but im practising and practising to improve my stuff , even i know that i need to upload more....
but somehow the voice in my head tells me im still not good enough.....
so the wheel keeps turning..... practising... drawing , want to upload and then i think im still not good enough...

but its really uplifting how the telegramm- artchannel came out.
its ... motivating to show there what im doing and whats coming out of my mind.

for example i learned to make stickers and when my washinmachine burned down i had an event to rais enough for a new one..
i never thought it would work .. but it did...
and im really happy with it and im happy with the stickers i made while that event happened the last weekend...

but i reallise that i may am good enough that some of you might like the stuff i draw.... like the latest easter-pic...
on the other hand when you look up to all the incredible artists out there producing so much more content i feel so small and little....and quite not good enough.
its difficult to say if its motivating getting better or.... holding me down because of my head tells me that i wont get better.

but i want to tell that i always give my best.
and keep trying.
thanks to all who have read this and who having patience with me.

oh yeah and who likes to see what i cant upload here every time like stickers or what is comming out of my weekly streams.....
you can always find me and my artchannel on telegramm

@ caroua
@ floofdoggoartz - is my artchan ;3

(just ignore the spacing in telegramm )

.... i posted something on FA.

i know its been some time. i felt simply not good enough to post anything so i really "hided" behind my computer and start practising and doing some commissions...
and practised more and more and more.... and kept the outcomes mostly to myself....

but the time has come for seeing what the practising has brought me.
so i share some of the pics i made in the hope you all like it.
im sorry to let all you guys waiting and im at least there optimistic to show you some more pics in future, but.... i cant make any promisses . in special for the feeling that im still not good enough.

i created stickers... made my first pics with more detailed bacground. light and shadowstuff and refsheets..... but im still practising hard....
if you really like to have some more updates on what i do .. or even talk to me...

hit me up on telegramm :

me: @ caroua
my artchannel where i post ALL of my stuff even practising and stream outcomes.

@ floofdoggoartz

and on every monday on 8 o clock european timezone the stream of comissions and whatever comes into my mind :

www.picarto.tv/floofdoggoartz

i would be honoured to see some of you.

your caroua.