Struggling
Posted 2 years agoHey all!
First of all I'd like to thank everyone who favourited and +watched any of my content. It means a lot!
Secondly, I'd like to give some clarity about the lack of stories being uploaded. I suffer from a chronic fatigue with no clear cause, meaning I can't get help for it, and I don't know how to deal with it.
I'm at a different level of tired everyday, ranging from feeling at about 50% of my usual self, to barely being able to get out of bed to eat. Even if I rest an entire day, I can wake up barely able to move, or I can work all day and keep going the next. There is no clear pattern which allows me to work around it.
I'm also depressed as shit :)
I've got medicine for it and it helps, but anyone who has depression knows that it's not as simple as taking a pill and being happy. Everything I do, I do with this weight slowing me down, and it can be really temping to stop going and accept that the weight is preventing you from doing things.
These two things (and a bunch of other things pilling up because life is never simple), mean I've had to quit my job a while ago. I had hoped that it would allow me to focus more on writing, not only things on this site but an actual novel I'm trying to write, but the fatigue seems to have other plans for me...
So here I sit, tired and annoyed, unable to wastefully spend all my money on Lego sets and Pokémon cards, hoping that one of these day I'll be magically cured and able to churn out stories at an incredible pace.
Until then, I guess I'll just sit here and type out my frustrations into this journal...
First of all I'd like to thank everyone who favourited and +watched any of my content. It means a lot!
Secondly, I'd like to give some clarity about the lack of stories being uploaded. I suffer from a chronic fatigue with no clear cause, meaning I can't get help for it, and I don't know how to deal with it.
I'm at a different level of tired everyday, ranging from feeling at about 50% of my usual self, to barely being able to get out of bed to eat. Even if I rest an entire day, I can wake up barely able to move, or I can work all day and keep going the next. There is no clear pattern which allows me to work around it.
I'm also depressed as shit :)
I've got medicine for it and it helps, but anyone who has depression knows that it's not as simple as taking a pill and being happy. Everything I do, I do with this weight slowing me down, and it can be really temping to stop going and accept that the weight is preventing you from doing things.
These two things (and a bunch of other things pilling up because life is never simple), mean I've had to quit my job a while ago. I had hoped that it would allow me to focus more on writing, not only things on this site but an actual novel I'm trying to write, but the fatigue seems to have other plans for me...
So here I sit, tired and annoyed, unable to wastefully spend all my money on Lego sets and Pokémon cards, hoping that one of these day I'll be magically cured and able to churn out stories at an incredible pace.
Until then, I guess I'll just sit here and type out my frustrations into this journal...
No longer sticking to a schedule, sorry!
Posted 3 years agoSo my life has gotten quite a lot busier lately which means I can't keep up with my two week schedule anymore. I'll still keep writing, but much less frequently sadly...
I do still have a story coming out soon which was actually a story won during a raffle, currently it just needs some checking up and then it will be posted! Spoilers: Its a long one!
Anyway thanks to everyone who has enjoyed my stories so far and I hope many more stories will be enjoyed!
And thank you for being patient with me!
I do still have a story coming out soon which was actually a story won during a raffle, currently it just needs some checking up and then it will be posted! Spoilers: Its a long one!
Anyway thanks to everyone who has enjoyed my stories so far and I hope many more stories will be enjoyed!
And thank you for being patient with me!
Currently sick...
Posted 4 years agoSorry for the lack of content, I came down with a cold two weeks ago and after I felt slightly better, I got the flu...
My head is spinning, I feel nauseas, death seems imminent... I'll be back soon :)
My head is spinning, I feel nauseas, death seems imminent... I'll be back soon :)
(no longer 50) 63 Watchers raffle!
Posted 4 years agoAre you interested in getting a story written for you?! Well now is your chance!
As a thank you for the support and growth I have received from you, I'd like to write a story for someone. It can be about a character of theirs or mine in a situation of their choosing. (No snuff, No underage, No Gore)
If you are interested in this, please leave a comment on this journal and make sure you are +watching.
I will announce the winner in the next year as I won't have any more time to write this year, (I will still upload every two weeks, I have stories ready.) I will announce it here and send a message.
Anyway, please let me know if you want to win and thank you again for all the support!
As a thank you for the support and growth I have received from you, I'd like to write a story for someone. It can be about a character of theirs or mine in a situation of their choosing. (No snuff, No underage, No Gore)
If you are interested in this, please leave a comment on this journal and make sure you are +watching.
I will announce the winner in the next year as I won't have any more time to write this year, (I will still upload every two weeks, I have stories ready.) I will announce it here and send a message.
Anyway, please let me know if you want to win and thank you again for all the support!
Back from vacation!
Posted 4 years agoAfter a slightly prolonged vacation due to car problems, I'm back and reinvigorated! I've got new Ideas and more time and energy to get back to writing, with a little bonus project in the works for the 50 watches, thanks for that btw!
I'll post the first story Monday, and then keep a one story a week schedule for the 6 weeks after that. Good to be back!
I'll post the first story Monday, and then keep a one story a week schedule for the 6 weeks after that. Good to be back!
Any Ideas?
Posted 4 years agoHey, with the two week uploading schedule, the biggest problem I'm finding is thinking of new ideas. I've still got plans for some of the stories but I don't want to upload next chapters of the same story, I wan't some variation. So, anyone got some ideas? Keep in mind that I might not be willing to write certain kinks, like snuff or violence. Mainly what's already been written and what's in my favourites should be good to go!
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