RaptorX11 (10:48:27 PM): Dude wtf.
RaptorX11 (10:48:34 PM): Carnak didn't make =====
RaptorX11 (10:48:40 PM): I'm gonna go bitch him out.
CarnakAttack (10:48:39 PM): ..I know.
CarnakAttack (10:48:48 PM): Dont, it's fine.
RaptorX11 (10:49:00 PM): Too late. :P
CarnakAttack (10:49:07 PM): He probly just.. forgot me or something. ^^;
RaptorX11 (10:56:33 PM): Alright.
RaptorX11 (10:56:43 PM): ====='s officially hit "untouchable" status with me.
CarnakAttack (10:56:47 PM): ...?
CarnakAttack (10:57:11 PM): What do you mean?
RaptorX11 (10:58:17 PM): Basically I shouldn't bother trying to get her into OC or anything with us.
RaptorX11 (10:58:27 PM): You might be able to, but I'm just another fanboy. :P
CarnakAttack (10:58:38 PM): ...yeah.
RaptorX11 (10:59:33 PM): What pisses me off is that someone like you with just as much talent and openness toward other people with a character that's twice as hot gets 0 respect.
RaptorX11 (11:00:21 PM): I don't know if she went around FA and announced herself to other artists with blowjobs or something, but with all the fucking fanart she got (including music, no less)...
RaptorX11 (11:00:51 PM): Where the hell did she come from?
CarnakAttack (11:00:54 PM): I dont know.
RaptorX11 (11:01:36 PM): She's like the Brittney Spears of FA...she became an overnight sensation, litterally.
CarnakAttack (11:01:43 PM): Yeah.
RaptorX11 (11:02:16 PM): Anyway, I'm done going through submissions and comments (all 8 of them), so whenever you're ready for Diablo.
CarnakAttack (11:02:31 PM): Meh. I'm too depressed for Diablo.
RaptorX11 (11:02:43 PM): What's wrong?
CarnakAttack (11:02:46 PM): I'm just going to sit here and wallow in it.
RaptorX11 (11:03:00 PM): What's going on?
CarnakAttack (11:03:47 PM): This whole === shit is bugging the hell out of me.. and then I didnt even win a mention in ======..
CarnakAttack (11:03:56 PM): I cant beleive it, but it's really hurt me.
RaptorX11 (11:04:20 PM): *hugs*
CarnakAttack (11:04:31 PM): I think I'm going to kill off Carnak.
RaptorX11 (11:04:43 PM): Don't do that. x_x
RaptorX11 (11:05:04 PM): Cal still needs her.
CarnakAttack (11:05:22 PM): Well.. I dont think I'm going to draw her snymore.
CarnakAttack (11:06:50 PM): Actauly..
CarnakAttack (11:07:11 PM): I dont think I'm going to post art. Anywhere. Ever again.

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Call me an attention whore or worse, I dont care. I made Carnak for you, those who like my art, those who like cute things.. I thought she'd be somebody you'd like to see. I dont even identify with the bitch anymore. She's no longer me. I changed her so that you all would love her.
And you dont.
So maybe I'll start over.

http://www.furaffinity.net/full/950829/


I'm looking for input, ideas, and oppinions on my latest character. The above link is what I've got down of her so far.. so... Talk to me. ^^

http://www.godtube.com/

...Seriously.

I'm back on deviant art. Username: Carnak ..Look me up. =D I've got some older stuff on there that you prolly havent seen before. ^^

Anybody know any good oekaki boards? I lost all my old links. x_x

This is  calaverx11 again, invading my girlfriend's privates. Err, private space.

She's back home in MI sick with a really nasty flu, but she'll be moving back out here to Chicago in a few weeks. Just wanted to make sure everyone knows she's still alive (and yes, we're still together). If she doesn't come online in the next few days, send her your well-wishes via PM or something. Gift art is acceptable, too.

(kidding)

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/899062/


http://www.furaffinity.net/view/899068/


http://www.furaffinity.net/view/899073/


Who wins, one, two, or three? Each one it difrent and a bit unique. I plan on having them resized properly.

Xmas is coming soon, so. Reminders for myself for online things I want on my xmas list. I actualy REALLY NEED socks, so dort forget, stupid Carnak!

http://www.sockdreams.com/_shop/pag.....ductID_640.php Coffee&mocha, teal&aqua

http://www.sockdreams.com/_shop/pag.....ductID_709.php black, charcoal, darkbrown, walnut

http://www.sockdreams.com/_shop/pag.....ductID_323.php Any

http://www.sockdreams.com/_shop/pag.....ductID_574.php

http://www.sockdreams.com/_shop/pag.....ductID_912.php

http://www.sockdreams.com/_shop/pag.....ductID_346.php neon pink

http://www.sockdreams.com/_shop/pag.....ductID_714.php Must have!

http://www.sockdreams.com/_shop/pag.....ductID_258.php White

http://www.sockdreams.com/_shop/pag.....ductID_968.php beige, ecru, darkbrown

http://www.sockdreams.com/_shop/pag.....ductID_218.php

http://www.sockdreams.com/_shop/pag.....ductID_968.php

Too mant choices. >_>; What do you like best? I want to get at least 3 pairs for xmas..

Anyway! MFF! I'm going! ..For Saturday night only. Unless I can find a room to stay in with somebody. x_X If you've got space, let me know! I'm fine with sleeping on couches blow up mats or anything else.. save floors. I suffer from back isues, and you will know why when you see me.

I will be wearing blue corteroy pants, and a multicolor striped strapless top. I have long dark, nearly black hair. Find me. ^^

I will be spending most of my time hanging with my BF CalaverX11 and his friends, though there are a few of you that I've made a point of meeting. ^^ If you want to meet me, tell me, and we'll work something out. =D

No such law exists
If I think I float
And you think I float

Then it happens.

http://www.magnatune.com/artists/al.....vity/hifi_play

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Anyway! MFF! I'm going! ..For Saturday night only. Unless I can find a room to stay in with somebody. x_X If you've got space, let me know! I'm fine with sleeping on couches blow up mats or anything else.. save floors. I suffer from back isues, and you will knoe why when you see me.

I will be wearing blue corteroy pants, and a milticolor striped strapless top. I have long dar, nearly black hair. Find me. ^^

69.221.35.152

Please no non-drawers, it's funner with the more who draw. Oc1, I am hamachiless.

http://gallery.aethereality.net/list/series/5/5/

This? >_> Or anything Victorian, Renisance, or Medieval.

Thanks!

Your Boy Side
[x] You love hoodies.
[ ] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.
[ ] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[X] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[X] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[x] You watch sports on TV. (Sumoringen, Springreiten und Fussball-WM)
[ ] Gory movies are cool
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[x] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[ ] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] Sports are fun.
[X] Talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] Wear boxers.

Total = 9 Points

Your Girl Side
[x] You wear lip gloss.
[X] You love to shop.
[x] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[x] You wear the color pink.
[X] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[X] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[X] You like wearing jewelry.
[xxxxxx] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe. (I rarely wear pants at all)
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[x] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[x] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should. (Er, do I?)
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[x] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] You wear girl underwear. (when I wear underwear, yeah)
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[x] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

Total = 16 Points

And I thought I was a tomboy. >_>

AIM the club manager for info and directions: Raptorx11

Okay. Those of you who know me know I'm obsessed with spooky things, the afterlife, and things like that. My favorite show, Most Haunted, investigates things of this nature. This is a clip from their live show at the Winchester Mansion. TURN YOUR VOLUME UP. As high as it'll possibly go, and listen to the clip. I think I can hear something on it about 1/4th of the way though, witch continues to the end. I wont say what it is, but..

Do you hear it too, or am I too ready to beleive?

..In my excitement I forgot to add a link. Anyway!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mvd_X5xAlOc

Cycle one!

Draw your character (or a character of mine, or a friend's (with their premission), in a High Fashion magazine add type of picture, based on what you wanted to be as a child.

You will be judged by me on the following: Character, pose, creativity, line quality, color quality, color pallete, technique, emotion in the face and body, and textures.

Please enter all images (one per contestant) by Thanksgiving! Third place wins a sketch of their own by me of whatever they'd like. Second place wins an inked image of whatever they'd like. First wins a fully inked and colored image, either CGed or hand drawn and colored, of whatever they'd like.

Please post here if you're interested, let me know what you'll be drawing, and how serious you are about doing the contest.

Comments and ideas for this contest, and the FANTMs of the future are welcome!

No non-drawers or watchers, please. It's just more fun when people are drawing.

69.220.63.154

1 slots open.

Yay! And I made a new avatar, just to learn how to screw around with the look better. Carnak Llewellyn. Poke me! =D

I've got my new compy and internet up and running! I have DSL now, and a compy that actualy moves online, so I can actualy DO stuff! Yaaaaay! =D

I thought of something.

I want to color something that isnt my own line art. So, if you have an image of your own that you want colored, link it my way. I'll color it however I please unless you give me a refrance image for the colors you want me to use. >_>; I'll be using water color and prismacolor pencils, as my compy is still out of commission.

Yay!

You can buy an album of the weather channel local on the 8s muzac. ..Wow..

I need a pick me up. u_u ..Where do they keep the booze azround here? xP

Checking in from my dad's house, where they're throwing a little bithday dinner for me. I turn 22 tomorrow, so.. yeah. Getting older. Still.

Dood says the peice I need to get my new compy running will be here monday. Lets pray. >_>;

October! Yay! *flail*

..is STILL down.

*enter lightswitch rave here*

>_>;

Yeah. I got a new compy. Some dell of the 'net. Dood forgot to send me some needed cable, though.. so.. waiting for tht in the mail. I'll be back as soon as I get it. Could be tomorrow, could be a week. ..Yeah. x_X;

No, I'm not Strong Bad, I'm  calaverx11. Sorry.

Carny's without Internet for a while. Could be a few days, could be a week or so. So I'll be filling in the gap for now. If you need anything from her, you can send  calaverx11 a note or IM me on YIM or AIM.

BTW: For those interested in comissions, she IS still taking them, just send a note to the aforementioned bitch--err, username and I'll be sure to forward the info.

This journal will self-destruct in ten seconds.

Today, when I woke up and went into the kitched for breakfast, I steped on a tiny peice of glass left from a bowl my mom broke a few days ago. I should have known right them that today was going to blow and gone back to bed. After limping to the bathroom (and getting blood everywhere, wich I had to clean up promptly, making me late) I cleaned the wound and used the bathroom. There was blood in the water. First (since I dont have periods), I wondered how blood from my foot got into the toliet. A thourogh check of my body reveiled the cause - My fistula is coming back. (Dont know what that is? Look it up on Wiki.. but I'll warn you, it's disgusting.)
After that, I ran off with my dad to hang out with him a bit and help him do a "bottle brigade" at Mijers. Today was hot, and sweaty.. bandaides wouldnt stay on my foot, and I bled on my panties. I should have asked dad to take me home then, but no, I hung out with him and checked my WoW account - to my glee it was still active - and messed around on there for a bit. I packed up some books and things that I wanted to transplant from my room at his house to my room at my moms, and then we were off to do what we ment to do today - pick up my refill for my medication at RiteAid.
Now, my dad just retied, and his insurance changed a half of a month ago (my last refill was a month ago). Now, I'm to see a doctor of the insurance company to see if I'm wacko enough to stay on my dad's covrage (I suffer from Bipolar Disorder, Depression, Anxiety disorders, and not to mention my THIRD fistula). The insurance compy told my dad that I would remain covered untill my appointment with their doctor, on the 6th of Oct. So, no problems till then, right?
Wrong.
The co-pay for my meds was $170 (the cost without insirance is about $800). Now, I'm *supposed* to have a copay of $10 untill they determine if I'm whacked up enough to stay on their insirance. So, dad's going to call them tomorrow about this.. meanwhile, I'm without my meds tonight (Seroquel and Cimbalta), and I will be physicaly and mentely ill tomorrow with having missed a dose of my meds.. Fun.
I've got so much I need to do before the weekend. My boyfriend is coming to vist his daughter and I. I need to clean my room, wash my sheets, do laundry, finnish clearing out my computor because he's going to attempt to update it.. this includes wipeing the harddrive, ect., we're doing a total overhaul.. not to mention Illumnina's commission wich is still in the inking process.. Ugh!
I need a real job.