I should of looked closer to home, to the one girl who loved me for a long time

Shadow broke up with me,
I broke up with Sarah and called her a fake being to be with shadow, sarsh is real 100% but I called her a figment of my imagination, I lost both girls I loved
Sarah to date shadow abd shadow dumped me

now i knowi told everyone im a lesbian but chaos thruthfully i love you...... alot and i wanna be your mate , i ant you to hold me your arms and kiss me, i wanna hold your hand, go to you when im sad, i need someone in my life to tell me they love me and thruthfully im willing to go straight for you and only you and no one else   i wanna run away from home and be with you
run away with me chaos and be with me somewhere we'll make all yur fantasies come true ^/////^, il even let you fatten me up to as big as you want as long as it makes you happy we can do anything you want and i do mean anything if your willing to run away with me  so do you wanna do it chaos i promise il do anything to make you happy if you say yes we'll leave a week from today   I want you to fatten me up i kinda have a weight gain fetish ^////^ i want you to make me as big as you want then once im full and stuffed we can do something only to  people who love each other can do together ^////^ ,

My lovely girlfriend who I love so much wants me to fatten her up when we meet in rl, in a week we hope.
example from this
. .
|.......|
|...*..| <-- skinny
to this
,(,,.,Y,,.,)
(...,...:...)
(.....o.....) <-- big bellied woman

I need help, I love shadow with all my heart and wanna make her happy, how can I get her chubby fast like she wants to be,
also any relationship advice, she is my first gf and I want her to be my permanate one,
shadow if your reading this I love you back my girlfriend, my mate
ohh this is how big she wants to be. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4894849/
more to love I guess, she does have a fetish about it, kind of like me

Sarah was someone I made up to get some one jeoulous, my mate is shadow look at the page shouts I got

I am sick today, my older brother always tells me
"the reason YOU get sick every winter is YOU have a natural need to hibernate which is why YOU are so tired" he always puts weird sound pn the word you as in he means just me

1. i lied to you X3
2. your an art whore to you fat ass, cock sucking, dick licking, shit eating, dirty cunt
3. fuck you and your girlfrind
4. vore is fucking disgusting
5. im not telling you her new account you'll just have to find it
have fun writ



~a user on fa said this to me

in my new pic, made by a friend, the one before the cobramcjingleballs pic, anyone read what it says?

Ok it seems a hacker is on the loose on FA so here are some advice,
always verify urls and emails,
change passwords alot
never open unsure emails and unsecure emails

Shadow-wolfchick was hacked, look at my page shouts, She'd never say that, ypu guys know that,

I share an account with my loving gf Sarah, so both character are our fursona the people who say Sarah is my accounts oc Is half right, I am sorry for the confusion. Thepolishone, jackiethecs knew this, sorry I lied about Sarah being my oc, she is my gf's fursona, Sarah named her after herself

You all know to love vore, the ironic thing is I am scared of snakes cause they cab eat people whole

Death is the sweet frosting and life is the bitter cake, I wanna crawl into a ball and die by stabbing myself so I can be free from the reacted world of ours, hell the book 1974, told a true world order that I can live in, again I hate my life and I hope I die soon, If I were to die tomorrow I know no one care, after all it's not like anyone actully likes me
let's see how many of you all care
example a user here acted like my friend till I said I don't take requests now. He hates me,
also when I went for help people trolled me cause she blocked him, it's not like the user doesn't live near her,

My family crossed the line now, they now hacked inti my facebook page and deleted all my friends cause they were not "normal, why the fuck do they delete people cause they are diffrent? Like for example they deleted my best friend I knew since I was five cause he had long hair and looked emo, so fucking what?
Also they called Trent, Jackie and mjomag pedophilic liers cause they don't know them, Now all my friends need to visited and get a background check. Aughh I hat my life, somedays I wish a truck would run me over and end it.
If I vanish for years I got my wish,

My family demands I deactivate my fa and facebook page cause they hate furs and everything about furs, I will never quit fa. Man holidays suck in my family, just an arguement and food snarfing. My damn family breed to know every thing about my life, they can't keep secrets he'll they hack in to my pc to see where I go

Mjomag bought me
Generations Optimus prime and
Generations Megatron
as an Xmas gift
I am waiting for them to come in the mail. Everyone I wanna say thanks for being nice.



On a sad note; my pc died I am still here do to my iPod touch

50 colleges sent me letters requesting I join them, I am 15 I should be playing games nor being harrased by colleges wanting ne to join them. All wanting to give me free schollarship or how ever you spell it, what should I do?

Soundwave WFC,
he is like his g1 counter part and on a making of WFC he is a remade verison of him,
his modes are Robot, armored truck and Boom box
Bumblebee *see soundwave*
Modes are robot, and cybertronion car

I ran a virus scan and deleted several viruses

I will keep these up till it's done
working on the blueprints

 CobraMCjingleballs Is gonna make epic art WATCH HIM NOw

More detaling for you guys
Gloves same as first one post butt they have Claws now Meow
Shoes Claws also
whole thing is furry also
belly-uses the same thing as the Vore fur suit made by a user here, I got permission to copy FYI
Any questions?
also here is the conversation
Chaos: so can you make it?
Al: sure but these cost 900 bucks but for you Free
Chaos: YAY

ok now to break it down into details
it's Made for Offense and defense and to be cute
Mask has 3 parts
hat
It's just a gat witrh ears '
mask
My muzzle and a breathing system
goggles
It;s a one way mirror I see you, you no see me,
Shirt has 2 parts
shirt
has armor chest and ipo pocket inside it
Wings,
poseable and can be used as shields
pants
orange pants with a tail'
Gloves"
has metal on the knuckles and finger tips
the Pads are able to act like finger tips
The shoes are paws

.A fur suit,
features,
Reflective one way mirror eyes,
Armor inside the wings to protect me
paw pads with the same stuff as apple Ipod gloves on them.
Ipod touch internal pocket,
Fist have metal at the end an over the knuckles hien,
wings fold down onto body to free arms up,
Its of Chaos
total cost for me, FREE
my friend is making it for me since I am helping jail break his Idevice
also free art
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1849091/