So my 32nd Birthday is on August 31st. I don't have any plans, not sure if I do anything at all.

Aslo, I've created a new account, , & I'm slowly in the process of transferring a lot of my stuff to the new account.

Today is my 31st Birthday and I honestly feel much older than that. Though that's not surprising. Not with the way the world has been in the last couple of years. I'll admit, I am very thankful that no one that I personally know has passed away since the start of Covid-19. Things may have gotten rough once or twice, I bounced back with the help of the people that I care about and they are the same people that I allow me to look into the future and know that will be bright and sunny days a head of me. Even though I don't like to go outside, lol.

I hope to see you all not only today, but also next year to celebrate with me next year!

Well, it's that time of year again to start counting down to my birthday. For those that don't know, my birthday is on 08/31 which is next Tuesday. Hope to see alot of birthday wishes and who knows, I might get some surprises this year.

Did you know that Leopards & Snow Leopards are related to Tigers & Lions, but not Clouded Leopards?
The species of Lions, Tigers, Jaguars, Leopards, and most recently added, Snow Leopards, are all part of the Panthera Genus.
This is also allows them to crossbreed with each other, creating some interesting hybrids.
Male hybrids arer born infertile.

Panthera Hybrids:
Male Tiger + Female Lion = Tigon
Male Tiger + Female Jaguar = Tiguar
Male Tiger + Female Leopard = Tigard

Male Lion + Female Tiger = Liger
Male Lion + Female Jaguar = Ligaur
Male Lion + Female Leopard = Lipard

Male Jaguar + Female Tiger = Jagger
Male Jaguar + Female Lion = Jaglion
Male Jaguar + Female Leopard = Jagupard

Male Leopard + Female Tiger = Leoger
Male Leopard + Female Lion = Leopon
Male Leopard + Female Jaguar = Leguar

Daddy
Chakat Lightstreak, Daughter of Blizzardmane & Blackstripe.

Momma
Blackmane, Daughter of Blizzardmane & Midsnow.

Ember/Cinder
Silverdust & Brownstone, Daughters of Embershade & Blizzardmane.
Wintermint & Arcticbreeze, Daughters of Blizzardmane & Embershade.

Rex White

Art-Abaddon is holding another FREE ART RAFFLE!!!!!!!
Check it out here: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42484261/
The Raffle does end July 15th!!!

Those that know me, know that I'm almost always signed into an instant messager. When I first joined the community, Skype was the big thing. I disappeared for a little while, between computer issues and working out some personal stuff. When I came back, it was all about Discord & Telegram. Some people are still here, others are gone, but that's life for you. I have a few questions while I was thinking about it all.

How many of you remember talking to me on Skype? Did we talk more then compared to now?
How many of you have I started talking to since I joined Discord?
How many of you do I talk to just on Telegram?

If you haven't talked to me on any of those, but want to then go ahead and add me. My contact details are listed below, even though I don't get on skype anymore. All I ask is that you link me your FA page that way I can see who I'm chatting with and maybe start stalking, lol.

Okay, so is holding an art raffle.
If you want in on this, click on the link below.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39175406/

Okay, so is holding a raffle for some artwork.
If you want to be part of that, click the link below.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39029737/

So I saw something that popped up on my watch list, about Vtuber Personas.
It got me curious enough to check it out.
Well, since I'm known by two names, I did both.

Blizzardmane's Vtuber persona is:
An angry crab girl with crimson long hair and a large bust size.
they have a loud voice.

NightStalkerTBO's Vtuber persona is:
A weird dinosaur girl with white long hair and a non-existent bust size.
they are great a videogames.

What is your Vtuber Persona? Find out by clicking the link: https://en.shindanmaker.com/1010405

Today is my 30th birthday. It's still difficult to celebrate it with remembering my grandmother's funeral about four years ago and with Hurricane Laura hitting a few days ago, but I'm going to try my best!

So......For those of you who don't know......I have a thing for Redheads...........Busty Redheads.............Busty Redhead Felines.............So I had an idea about a picture..............It's my fursona, Blizzardmane, surround by a harem of busty redheads in sexy schoolgirl outfits.

Now, I'm not sure if I will ever get the funds for this picture or find any Redheads in my friends/watch list that would be willing to be part of this picture, but it's just something I was thinking about.

So, I'm a fired up and my emotions are in the red, but I've honestly have had enough with some people.
Alright! So, here is the deal;

"I'll be the first to admit that I am an ass, I am really flirty, I have a problem with being affectionate/clingy, and I know that I can be very pushy to get something my way. I've had people who have not only made me so pissed or so depressed that I have literally disappeared for months from Discord, FB, SL, and FurAffinity. When I do, I try to deal with everything by myself, even pushes my love ones away. Though as everyone can see, I do come back.

Everyone's reactions to me logging in one day and showing up varies. Some are happy that I'm back, wondering if I'm okay and if they can help. There are those who are hurt, upset, or just pissed that I disappeared and won't talk to me anymore. Then there are those who just don't give a shit either way. Yes, I have dealt with people in each.

Though the problem with that now is that my two fursonas, Blizzardmane & Lightning Khaos are deeply connected to others that if that relationship is no longer there, then part of my sona is dead.

Anyway!

It's gotten to the point that I don't care anymore. Am I going to disappear again? Probably. I still do have my moments where I don't feel like talking to anymore. If I get hurt then I get hurt. It's the part of life that happens when you talk to people. You're going to get your feelings hurt. Deal with it. If you can't then you don't need to be on anything that lets you talk to someone else.

Do I still have some issues with people? Yes.
Do I still talk to people who have hurt me? Yes.
Do I still try to help people even though I know I might get hurt? Yes.
Do people have a problem with me? Absolutely!

I'm still get on, I'm still going to talk to people. Drama and bullshit happens. Deal with it, get over it, and move on.

Apparently it seems like I'm the one that always have to initiates the conversations with people. Does everyone think that I enjoy always doing that? NO! I don't. Though I keep doing it unless I'm kicked out or blocked. I speak my mind, when I want to. Don't like it? Get over it."

I get it. This may not make a whole lot sense. I was pissed when I typed this up and I just wanted to get this off my chest. I'm honestly not trying to loss friends with this, but I can only take so crap.

Now I'm done.
Until next time.

[x] seen an R-rated movie in theater
[] cruised on the mall
[x] skipped school
[] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[] gone to court
[] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[x] caught something on fire
[x] lied about your age
TOTAL: 5

[x] owned/rented an apartment/house
[x] broke the law in the police's presence
[x] made out with someone who had a gf/bf
[x] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[x] hugged a stranger
[] licked a stranger
[x] been verbally harassed
[x] been physically harassed
TOTAL: 7

[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[x] been called a bad influence
[x] drank and drove
[] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[x] cheated on a test
TOTAL: 9

Complete Total: 66

"Well, if you are going to shot me, make sure you don't miss."

If you have less than 10 - write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If you have more than 10 - write [I'm Average]
If you have more than 20 - write [I'm a Bad Kid]
If you have more than 30 - write [I'm a Bad Influence]
If you have more than 40 - write [I'm a Horrible Person]
If you have more than 50 - write [I Should Be In Jail]
If you have more than 60 - write [I Should Be Shot]
If you have more than 70 - write [I Should Be Dead]

Today makes the day that I survived 28 years.
This past year has been....troubling......compared to others. Talk about an emotional roller coaster. Made some new friends, might have lost one or two along the way. Depression has really been hitting me hard recently, so I've been battling that. Other then that, meh, my life goes on and I ask myself one very important question..........What would I do for a Klondike Bar?

Do you want your own custom adoptable then clink the link; https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8768134/ to visit

So, I finally got 7 Days To Die for the PC and I like it, but it's just no fun to play alone on this game. So I was wondering, if any of you have 7 Days To Die and don't mind playing with a newbie, would any of you like to play with me?

So today is the last day of 2017. What do you have planned for ending another year and welcoming 2018?

For me, it's fighting a fever and sinus infection......What a blast!

For those that have a Xbox One and play Destiny 2, I am currently looking for people to play with and join my clan. It's a brand new clan with only two members, my younger brother, NightLifeTBO, and myself, NightStalkerTBO. So please, feel free to add both of us and ask us to join the Syndicate of Tyr.

Today is my 27th birthday and that is all I have to say.

Short journal is short, lol.