Dog needs surgery.
Posted 7 years agoHello everyone, I'm making this journal because my sweet baby pit bull boy, Custer, is very sick. He has a tumor on his belly which, though operable, is very expensive. We're asking for donations to help us reach that goal, we need at least three hundred dollars more to have the surgery. Anyone who donates 10 dollars or more will get a commission piece from an artist of their choice the following month worth double what they donated. For example, a $20 donation will get you a $40 commission from any artist you choose. Keep in mind, I can only handle paying for a few commissions each month, so please be patient.
If you're interested, send me a note. If you can't donate, please help me spread the word. My PayPal is realmofhorror[at]yahoo.com
    If you're interested, send me a note. If you can't donate, please help me spread the word. My PayPal is realmofhorror[at]yahoo.com
Credit card stolen, need help!
Posted 7 years agoHey guys, I was recently at a gas station and I got robbed. In total, $700 was stolen from me, and I needed that money to pay for bills and such. The bank has refused to reimburse me and I won't be able to make that money back for a while. 
I hate to do this again, but if anyone could send something my way, I'd be extremely grateful. My PayPal email is realmofhorror[at]yahoo.com . Please comment here or leave a note if you send me anything.
    I hate to do this again, but if anyone could send something my way, I'd be extremely grateful. My PayPal email is realmofhorror[at]yahoo.com . Please comment here or leave a note if you send me anything.
No Subject
Posted 7 years agoIgnore my last journal.
Posted 7 years agoEverything is cool now, we both cleared everything up, it was just a misunderstanding.
    Starting writing commissions!
Posted 7 years agoAny fetish except loli or cub.
Any genre.
Any length.
$0.01 per word.
1,000 words​ = $10
    Any genre.
Any length.
$0.01 per word.
1,000 words​ = $10
Need money for medicine, please help.
Posted 7 years agoHey guys, I'm so sorry I have to do this, but I'm running out of options here. I take five different medications for various things that are wrong with me, namely anxiety and depression. I've been on the medicines for years, and I've been covered by my insurance up until now, but I found out today that one of the medicines is no longer going to be covered by my insurance, and it's gonna cost me 300 dollars a bottle now. I really need some help guys, I'm gonna be completely broke for a while, and I need this medicine, otherwise I'm screwed. 
Please guys, anything you can spare would be greatly appreciated. My PayPal is aneuffer.1[at]gmail.com
    Please guys, anything you can spare would be greatly appreciated. My PayPal is aneuffer.1[at]gmail.com
Anybody interested in horror movie autographs? Comment below
Posted 7 years ago I have have a bunch for sale and really need money. Please comment below.
    Anybody interested in horror movie autographs? Contact me.
Posted 7 years agoIf so, contact me here, could really use some money. I've got a bunch for sale. 
    Adopts for sale
Posted 8 years agoAnyone interested in couple of cuties?
Check out my most recent submissions.
    Check out my most recent submissions.
Need advice, questioning orientation, please be serious.
Posted 8 years agoHey guys, I have a really serious subject to me and I need your advice on it.  A few months ago, I was in a GameStop shopping around, when suddenly, in walked one of the most gorgeous people I've ever seen. He was slim and toned, yet very feminine as well, with skintight clothing and long flowing hair. He was what you might call a femboy, but he was obviously not female. 
Ever since then, this has happened to me with greater frequency, I'll see guys and actually find myself thinking about them being naked, and I genuinely like it almost as much as when I'm seeing women.
Guys, I'm really confused about this, this had never happened to me before then, but now it's happening to me a lot. Why now? Why so strongly? And what does this mean exactly? I know I'm definitely not gay, as I've always felt just as strongly about women, if not more so.
I've already gotten some great advice from a good friend of mine, but I'd like to know what you guys think. Any advice would be appreciated.
    Ever since then, this has happened to me with greater frequency, I'll see guys and actually find myself thinking about them being naked, and I genuinely like it almost as much as when I'm seeing women.
Guys, I'm really confused about this, this had never happened to me before then, but now it's happening to me a lot. Why now? Why so strongly? And what does this mean exactly? I know I'm definitely not gay, as I've always felt just as strongly about women, if not more so.
I've already gotten some great advice from a good friend of mine, but I'd like to know what you guys think. Any advice would be appreciated.
Tsukikalyn needs help, please read.
Posted 8 years agoTsukikalyn needs some financial help, she's got no money right now and could use some money to help get her through the week.
More information here. https://www.furaffinity.net/journal...../#cid:53167425
    More information here. https://www.furaffinity.net/journal...../#cid:53167425
Fellow fur needs some help/emergency commissions.
Posted 8 years agoAll information here. https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8346359/
    Another fur could use some help.
Posted 8 years agoHey guys, I just received word that someone is living in an abusive household and is looking for some financial help, here's her profile, you can find out more in her journal. http://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/.....folfcoonkohai/
    Fellow fur needs some help.
Posted 8 years agoHey guys, you looking for some good adopts? Then come take a look at this guy, his savings are low and he could use the traffic. https://www.furaffinity.net/user/seikozoorhess/
    Emergency commissions available from this person.
Posted 8 years agoHelp save a pup!
Posted 8 years agoHey guys, an artist is on the verge of losing their dog, and they need help to pay for their vet bills. I'll link you to the journal.
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8219061/
    https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8219061/
Artist needs help!!!
Posted 9 years agohttps://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8039419/ imzy
Hey guys, one of my favorite artists is in a jam, and has opened up emergency commissions for the time being. She's had her electricity and water shut off, and could use some help to get it back on. She's highly talented and professional, and has a fast turnaround time.
Please give her a hand, guys, I'm currently broke and can't help!!
    Hey guys, one of my favorite artists is in a jam, and has opened up emergency commissions for the time being. She's had her electricity and water shut off, and could use some help to get it back on. She's highly talented and professional, and has a fast turnaround time.
Please give her a hand, guys, I'm currently broke and can't help!!
Wrytergirl needs help!
Posted 9 years agoHey guys, a hard working artist needs a little extra help from us. She wants to save up 100$ for her to go and visit her boyfriend. She's been sick, and she isn't getting the hours she needs to receive the money for the plane ticket. Here's her Paypal address for all those who wish to help. It would be a wonderful Christmas git if we could get her to this goal! :)
wrytergirl[at]verizon.net
    wrytergirl[at]verizon.net
Venting about depression and feelings of loneliness.
Posted 9 years agoHey guys, this is a first for me, I never thought I'd be one of the ones making a journal entry about my feelings and my issues in life, but I've been feeling so anxious and depressed these last few weeks that I need to say something, anything, about what i'm feeling and why. So here it goes.
As of late, I've been ill at ease with certain things in life that are inevitable, namely death. Up until now, the concept of death was not something I worried about a whole lot, I accepted it as just a part of life that we all must face someday and went on living my life happily, just like any person would. But within the last several weeks, something about the concept of death just began to Gnaw away at my sense of happiness like a parasite, and I just couldn't figure out what it was, until now. It's not so much the concept of death that frightens me, it's the concept of dying alone.
The fear of dying alone is a dreadful, gut-wrenching concept for me, and the very idea that I might go through life lonely and without feeling that closeness, that primal comfort that you get when you wake up next to someone you care for, and feeling that deep warmth in your chest and on your skin when you're close to them both physically and emotionally, is a thought that drives me far into depression, and on more than one occasion has caused me to break down sobbing. It gets so bad that I'm actually having a hard time writing this without crying. But even having someone to live with and love forever comes with it's own dreadful thoughts about death for me, namely the concept of knowing that, eventually, you'll both be gone and what you love right now will not last forever, is equally depressing in it's own right.
Now, on paper, anyone who knows me personally might look at me and think that the idea of me worrying about death and dying unloved and alone is downright laughable. I'm only in my mid twenties, and am quite healthy, I have a fairly decent income, my mother lives here, as well as my Grandparents, dogs, sister, and my brother lives fairly close by, and I'm on great terms with all of them, so why am I feeling like this?
I don't fucking know, I just don't.
Maybe I'm going through a quarter life crisis, maybe I'm tired of being single, maybe I'm just whiny and scared of things I shouldn't be scared of. But anyone who knows depression and anxiety knows just how crippling it can be on any aspect of your life, and once you latch on to something to be depressed and/or anxious about, it seems downright impossible to even deal with it at times. It's like a weight that drags you down, and it makes me feel like i'll never be able to feel that primal comfort of having another living being to love with all my heart, and that I'll have to face death alone, knowing that I was never loved, not even by someone who's affections I didn't return.
But don't worry, as bad as my depression can get at times, I've never once considered suicide, and I never will. But at the same time, I do often feel helpless to the point where I can see why some people would feel so compelled to do the unthinkable. So let me end this journal with some encouragement.
I'm a weak, frightened man who is often unsure of himself and gets sad very easily, but I know that I can achieve the happiness that my depression often tells me is completely out of reach. If someone like me can be capable of believing that, then trust me, you're capable of it too. Depression and loneliness is a vicious beast, but it doesn't need to rule you. You can live.
    As of late, I've been ill at ease with certain things in life that are inevitable, namely death. Up until now, the concept of death was not something I worried about a whole lot, I accepted it as just a part of life that we all must face someday and went on living my life happily, just like any person would. But within the last several weeks, something about the concept of death just began to Gnaw away at my sense of happiness like a parasite, and I just couldn't figure out what it was, until now. It's not so much the concept of death that frightens me, it's the concept of dying alone.
The fear of dying alone is a dreadful, gut-wrenching concept for me, and the very idea that I might go through life lonely and without feeling that closeness, that primal comfort that you get when you wake up next to someone you care for, and feeling that deep warmth in your chest and on your skin when you're close to them both physically and emotionally, is a thought that drives me far into depression, and on more than one occasion has caused me to break down sobbing. It gets so bad that I'm actually having a hard time writing this without crying. But even having someone to live with and love forever comes with it's own dreadful thoughts about death for me, namely the concept of knowing that, eventually, you'll both be gone and what you love right now will not last forever, is equally depressing in it's own right.
Now, on paper, anyone who knows me personally might look at me and think that the idea of me worrying about death and dying unloved and alone is downright laughable. I'm only in my mid twenties, and am quite healthy, I have a fairly decent income, my mother lives here, as well as my Grandparents, dogs, sister, and my brother lives fairly close by, and I'm on great terms with all of them, so why am I feeling like this?
I don't fucking know, I just don't.
Maybe I'm going through a quarter life crisis, maybe I'm tired of being single, maybe I'm just whiny and scared of things I shouldn't be scared of. But anyone who knows depression and anxiety knows just how crippling it can be on any aspect of your life, and once you latch on to something to be depressed and/or anxious about, it seems downright impossible to even deal with it at times. It's like a weight that drags you down, and it makes me feel like i'll never be able to feel that primal comfort of having another living being to love with all my heart, and that I'll have to face death alone, knowing that I was never loved, not even by someone who's affections I didn't return.
But don't worry, as bad as my depression can get at times, I've never once considered suicide, and I never will. But at the same time, I do often feel helpless to the point where I can see why some people would feel so compelled to do the unthinkable. So let me end this journal with some encouragement.
I'm a weak, frightened man who is often unsure of himself and gets sad very easily, but I know that I can achieve the happiness that my depression often tells me is completely out of reach. If someone like me can be capable of believing that, then trust me, you're capable of it too. Depression and loneliness is a vicious beast, but it doesn't need to rule you. You can live.
Help a fellow fur friend with medical bills.
Posted 9 years agoA young and very talented artist's SO is pretty ill and in need of financial assistance. Go check out there situation here.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7883314/
    http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7883314/
Cheap, sexy commissions available
Posted 9 years agoFrau.Bones is open for some commissions atm, she's currently unemployed and could do with some traffic. She's kind, courteous and does some really hot work! Here'r some examples of the stuff she's done for me.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21139261/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21497079/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21196890/
Frau.Bones link
    https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21139261/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21497079/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21196890/
Frau.Bones link
Help a young lady fight breast cancer!
Posted 9 years agoHey guys, I was just made aware of a girl who's now fighting cancer, and she's run into some serious problems with her situation. Basically, the treatment she gets is costly, and while it does seem to be effective, she will run out, and she'll need financial help to get her that treatment. 
I'll post the link to her journal, where she explains it far better than i can, where you can send some dough her way to help her fight this disease. We're the relief effort guys, let's make her fight against breast cancer easier to bare.
We can be a big part of her lifeline, let's make sure her life is a long and prosperous one.
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal...../#cid:50987881
    I'll post the link to her journal, where she explains it far better than i can, where you can send some dough her way to help her fight this disease. We're the relief effort guys, let's make her fight against breast cancer easier to bare.
We can be a big part of her lifeline, let's make sure her life is a long and prosperous one.
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal...../#cid:50987881
redgreenfluffball commissions available.
Posted 9 years agoHey there, guys, a friend of mine named redgreenfluffball is a little low on food money for the week. The guy's a great artist, and could really use some help at the moment, I've been stuck on that end of the pipe before, it's never fun.
So if you need any solid commissions done for a good price, or if you just wanna help a fluffball out, go commission him. :)
Here's another link to his channel. redgreenfluffball
    So if you need any solid commissions done for a good price, or if you just wanna help a fluffball out, go commission him. :)
Here's another link to his channel. redgreenfluffball
Friend needs some help. Coms available.
Posted 9 years agoHi there, guys! 
A really great friend of mine is a little strapped for cash at the moment, and could use a bit extra for the week. Her name is Frau.Bones and she is a terrific artist and a kind soul, she's also open for commissions, so for anyone who wants a commission, or would like to send a few bucks her way, I'll provide a link to her channel below. Thanks so much for your time, guys!
Frau.Bones
    A really great friend of mine is a little strapped for cash at the moment, and could use a bit extra for the week. Her name is Frau.Bones and she is a terrific artist and a kind soul, she's also open for commissions, so for anyone who wants a commission, or would like to send a few bucks her way, I'll provide a link to her channel below. Thanks so much for your time, guys!
Frau.Bones
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