i dont know, maybe it was the day I realized "I know how dog dick looks because of this site" that did it for me

seriously?

no sir, i dont like it. but i'm trying to build up a following. something i cannot do just by staying holed up in my livejournal.

note me!

i dont have a paypal, all payment will have to be shipped via concealed cash please.

im considering getting a paypal, but i dont know when.

PENIS MONSTERS
HOW TO DRAW PENIS TUTORIALS
HERM PENIS
ERECT PENIS
PENIS IN A STATE OF DEMIBONAR

AND THATS JUST THE FIRST 12 SUBMISSIONS
WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON












COCKFAGS

is that i can usually come out of it with an "i love everyone" mindset

i am in such a slump. i've barely drawn anything on my spare time for like two weeks :< i'm trying right now, really, but i just want to quit. it feels like i'm getting WORSE at art. this feeling extends to school too. i feel like i'm losing my capacity to learn and just becoming less of what i used to be. ffff if this is depression then wow, i've never had it this bad before. its absolutely awful.
hey does it annoy anyone that i dont capitalize anything/dont proofread what i type? i'm just wondering because i've kinda made a few tries at changing it but it never lasts. i guess if it bugs any of you seriously enough i might stick with it this time.
and while i still have your attention, what do you think of my art? like style wise or something. what could i improve, what do you want to see more of from me, that kind of thing. i really listen to all the comments i get, even if i dont reply; like for example  blitzdrachen's comment on http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1276043/ spurred me to do/post more watercolors. YS HER COMMENT OF "o man. delicious watercolor omnonomn" WAS ENOUGH TO GET ME TO GO "YEY PEOPLE LIKE MAI WATERCOLORS, LET ME MAKE SOME MORE"
for srs guize i appreciate every one of my watchers so much, and all of the comments i get, and you guys do have an impact on me.

lol rambling entry.

SORRY I'LL MOSTLY BE PLAYAN VALVE GAMES FOR A WHILE.
i will still try to post my end of trades though, ive just been really unmotivated lately, but ive been tryyyyiiiinnng.

so those of you who have it, tell me about it. i am considering getting the orange box (10 YEARS LATE, I KNOW) and ive heard great things about halflife and of course portal. lol i had been planning to get the orange box a while ago, but i didnt. obviously. i guess my interest kinda faded

my interest was sparked again after seeing some rather lulzy rule 34 of team fortress, and then watching the "meet the x" trailers etc. looks cool.


(lol that last bit up there killed the journal, didn't it)

ABOUT TO LEARN HOW TO DRIVE. CANNOT FUCKING WAIT

4/22/08

also <:c im getting old

1.  vermi
2.  monstirmon
3.  kaided
4  bakkar
5.  havocpwns IF THAT "PERHAPS..........." MEANS YES

yeah i didnt go on a first come first serve basis :'< does that make me a bad person?

5 slots
1
2
3
4
5.

go

will resume posting shortly

just letting you guys know. you can keep up with my art here: www.chanorexic.livejournal.com

ok so in my last entry i asked how many people use another layer for their inking, and prettymuch everyone said they did (prettymuch everyone because some people said something along the lines of "most of the time" or "when i ink") i mean there werent any all out "no"s
so it looks as if i have this inking thing ass backwards (i dont make another layer, just refine the sketch ALWAYS)
i dont make another layer because it feels like i have to go through everything all over again and its not worth it. also alot of the time i cant keep the quality the same/have to leave out little details when i use a second layer. so idk, at least this works for me.

LOL LAST NIGHT I TRIED INKING ON A SEPERATE LAYER FOR THE LULZ
COULD.NOT.STAND.IT

how many of you digital artists make another layer to ink?

still having net problams :c

i have to leech internet, and most times that doesnt even work. sadly alot of the gifts ive made etc. wont get posted by xmas :'c

HOLY FUCK DID YOU KNOW THAT FAGGOT CHANTICLAIR'S MAKING HOLIDAY BADGES FOR ALL HER DOODS? THE FUCK YOU DID YOU SILLY TWATS
-I HAVENT EVEN FUCKING MADE ONE FOR MY GODDAMNED SELF YET. THE SHIT IS WRONG WITH ME? GETTIN MY ASS BACK TO WORK

-CATFUCKING CHRIST! AND THEYRE HUGE AND HIGH RES TOO
-SHIT I CANT EVEN FIT PAPER IN MY PRINTER BIG ENOUGH TO PRINT THESE MOTHERFUCKERS OUT
-THE LIST OF BOMB-ASS MOTHERFUCKERS GETTING THEIRS ON THE HOUSE:
 INDUSTRIAL-IBEX
 AVELACUNA
 PRAWST
 MILOKEY
 havocpwns
OH MY FUCKING GOD NEMPHYTHS'S BOMB-ASS ISNT ON THIS LIST?!?!?! FUCK I GOT SOMETHING SPECIAL UP MY SLEEVE FOR YOU NIGGA

http://i102.photobucket.com/albums/.....uaggs1copy.jpg
WHO'S THAT FINEASS POSSUM BITCH IN THE EXAMPLE PICTURE? FUCK IF YOU KNOW BUT DAMNIT THAT CORDUROY MAKES HER LOOK HOT! I JUST HAD TO STEP THE FUCK OFF MY MONITOR AND GET A GLASS OF WATER TO CALM MYSELF THE FUCK DOWN

OH JESUS I DONT EVEN GIVE A SHIT IF I MESS UP MY OWN MARKINGS ON ONE OF THESE BASTARDS I WANT ONE SO BAD. THAT LAST SENTENCE CAN GO TO HELL. I DONT EVEN CARE IF THAT FUCKER LOOKS ANYTHING REMOTELY LIKE MY CHARACTERS. IMMA STILL WEAR THAT SHIT TO ANTHROCON AND BE THE PROUDEST FURFAGGOT AT THE CON.

IT TAKES TWO FUCKING TOP OF THE LINE PROGRAMS TO MAKE ONE OF THESE THATS MORE HARDCORE THAN ANYTHING YOU WILL EVER GET.IN LIFE. TWO FUCKING PROGRAMS

I THINK I MIGHT JUST GET MY MONITOR LAMINATED SO I DONT HAVE TO GO TO THOSE RATDICKS AT KINKOS. DAMN THEM. DAMN THEM TO HELL.

http://i102.photobucket.com/albums/.....ggs1INVERT.jpg
SOMEONE HOLD ME I CANT BREATHE.
SHIT I CANT EVEN READ THAT BITCH ANYMORE BUT IT STILL WORKS WHAT THE FUCK KIND OF WITCHCRAFT...
DID I MENTION THOSE FUCKING COLORS? IM FREAKING OUT RIGHT NOW MAN, ITS LIKE A RAVE ON MY SCREEN. YOU KNOW YOU WANT THIS SHIT SO HARD

YOU WANT ONE OF THESE DELICIOUS LITTLE SHITS TOO DONT YOU CUNTFACES?
WELL ITS GONNA COST YOU 10 BUX BECAUSE MY TIME ISNT FOR FREE.


WAIT, BACK THE FUCK UP, WAS THAT LAST ONE THE SAME BADGE BUT INVERTED? HELL YES

this journal is holding place for a better journal in the works. please hold

would anyone commission me if i opened portrait/fullbody (digital), sketch(rl media), and badge (digital) commissions?
i would only open a few slots, and im doing mostly digital now because with that grueling series of badgetrades (those of you who watched me on DA a year ago may remember) i am shitty at sending stuff out/keeping things from being lost. the 3 commissions ive done though, have come out well, its just im slow at sending (procrastinationnnn) so i think it'd be easier to handle digital art,b/c once you dl it, you can just print it. i also work really REALLY high resolution (nearly 2000x2000 after crop) for fullbody pics (although i'll only open one highres slot because, you know, so much time/effort.
i would charge $25 for highres
$15 fullbody (regular size)
$10 portrait
$10 sketch
$6 badge
ok guys, how does that sound?

stolen from  seely

Your Boy Side
[x] You love hoodies.
[ ] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[ ] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[x] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[x] You watch sports on TV. (sometimes, the little league world series was on this summer, so i watched that)
[ ] Gory movies are cool
[x] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear. (uurgh nooo, i have some really lose pants i hate to wear because they always feel like theyre falling down >:C)
[x] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[x] Talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] Wear boxers.
[ ] If a girl you wish you had a peen (no, but i often wish i didnt have anything. OMG PERIOD HAET)
Total = 10

Your Girl Side
[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[x] You love to shop.
[x] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[ ] You wear the color pink.
[ ] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.(actually, thats most of what i wear, im not goth or anything, it just matches all my other clothes/is slimming)
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[ ] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[x] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheer leading, gymnastics or dance.
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should.
[x] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ ] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] You wear girl underwear.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.
total = 9

looks as if im pretty well balanced C:

wewt yeah, i feel up for these! if you wanna do a oC networking with me just drop me an IM when im on. i have to use hamachi tho (router etc.) so i dont know if both of us (or more, right? oC lets up to 4 ppl draw ?) would need hamachi. im kinda ignorant when it comes to this stuff D: (ive only done a few networkings b4) so yeah. also, ne 1 know of a program with this feature that works on both pc AND mac (yeah i know, it'd be easier if someone had just done it right and got a PC in the first place--) ive checked the adobe site for any listed photoshop plugins that gave that ability, but none were listed. help with this would be greatly appreciated. ive been searching for a really long time

vore most of the time, just seems kinda stupid to me, like...not so much that people get off to it, but that the characters are being swallowed WHOLE (???) wtf.
i think that genre has a lot of potential to be awesome if people did it RIGHT and drew chunks of the character being eaten MISSING. i could dig it. i guess these sentiments are from me trying to classify vore as an offshoot of guro (which i rly enjoy when its DONE RIGHT D:< ) so i expect it to be a bit more like OMG CANNIBALISM...meh, i think i'll draw some violent vore now, because there IS NONE ON THE INTERNET EVER )))))))):< and anyway whats the reasoning behind them being swallowed whole anyway? THINK OF YOUR ESOPHAGUS GUYS, PREEZ.
...p.s. how is vore even supposed to be sexy? i notice some people claim to have 'vore fetishes' i dont get that part either :/

yoinked from itspitsacid.livejournal.com
Careeeer Meme
1. Go to http://www.careercruising.com/.
2. Put in Username: nycareers, Password: landmark.
3. Take their "Career Matchmaker" questions.
4. Post the top ten results


1.


Taxidermist


2.


Plastic Surgeon


3.


Hydrologist / Hydrogeologist


4.


Surgeon


5.


Veterinarian


6.


Anesthesiologist


7.


Industrial Designer


8.


Marine Biologist


9.


Interior Designer


10.


Zoologist

haha why is plastic surgeon #2?