I'm doing some animations and would like to have more than a judy hopps model. does anyone know where i can get the meshes. i'll rig them myself if i have to (the asspain that will be) but i need them. the more the merrier.

no, it's not for porn but don't let that dissuade you.

I love my computer
you make me feel alright
every waking hour
and every lonely night
I love my computer
for all you give to me
predictable errors and no identity
and it's never been quite so easy
I've never been quite so happy
all I need to do is click on you
and we'll be joined
in the most soul-less way
and we'll never
ever ruin each other's day
cuz when I'm through I just click
and you just go away
I love my computer
you're always in the mood
I get turned on
when I turn on you
I love my computer
you never ask for more
you can be a princess
or you can be my whore
and it's never been quite so easy
I've never been quite so happy
the world outside is so big
but it's safe in my domain
because to you
I'm just a number
and a clever screen name
all I need to do is click on you
and we'll be together for eternity
and no one is ever gonna take my love
from me because I've got security,
her password and a key

I prepare for defeat.

I keep setting myself up for defeat by trying to win. there are battles that we choose and there are battles that are our calling, our nature, and to take that away would be death, if not of body then of soul.

our weapons can be sharp tongues, stabbing glares, or the knife in the back. mortal or glancing they leave scars and make us wary. but still within us the battle cries come, the trumpet cannot be ignored and to our nature we are lined and marched forward.

our battle continues, we want not but the war to stop to surrender to succumb. but always the trumpet brings us to bear. weary, bloodied and tired we march on, weak but willing to follow natures call to arms under her standards bear we stand again. on her call we move on, with defeat we move on, with doubt we move on, with her call,..

we move on. when the cold nights come and the sun brings no warmth she lifts our chins and with promises of victory, of rest, for the final battle being just in sight she rallies us. our scars hurt less our broken selves feel whole, but still the scars throb, the wounds ache they warn us of battles past and maybe we do not fight as hard, we do not take the risk we once did, and the trumpet calls and we are slower to answer, though answer we do, we accept defeat more redily, being familiar we find comfort in the enevitable.

knowing only defeat, we forget what victory is, and we accept this. but still within us, the trumpet calls. and we move too slow. the trumpet calls, and we sit, and accept defeat.

finally,

Desperate times call for desperate measures.

Internet dating sites do not work. I could have better spent that money in a slot machine and gotten the same out of it.

This is a public service announcement brought to you by FAIL and all FAIL product in the line of FAIL.

Remember folks, if it isn't FAIL, you're doin it wrong.

A billion points of light fill our skies, they make us awe and wonder and are the theme of many a saying or song. we call popular people stars, but who cares when a star dies? a single prick of light winks out and who is there to notice, to care.

with all their glory, all the unique qualities, as star is like any other living thing, it dies alone.

I gave my dogs a shower today, they smell better and Tannis is awesomely shiney and Bridgid is so flame orange and pretty, shame that will end when i let them out tomorrow. and they are blowing their coats. oh joy.

..,there would be no poor people.

you know those dreams you have, where you realize it's a dream but there is something there you want so so badly, something that would make everything perfect or better so you grab it as the dream fades, you clutch it to you and you wake up to empty hands and a hollow feeling.

I hate those dreams

Well i gave my collie mix a shower today. i need to shave her butt because she has once again matted herself up. I love collies,. but they are high maintainance. But she looks and smells better. Now if you have not seen bridgid she is the perfect form of the most perfect looking border collie in the world, only flame orange. she looks like a fireball.

but after her shower her colors really brightened and she is really soft now. but that will last only until she goes back under the house tomorrow.

futility, it keeps me busy

fleeing a sinking ship, and sadly i think i'm the ship.

I'm not getting a lot of responces from friends i had before i deployed or even during deployment.

I dunno if i came back and just pissed everyone off or if everyone has taken ill and or are too poor to have internet and forgot to let me know.

Dunno, just a feeling.

And i can;t figure out what i want to eat tonight, i had pizza last night and i want to save a bit of money,. maybe spaghetti.

well there are the two things bugging me at the moment,

I have also thought about getting a facebook page or Myspace but neither impress me.

eh,,. it was a thought

i have to guard an ammo point instead. fuck this,..

but i was looking thrugh all the shouts ppl get and i get a few watchers and i first of all I wonder why there are so many people thanking me for watches and favorates.

look, it's me that thanks them for putting on awesome stuff. so why the fuck am i being thanked?

It may just be me because i am just that messed up but often times when people watch me i wonder why, i want to write them and be like, "why the hell of all the artists/writers on here did you choose me. i honestly cannot fathom why people watch me.

I'm not all bad now, but i'm just curious, instead of thanking me for watches i woudl love to see why on Dogs green earth they watched me. a shout a note a something.

i dunno why i want to know, i guess because i have seen so many folks watch me and then i go to their sites and it's so freaking eclectic as to appear random.

Ya know. sometimes i feel like the only fur in Washington. well the only sodding one that does something other than vedge in a house. It's freaking Washington! yea it's full of gays that think I'm cute (but hide all the chicks that think I'm cute) and wierdo hippies and i have the potential to be killed by a volcano (mt reiners' lava dome is getting bigger, but for Christs sakes, i wanna go out and have fun with people who will actually get my jokes and references.

meh,. the wishful thinkin of a rather unsocalized collie.

Woof woof, i'm out.

Hi folks,.. Y'all know that war thing overseas,.. yea,. i'm gonna go do that for a while. so i will be gone for a while.

maybe when i get back i will have something to post.


take care the lot of you

Well, I have decided to make a comic thingie. I know i know, "todd, you're a talentless hack" yes yes, i know, but i think the consistant drawing of stuff will make me better and be able to put in visual of my horrific life. But belive me, it will be comical because it is not you.

i will put it up after a while, probably next month.

okay, so i'm browsing about FUR affinity and i'm seeing two human dudes humping. then i run into some human on a toilet getting pissed on or something and i have to shake my head, how did so much human garbage get on FUR? if it;s not furry, it does not need to be here.

but i am in a pissy mood so i guess i'm focusing on things that annoy me. but i have watched the continuing rise to human crap on a furry site. i just hate it.

Sorry i have not been on much or making as much art as i did, but i just moved accross the country to washington. I should have more up soon.

I am concerned about Purpurn. If you know her or about her. please give me a note. thanks.

Someone sent me a pm about anatomy, when the system wiped everything i lost it, i would like to know what you where talking about if you are that person, it's the one that was commenting on the Purpurn pic. i want to know how to make her beter, i am still trying,.

Stolen from others for my convieniance.

1.What is your character's name?

Todd Fox (Cefoxitin was made because Todd Fox was already taken)

2.What kind of character is it?

Rough collie, mostly designed after lassie but the muzzle white is diffrent and the stripe between my eyes is larger

3.What is the first thing your character would think of when he/she wakes up?

Great, another day of herding

4.What is your character's favorite outfit?

Birthday suit (Why would you put clothes on a dog)

5.When your character looks in the mirror, what's the first thing they would notice?

I look like lassie. I am a sexy beast!

6.Does your character have the same tastes in food as you?

Yea, and milbones are good ^.^

7.How is your character similar to you?

Loyal hard working and usually in charge herding the witless or unmotavated and even the just plain lazy

8.How is he different?

Much much sexier

9.If your character could speak, would they have the same voice as you?

probably, i have a pretty good voice unless someone on the phone calls me ma'am,.. well maybe not

10.If you were to suddenly become your character. What do you think would be
the first thing you would do as them?

Pictures! lotsa pictures. then go out on the town naked!! Because i'm a dog!

11.Is there something about your character that you don't like others to think of
them?

As gay or bi

12.What advantages does your character have over you?

Sexy, collie, canine, digigrade feet, tail, sexyness

13.What Disadvantages?

Bitches keep straying on him,.. he goes to work, they go stray.

14.Do you have any secrets relating to your character that only you know?

I run around naked, how many sercrets do you think i have ^.^

15.Do you have any secret drawings that only you know about?

nope

16.Do you have any plans for your character or are you working on something big
relating to him/her?

Heh, maybe finding a decent bitch to take care of. and to stop torturing him in the unposted stories i write with him,..

17.What misconception(s), if any do people have about your character?

I am often thought of as a girl. they see hot sexy collie and think bitch,..

18.If you could have just ONE characteristic of your character. What would it be?

sexyness

19.Have you made any characters that go along with yours based on real life people that have the same traits?

Yes, they are not posted

20.Have you written any stories about your character?

Yea,.. not posted ones

21.How has your character changed since his/her first creation?

Alot, Todd is accually a kitsune who uses diguises to hide form others or to just be left alone. he was a nonanthro husky then turned into a kitsune and then corrupted by having his heart removed and became a bayakko with a horrific reign of terror til he was clensed by a priestess and left as a moderatley tainted nogitsune. todd is 10 years old

22.Give us a one liner from him?

all my material is plagerised

23.What's something people would be surprised to learn about character?

How honestly sad he is

24.If you met your character in real life what would you do with him or her?

My fursona would definatley be faster in pouncing me, but i would try. then go out on the town

I had to turn my laptop in for repair. It makes me sad because now i cannot acess the things i onec could, like SL and photoshop because Microsoft is a facist propriotairy state whos flawd busness plan was stolen from Sony, another company i have stopped purchasing things from.

I am now gonna buy a mac. i have built and repaired PCs and once i discovered that MS wants 200 dollars for every HDD i install on, it becomes pointless. it's not worth the hassle. Maybe lynnox will come up with something that impresses me and will run photoshop and games.

one could only hope. But for now, i will not be coloring things or scanning them without the good graces of Rezzit.

other than that i joined in verbal the WTFolio. i bought 96 crayons, and have no clue what to draw. obviously collie,.. but what?

I fear i may have stumbled onto my "style" i really don't know how it fits yet, but this is the things i do with no photo refs streight out my skull.

I'm just not sure.

Now i know the only two things i draw well is fire (as in bullets) and strange looks, but kinda strapped for cash the only other way i can think is to make a quick buck is to try to exploit something elce in me,.. and i figured it might as well be drawings.

the true question is,.. would anyone in their right mind want to pay money for something i draw?

I never know til i ask, but i really even hate to do that. i would rather do a trade, but trades don't pay for gas ^.^ it's worth a shot to see what others think and belive me,.. i am my own worst critic so nothing you say will really phase me.

just gotta know so i can move on.

I copyright the word copyright

here it is in a nutshell, i am not a good artist, but if some poor hack with worse ability traces my work and is all happy, that's fine by me, but to have someone not the artist berate the person is just stupid.

here is how it goes. you see something traced or changed and claimed,.. you contact artist and leave it be. maybe the artist does not care. it keeps you from looking like a dramatic tattle taleing child hoping for a cookie.

so in brief:

Inform the artist

stay out of the way.

simple huh, not even a three needed.

the thing about forgers are that they will always be known as fakes and can not produse origonal work well.

how many of those wannabe suckups are gonna run to disney animation department for copyright enfringemenmt for robin hood smut. huh? where is the hirassment for balto or digimon?

get off it and let the damn artists deal with it.

Well here's a whole new level of suck. The power supply to my laptop died a literal screaming death. so now i have to rely on a computer i built from garbage.

How does this affect me? well all my art progs and scanner driver and happy shit like that is on my laptop. so i can do no uploading or coloring or even photo refrencing.

I will go out to get a new supply but i have no clue what it will run me or if i will have to go to best buy or something or if radio shack will carry it. or if worse,.. the local custum computer store.

I dont have that much money.

not a big deal for the overall community but it sure sucks for me.

I ran into some furs that actually had seen my work, and they liked it,.. had it bookmarked even. Wow,.. never really expected it, they were happy to see me to. Lovely folks, even if they had no prior knowlage of me.

that was cool meeting them.

Just like watching someone who watches you for no other reason that they watched you , I'm not sure about thanking others for a favorates.

Now i'm greatful for those that favorate my stuff but dear god there has to be a limit. I comment and favorate alot of works and a few folks come back and just thank me for the favorate or watch. I don't understand why theydo this. if it's a favorate i will be back to see what elce is there.

I do not understand the thanking for favorates, i honestly think it clutters the box. But maybe there is something i don't know.

Maybe someone will explain it for me.

I stolded this. Now cry damnit, cry!

BEHOLD! My triviality

[A is for age]
29

[B is for booze of choice]
Sake, nothing elce. (what a rebel, i know)

[C is for career of choice]
Animal care, and i'm very gos at it

[D is for your drug of choice]
for use in others, between isoflorine and propafol

[E is for one essential item you use everyday]
My brain, i suggest using it to others.

[F is for favorite song at the moment]
Come to daddy (pappy mix) aphex twin and outsider (frozen yogurt mix) by perfect circle. {i so break the rules}

[G is for favorite game]
Delta Force Blackhawk Down, or chess

[H is for Hometown]
I'm from Columbis SC

[I is for instruments you play]
sound forge, is that an instrement?

[J is for favorite juice]
crangrape or bananna juce

[K is for kids]
cats and kids are the same, they know who hates them the most and flocks to them.

[L is for last hug]
Tannis hugs me every time she sees me just about

[M is for marriage?]
Fated to die alone ^.^ otherwise it's an okay concept

[N is for nickname]
Mad dog, why oh God why is every place i'm sent to give me that nickname!

[O is for number of overnight hospital stays]
two, It was bad

[P is for phobias]
STDs and the open ocean

[Q is for quote]
"I can only put out the information, it's up to you what to do with it"

[R is for biggest regret]
Not being there,...

[S is for singing]
I sing n my car, where mercifly noone can hear me. because if i sing in my house,.. my dogs stop me.

[T is for time you woke up]
223, 418, 653,

[U is for underwear]
only on PT days

[V is for vegetable you love]
Tomatoes from the balkins

[W is for worst habit]
Telling people what i think, biting my nails and fingertips

[X is for number of x-rays you've got]
God knows,.. i give them.

[Y is for yummy food you make]
Rhomschnitzel, fried catfish or chicken, chillie and home made barbque. and lots more

[Z is for zodiac sign]
I am a leo on the western calender, serpent in chineese,

So i'm a lion snake ^.^