As I told some, I have two Cons, one in October and one in November, I will be with  iguky-neky in both! <3

I have been very distracted but I will finish merch this week finally ;_;
Since April I got some rlt awfull months and my depression, anxiety and ADHD triggered a lot, but I am maning them, taking therapy every 2 weeks and is working, a bit but working TvT


I will be 100% back in November, I think I will rest from Cons because I haven't been able to organize myself due my mental health's problems triggering, at least for a year will rest.

ADHD has been confirmed, just wanted to share this because in the past years I was beating myself

Meds are making me very dizzy but now I am getting treated for:
-Major depression
-General anxiety
-ADHD

I just feel a bit of relief, I was beating myself in the last years for being bad managing time, lazy, unorganized, irresponsible, etc...

Hi guys, is been a while, my mental health has decreased a lot in the past months, I got so many stuff in my plate.

Is been years that I have been dragging depression, general and social anxiety (and possible ADHD) and that's why I cannot find a balance in my life working, drawing and doing basic chores. I refused to get professional help because my social anxiety, even a call will trigger me a lot but I have been isolating myself a lot and even calling my friends on the phone triggers me a lot because I feel so empty and boring...

Two days ago I was idealizing the "S" word and got rly scared, I decided finally, after 5 fucking years to get me professional help but each therapy season is 100 usd (plus meds) so I am not sure how to balance this with more work, but I may open more coms, with the idea that will help better with my ADHD and focus more on art (NGL I wake up at 5:00 am to be more productive but at noon all I can do is stare to the monitor and feel any progress isn't done).

I have some cheap options for my kofi members if wanted!
https://ko-fi.com/chakisuu/tiers

S0 I am opening these with discount (80 usd instead of 100)
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/59847644/

I will need aprox 400 USD per month plus meds.

I was between companies change, I was having only 10-12mbps of internet when I was paying for 100mbps. But I am still having some troubles x'D
I sent some wips!

I also paid for Discord's basic Nitro a year so I am forcing me to use it, I rly rly forget about it but I will try my best to be there, not on phone because I paid small phone data packs, but when I am at home at noon ^^

Igu is selling some adopts to help her while she is at the hospital ;;

Houndoom x Gastly:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/60091738/

Digimon adopt (kitty):
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/60091859/

Or you can donate something to her Kofi: https://ko-fi.com/midnightgospel

Past weekend had some wifi issues but not only that I got delayed with payment so I may be slow with replies.
I will try to be active on Discord (if it doesn't suck so much phone data), my account is Chakisuu

Remember I am Chakisuu (with two "u") not Chakisuuu. I have a sylveon as a pfp. I don't use it a lot but wanted to make sure!!!!
Someone contacted them thinking is me and they were asking for money so practically tried to steal my identity instead of correcting them and I am afraid they have asked for money as my name before.

My Paypal will be always chakisuu[at]Live.com with the name Ariadna JL or Chakisuu's Art
Always two U!

Sorry, I am very unorganized and messy, my new year goal is to get diagnosed and medicated (I was pending since 2020 a diagnosis of ADHD but it was too expensive). But I also don't wanna be my excuse, I just need to improve with organization a lot OTL

I am sharing some stuff and commissions I never shared (I think) and finishing replying notes, I am 70% of them at least!


Also, sorry if you see me taking more work, I need to pay credit card this 15, I never use it but this was important to pay power, wifi at home and to get me a new phone.

Sorry, I am very unorganized and messy, my new year goal is to get diagnosed and medicated (I was pending since 2020 a diagnosis of ADHD but it was too expensive). But I also don't wanna be my excuse, I just need to improve with organization a lot OTL

I am sharing some stuff and commissions I never shared (I think) and finishing replying notes, I am 70% of them at least!


Also, sorry if you see me taking more work, I need to pay credit card this 15, I never use it but this was important to pay power, wifi at home and to get me a new phone.

Just read here:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/59.....oad-successful

So sorry for the delay, I got me a new PC with my Con earnings and was slow, it took 2 weeks to all components to arrive and another week because I had to return the first motherboard because it had some messed up pins and it didn't recognize my CPU. It was hell and almost gave up with some yellow LEDs indicating Ram problems, but after crying a getting a lot of help I fixed it and I am back and will reply notes as soon as possible.


I got a hard time recovering my live account's password too (that is linked to this account and my main Paypal) but was able to recover it finally thanks to my sister's laptop that had them saved ToT

In the past 4.5 years I was working with my iPad but since I got it had a hard time getting used to it, I always complained I was slow at drawing and now with a PC I feel quicker, I am finishing and redoing some art that lost from my iPad (I had many storage issues and Procreate ended up corrupting lots os files too, that was the last drop that made me decide to get me a PC).

I had tons of fun, sorry for the commission delay, I had to focus on last minute merch since I spent almost two months sick since July ;;
I also got Con flu >_< but is nothing very serious, just cough and running nose, but in the good news I finally got enough earnings for a decent fridge ToT

I replied some notes, still missing some, sorry!

For the last two months I have been having this recurring tonsil infection, my right tonsil still very swollen, I have a streptococcus infection but it has been very persistent, I have a Con in October and I am afraid if this doesn’t get better I may cancel :(


I am considering removing my tonsils but I know they are the first line of defense against infections and since I have low defenses I feel it will be worst if I do it, any suggestions?

By  iguky-neky


Please check all the examples, these are very cool!
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10944718/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10944718/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10944718/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10944718/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10944718/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10944718/

I was a bit sad for Dragoneer passing away and then this happened, I don’t usually check FA often but boy, I missed it so much.

If any of the team reads this, thanks for the hard work and sorry it happened when you were still grieving. You are great and need a good rest ;;



And just that, I have been focusing on merch, my key-chains and badges xwx

So, I got accepted (as a collective with another artist) to have a booth at Confuror’s Dealers Den.
last weeks I had to send print some stuff and I am printing and designing some last minute merch. The Con is in October but some stuff come from China and I am getting too overwhelmed and anxious with things ToT


But this weekend will focus just in commissions.
I still have one keychain commission open, if you want it physical will cost $150 +23 shipping from Mexico, you will have three keychains and five stickers of same design.

Hi guys, while I still owe some commissions, I finished mostly but I haven’t reached people because yesterday I replied 5/20 notes. But is like 4-5 pieces I owe.


I want to respect my prices this time, I have been doing lots sales and getting full of commissions that take me ages to finish, I feel is I respect my prices I can keep a good amount of commissions without getting overwhelmed.


My month goal is $1000 usd now that I am jobless.
I was thinking in opening 9 $120 commissions like these:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57378270/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57378299/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55652388/

Halfbody of two characters or fullbody of one, ask for fetishes I don’t kink shame but I am not confortable with loads of stuff myself.

Hi guys, sorry for being absent on here, I didn’t wanted to be open about it while I was working, but since March my father and me were working on a certain political party because there were elections in my Country. Didn’t want to be so open because my Mexican followers and friends may have different political views than me and even if it shouldn’t affect, political speech always ends with confrontations and separation.

After elections I wasn’t discharged of my obligations until June finished, the office we were working was temporal and we needed to dismantle it completely (luckily I got many office supplies I was able to take home).


Sorry for being slow with everything, the job was supposed to be 8hrs per day but we ended up being there for more than 12hrs per day, I mostly worked from home tho but it was so demanding and paid so little. But now I am jobless again and will focus on finishing pending stuff, I think it was just like 3-4 but need to be sure.

Hi Guys, I am so sorry for the delays, I have been struggling with problems at home, a lot of them and I am just a my limit.

I have been working hard IRL on preparing stuff to get away from my family, I have been providing for them because my parents are elder but my sister bring lots of expenses and I just can’t, I am thinking in letting them just deal with their debts by themselves because I have been taking care for them and my sister for almost ten years (she has a job but her salary is kinda low, yet she decided to have a child and increment her expenses that she can’t afford).

I was learning to code in hope it gets me a better job but with all the AI stuff I am just afraid I have spent my time and want to learn to do something else, I work in commissions but only have like 2-3 hours per day and don’t want to take more… I may just try a go-fund-me to rent a new home because I feel I have put ten years of my life apart to take care of irresponsible people.

I am just so sorry for the delay, I have been having mental breakdowns but I just can’t anymore.

Just an update! I am recovering from some random flu, people forgot about pandemic and last week I got stuck in public transport with a lady who was sneezing without covering herself -_- and I ended up getting sick, luckily nothing serious and I am just getting better, I got the Abdala vaccine back in November so I am pretty sure it wasn’t Covid but still… 🙃

Today I am finishing two commissions and tomorrow will send two sketch wips.
I am working daily, struggling a bit with focus but I am doing it slowly, I hope to be able to work as I used to, I was such a drawing machine and sit 8hrs per day (with breaks) when working, now I struggle a lot to finish stuff, but I promise I am getting there.

I am back home, I wanted to stay more time at my grandma but was impossible to me to work because I was doing lots of activities with family but at least I had a deserved rest after too much stuff happening in 2023 TvT


Anyway, I wanted to wish you a happy new year!
I hope you had a nice time saying goodbye to 2023 ^^
I made some new year resolutions and I must say after all the AI stuff and art not selling (and me not being quick enough to draw as before) it may be my last year as an artist but I will be offering some cheap kofi rewards only for this year).

I am planning to study some other stuff non related to art, and I am applying for some temporal jobs right now, wish me luck.

I will keep working on all the owed stuff, I just can’t have a nice workflow as before, depression took me rly hard and is hard to me to keep living from it, I lack the discipline or maybe I need the right antidepressants doses but therapy is rly expensive for me ATM and cannot afford it.

But kofi stuff will be simple and will help me to survive with a temporal job ( that aren’t rly great paid 🥲 until I finish some studies that help me find better options (I finished biology years ago but is not well paid 😭), is rly scaring at my age 30+ but I need to start looking for more alternatives for me and my family and all my rescued animals.


So yeah, I send you the best vibes for your 2024 and I hope you send me some good vibes my way too ;;

I am now staying at my grandma’s house, the change of atmospheric pressure is getting me some headaches but now I am ready to work on commissions. I don’t have the best wifi too but I have phone data and wifi on iPad only when I am at malls ;;


Next days will only focus on commissions ^^ I hope to finish all before I return home!

Next 23rd is the death anniversary of my grandma and I will be traveling with family for that (is like a catholic tradition to have a mass and some prayers with family) I am not a religious person, actually I am atheist but I want to be with family and help with stuff.



I am working slowly with stuff, I got some IRL stuff to finish first but I will focus only in art starting now ^^

I am working on finishing all pending queue, is been a bit hard for me, I have been dragging the worst depression since grandma passed, but I am trying to gain discipline, I have reached my low lately, economically and mentally but I gotta keep fighting.

I am opening more experimental illustrations $70 (SFW or NSFW)
Extra character will cost extra $40


Examples:

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54774913/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54771750/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54774710/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54681221/

NSFW:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54697404/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53103887/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44712849/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54544757/