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Posted 15 years agoLet the hilarious comments roll furries.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pPsUCtIxpd4
Yes, this is me. I know it sucks, Im hoping for some funny jokes or something to cheer me up.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pPsUCtIxpd4
Yes, this is me. I know it sucks, Im hoping for some funny jokes or something to cheer me up.
Species Meme!!
Posted 15 years agoStolen From: 
1. If your fursona had to be a primate, it'd be a... Ring Tailed Lemur. <3
2. If your fursona had to be a feline, it'd be a... Cougar. My home state big cat.
3. If your fursona had to be a canine, it'd be a... Im already a canine. Huskies FTW!!!
4. If your fursona had to be a hoofed animal, it'd be a... Horse.
5. If your fursona had to be a rodent, it'd be a... Squirrel.
6. If your fursona had to be reptile, it'd be a... Snake. Maybe Rattler or Cobra, or Mamba.
7. If your fursona had to be a marsupial, it'd be a... Koala. :)
8. If your fursona had to be a fully aquatic animal, it'd be a... Dolphine for speed baby.
9. If your fursona had to be an amphibian animal it'd be a... Frog
10. If your fursona had to be an avian/bird, it'd be a... Probably a raven or Crow.
11. If your fursona had to be a creepy crawly, it'd be a... Centipede. Love those things.
12. If your fursona had to be a real or unreal hybrid, it'd be a... Werehusky? lol
13. If your fursona had to be a mythical creature, it'd be a... Wood Elf. That ones for my nerd homies. XP
14. If your fursona had to be a Pokemon/Digimon, it'd be a... Pikachu, or Terriermon.
1. If your fursona had to be a primate, it'd be a... Ring Tailed Lemur. <3
2. If your fursona had to be a feline, it'd be a... Cougar. My home state big cat.
3. If your fursona had to be a canine, it'd be a... Im already a canine. Huskies FTW!!!
4. If your fursona had to be a hoofed animal, it'd be a... Horse.
5. If your fursona had to be a rodent, it'd be a... Squirrel.
6. If your fursona had to be reptile, it'd be a... Snake. Maybe Rattler or Cobra, or Mamba.
7. If your fursona had to be a marsupial, it'd be a... Koala. :)
8. If your fursona had to be a fully aquatic animal, it'd be a... Dolphine for speed baby.
9. If your fursona had to be an amphibian animal it'd be a... Frog
10. If your fursona had to be an avian/bird, it'd be a... Probably a raven or Crow.
11. If your fursona had to be a creepy crawly, it'd be a... Centipede. Love those things.
12. If your fursona had to be a real or unreal hybrid, it'd be a... Werehusky? lol
13. If your fursona had to be a mythical creature, it'd be a... Wood Elf. That ones for my nerd homies. XP
14. If your fursona had to be a Pokemon/Digimon, it'd be a... Pikachu, or Terriermon.
Poems again...
Posted 15 years agoI think my heart, tho broken an wretched, beats true to its self, and no one can connect.
|_--{My Heart}--_|
My heart is broken, and in that is pain.
My heart is molded, from all of this rage.
My heart feels nothing, but pain in its core.
My heart feels passion, in the light of your arms.
My heart lets me see, whats really in front.
My heart lets me pass, the bumps in the road.
My heart allows love, even when its not accepted.
My heart allows love, even when its not wanted.
|_--{My Heart}--_|
My heart is broken, and in that is pain.
My heart is molded, from all of this rage.
My heart feels nothing, but pain in its core.
My heart feels passion, in the light of your arms.
My heart lets me see, whats really in front.
My heart lets me pass, the bumps in the road.
My heart allows love, even when its not accepted.
My heart allows love, even when its not wanted.
A short poem...
Posted 15 years agoI figured this is easier than posting it.
"HIM"
Its his embrace. The warmth of his touch, the kindness in his face.
Its his eyes. The serenity they hold and the calmness he keeps when I cry.
Its his smile. The joy it brings, and the feeling that stays.
Its his strength. His arms that hold me, and his chest that secures me.
Its his heart. The kindness therein and the passion it holds.
Its him. The bearer of my heart, the keeper of my soul.
Love is odd. Love is strange, but in the end its all we have. Happiness and all things rely on love to some degree. The pain of losing it is far too much for me. He was my one, but I not his. How can this be, why can't he see. Its too much for me, its simply too much. My heart can bear no more, the thought is too much. I miss him, and though only a short while has passed, the pain doth increase. He is gone, and in my heart he will stay. I cannot, nay I will not. It is too much, but I will endure. It is too much, of this I am sure.
"HIM"
Its his embrace. The warmth of his touch, the kindness in his face.
Its his eyes. The serenity they hold and the calmness he keeps when I cry.
Its his smile. The joy it brings, and the feeling that stays.
Its his strength. His arms that hold me, and his chest that secures me.
Its his heart. The kindness therein and the passion it holds.
Its him. The bearer of my heart, the keeper of my soul.
Love is odd. Love is strange, but in the end its all we have. Happiness and all things rely on love to some degree. The pain of losing it is far too much for me. He was my one, but I not his. How can this be, why can't he see. Its too much for me, its simply too much. My heart can bear no more, the thought is too much. I miss him, and though only a short while has passed, the pain doth increase. He is gone, and in my heart he will stay. I cannot, nay I will not. It is too much, but I will endure. It is too much, of this I am sure.
Penis Meme
Posted 15 years agoWell I feel like shit, this gave me a slight chuckle so Im doing it.
Stolen from:
corneilg
1) How big is your penis?
7"
2) How thick is your penis?
Bout 1 - 1 1/2"
3) Do you have foreskin?
Yuppers. I still has my whole sheath, and I have been told its very pretty. :P
4) Does it Curve or is it straight?
Straight.
5) If it curves which way?
Outward?
6) Does it grow hair?
Yup.
7) Do you shave yours?
I've been known to for the right guy. lol
8) Do your balls sag or are they tight?
Well, it varies but always sorta tight.
9) Have you ever pierced it?
OUCH!!
10) If so with what?
Changing subjects... >.>
11) What kind of underwear do you usually keep it in?
Briefs for comfort. :D
12) Has it ever touched another penis?
Uh huh. n.n
13) Does your penis have a Penis Boyfriend?
I wish. Almost did, but it turned out bad.
14) Does your penis have a name?
Nope, but you can gives it ones. XD
15) Have you posted pictures or video of your penis on the web?
Nope.
16) Have you had art done of your furry character with its penis showing?
Yuppers. Wanna see? ;P
Stolen from:
corneilg1) How big is your penis?
7"
2) How thick is your penis?
Bout 1 - 1 1/2"
3) Do you have foreskin?
Yuppers. I still has my whole sheath, and I have been told its very pretty. :P
4) Does it Curve or is it straight?
Straight.
5) If it curves which way?
Outward?
6) Does it grow hair?
Yup.
7) Do you shave yours?
I've been known to for the right guy. lol
8) Do your balls sag or are they tight?
Well, it varies but always sorta tight.
9) Have you ever pierced it?
OUCH!!
10) If so with what?
Changing subjects... >.>
11) What kind of underwear do you usually keep it in?
Briefs for comfort. :D
12) Has it ever touched another penis?
Uh huh. n.n
13) Does your penis have a Penis Boyfriend?
I wish. Almost did, but it turned out bad.
14) Does your penis have a name?
Nope, but you can gives it ones. XD
15) Have you posted pictures or video of your penis on the web?
Nope.
16) Have you had art done of your furry character with its penis showing?
Yuppers. Wanna see? ;P
Okay let me clarify.
Posted 15 years agoThat journal was about last month, not the entire situation. I've done much more than just that. I've done horrible things to someone and he is offended that I see things that way. He has stated that its a one sided journal, and that there is more to it than that. Well, unfortunately for me, even though there may be more, I don't know about it. The only thing I know about anything regarding this is it revolves around sex, my tone of voice, my feelings for someone, and my heart being in the way.
I realize my feelings are wrong, and I should have kept them in check. I am sorry to everyone who though ill of him. Its my fault and you shouldn blame him.
I apologize to him for being a burden, and being a drama mutt. I also apologize for developing these one sided feelings, and giving my heart to him even though he didn't want it. I apologize for pushing my issues onto him, and I am sorry for anything else I may have left out.
I also apologize to everyone who was uncomfortable with me for adding them to Twitter from Terrys list, I just wanted to meet some new people. I apologize an I wont bother any of you any longer.
If I left something out I apologize for that too.
I realize my feelings are wrong, and I should have kept them in check. I am sorry to everyone who though ill of him. Its my fault and you shouldn blame him.
I apologize to him for being a burden, and being a drama mutt. I also apologize for developing these one sided feelings, and giving my heart to him even though he didn't want it. I apologize for pushing my issues onto him, and I am sorry for anything else I may have left out.
I also apologize to everyone who was uncomfortable with me for adding them to Twitter from Terrys list, I just wanted to meet some new people. I apologize an I wont bother any of you any longer.
If I left something out I apologize for that too.
Well, this has been one shitty month.
Posted 15 years agoIt seems this is my only avenue of venting, so I will. I was told I should type a blob or journal, so I am.
So, now, everyone wants to know whats been going on. Here it is...
It started with Twitter. I assumed Twitter was just a new way to network. So I went to a few of my friends lists an started adding people, I added people from Facebook, Myspace, Steam, and such. Well, one of my friends didn't like that, and thought I was "Stalking" his friends and trying to control certain things. Not the case, was only trying to meet some new people, and play with Twitter.
Then, at the Mardi Gras party.. I had met someone online awhile back, and been talking to him. He wanted to play with me, I wanted to play with him an all was well an good. Wasn't trying to be mates or anything, we just wanted to play. Well, I told him he should goto to the Mardi Gras, and that it would be fun. He went, and to my surprise when I showed up, one of my closer friends had already started making a move on him.
(Tangent: I choose not to play or have sex with my best friends play mates. He has a few and I prefer to not cross that boundary. Not to mention, if I even talk to someone he plays with, he freaks out an gets mad at me like I did something wrong.)
So, I walked over to where my BF and new friend were standing. I will admit, I got a little jealous. I walked up an stood in between them, forcing my BF's hand away. I pulled him to the side for a second an explained things (which he doesn't remember) to him. I told him that I had been chatting an talking with the guy for awhile, and we were going to probably play and I would appreciate it if he would lay off. I then asked him to give me the same respect he asked from me.
Everything seemed fine. Though my BF spent the rest of the night attached to my hip, petting, groping, biting, and anything else which he knew turned me on. I knew he wanted to play, but I already had a headache, and was only there to see him, and a few choice others. My BF came and asked me to the hottub and after that I got real tired so I asked him when he was going home. I was under the impression my ride (Greyson), was not leaving. My BF said he needed to sober up a bit, but he would take me home.
Later on after we left the party, I kinda fell asleep in the car. When I awoke I found I was not at home at all, but rather at my BF's apartment. I was ok with it, I love sleeping with him an playing with him an cuddling him. Its the safest place I'v ever known and he is the kindest person I have ever known in that position. Well, it was fine, another of our friends was found in our bed, but he moved out to the living room to give me space with my BF. Thank you btw. You know who you are.
Everything seemed ok.
The next day however. I ask my new friend if he had found anyone at the party he wanted to play, making a joke to poke fun at the fact he wanted to play with me. Well, he mentioned a few people including myself. The last person he mention was my BF. I explained that I didn't enjoy the idea of playing with someone my BF plays with. I told him the situation and he agreed an stated he would rather play with me. Well that didn't bode well cause he then went an told my BF that he could not play with him, cause I said he couldn't. Not the case at all. I just told him I didn't want to cross that line/boundary.
Well, my BF BLEW up on me. Saying that I police his bed, and Im the reason my friend wont play with him. He basically got mad an jealous cause my friend chose me over him. Then he made it out like I was a stalker and such. He said a lot of very very hurtful things.
What is this all because of you may ask? Sex. All of the drama revolves around sex with him. Either Im bad cause I talk to someone he plays with or is friends with (which is bad apparently cause Im an embarrassment) or Im stalking him and his friends for sex. The truth of the matter is, he got jealous. He took it out on me.
Now me an my BF are not really speaking. I get the blame as well as the pain of losing him.
I honestly love him, and would never hurt him. But he sees it as I do and try to. Least thats how it seems. Im attractive to him, but only physically. The thing is, you can never know anything about it, till you open your heart long enough to try. He never opened his heart once to me. Probably never will. I dont blame him, if I had to be friends with me, I wouldn want me in my heart either.
Now you know, so everyone can stop asking. It hurts, and its causeing me a lot of pain right now. I dont want to play with anyone, and I dont intend to for a very very long time. Sex out here in AZ seems to be a drug of sorts. Everyone uses it recreationaly, and I just cant do that. I want something meaningful, and I have never known an open to go anywhere until they closed it up. Thats basically what it was with me an my BF. An open relationship, though neither of us made it official. We were playmates and such for a year. Now its down to the anni of when him an I met, and guess what. Nothing. So yea, really unhappy, really depressed, and not looking any better. Lost my best friend and really the only person I have ever opened my heart to completely. For what? So I could sleep with someone I have no feelings for and just wanted sex? Thats why Im done with the so called "Quick Yiff". Not worth it, and not cool at all.
So, now, everyone wants to know whats been going on. Here it is...
It started with Twitter. I assumed Twitter was just a new way to network. So I went to a few of my friends lists an started adding people, I added people from Facebook, Myspace, Steam, and such. Well, one of my friends didn't like that, and thought I was "Stalking" his friends and trying to control certain things. Not the case, was only trying to meet some new people, and play with Twitter.
Then, at the Mardi Gras party.. I had met someone online awhile back, and been talking to him. He wanted to play with me, I wanted to play with him an all was well an good. Wasn't trying to be mates or anything, we just wanted to play. Well, I told him he should goto to the Mardi Gras, and that it would be fun. He went, and to my surprise when I showed up, one of my closer friends had already started making a move on him.
(Tangent: I choose not to play or have sex with my best friends play mates. He has a few and I prefer to not cross that boundary. Not to mention, if I even talk to someone he plays with, he freaks out an gets mad at me like I did something wrong.)
So, I walked over to where my BF and new friend were standing. I will admit, I got a little jealous. I walked up an stood in between them, forcing my BF's hand away. I pulled him to the side for a second an explained things (which he doesn't remember) to him. I told him that I had been chatting an talking with the guy for awhile, and we were going to probably play and I would appreciate it if he would lay off. I then asked him to give me the same respect he asked from me.
Everything seemed fine. Though my BF spent the rest of the night attached to my hip, petting, groping, biting, and anything else which he knew turned me on. I knew he wanted to play, but I already had a headache, and was only there to see him, and a few choice others. My BF came and asked me to the hottub and after that I got real tired so I asked him when he was going home. I was under the impression my ride (Greyson), was not leaving. My BF said he needed to sober up a bit, but he would take me home.
Later on after we left the party, I kinda fell asleep in the car. When I awoke I found I was not at home at all, but rather at my BF's apartment. I was ok with it, I love sleeping with him an playing with him an cuddling him. Its the safest place I'v ever known and he is the kindest person I have ever known in that position. Well, it was fine, another of our friends was found in our bed, but he moved out to the living room to give me space with my BF. Thank you btw. You know who you are.
Everything seemed ok.
The next day however. I ask my new friend if he had found anyone at the party he wanted to play, making a joke to poke fun at the fact he wanted to play with me. Well, he mentioned a few people including myself. The last person he mention was my BF. I explained that I didn't enjoy the idea of playing with someone my BF plays with. I told him the situation and he agreed an stated he would rather play with me. Well that didn't bode well cause he then went an told my BF that he could not play with him, cause I said he couldn't. Not the case at all. I just told him I didn't want to cross that line/boundary.
Well, my BF BLEW up on me. Saying that I police his bed, and Im the reason my friend wont play with him. He basically got mad an jealous cause my friend chose me over him. Then he made it out like I was a stalker and such. He said a lot of very very hurtful things.
What is this all because of you may ask? Sex. All of the drama revolves around sex with him. Either Im bad cause I talk to someone he plays with or is friends with (which is bad apparently cause Im an embarrassment) or Im stalking him and his friends for sex. The truth of the matter is, he got jealous. He took it out on me.
Now me an my BF are not really speaking. I get the blame as well as the pain of losing him.
I honestly love him, and would never hurt him. But he sees it as I do and try to. Least thats how it seems. Im attractive to him, but only physically. The thing is, you can never know anything about it, till you open your heart long enough to try. He never opened his heart once to me. Probably never will. I dont blame him, if I had to be friends with me, I wouldn want me in my heart either.
Now you know, so everyone can stop asking. It hurts, and its causeing me a lot of pain right now. I dont want to play with anyone, and I dont intend to for a very very long time. Sex out here in AZ seems to be a drug of sorts. Everyone uses it recreationaly, and I just cant do that. I want something meaningful, and I have never known an open to go anywhere until they closed it up. Thats basically what it was with me an my BF. An open relationship, though neither of us made it official. We were playmates and such for a year. Now its down to the anni of when him an I met, and guess what. Nothing. So yea, really unhappy, really depressed, and not looking any better. Lost my best friend and really the only person I have ever opened my heart to completely. For what? So I could sleep with someone I have no feelings for and just wanted sex? Thats why Im done with the so called "Quick Yiff". Not worth it, and not cool at all.
So, bye everybody. Be well, be safe, have fun.
Posted 15 years agoI will be leaving FA. I am not well and will be taking care of myself so dont worry about me. hope everyone stays well and happy. I hope the best for everyone and love you all. *hugs everyone*
It will take a while to disable this but Im not using it no more so I wont be replying.
It will take a while to disable this but Im not using it no more so I wont be replying.
Meh, just a bit of venting. Listen please?
Posted 15 years agoHave you ever gone from being a stone, to a lump of jello? Have you ever felt like you have something, then its gone? Thats how I feel right now. Honestly, my heart is several pieces. A friend of mine is laying subtle hints of something that Im having a hard time accepting. I know what I should do, but its hard cause Im already breaking apart over something else thats happening atm. I guess I will never be the same again. This has happened before mind you, so I have been in this spot before, but... This time its different. I don't think I will recover from this one. I always hold a pessimistic exterior, and optimistic interior. All the other times I was in this situation, it was completely one sided. This time its not, and this time I really have put more than I should into the mixing pot.
It's my fault an in no way anyone elses. I put myself in this situation, asked for this to happen. I should have listened to my gut, and not my heart. I have felt a lot of pain in my life, but when I think of whats coming an going to happen, I feel a horrible pounding an burning in my heart and head. Like someone has a sledge and is pounding at me with it. I regret alot in my life, but this time I bit off way more than I could chew.
Thanks for hearing me out.
It's my fault an in no way anyone elses. I put myself in this situation, asked for this to happen. I should have listened to my gut, and not my heart. I have felt a lot of pain in my life, but when I think of whats coming an going to happen, I feel a horrible pounding an burning in my heart and head. Like someone has a sledge and is pounding at me with it. I regret alot in my life, but this time I bit off way more than I could chew.
Thanks for hearing me out.
Its official, Im a Twitter Nerd now. x.X
Posted 15 years agoAdd me at Link_Drako
HAHAHAHAHA! CHeck this out.
Posted 15 years agoView this page for me palease? http://www.furaffinity.net/user/sadarin/
What a kiss means....
Posted 15 years agoStolen From 
vlos
What a kiss means . . .
+Kiss on the stomach = "I'm ready"
+Kiss on the Forehead = "I hope we're together forever"
+Kiss on the Ear = "You're my everything"
+Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"
+Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
+Kiss on the Neck = "We belong together"
+Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"
+Kiss on the Lips = "I love you"
What a gesture means . . .
+Holding Hands = "We definitely love each other"
+Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
+Holding on tight = "I don't want to let go"
+Looking into each other's Eyes = "I just plain love you"
+Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"
+Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"
+Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"
+picking someone up off their feet = "that you love them fully and would do anything for them"
--Advice--
+Don't ask for a kiss, take one
+If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.
--Requirements--
+Post this again after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.
If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now and can't get them out of your head
then Re-post this within one minute and whoever you are missing will surprise you.
Repost this as "What a kiss means."
vlosWhat a kiss means . . .
+Kiss on the stomach = "I'm ready"
+Kiss on the Forehead = "I hope we're together forever"
+Kiss on the Ear = "You're my everything"
+Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"
+Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
+Kiss on the Neck = "We belong together"
+Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"
+Kiss on the Lips = "I love you"
What a gesture means . . .
+Holding Hands = "We definitely love each other"
+Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
+Holding on tight = "I don't want to let go"
+Looking into each other's Eyes = "I just plain love you"
+Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"
+Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"
+Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"
+picking someone up off their feet = "that you love them fully and would do anything for them"
--Advice--
+Don't ask for a kiss, take one
+If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.
--Requirements--
+Post this again after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.
If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now and can't get them out of your head
then Re-post this within one minute and whoever you are missing will surprise you.
Repost this as "What a kiss means."
100 Truths of Link Drako
Posted 16 years ago01. Real name → Josh
002. Nickname(s)→ Link, Josher, and Pup
003. Zodiac sign → Tarus, Krittika
004. Male or female → Male
005. Elementary → Mitchel L Black
006. Middle School → Dalores S Parrot
007. High School → Hernando High
008. Hair color → Black
009. Long or short → short
010. Loud or Quiet → depends on who Im with
011. Sweats or Jeans → jeans
012. Phone or Camera → phone
013. Health freak → god no
014. Drink or Smoke? → meh, depends
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → yes. x.x
016. Eat or Drink → both please :)
017. Piercings → one ear (left)
018. Tattoos → nope
HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane → yup
020. Been in a relationship → yup, unfortunately
021. Been in a car accident → yup
022. Been in a fist fight → yup
FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → ear
024. First best friend → Robert
025. First award → Freestyle fighting 1998 Florida Youth Martial Arts Open
026. First crush → Terry :xeno_c:
028. First big vacation → FC2010
029. Last person you talked to → Mom
030. Last person you IMed → Snowii
031. Last person you watched a movie with → Jamil an Cathy
032. Last food you ate → Jamil an Cathy lol
033. Last movie you watched → Ghost Rider
034. Last song you listened to → Fireflies by: Owl City
035. Last thing you bought → Poi Balls online
036. Last person you hugged → Cathy
FAVES:
037. Food → Meh, just food is good. :P
038. Drinks → Mountain Dew
039. Clothing → Jeans an a button up shirt
040. Books → depends
041. Music → depends
042. Flowers → Roses and Marigolds
043. Colors → Blue
044. Movies → depends
045. Positions → Doggy, missionary, and flat on my belly. (Im a bottom)
046. Subjects → science, math, and history
IN 2009 I....
047. [ ] kissed in the snow.
048. [x] celebrated Halloween
049. [x] had your heart broken
050. [ ] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [x] someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [x] Came out of the closet
053. [ ] gotten pregnant
054. [ ] had an abortion
055. [x] done something you've regretted
056. [ ] broke a promise
057. [x] hid a secret
058. [x] pretended to be happy
059. [x] met someone who changed your life.
060. [ ] pretended to be sick.
061. [ ] left the country
062. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.
063. [x] traveled to high mountains.
064. [x] ran a lot on the beach
065. [ ] live on a beach
066. [ ] stayed single a whole year
CURRENTLY:
067. Eating → my tongue lol
068. Drinking → some kind of juice from Koolaid
069. I'm about to → kick ass on CSS
070. Listening to → Owl City
071. Plans for today → None. tired from lack of sleep and mad at Terry for being a jerk even though I was a jerk too.
072. Waiting for → Terry to not be pissed off at me so I can see him again cause I am freaking out about him leaving for good.
YOUR FUTURE MAN:
073. Want kids? → no
074. Want to get married? → hope to
075. Careers in mind → yup
076. Lips or eyes → lips an eyes
077. Shorter or taller? → taller
078. Romantic or spontaneous → both
079. Nice stomach or nice arms → nice belly fluff is my favorite, with nice strong arms
080. Sensitive or loud → abit of both
081. Hook-up or relationship → relationship
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → hesitant is cute
HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts → glasses yes
084. Ran away from home → yup
086. Killed somebody/thing → yup
087. Broken someone's heart → yup
088. Been arrested → yup x.x
089. Cried when someone died → every time
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself → not really anymore
091. Miracles → nope
092. Love at first sight → Nope. Its a lie your heart hopes is true.
093. Heaven → Meh.
094. Santa Claus → Nope.
095. Sex on the first date → If he is hot and Im willing an in mood.
096. Kiss on the first date → Yup.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Yes.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → No.
099. Do you believe in God → Yes.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 20 people → I just did.
002. Nickname(s)→ Link, Josher, and Pup
003. Zodiac sign → Tarus, Krittika
004. Male or female → Male
005. Elementary → Mitchel L Black
006. Middle School → Dalores S Parrot
007. High School → Hernando High
008. Hair color → Black
009. Long or short → short
010. Loud or Quiet → depends on who Im with
011. Sweats or Jeans → jeans
012. Phone or Camera → phone
013. Health freak → god no
014. Drink or Smoke? → meh, depends
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → yes. x.x
016. Eat or Drink → both please :)
017. Piercings → one ear (left)
018. Tattoos → nope
HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane → yup
020. Been in a relationship → yup, unfortunately
021. Been in a car accident → yup
022. Been in a fist fight → yup
FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → ear
024. First best friend → Robert
025. First award → Freestyle fighting 1998 Florida Youth Martial Arts Open
026. First crush → Terry :xeno_c:
028. First big vacation → FC2010
029. Last person you talked to → Mom
030. Last person you IMed → Snowii
031. Last person you watched a movie with → Jamil an Cathy
032. Last food you ate → Jamil an Cathy lol
033. Last movie you watched → Ghost Rider
034. Last song you listened to → Fireflies by: Owl City
035. Last thing you bought → Poi Balls online
036. Last person you hugged → Cathy
FAVES:
037. Food → Meh, just food is good. :P
038. Drinks → Mountain Dew
039. Clothing → Jeans an a button up shirt
040. Books → depends
041. Music → depends
042. Flowers → Roses and Marigolds
043. Colors → Blue
044. Movies → depends
045. Positions → Doggy, missionary, and flat on my belly. (Im a bottom)
046. Subjects → science, math, and history
IN 2009 I....
047. [ ] kissed in the snow.
048. [x] celebrated Halloween
049. [x] had your heart broken
050. [ ] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [x] someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [x] Came out of the closet
053. [ ] gotten pregnant
054. [ ] had an abortion
055. [x] done something you've regretted
056. [ ] broke a promise
057. [x] hid a secret
058. [x] pretended to be happy
059. [x] met someone who changed your life.
060. [ ] pretended to be sick.
061. [ ] left the country
062. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.
063. [x] traveled to high mountains.
064. [x] ran a lot on the beach
065. [ ] live on a beach
066. [ ] stayed single a whole year
CURRENTLY:
067. Eating → my tongue lol
068. Drinking → some kind of juice from Koolaid
069. I'm about to → kick ass on CSS
070. Listening to → Owl City
071. Plans for today → None. tired from lack of sleep and mad at Terry for being a jerk even though I was a jerk too.
072. Waiting for → Terry to not be pissed off at me so I can see him again cause I am freaking out about him leaving for good.
YOUR FUTURE MAN:
073. Want kids? → no
074. Want to get married? → hope to
075. Careers in mind → yup
076. Lips or eyes → lips an eyes
077. Shorter or taller? → taller
078. Romantic or spontaneous → both
079. Nice stomach or nice arms → nice belly fluff is my favorite, with nice strong arms
080. Sensitive or loud → abit of both
081. Hook-up or relationship → relationship
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → hesitant is cute
HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts → glasses yes
084. Ran away from home → yup
086. Killed somebody/thing → yup
087. Broken someone's heart → yup
088. Been arrested → yup x.x
089. Cried when someone died → every time
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself → not really anymore
091. Miracles → nope
092. Love at first sight → Nope. Its a lie your heart hopes is true.
093. Heaven → Meh.
094. Santa Claus → Nope.
095. Sex on the first date → If he is hot and Im willing an in mood.
096. Kiss on the first date → Yup.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Yes.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → No.
099. Do you believe in God → Yes.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 20 people → I just did.
Thank you to Zeno_C and PokeyPony.
Posted 16 years agoMy left shoulder is bruised now cause of you two. I better get something for this shit. *growls an groans about his bruise* Zeno started it and Pokey finished the job. Good going, great team effort. XD LOL
j/k but seriously you two are gonna kiss this puppys bruise an make it better. :P
j/k but seriously you two are gonna kiss this puppys bruise an make it better. :P
Advice from a friend. <3
Posted 16 years agoI have had quite a few ups an downs recently, and a few people have stood out and given constant support an help. One of them talked with me last night. I would like you all to hear what he said, cause it was probably the nicest an most meaningful thing anyone has ever said to me with exception to my two closest friends T
zenoc and 
zinwulf.
He said, "Link, he is a wonderful guy, and you are more than worthy of him. You see nothing in yourself, but we all do. So does he, or he wouldn't have stuck around at all. But he is not the same person he was a year ago. his most recent attempt at a relationship broke him completely, and he hasn't been the same since. Its gonna take a lot of love to fix him, but I know you have it in you. We come from the same place, same type of background. Your strong enough, and wise enough to be with him and give him the love he so desperately needs an deserves. He needs someone to give him what he has wanted for so long, and deserves though no one has taken the time to see him for who he is. You have, you have seen his worst an best and you still feel the way you do. Even if its not meant to be, its worth protecting, its worth the risk to try. Its passed due time for both of you to be happy, and I think you will be happy together for real and not just playing around. It is just gonna take time for you two to realize what we all already know. Its pretty plain to see you make a good pair, you both have your issues, but not big ones. Just don't give up this time Link, put your heart into this one and see where it goes. Dont be scared or cowardly, that wont get you what you want. Be brave like I know you are already. *hugs deeply*"
Now Im sure the person he is talking about would not agree with this, but I can't help but feel a little better after hearing it. It makes my heart an chest a little lighter. Thank you my friend for you kind words or wisdom. It means more to me than you will ever know. <3
zenoc and 
zinwulf.He said, "Link, he is a wonderful guy, and you are more than worthy of him. You see nothing in yourself, but we all do. So does he, or he wouldn't have stuck around at all. But he is not the same person he was a year ago. his most recent attempt at a relationship broke him completely, and he hasn't been the same since. Its gonna take a lot of love to fix him, but I know you have it in you. We come from the same place, same type of background. Your strong enough, and wise enough to be with him and give him the love he so desperately needs an deserves. He needs someone to give him what he has wanted for so long, and deserves though no one has taken the time to see him for who he is. You have, you have seen his worst an best and you still feel the way you do. Even if its not meant to be, its worth protecting, its worth the risk to try. Its passed due time for both of you to be happy, and I think you will be happy together for real and not just playing around. It is just gonna take time for you two to realize what we all already know. Its pretty plain to see you make a good pair, you both have your issues, but not big ones. Just don't give up this time Link, put your heart into this one and see where it goes. Dont be scared or cowardly, that wont get you what you want. Be brave like I know you are already. *hugs deeply*"
Now Im sure the person he is talking about would not agree with this, but I can't help but feel a little better after hearing it. It makes my heart an chest a little lighter. Thank you my friend for you kind words or wisdom. It means more to me than you will ever know. <3
Pissed off and very sad puppy.
Posted 16 years agoWell, one of my closer friends has seen fit to ruin it for everyone. Im a good pup, who loves to help his friends when they are sad or hurt. I did nothing that I know of and this person won't tell me what/if I did anything to piss him off. Just ignores me. Done playing these highschool bullshit games completely, and as it has ruined my party mood, I am going to do my own thing. I need nothing an want nothing so dont ask. Thanks friend who shall go unnamed. I hope whatever it is is worth hurting me over,
--__--J"LD"N--__--
--__--J"LD"N--__--
FC ROLL CALL!!!!
Posted 16 years agoIm going. Who all is gonna be there? Please don't comment if your not attending, Im trying to see who is gonna be there and who I can meet up with. Sorry, if that seems cold, but its easier for me to read that way.
Leaving FA for a few weeks. Hate the holidays with a passion
Posted 16 years agoPeace out everyone! Enjoy the holidays. Talk to you all in two weeks when its over.
Looking for a master/owner Full Time only.
Posted 16 years agoI want a full time owner/master. I am a subby puppy as you all well know, so this probably isn't a big shocker. Trying to find someone who I can build something with. Posted on Pounced but that site is a joke for people looking for a quick fuck.
I am a canine so loyalty runs thick with me. If you find you want to tag me, I am all yours. I don't play around with others when I have an owner or master. I am kinda adventurous and love exploring new things. I have a little experience and a lot of talent from what I've heard. :P
As far as what I am looking for. I want someone over 6' and at least 250 - 300pnds. Kinda want someone older too. I am 24, and I kinda want someone over 30.
I love walks, movies, games, music, food, tv, and snuggles. My favorite fetish is water play (not to be confused with water sports). Water play is when your in a shower or bath, pool, and ever hot tub. I am true to my canine nature so I loves scritches and just laying around with my owner and doing nothing. But I am also active, and love going out an such.
Im kinda picky so please don't be offended if I am not interested. I am just looking for something kinda specific is all and its nothing personal.
Well, lets see who says what. :)
{UPDATED}
I have way to high of standards I think. x.x
I am a canine so loyalty runs thick with me. If you find you want to tag me, I am all yours. I don't play around with others when I have an owner or master. I am kinda adventurous and love exploring new things. I have a little experience and a lot of talent from what I've heard. :P
As far as what I am looking for. I want someone over 6' and at least 250 - 300pnds. Kinda want someone older too. I am 24, and I kinda want someone over 30.
I love walks, movies, games, music, food, tv, and snuggles. My favorite fetish is water play (not to be confused with water sports). Water play is when your in a shower or bath, pool, and ever hot tub. I am true to my canine nature so I loves scritches and just laying around with my owner and doing nothing. But I am also active, and love going out an such.
Im kinda picky so please don't be offended if I am not interested. I am just looking for something kinda specific is all and its nothing personal.
Well, lets see who says what. :)
{UPDATED}
I have way to high of standards I think. x.x
Journal Entry #14
Posted 16 years agoWell, I think I may have finally done it. I said some really hurtful things, and Im sure when the person reads it he is going to drop me like a bad habit. I have decided that its easier to just be alone and worry about myself. I can't stop feeling certain things no matter how mad I get, and I honestly I don't want to, but this person can't handle his own emotions so I feel its better if I just withdraw.
My old boss offered me my old job back down in Florida, so Im considering taking the offer. It would mean I would have to leave all the people I have made friends with, but they can't save my heart. I don't want to be alone, but I am. I just need to get used to it.
This certain person admitted to having deep feelings for me, admitted that when he had done something awhile back, it was because of his feelings for me. He took away something I really enjoyed, and made me feel so much closer to this person. I'm not confused anymore. I know what I want, but I can't have it. My feelings don't scare me, they piss me off. His feelings scare him.
One minute he admits to his feelings, the next he denies ever saying anything. Not to mention one of my closest friends hurt me real bad by going to this person with something I went to my friend about for help. My friend turned around and went to the person I feel so deeply for.
The person I feel for does have feelings. I don't know what it is about me that scares him, but it hurts way too much to keep up face anymore. I want to be done. I want to be a dick and be an ass. But I love him, to at least some extent I am sure I love him. I don't fully understand it myself, cause to be honest I have never really felt honest love in my heart, but I know I am tired of being a fear in his.
*cries in his corner alone an washed out* *screams at the top of his lungs for relief or release*
My old boss offered me my old job back down in Florida, so Im considering taking the offer. It would mean I would have to leave all the people I have made friends with, but they can't save my heart. I don't want to be alone, but I am. I just need to get used to it.
This certain person admitted to having deep feelings for me, admitted that when he had done something awhile back, it was because of his feelings for me. He took away something I really enjoyed, and made me feel so much closer to this person. I'm not confused anymore. I know what I want, but I can't have it. My feelings don't scare me, they piss me off. His feelings scare him.
One minute he admits to his feelings, the next he denies ever saying anything. Not to mention one of my closest friends hurt me real bad by going to this person with something I went to my friend about for help. My friend turned around and went to the person I feel so deeply for.
The person I feel for does have feelings. I don't know what it is about me that scares him, but it hurts way too much to keep up face anymore. I want to be done. I want to be a dick and be an ass. But I love him, to at least some extent I am sure I love him. I don't fully understand it myself, cause to be honest I have never really felt honest love in my heart, but I know I am tired of being a fear in his.
*cries in his corner alone an washed out* *screams at the top of his lungs for relief or release*
Im bored an have some extra cash. A CONTEST I SAY!!!!
Posted 16 years agoOkay heres the deal. This contest will be open entry, and will consist of anyone who wants to participate. You just need to let me know you entered by sending a note.
The objective:
Draw something involving me and your own fursona. Doing whatever, wherever, however. Make it tasteful, but its just a small contest so dont go over board. There are no rules except to keep the characters in the respective forms, genders, and colors.
Prize:
10$ will be awarded to the best entry. Entries are to be posted, and the entry with the most fav's will win. I may be upping the award to twenty if there is enough entries.
A quick note:
There is no limit to what you can do here. Just remember to keep it tasteful please, and steer away from too much fet play like (feces or watersports, or diapers etc.). Other than that, you have complete an free roam over this. Just do your best is all thats expected. :)
If you need to see my character, he is here--->http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2456942(Im the husky obviously)
The objective:
Draw something involving me and your own fursona. Doing whatever, wherever, however. Make it tasteful, but its just a small contest so dont go over board. There are no rules except to keep the characters in the respective forms, genders, and colors.
Prize:
10$ will be awarded to the best entry. Entries are to be posted, and the entry with the most fav's will win. I may be upping the award to twenty if there is enough entries.
A quick note:
There is no limit to what you can do here. Just remember to keep it tasteful please, and steer away from too much fet play like (feces or watersports, or diapers etc.). Other than that, you have complete an free roam over this. Just do your best is all thats expected. :)
If you need to see my character, he is here--->http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2456942(Im the husky obviously)
Need some advice on a personal situation.
Posted 16 years agoOkay, my brother an sorta owner (I dont know anymore) are talking an shit happened that pissed off my owner an has my brother not talking to me. I introduced them awhile back cause my owner said he wanted to talk to him. That was fine, but now I regret it. The only thing they talk about is me, and most of the time its about my personal life and issues. Neither of them seem to care about my feelings in this matter, so I need to ask you all.
What would you do if it was happening to you? Cause I am fucking lost. I care about both of them, but I am lost to this.
What would you do if it was happening to you? Cause I am fucking lost. I care about both of them, but I am lost to this.
Very first experience with a Fair
Posted 16 years agoMe, zenoc, and 
fuseldar went to the Arizona State Fair last night. My very first time going to a fair too. Was an amazing experience. Got to have cotton candy for my first time (Pic:http://t.furaffinity.net/2945153@75-1256219627.jpg), and I got to ride a bunch of rides. The only thing that sucked was I couldn't win a damn husky plush. Wanted one so bad too. But alas, tis not meant to be. :P
Check out Zenos profile for the pics from the night.
THANKS AGAIN GUYS!!! WAS AMAZING! :P
zenoc, and 
fuseldar went to the Arizona State Fair last night. My very first time going to a fair too. Was an amazing experience. Got to have cotton candy for my first time (Pic:http://t.furaffinity.net/2945153@75-1256219627.jpg), and I got to ride a bunch of rides. The only thing that sucked was I couldn't win a damn husky plush. Wanted one so bad too. But alas, tis not meant to be. :PCheck out Zenos profile for the pics from the night.
THANKS AGAIN GUYS!!! WAS AMAZING! :P
Journal Entry #13
Posted 16 years agoOkay, I think I got an idea of what I want, need, and am going to do. I want a relationship, so I intend to start looking instead of waiting. I need change, and I am doing just that. Changing certain dynamics of my life, and I going to do what is best for me.
For the relationship, I think I want to find an open one. Someone whom I can share my heart with, but still have a bit of fun. Eventually if everything goes well it will turn closed I'm sure anyways. I want to find someone to be a puppy and a mate for. -_- Yes I am even using a "Label" to express this. I want an open mate and now I will begin my search.
Wish me luck. :P
P.S.
I am doing a lot better and feeling
a lot better too. Thank you all for
being there for me when I needed
you most. <3
For the relationship, I think I want to find an open one. Someone whom I can share my heart with, but still have a bit of fun. Eventually if everything goes well it will turn closed I'm sure anyways. I want to find someone to be a puppy and a mate for. -_- Yes I am even using a "Label" to express this. I want an open mate and now I will begin my search.
Wish me luck. :P
P.S.
I am doing a lot better and feeling
a lot better too. Thank you all for
being there for me when I needed
you most. <3
Journal Entry #12
Posted 16 years agoOkay, so Im back to trying this again. Venting to a journal. Yay...
Well, my heart is in pieces, my head is going to explode, and I haven't slept in almost a whole week. You know, someone told me the body can only go up to 7 days without sleep before it starts to die. That is bs. I am almost up to seven days, and I have gone a total of 15 days without it at one point.
I feel like there is something wrong with me. I have always known that everything wasn't quite right, but now I am really getting worried. Im waiting for ACHSSSS to get back to me atm so I can get into the hospital. I found a loop hole though I think. If I call 911 when the pains is really really bad, goto the ER, they will force my app through. It's retro active I believe.
I feel really shitty atm though about my novel to that particular feline I mentioned before. Im just so confused. I didn't realize how I really felt until recently, and I honestly was happy feeling the way I did. Knowing there is one more person out there who wants nothing to do with me where a relationship is concerned is not helping my self-esteem at all. Every single time I start to have feelings, I find out I make a better friend than mate.... To anyone who has ever said that to someone, it fucking hurts more than we let on.
Think about how you would feel if you had someone who lit up your day, and you realized your feelings were more than just friends. Now think about how you would feel if they told you they thought of you as a brother, or that you were not boyfriend/girlfriend material. Yea, thats how I feel and everyone feels when it happens.
All in all the one thing I am grateful for is no serious pain atm. I can walk, run, and everything in between right now. SO! Yea, thats good.
Thanks for listening. *hugs*
Well, my heart is in pieces, my head is going to explode, and I haven't slept in almost a whole week. You know, someone told me the body can only go up to 7 days without sleep before it starts to die. That is bs. I am almost up to seven days, and I have gone a total of 15 days without it at one point.
I feel like there is something wrong with me. I have always known that everything wasn't quite right, but now I am really getting worried. Im waiting for ACHSSSS to get back to me atm so I can get into the hospital. I found a loop hole though I think. If I call 911 when the pains is really really bad, goto the ER, they will force my app through. It's retro active I believe.
I feel really shitty atm though about my novel to that particular feline I mentioned before. Im just so confused. I didn't realize how I really felt until recently, and I honestly was happy feeling the way I did. Knowing there is one more person out there who wants nothing to do with me where a relationship is concerned is not helping my self-esteem at all. Every single time I start to have feelings, I find out I make a better friend than mate.... To anyone who has ever said that to someone, it fucking hurts more than we let on.
Think about how you would feel if you had someone who lit up your day, and you realized your feelings were more than just friends. Now think about how you would feel if they told you they thought of you as a brother, or that you were not boyfriend/girlfriend material. Yea, thats how I feel and everyone feels when it happens.
All in all the one thing I am grateful for is no serious pain atm. I can walk, run, and everything in between right now. SO! Yea, thats good.
Thanks for listening. *hugs*
