fine me now here:

 Jam-Face


SO IF YOU WATCH ME HERE, PLEASE SWITCH THAT WATCH TO OVER THERE BECAUSE i WILL QUICKLY BECOME INACTIVE HERE AND WILL NOT RESPOND.

I suddenly hate my name. D: and I've honestly no idea why I picked it to begin with.

sh-should I change accounts for a better name? I've no idea.

I dunno, I feel like CarineSaurus it too long 3: and Raphsady.....I...it was a bit of a rush decision several years ago. I dunno, I've changed, I want to be known for who I am and what I do -now- and not the whims of my early high school years.

so....should I do it? I think I will, but I would like a second opinion.

"Progress, everyone will progress in this class, if you don't progress, I have a hammer in my desk here -takes hammer out to show- for that very reason. Alright?"

XD I think I love my teachers, my sculpting instructor said that today so nonchalantly. It was amazing.

-sigh- my hands my hands. My hands are fucking killing me, especially my thumbs. We started making little heads in class, and that clay is frikkin' hard. And my head, whom I have named Yorick, has a wonky eye and funny ears. Sculpting is harder than I thought. OTL I wanna go back to make-up class.;__;

On the somewhat bright side, I met a French-Canadian. And he speaks french, it's awesome. He sits next to me and his head looked like a cyborg, it was amazing.

yerp, yay weekend. though don't really expect art because my finger pads can't take the abuse right now.

my housing mate is cool and all, but this is the second night in a row I've been forced to hear her fucking her boyfriend through the wall we share. I have a movie on and it's not drowning them out.


ew, okay, just ew, I've had a D8 face for a while now.



euuggghhhh grossssssssss

all set up in my room, which is completely pimped out btw. got everything I need and internet.

I had orientation today and met my first professor, he was cool, Jerry Gergley. My sculpting instructor. I also met a few cool people (-GASP-) and we hung out a bit. First of all, there's Krista. She one of my housing buddies, she just moved in as well and right now we're the only ones here (because other students who started last fall are on break). She's really cool, and nice, and things are starting to creep me out:

1-we room in the same housing building, bottom floor.
2-we both have short dark hair with colored highlights.
3-between the two of us we have a complete Harajuku Lovers perfume set.
4-today at orientation, we got the same raffle ticket numbers, which was a weird mistake.
5-we have ALL the same classes, at the same times, with the same teachers.
6-our jackets have the same color scheme.
7-we're both laid back and hard to upset.

it's eerie I tell you, we were tripping up about it. But overall, she's pretty darn awesome. On a down note, I swear to god there is a buffalo living above me who only stirs at two in the fucking morning, I was so damn pissed. And it's two nights in a row, if he does it again Monday (when I have classes), I'm going to call the cops, seriously.



YEAAYY COLLEGE

or, I shall tomorrow. Right now I am in that which is..hotel..ville. Yeah, onna hotel bed. XD BUT I MOVE IN TOMORROW.

I have more things than I thought, found that out when I tried shoving it all in boxes and filled my gramma's SUV to the brim. And after a seven hour ride in the cramped backseat (effing cold back seat I might add, since gramma's suitcase covered my heat vent), I am only a short drive down the interstate.

I found out where my apartment was as well! M'so excited, it is literally one street from my school building. I go downstairs, turn the corner and eureka! -squee!-

So let's see, move in tomorrow, have housing orientation; Thursday we go get whatever it is I'm missing from Wal-Mart, along with groceries; and Friday is when I start classes. I think I could pee myself from excitement.

Oh! The point of this journal. I have hotel nets right now, and I WILL be getting nets at my place, but I'm not entirely sure when, so I'll hit you back up on the tops side, folks <3

D: I leave for school.





and I haven't packed a thing XD Because I'm so awesome. I want to go, and am excited, but Moo seems to be a little more depressed lately. Oh well, at least I get a delicious dinner tonight, yum :3


Oh! Oh! And I got my hair cut yesterday <3 I really like it nao.

Yes, I have decided to actually open commissions.

Here's the dealio:

Full colored bust:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3299810

will be about $7

Chibi:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3341631

will be about $5

Icon:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3342354
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3433568

will be about $1

that is all.

Note me if you're interested and I shall give you my paypal and talk business. I don't have a certain amount of slots open or anything because I don't expect much of a response here, so feel free to consider yourself my top priority if you want one.

EVEN THOUGH I CANNOT FATHOM WHY MY TABLET PEN WOULD HAVE BEEN HIDING INSIDE OF A FALL '08 GOTHIC AND LOLITA BIBLE, I DON'T FUCKING CARE, I'M JUST HAPPY I GOT THE URGE TO LOOK AT PRETTY DRESSES.


XDDD

-flail dance-

And I think they thought they'd scared me.

Ahhhh, the pros and cons of life. Things (after a year of boring nothingness) are looking up, I start school in a week, at a school I am VERY excited about. I got to see my girlfriend for three weeks, and my dad is no longer a bum.

But of course, with the cookies comes the ants. My tablet pen is missing, and repo men just pulled out of the driveway with my car.

Thanks Pops, thanks a lot. I fucking love you, too.

|:C

no digital art until I fix my tablet situation or my pen magically shows up.


Mit-Rooster, I am so sorry.

I move to PA a week from Wednesday, and I start classes a week from Friday.

So. Freaking. Stoked.

Visited today, and got the tour and everything. My God, I have never looked forward to anything so much in my life. Like -FLAIL- SCHOOL <3

eugh, I don't even know what to say now, school. school school school. I am so excited. People were really nice, the teachers were really nice, everyone looked like they loved what they were doing and I'm sure I will too. Well, I hope so <3


Yeah, I could ramble all day about it, ciao.

But Miyako's has, like, the best shrimp and calamari and the world ;3; it was so good -crai- I couldn't help eating that last shrimp. And we got to take my girlfriend there and she liked it, which made me happy.

Anywho, gonna be heading off tomorrow to go visit my new school and take a small test. S'gonna be awesome, PA PA PA <3 Wish me luck, Imma bit nervous, just this whole going off into the wide blue yonder by yerself business. Though, I'm not so much nervous about school itself as I am about my housemates @_@ because I remember the room mates my sister had when she was in school. So I hope I don't get any who love staying up with loud music and always bringing guys home.

gross.

lol, gonna put a super lock on my door for maximum security -nods- ;_; and I'm not looking forward to leaving my bed for a twin already provided in housing. Damn, that sucks.

But yeah, wish me luck luck luck. And to anyone who's college-experianced: were you nervous about it?

lol, this is in no way a 'bawhawcommissionme' journal, I am merely curious as to whether or not any of you lovely watchers of mine would actually be interested in commissioned work from me. It'd be terrible cheap, to be absolutely sure, because I do not think my art is at a point that it's worth much yet. I'm still trying to figure things out between me and my hand.

But would it be a possibility? Yes? No? Opinions? You can tell me straight how it is, I'm a good natured person.

ONLY THIRTEEN TO GO

WHO'S GONNA GETTIT?

WILL IT BE YOU?

note: and it was written, that whomsoever shall click upon the two thousandth viewing, would therefore receive the gift of the almighty free drawing. Yet only in proof of screenshot linked below would become the bearer of such grace.


amen.

is a fucking hunk. Oh yes, you're reading that right. Hunk.

Yes, I told myself I wasn't gonna start playing it until I finished my Mario game, BUT I COULDN'T HELP IT KAY? And ohmuhgaaawwwwdddd~<3 Link in that engineer's uniform was so fucking CUTE. Then he put on the green thing and I literally bawwed. I hope he changes again, seriously. Was cuter than newborn kittens.


Uhhhhh yeah, this is actually a journal to let all you greatly loved watchers and friends know that I will be greatly reducing my activity here (or anywhere on the net for that matter) for about a month or so. Reason being a main two things.

Reason one:  Katibara (aka, my girlfriend) is coming to visit meeee~<3 Monday to be exact, is when I pick her up from the airport. She'll be here for a few weeks, so I won't really be drawing (at all I think), since I'll be too busy kicking her ass at Kingdom Hearts and making her buy me booze (you legal hottie you) <3 And watching bad foreign horror films cause it's our favorite pass time.

Reason two: directly after my beloved leaves me once again, I'll be moving. To PA for school, no idea how long it will take, or how I'll be able to go about getting an internet connection, so we'll see.

I'll still prolly get on to check things right quick, but uploading will be at an absolute minimum.

and..yeah, that's all. ciao.

okay, so, for the first time, like, ever, I have money in my paypal for absolutely nothing because what I'd planned to do with it didn't quite go as I had hoped. But, I am far too lazy to put it back in my bank account since it, yanno, just cleared into my paypal.

SO, I decided, 'hell, I have money in there, why not some shit or something?'

Anyone have any good suggestions for online shops and stuff? I like cute clothes and accessories and such, and awesome stuff is cool, too.

so, yeah. drop a link? drop a comment? help a sista out? thanks~


EDIT-

okay, wow, so, um, consider this journal obsolete in a way, though I would still love to hear about and get links for cool online shops. But....I seem to have very quickly spent the money I had in there XD But it was an opportunity I could not pass up.

-sigh- now I just have to wait 3-5 business days for my lovely lovely The World Ends With You to get here.




God, I love that game. And I bought it on ebay for ten bucks less than buying it in a game store, if I was even able to find it. The internet rocks.

no trades. (except you, Snorkie)

why? because I can't really imagine myself wanting something in return. Tis the season of giving afterall. So, I'm gonna draw my favies some cute gifts, BUT, I am leaving one (maybe) two open slots for FREEBIES.

remember, only one (maybe two).

how can you get that slot? rather simple. I am in an agitated mood. Make me laugh.

ready, set, GO!

Talking to  TruthEve on aim and we've decided to do a Christmas-related trade. And I got to thinking, I wanna do a few.

So TRADE is the name of the game, all you gotta do is reply to this journal if you'd like to do one with me.


SO, HERE ARE THE RULES.

-FIRST COME, FIRST SERVED.
-three slots open.
-these will be surprise pictures to fit the theme. you tell me a chracter, I make the rest up. AKA, this is not a commission, these are TRADES.
-they are Christmas themed, ChristmasChristmasChristmas
-you hold up yer end of the bargain and I hold up mine.

SO THE GAME IS ON. WHO WANTS TO PLAY? youknowyouwantto.

but that's okay because I totally have the web on my DSi now :3 lol, I'm having so much fun with it, acting like a dork and checking facebook even though I am totally online right now with my computer.

But the upside, I can connect while at Panera Bread, and I don't even have to lug my laptop along for the ride. This rocks.



WHO ELSE IS HAVING A GREAT DAY?

Yeah, I fucked up earlier today with something, so I have to stay awake until 7 in the morning so I can fix it.

Anyone out there still awake? Wanna stop by and chat a bit or something. I'll be drawing for the next four hours and checking this often, so feel free to drop a line~<3

omg, how long has it been, since I held yer lovely face in muh hands? How I have missed you so.

HAI GAIZ

It would appear that we are once again connected, HOOZAH. Not much happened to me at all during the outage, honestly >.>;; Just doin' Christmas shopping and stuff. Pff, I didn't even draw that much because I am sorely unmotivated.

BUT we have finally started getting snow flurries -squee!- so excited!


wow, after such a long outage, I am bracing muhself for the flood.

I've never shopped at Victoria's Secret, for good reason. Never had a reason to. I like my bras and undies where I get them, I don't need lacey sexy stuff no one's ever gonna see. But I don't really have any sort of vendetta against the store either, people buy their stuff and it has a use.
But I just saw a Victoria's Secret commercial for their new bra that "instantly adds two cup sizes". And I kind of did a..."wtf? D8"

Honestly...what's the point? Why do you want men(or people) to think you have bigger boobs? They look at you, think you're hot, and what does that usually lead to?

Sex. Isn't that the ultimate goal? Why else would you want to attract someone with your body? If you're looking for love, you don't use your boobs as your siren's call, you use your personality. Otherwise, it's frivolous and petty, and...pointless.

Leading back to...sex. And I've never seen the point of one night stands. But if you use this new, "bombshell" magic breast-enhancing bra, then you lead then into a false notion you have bigger boobs, then they're gonna be a little disappointed when you take it off. If you're wanting to have sex with someone, you want them to like what they're doing, being that it's you. So, if you're gonna sell your body, then it should be all your own.

Exactly as it says. I...am extremely bored. But happy to say I am more fond of my work as of late.

My new character, Thursday, spurned from a bad day. I like him a lot. And I finally expanded beyond bunnies and rams. 'Cause he's a panda XD I think.

Christmas~m'almost done with my shopping, thank god. Got everything but my mother's gift. Happy with what I got muh baby~<3

...


Wow, I really have nothing to say. Guess m'just...taking up space. Woo~*

-the only reason I'm doing this is because I so happen to be listening to music at the moment.-

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool...

My results:

Opening Credits: London Beckons Songs About Money Written By Machines-Panic at the Disco

Waking Up: The Greatest Show Unearthed-Creature Feature (awesome)

First Day At School: Glamorous-Fergie (XD)

Falling In Love: At the Opera Tonight-Repo! the Genetic Opera

Fight Song: A Gorey Demise-Creature Feature (...this doesn't spell well for my fighting..)

Prom: Merry Happy-Kate Nash

Life: Paparazzi-Lady GaGa (awesome XD)

Mental Breakdown: 20 Dollar Nose Bleed-Fall Out Boy (XD)

Driving: Mama-My Chemical Romance (...weird)

Flashback: Realize-Colbie Caillat (XD weird also)

Getting back together: Poker Face-Lady GaGa (-dying-)

Wedding: Everytime We Touch-Cascada (awwwwwwwwwwww :3 )

Birth of Child: Showdown-Black Eyed Peas (-dying again-)

Funeral Song: Boom Boom Pow-Black Eyed Peas (hell yea!)

Final Battle: The Great Escape-Boys Like Girls (XDDDD I dun seem to be much of a fighter)

End Credits: Hollow Bastion- Kingdom Hearts Soundtrack (awwww)


-okay, there we have it, weird-