Well, I just remembered that my page here turned exactly 10 years old on July 10th. An anniversary, a round date. But I don’t know why I’m here anymore? Why do I keep smashing my head against these closed gates? No one needs my work here anyway, just like 10 years ago. I’m tired...

Hello fellas. My father passed away tonight, so I'll be busy with funeral arrangements for a while. I apologize in advance to the customers for the delay.

Hi and merry upcoming Christmas to all! Lately I have been having problems with my back, it has a very negative impact on my life and work in general. I am trying to solve this problem, but unfortunately I cannot get full help for free T_T. I would be very grateful if any of you would order a sketch or something else from me. I would also be very grateful for any support on boosty https://boosty.to/cereus93
Thank you.

Guys, I know that many of you are uncomfortable using services such as boost or hypolink. Until now, I was not able to send invoices directly, but I think this problem will now be solved.

Guys, I carefully read your comments in the previous journal and I understand you, but the most I can do is reduce the price by 10%, essentially taking on the commission of the funds transfer service. I cannot do this at a loss to myself, otherwise my work will lose all meaning. I doubt that my prices are too high in terms of price-quality ratio, because if you put it into an easy-to-read invoice form, I get about $10 per hour. I hope for your understanding.

Guys I really need some funds now.

But not for me....

Sorry, my back feels so bad. It's hard for me to sit a lot now then sorry for delays ((((

Ladies and gentlemen, I think we all noticed that I have become more active in posting art lately. Well, I guess my moral reserve is replenished and I can come back here again. True, I really thought that after the distribution of debts I would not return here, but apparently the drawing, like the fandom, is already in my base code. After two months of work in a field completely far from drawing, I just started to draw again and even enjoy it. So I guess in a way I've achieved my goal which is to regain that long lost interest in it. I hope that more such burnouts will not occur, and if they do, they will end as quickly as this case. Thanks to all those who have supported me along the way. It's time to return...

Hello everyone, I'm planning to retire from painting. I completely exhausted my internal moral resources and completely hated what I was doing, I thought that I could just take a break for a couple of three weeks to recover at least a little, but this is impossible. This anger and frustration builds up in me for a very long time and I can bear this weight more. I absolutely hate what I do, I hate my creativity, I hate 80% of my audience because they are completely unresponsive to everything I try to do. I just don't exist, I'm just an empty space, completely redundant in this fandom. I wanted to work with a lot of people, but for most of them, I just don't exist. I don’t know how to promote my page, and it doesn’t matter anymore because I don’t want anything anymore and I don’t expect anything here. I will gradually give away all my debts and just leave. Perhaps for some time until I come to my senses, perhaps I will finally close this chapter of my life.
P.s. I want to thank from all of my heart those people who supported me on this difficult path, I just do not know how to live this life. Sorry

Well guys. My graphic tablet agonized for a long time, but today he finally died -___-

I don't know about you, but I've had a hell of a shitty year in every way. The world has split in two, all contrasts are twisted to the maximum, light and darkness are like on the moon without smooth transitions. This year I had to go through a lot, a lot to choose, lose friends, relatives, divorce, decrease in income, increase in expenses. In truth, it completely smeared me, so that my hands dropped completely and no emotions were left, just an empty shell. Hope I can keep myself back together. I'm sure many of you also grabbed a lot of shit, and now sitting and trying to catch their breath .... but fasten your seat belts guys, there will be more to come.

Gratz

I think it is no longer a secret to anyone that from today selective mobilization has been announced in Russia. I have never served, I despise the war and the army of this country. I most likely won’t get into the first wave of mobilization, but judging by the fact that grannyfaced Voldemort will continue this madness to the end, the general mobilization will begin in no time and then they will try to force me to go to the front. I won't go to the front. I don't know if I'll be able to get out of the country when these freaks are about to close the borders to men, but I'd rather rot in prison or eat roots and live in the forest than obey the insane orders of an old criminal. It is likely that in a very short time I will have to evacuate the country. I don’t know yet how and where, but I am seriously looking for options and preparing funds. I hope I can get hooked on in another country. If anyone wants to help financially, here is the link https://boosty.to/cereus93 . I will be immensely grateful for your support during such a nightmarish time. Regarding the commissions, I still pay maximum attention to them and will be do it after the evacuation, as soon as I settle in a new place. I really nervous as hell now. I really don't want to leave my ladies, but it will most likely be necessary to do so soon((

I read all the comments from the last journal and decided that some changes should be made. From now until an indefinite time, I reduce prices on almost all types of art. For example, if earlier a basic fullart cost $350, now it costs $300. I also provide a payment plan with the division of payments over several weeks or months. I hope this will help us cooperate more fruitfully and will also help many people order something that was previously unavailable due to financial difficulties.
Also, if you have any wishes, you can leave them here. Thank you

Gentlemen, I don't fucking understand why month by month everything here is getting worse and worse. I have almost 3,000 subscribers but I can't sell a single fucking commission for WEEKS!!! This is already starting to piss me off. I have slots for ANY wallet, but still no one cares, most just don't care what I do. For a month on boosti, I published several posts with interesting stages of work and full-size art, and again, no one cares. Nearby artists with almost the same quality bathe in orders and I have to eat through the last savings. I don't draw porn - don't care, I draw porn - don't care. Then answer me, FOR THE FUCKING HOLY ON THIS FUCKING EARTH - WHAT DO YOU NEED???? I tried to be kind, but I'm afraid I can't stand this moral pressure anymore.

Thanks for reading another comedy.

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Welcome here. Now it's only method to order commissions and support my art
Thank you.

Am I have some watchers from Finland?

fly in https://twitter.com/cereus1993

He hasn't come yet.Lol I'm already survived 28 years on this fucking piece of space shit and now I'm older than Kurt Cobain. it was worth it? - Good question mah boy...

Realy realy need about 1000$ in total. So if you think about commish I will be very grateful! Tips and shinies will be so awesome too! Hope for your support!

I think I want this stuff on my page XD. But only who already requested two commish from me can help me in this deal. So, guys, your way out on stage ;P Hope for your support^^ https://fs20.formsite.com/Trusted-A.....rm1/index.html

This year was sooo sucks. I'd love to get drunk to amnesia to forget this shit, but I'm not allowed to drink XD
Without clinking glasses, gentlemens....

CHECK LIST

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SKETCHES

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 t987-a5256-b85-zrr PAID! In queue

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FULLARTS

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 kressent PAID! In queue
 roukan PAID! In queue

Life has become a year shorter...
Happy birthday


Ps: couple of shinies will be sooo good XD
If you want of course))