I am doing so and probably crazy for actually talking to myself in text though I don’t care atm.

I have to wonder why my life has been so harsh. How can it be that one person can go through so much and still be unable to cope? You think I would be used to this from people by now. Everyone I have ever shown interest in casts me away after a year or less. This is no different. It’s frustrating and I can’t help but be saddened by my situation and the predicaments I put myself in. Time after time I make the same mistakes. I fell head over heels for someone and there was no chance, or hope of a return. I know how he feels; I just wish I could have shown him that I’m not like the others. He kept putting me into a category with everyone else he is friends with, but that can’t be. I’m nothing like anyone else. I refuse to believe I am. I pride myself on being different, and being the abnormal. He thought that his effect on me was just like everyone else but he was wrong. I know plenty of people who think the same thing. I felt the way I felt because I wanted to, not cause of anyone else. He wanted to smash my heart, and he did just that.

I felt the way I did about him cause of him. Not cause of what he does, or what he has done. I feel the way I do because he is a good person and soft hearted though he doesn’t really believe that. I don’t know where I and he are heading now, or if we will even be friends at this point, but I have to wonder if this is my fault. Surely it must be my own.

I have no clue what to do now. I am just sort of floating around at the moment with no purpose or cause. I do know one thing for sure and with a certainty. If ever once he had tried, or at least gave me the chance to be there. He would have found out that were a good match. Yes we fought and argued, but all that does is shows you care enough to say something an try. Why argue if you don’t care? You don’t, and would be pointless to do so.

I’ll end it here. Thanks for listening.