easter is coming and I want to do something so I have an egg that may hatch so this journal is the poll point

been thinking of the sexy cowgirl/boy thing should I keep it up or discard it?

today I heard  RockyTheProcy is gone from caronavirus and our former(?) presidents incompetence, no worse than the flu my hairy butt.
I am sorry to hear he is gone and I want to thank him for what he did for me back when he did free streams and I will bw eternally grateful for that. I hope king yemmas court is kind to him. I am alos hopeful things go well for his loved ones or at least not be so bad.

can we as a people come back from this?
Jan6: started out fairly normal some people showed up to protest and it should have been peaceful but we all know what came next. News was slow for me but I soon saw on twitter was had gone down, selfies of these people one taking a podium and another decked out in facepaint, horns and fur (what was this guy going for?) and showings of the police aiding these people no less and in some cases letting them in.
In the aftermath we see and learn so much and thankfully they were unarmed or this would have been worse but still. I believe in consequences and these people act like there should not be any which is sad. I remember a time when people like them were sad jokes and tropes on tv and now they again become a threat after decades or dormancy or at least minimal action.
Then you have other damages done like rollbacks on enviromental protections kids in cages and of course the wall. and his party gave him so much of what he wanted because he gave them the tax breaks they wanted and now our soon to be leader still wants to do business with them even after all they have done and some of which include some pretty messed up accusations.
My other concern is covid 19 that so few people treat like a threat. I go to stores and see no one wearing masks I heard of holiday travels a biker rally and people throwing large parties despite warnings despite a lockdown we may need again because of this and the fact that hospitals are overloaded. I am glad a vaccine exists but will it be better available soon and will it be used as an excuse to be careless and lets not forget it has recently mutated, I got my mask form a gas station and lost it as it fell apart (disposable spares were readily available thankfully not to mention multi purpose head gear I wear now and it is alot better. I also did get a new mask need to wear it in though. and I have a feeling spring break will bring out another round of spring breakers.
sorry if I am a downer but I felt I needed to bring it up

still looking forward and will make it the best I can of it and I am looking for suggestions for costumes for my sonas and maybe characters like frenchie and if you can may have made a yourself a costar and its good enough I may just add you.
I will add some more guesses and take suggestions as long as it does not involve me leaving and for some haters just know I am not leaving
hope you find some good flicks I know tv is now my pal this month but in my heart I try to keep Halloween in my heart all year round.

got a birthday coming next month just letting people know
no longer need a moderator got it solved fast not as bad as I feared, also I have submitted so much.
looking forward to fat bunny week, national clown week, bowser day and hippo week and see how much I participate
also what does it say to me that I enjoy the back to school day sales?

well I saw recent upload policy changes and want to know if I should remove certain items from my fa page as it is now a bad idea to have them, I am willing to remove just need to be generally told to. I would also like to add censorship on this level may not be a good idea unless the balls are real close to the bandsaw. I know harm isn't really meant but if I need to because something is a bit too poor in taste I will I like it here too much to mess around with mods and admins.
also I would like to say things are going bad not just because of the virus and morons wanting haircuts and salons I am thinking of people losing wages, lost pentions people worked so hard for, retirements now more out of reach than before. of lost insurance, Health care should be a rite not a privelage and our leaders who have failed us must be made to be held accountable. I miss stuff too but we need to handle a pandemic before life can resume also maybe it's time we force our leaders into looking into protecting nature instead of profits.

a few days my comp went bad and I could only do the bare minimum as in no messengers and no youtube (that was the real killer for me) I want to applogize to anyone who did not know it happens and looking into routine to prevent or lessen future incidents as a whole and keep me from needing to use my dads comp as a main machine.
I would also like to personally thank  DiccThicc for his attempts to aid me in so much this past year.

been trying to get something from  raccoondrew but I just cant seem to swing it but I also can't bring myself to quit. there are some things we cannot and will not give up. any artists who come close to him?

the rest of this year will be a comibination of a stockpile and some new material.
my comp is working but some days can be troublesome had to do hard reboot (turn it flat off sleep and turn it back on hours later as I opted for sleep.
since of my guess pieces have been guess which costumes would you like my fursonas to keep and reprise on occation or play out more?
today I went to the dollar tree and got batman twoface (shatner) my dad got trollhunter and my real prize of the day was the onion movie I love that one. stephen segall should so release the greatest movie he never made.
I want to warn furries on twitter it may not be the best idea to be that public or that close to certain individuals

my comp is acting up bad like I cant use firefox and discord at once and not have some serious problem and every app freezes and I have defragged and ran various maintence but nothing seems to help any ideas?

last friday I wasnt online because a storm took out power and a line was down at my house. took hours to get it fixed as mine wasnt the only one but it was over by morning.
we didn't lose much fridge and freezerwise so my parents were happy but I think his comp is dead possibly due to power surge or something.
Heard the con also had weather problems still wish I couldve gone.

been to cons met Rob Paulson, vince (broly) zack galigan and mike zeck. got a cheap copy of scret wars and got it signed and got double featured waxworx dvd. got man e faces for $6.
now diabettic and using needles proving enclopedia dramatica right. family is helping doing well surisingly enough
thinking of getting telegram, hows does one manage 3 messengers? skype kinda sucks now.
birthday in august.

Just a heads up red nose day will be around soon and will be posting

also new rp rules needs to establish
must be 18, not going to jail
having an idea and where it goes would be nice
be passtionate
I am willing to play characters but it would be nice if you did it with me too let your fan fantasies go
consistency lets try to end something and try to ditch the ADD (I blame spongebob squarepants for it) unless way too much time passes like months or if it goes bad or nonsensical
its cool to let me know if you need or want something and sometimes I need to time to warm up

tried to clean keyboard one button is busted (parts came out) rest works and I have an on screen option and can acquire a usb replacement but still damn and I dont want to replace till necessary absolutely necessary.

recently the g and h buttons on my laptop gave me hell and wont work now using on screen keyboard for this how do I fix 2 buttons as I know its not the whole keyboard?

well sometimes I cant get it to work and I use it to fix up pics and make it so I cant have to use white out or have to start again too often

I went to fudge yeah cartoon fatness (no account) and found I have been banned from fandom for something and I know I did not do anything period

so which of my fursonas is better liked?
the fox
the bunny
the pig
rat attempts
also what could or should they wear and if you recognize my just guess posts

also saw this https://twitter.com/search?q=cobra%20invasor&src=typd
awesome plus I collect the swords from figures of quite a few lines

saw eric vale again met john a russo who was more than worth it bob camp the guy who voices the unicorn on robot chicken and saw a few furries in suits and people in costumes
got a titans return blitzwing (I have the original but hes seen better days) a jistu (a replacemnt and with the sword no less) some comics on the cheap saw the archie sonics are gaining in value and saw a unicron in box which I have not seen in years among other things and the incredible thorculese trade at 50% off I did not go home empty handed

well after 230is at night my comp goes wonky for awhile but is usually back to normal before 3 any ideas why?
want to tell sega if they dont add the satam freedom fighters and try to abandon them I will not spend a dime and to IDW no bunnie (rabbot) no money no bunnie no money. in fact because they werent in the other games I have not bought period.
been thinking of joining archive.org should I?

back on solid foods but I am now diabetic Ill figure it out

got some test results back and my liver is worse, my gall bladder has joined it in a never ending battle against me. its messed with my stomach to the point where I went from 366 to 299 I feel sick after I ear most of the time and nap it off. I also have it so my feet and ankles swell up and I get winded and have to sit down. I am getting lighter but having symptoms of someone heavier. the gall bladder has a treatment and I may soon be checked for kidney stones.
after going linda blair sunday I saw my dr and he made me go to the emergency room where I spent hrs wating and getting tested to find nothing, I am on an anti nausia thing and I am feeling better but still also had a needle in there for some time and got salene in pumped into me towards the end and so far I can handle a bowl of soup and jello

went to megacon, met the woman who does jems voice, eric vale who is okay and monica rial who was okay but the man of the hour was Christopher r sabat.
shows him some art told him some ideas and he said I should look into animation. he was grrrrrrrrrrrrrreat.
also saw some old transformers tried to get a V2 snake eyes no show, saw a hot rod in a package went against as I plan to sooner or later get the power of the primes rodimus who has a hot rod inside though an old six shot might have been good but I can get that loose. some motu classics nothing I was looking for and no originals in sight. saw some disney comics went for some 80s mickey mouse comics.
got tmnt for the gba and it was cheap.

how can I do it?

lost my google password and cannot get in what should I do?
what is legacy audio subsystems?
also found my comp is reseting due to automatic updates.