Decided to try both, I sent ID confirmation to Patreon to sell NSFW stuff (original comics and commissions will go there).
And I made a subscribestar but I am having problems with the payment method (Mexican banks stuff).

I don’t want to have both, but I got told Patreon has been banning creators out nowhere so if anyone knows about this any inout will be welcome!

Decided to gather all my stuff and post them on Patreon, I don’t want to spam you with art so I am considering putting a download link of a .zip file with the full resolution of my art or post every time I finish some drawings.

https://patreon.com/chakisuu

I haven’t been at home lately due some family stuff not so big (my mom have this knee problem and need help when moving).

Today will deliver dome wips. But wanted to let you know I am still here xD

For colored sketches, I am $150 low on rent ;;
Note me with ref and details please!

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54612672/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54612672/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54612672/

Hi guys! I got attacked again for my NSFW dragon art (and while I think they all are like, slow brained and rly ugly bitches/bastards with not talent and nothing good to do with their time other to witch hunt artist). I kinda wanna see that, you people who are into fantasy creatures think your “fetish “ could go wrong until the point of fetishing real animals? If so please feel free to block me because I am strongly against zoophilia and bestiality.

To me is rly hard to see their point, like I totally understand feral art in some cases is very sus (some people who are into that once talked to me and was insta nope to me) but with dragons and fantasy creatures I haven’t found people wearing their zoo pride flags or liking real animal genitals. My dragon characters are even humans (or have a second form) and never saw them as animals and is hard to understand how people can see it as zoo bait.

In other hand I understand about dragon pets portrayed for the recent media like HTTYD but dragons like Smaug, Draco and Saphira are even more intelligent than humans and I grew up with them but I rly want to understand the other side of the reasoning.

Hi guys, Is been a shitty year for me sadly, I lost one of my emails (my paypal email) due some info leak and I couldn’t remember my password on here, sorry.

I lost a FB account of 13 years with lots of memories, a whatsapp account too, not sure if is because my bro in law used to mine data for bitcoins but he also lost many accounts.


I tried reaching some people via Twitter, but only two replied TvT. I have so much finished stuff to post.
So sorry. I put my contact info on my profile and some people got to contact me on there but I guess not many people have other socials TvT

Hi guys! So sorry for being silent on here, after returning home I had lot of stuff and I always forget to check on here, sorry.

I am working on improve my communication by creating a server for all commissioners, they will have a private channel each and we can keep closer contact regarding commissions.
I will be replying notes tonight, so sorry again, I have been working on stuff but since I got home is hard to keep a better workflow I also started taking antidepressants 2 months ago and I feel my focus problem got worse, that’s why I am working on a serve so I keep more communication and updates.


https://discord.gg/PZtAQaYg

If you don’t have discord is ok, I will be replying notes tonight!

Sorry for the delay!
Past Saturday I came home finally but had to do a lot of stuff, my puppy had her fur tangled and she chewed some of my stuff (my cat threw things and she chewed them), paid my delayed services as energy, water and rent.


Now I am working full commissions and updating my public trello. So sorry for the huge delay, I needed this break after months of stress with my grandma health and death, also antidepressants started working just a month after I started taking them but I have been feeling a lot better and ready to work hard on commissions.


So sorry for the delay but thank you for your understanding and patience, you were a rock to me! TvT

These are kinda emergency ones, I spent my saving staying here to see some stuff, paperwork and also having the sea near has helped my depression. I wish I could live here :(

About the slots:
Can be sfw too, but I only have nsfw examples xD
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50800052/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50800052/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50800052/

Hi guys, past month was rly hard for me and my family after my grandma passing away just before Christmas but things are slowly getting back to normal.

I decided to stay a while at my grandma’s home because they is a lot of paperwork to do, cancelling her services, accounts, etc. We also got a call from the Church where my grandpa’s ashes are since 13 years ago that they won’t be keeping the ashes due s new law that forbids having ashes indoors and they will be returning them to us next 18th that why I haven’t returned home besides some other family problems and drama.

I am thankful for everyone who reached to me, thank you so much. I was in a very dark place in the past months due my grandma health… she died the next day I came to see her, like she was waiting for me and that hit me rly hard…

I am working on commissions but not having my workplace and being surrounded by relatives all the time is been hard, I promise as soon I return home will let everyone know! (We cancelled wifi at her home so I am kinda disconnected TvT ).

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50382425/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50382425/

This is a copy past from this Post: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50306394/

Hi guys!
I just wanna announce I will be staying Christmas and new year with my grandma, her health in the past days has been very delicate (she refuses ro eat again and the delirium came back due malnutrition). That’s why I have conflicting feelings about seeing her again, but at least I will be able to take care of her again and this is a bit comforting.

I tried to finish all stuff before the travel, but my daily life is actually pretty busy and lately had lots of family and friend gatherings, they wanted to see us (sister and me) before our trip. I will probably work while away, I am carrying my iPad with me but don’t wanna promise anything since the last time I traveled when grandma was hospitalized I didn’t had the time to draw at all.

Tips and donations are always welcome in these struggling times if you wanna help with something, but I am already very grateful to you, and I will be until the end of my time. Your patience and words of support are small sparks of light in my dark moments.

http://ko-fi.com/

I believe I said all, but before I post this I want to wish you all a merry Christmas and a very happy new year. If I want to give you an advice is that every moment with your loved ones is very important, please treasure each second you spend with them.

I usually don’t leave open comments in very personal stuff, but for now I feel that would very ungrateful not letting you express anything. If you comment I will gladly read but may take time to reply since I am not sure if I will have wifi at my grandmas’ home. Also! Sorry for the broken English I wrote this in a hurry and my brain didn’t have the time to translate my thoughts correctly.

I was thinking that I only saw the bad of this year, that was a lot so I decided to put some nice stuff that happened:

I got to remove that tooth that was causing me so much pain.
I got to able the city were I used to live and see grandma and more family.
I got a rescued puppy and I love her with all my life.
I got a new washing machine!
I love many new pokemon that came this year!
My niece turned a year!


EDIT, I JUST CANNOT FUCKING BELIEVE

Copied pasted from my personal Fb peofile.

I was writing a positive journal on FA with the good things that came this year and I got bad news from mom at the same moment. She will be traveling back because had a fight with my uncle (the one that lives with my grandma) and now I am afraid he won’t let us see her on Christmas.

If I am being honest with some dark thoughts: he is a rly shitty person who keep all his siblings and nieces away from grandma, if he was dead the family would be together again but covid didn’t do its work by taking him (sorry, I feel shitty for even saying this but he is rly a bad person and was very rude with me when I lived with grandma for years, when I left he was the reason she has vey delicate health, he didn’t took her seriously when she told she was feeling sick, he also uses my grandma’s money but never gets her quality meals because he can’t cook, just sandwiches, until my mom went to help him and take care of her, but her dementia got worse due the malnutrition for years. My granpa left a lot of money, he took it all and is very miserable with it).

Grandma can’t travel due her situation I would love to have her here with me, I won’t mind taking care of her, I would love to. Not sure what to do...

Not dead, I have been a bit active on Twitter but since all my grandma stuff I can only work and reply on weekends, is frustrating because I was left with a lot of responsibilities since my mom is not here. Art is taking me forever to do it and is kinda frustrating since I need to earn money, but baby won’t be able to join a daycare until she is 1 1/2 years because daycares are full (she is going to become one years old next week, so six months more until that happens).

My grandma is doing ok, after her sepsis she hasn’t been able to stand up by herself which is sad because she used to walk before getting sick. She also has some delirium episodes (doesn’t look like dementia because dementia is kinda like alzheimer but with delirium she says she hears a baby crying? ). At this point we are glad she is out of danger, but we wish she could be herself again.

Anyway, thank you for reading my vents. I just replied some notes, but I am missing some more, will try to do them asap!

I rly didn't want to get back with bad news, glad thing I waited and things are getting a bit better.


Past 2 weeks my grandma's health went down, we were worried she may need to be hospitalized again, she was refusing to eat and started having deliriums again. My family decided to take her to another specialist (geriatrician) and he told them the infection was still remaining, also the antibiotics prescribed back in th hospital were affecting her more than helping, he prescribed more meds and quit her diabetes and high blood pressure meds because if she wasn't eating they were affecting it.

So long my mom tells me she is a bit better, she is gaining appetite again, so we are hoping for the best. We know she is very old (89 years old) but she was very strong before getting her infection, now she can't do stuff by herself anymore, is rly sad, she walked and went to the bathroom one month ago and now she has to use diapers. New doctor believes she will be able to walk again but she must recover from infection first.

Hi! I i am just sharing my BD wishlist in case anyone wants to give something, it is the 17th but since I used all my savings won’t be getting anything x’D.

I was very shy to do this but since the wishlist for my rescued animals worked, figured I could give it a try ;;
Prices are in Mexican pesos, the cheaper stuff is like $3 usd and the most expensive is like $150 (Just in case 💦).

Here is the list:
https://www.amazon.com.mx/hz/wishli.....?ref_=wl_share

Thank you for all the support given to me in the past weeks, got to see my grandma and she is doing a lot better!

I just don’t have enough word to thank you for all the support! It rly means a lot to me!

I will be opening emergency commissions because I used my rent and service money to travel to see her and stay on an airbnb for all the days I left!
You can also help me via kofi, only if you want ;;

Today my cousin contacted me and told me my grandma oxygen saturation is below 93% and is in an hospital (but is negative to covid so they aren’t sure what is wrong).
I will be absent for 4 days, sorry again, I will make a 10 hrs trip to see her since all the family is scared.



I am not sure what to do to stop this bad luck strike… 2022 is been a rly hard year to me and got me mentally drained. I am so sorry for you guys, I rly want to give my best from me because you have been the most patient and understanding, my mental health is shit but I am glad I have supportive people with me. Thank you…

You don’t know how shitty I feel right now, in one side I am worried for my grandma and for the other side: I will leave the puppy I am taking care with my dad, I trust him to take care of animals but Tsuki ( puppy) is too close to me and gets anxious when I leave for hours, she will suffer if I leave for days and this breaks my heart…

Can’t take her with me because I will be moving between grandma’s house and hospitals and she also doesn’t have her second shot (is scheduled for Friday) and don’t want to expose her to viruses.

So yeah, thanks for reading my stuff.

Will drop my kofi since Inwill use the money I gathered this week to pay services for the travel 🥲…

https://ko-fi.com/chakisuu

https://ko-fi.com/chakisuu

https://ko-fi.com/chakisuu

I didn’t want to do this but I am low to cover some debts (energy and potable water services at home). I am $250 usd low and want to cover doing some chibi art or headshots, because I want to work on simple stuff while I finish my more complicated art (YCHs, references and illustrations).

Chibis: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48702125/
Headshot: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46608039/


Slots:
1- jaelri
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I am trying to be more positive, started my gratitude journal again since more than a year that I dropped it, started meditating again, the things I can do with los budget to keep me a float and I am feeling a bit better.

I don’t have enough words to thank you for all the nice words I got and the support. THANK YOU A MILLION TIMES 💖✨


I always feel guilty for getting tips or donations, but if wanna help me you can purchase stuff for my pets, I made a wish list for it, prices are on MXN (the most expensive thins is like $50usd, there are stuff from $3usd).

https://www.amazon.com.mx/hz/wishli.....?ref_=wl_share

And sorry for venting on last journal, while things are still bad I feel better. Not gonna lie I was feeling like the end but I managed to get my shit together.
This week will be dropping lots of owed stuff I worked while away, I just have been overwhelmed, taking care of my sister, niece and a rescued puppy have taken my entire time and sometimes I feel unproductive and slow, I miss the person I used to be who was very fast at drawing. First time I blamed getting confortable with the ipad but I noticed is just me and my struggles to like what I do.

But I am also with a lot of post covid fatigue, so I feel that may be the cause I felt like shit. Started taking vitamins just 3 days ago but haven’t felt an improvement yet.


But just want to thank you for being here.
Is been a while since I used discord but will be replying messages on there too, I am very grateful for you guys reaching to me, I was on a very very dark place, will try to work on my mental health asap. Promise.

I am so sorry I only come back to vent but I need it. Things at home have been rly hard, everything feels like falling apart. My sister’s health, we got covid two weeks ago, I also had an stomach infection, money problems, etc.

I have been taking care of my parents by drawing but I feel I just can’t keep going, I feel demotivated to draw or feel like I forgot how do my style or anatomy….

And my sister has taken rly bad choices, choosing a useless adult as partner who didn’t have a job, getting pregnant with him not having any job and in pandemics. She has a job but earns so little since Mexican jobs are underpaid… But they have been very ungrateful to me, I got them a lot of baby stuff but when I am needed they just ignore me and my needs.


I am very sad, angry and try to look for a better future but for me I don’t see anything…


Sorry for the long time owed art, I can’t even afford therapy as before to keep me going and become a functional depressive person again, so I could work without a problem.

I don’t have rly news, about my sister health but she still losing weight, her face looks very skinny that her bones start to show but doctors are sticking to the surgery date until August, so not much can do for now.

Making my Queue public, but because all the shit that happened last year for the feral stuff, I avoided putting my commissioners names and contact info this time.

I got rly delayed due all the stuff but I worked all the time that I am away, I just do it very slow TvT :
https://trello.com/b/khT8PBEI/%E2%9.....8C%B1%E2%9C%A8

So sorry for lack of updates, things at home have been a bit tiring but at least we know what my sister has!


She does have a stone inside her gallbladder and will need operation since is 7mm (kinda big) but is not very urgent since is just one stone, so the surgery will be in a couple of months.

But another thing showed in the new sonogram, my sister has hepatic steatosis (fatty liver) and she must take care a lot, is rly strange because she always have been underweight (she lost 10kg after her pregnancy, instead of gaining weight) and she doesn’t drink more than two beers every two months? We don’t drink, if we do is in small gatherings.

We still worried but at least nothing is like, very urgent if she takes proper care.

Thank you so much for being patient with me, I will be resuming commissions tomorrow since they gave my sister more free days at work and I won’t take care of my niece for those days.