i go to pick up my gorgeus fiance form the airport ^_^ i rly hope i can sleep tonight, im so excited im shakin a bit, got tears in my eyes im just.. so happy that ill finally b truly happy when i get to see my love in the airport and give her the biggest hug ive ever given her. cant wait to hold her in my arms. then next week its off to fc 2014 ^_^ , gonna try n get some sleep X3 goondnight everyone <3

i b 25 today and char b 910 c: ( hey ive done my own math leave me alone x3) im an old fart -3- *jabs at u wit his pokeball cane* X3

BEHOLD EET! >:U

keep your shit to your self, i dont hate u guys for liking it, to each his own, but when u sick fucks ask me or my wife to be in one of ur pics ur fucking asking to die, yeah my wife faved that pic or watever ur bitching about, i dont like vore, but if she wants to fave shit go ahead i dont give a fuck. i kno shes not into it for "those" reasons, idk what reasons mostly but not cause its that "reason", keep your shit out of the gutter assholes. my head is so flustered right now i dont kno wat to fucking do or type anymore, im done on here for the night, bye

i hardly get alone time cause i always seem to b called out by my family to do this or that, seems to happen alot when im either online or not even on the comp yet, i just want to talk to the one i love . i kno i can easily say no to them but they would end uo nagging about this or that or ur always in the computer, blah blah blah. worst part is i feel it hurts and depresses my fiance, it hurts me like fuck knowing she upset. i feel like aterrible fiance for doing that often >< . i.. i just want to be with her adn talk to her, am tired of not having alone time and then out of nowhere someone "come on i need ur help" or" lets go we got to go" and wen i ask why its either " u spend to much time on the computer" or "what do u do all day online" ? my answers are always i hardly get to talk to her or just relax online or , i chat with people, email shit , wtch stuff. oh and also APPLY FOR JOBS LIKE YOU GUYS WANT ME TO. i dont get it, i hjsut want to b alone and have time with her, i wish i had money or a job to just move out, sry if my typing is very bad, my hands are shaking im so stressed out ><. i just want her to be happy.

shes a cheater, she cant be trusted, for all you know she rp yiffs and gets dirty pics of her character and sells them to other furs for money behind your back, for all you know she could be cheating on you rl AND rp



well.. your a troll yes, your anoying as fuck yes




BUT


no one, nothing, not any living micro organism on this planet will break us apart, i kno i prolly havent been the best fiance right now. your a pathetic troll who will never get anywhere in life,your probably just a fat lard munching on pizza rolls and hot pockets in your mothers basement, i get called away alot it seems or family needs me at times, it makes me feel like shit cause i kno it hurts. but no matter how many times thatll happen, no matter any situation, I WILL NEVER leave her, she alone is the person that litterally saved my life from me ending it. i am the most thankful for that but more than that im happy i found the love of my life and found true happiness, i kno today was an off day babe and im sorry if some of the things i said sounded like i worded them wrong but they werent intented to come out like that. im sorry if i hurt u at all today, i love you to death and next year im relaly shooting to start out future together. i love you Karen Garcia, i cannot wait to hear them say mr and ms olguin at that altar. i love you honey and im sorry for today

i love you honey

,


vous êtes la flamme dans ma vie qui ne mourra jamais

sucks when ur barely able to get online, u get on and u want to chat with the one you love and u have to go a few minutes after that, i kno it upsets them but hurts more u cant do anything, thats the only thing bugging me right now.i want to have a job and money and b active and all but... i ijust want to have money and a job and move out so i can get away from all the distractions.

Would b kick ass to get donations for neccesities and shit from people like other furs but i dont have ant art talent or talent in exchange for their money whatsioever,

any tips on how to make even a bit of spare cash, donations, anything at this moment would b great. i just wish i could get a damn job as easy as everyone else it seems. , trying to earn up money for fc for our room next year. im done nagging you guys with my lame problems, thanks for reading, love you all

for all the kind comments and comfort for my fiance through this terrible time when im not there to comfort her, it really pisses me off when the net or power decides to take a shit when i need to talk to her the most. yeah ive been out applying for jobs n shit but come home to an empty house and the power out, spend most of my time fliping swtiches trying to fix the power, i fix it but after a while it comes back on and THEN MY NET DECIDES TO DIE!, shes all i can think about in my mind, all i think about when im applying, shes what drives me to apply apply aplpy for jobs, im hurt as hell finding out she was in pain and not being able to help her, i feel like aterrible fiance when shit like shit happens, i wantedf to atleast message her but nope the net doesnt want me to. thank you everyone feel free to msg me or pm me, i wont b very talkative for a bit

my whole mouth hurts like shit ><

seriously fuck off and go rot in a ditch, idk if ur tryin to troll us or if ur stupid ass has something against us but its getting annoying, only messages i prtty much see are from the troll with stupid wierd shit questions. im NEVER going to leave nothing on this planet , no one nothing can separate us, our love is never ending and invincible. so fuck off troll im done here

we has new icons thanks to ^^ ur awesome ratgirl! :3

this woman


no matter what mood im in, no matter whats happened, she always knows how to make it all better, another one of my favorite celebrities could of died or i could of had the shittiest day ever but she knows how to get rid of it.




the video above this text, this moment in my life was one of the best moments ever to have happened in my life i became the happiest man ever ^_^. but if it wasn't for that one picture you submitted, if i pushed f5 to refresh the page, if i accidentally clicked out of it or my laptop would of died... i would of never of met the woman of my dreams but it was a god send that you came into my life babe. i was miserable , i was a wreck, i wanted nothing to do wit the fandom, that's how bad it was. but i saw that pic, we commented a few times back n forth, eventually talked in notes, then Skype and few days later we decided to become a couple ^^, my eyes are streaming tears as i type this baby but i cant help it, your the world to me, i kno we cant see or talk to each other right now but we will get through it, next year we will save up enough money to find our own place, i love you to death and cant wait for that moment i see you walking down the isle and i get to say those words "i do". i love you to death honey, always and forever

forever and always


love,

next year I am saving up as much as I fucking can and moving out, tired of having to go do this or that, tired of having to go out at the last damn minute. and wen u guys randomly take me out to eat with my brother cause its his last day, yet u talk and talk to him or his "girlfriend" a lot. u guys know I want time alone so I can talk to my wife its bad enough I don't have a cam or mic so I cant physically see or hear her, it hurts like fucking hell to not see my loves face or hear her beautiful voice. I miss her like crazy and this shit has to stop. I want to be with her and she wants to be with me. sometime next year I don't care how long its going to take but im saving up like crazy and moving out. I want to live my life, yeah im still looking for a job and working ona drivers liscense too. I just find it funny, I go to Arizona and within a week or 2 I get a job, im stuck here applying applying applying, and takes me forever. I just want to have my own little place with my fiancé, I need to find other ways to make money. I want to learn to draw small icons or other stuff, im working on a project that will hopefully get me some money once I get it down right. any other advice on how to make money or anything would b great since I don't rly have an art skill. I just want to be with my love happy and away from problems. any tips on places or how to earn some extra money or any wayu u can help at all, pm me or comment, I love my parents to death but come on ><. im tired of doing this >< I just want to be happy with the one I love.

just incase any of u were wondering why I wont b on much for a few hours, ill b taking the sprinter back and home in this lovelty weather cause "people" are busy taking care of kids whos sisters are fucking worthless. if any of u have my number feel free to text. im not going to let this day go bad though, im going to apply for a lot of jobs there so wish me luck :)

my wifes doing pin up commissions, READ THE RULES BELOW

How far of "mature" content will she will allow? Read below for rules.

What I will allow-

Sexy lingerie
Bikini's
Topless (no nipples)
Sexy poses
Flirty and or sexy expressions
For males- nudes (you must be covered at the crotch or no details of cocks if chosen un covered)
Breasts can be half covered if wanted

What will not allow-
Femboys
pussy or ass shots
cock shots
No suggestions of "touching oneself" in naughty bits
no toys
fetishes
suggestiveness
muscles
bulges

If you have any questions on what she may allow and not allow and it's not listed above, just ask, all I can tell to is yes or no.
if topless (for females) no nipples allowed)


http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5078044/


cant stress enough READ THE FUCKING RULES, I don't want any idiots posting nude reffs or asking sugesstive shit, no requests of our characters,(idiots) no muslces or any buldging crap.

aren't those the people that are supposed to help you and not accuse u every time of some dumb shit? aren't they the people that arew supposed ton help u and not say "oh well if only you had a job you could pay for your stuff" and help out a little. today was a shitty day, been holding back tears earlier cause out of nowhere im stressed as fuck with crap and family that seems to favor people right now. and I guess my hard drive is dead or so geeksquad said but oh guess what they wanted to do " well the diagnosis is ur hard drive is dead but we can give u this and that and bullshit as long as u sign up for our 1 year warranty itll pay for the replacement hd and all other shit that's wrong with it for the lovely price of 289! " but since we found a problem with ur laptop while we were diagnosing it we charge a small fee of 5.50. told them to their face " im good, im not going to pay up the ass for a god damn hd, you guys hardly diagnosed it" then left. all this could of been avoided if people learned to RESPECT MY PRIVACY and not sneak in my room to find shit and leave my door open so the cat we never wanted can jump on my shit and knock it down. oh and to top off today I lost my damn debit card and I have to pick it up tomorrow at chilis. im fucking shaking as I write this, im irritated as fuck. because my laptops dead I don't have a mic or fucking camera to chat with the one I love and it hurts like hell cause I miss seeing and talking to her. I need to learn to draw or do something to make money online for commissions of any sort, I want to make enough money and just move out of here, out of my house with the one I love in our own place so no one can distract us or bother us with useless crap. any ideas would be greatful for making money, I just want to be happy with the one I love and talk to her.. is that too much to ask for

mega charizard looks ok XD :P, there is everyone happy i accepted my older self? -3- XP

yay randomness

that is all

i will never associate or rp or chat with any one who dares to rp a character that has gave us chars a bad name
i dont care nor will i ever care about this stupid 4th evolution, wtf.. r.i.p my childhood

):<

randomly certain days i would wake up at 2 pm or 4 pm and still feel a bit tired, its been bugging the crap out of me lately, idk if its cause ive changed my eating habits but not too much or what, any help or advice would b great thanks ><, other than that my day is going great :)

first thing that happened, i went to work like usual and find out i may not keep my job and that they were releasing people for the day eaarly cause it wasnt rly busy. i got my full shift but finding out my chance of getting released got me good ><. after todays all over i wait for my mom whos in a bad mood with another sibling to pick me up,we go home i take a shower and get ready to relax and talk to my love and what happens when i trn my laptop on? it crashes, oh but wait thats not the best part :D THE INTERNET GOES OUT, so i was stuck in my room y hot warm room until the net comes back . as u can see the internet is finaly back but i find it odd that my fa has been acting up, not saying who i think it may b cause they could b getting a rile off this, its just funny this has happened frequently to my wife and i, other than that im sore, tired as hell and want to relax, aside from the crap i had a great day :) had my love in my head to keep me motivated :) i love you honey always and forever, forever and always :)


had this song stuck in my head all day cause i heard it at the book store
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JdTrBkrjG4k ( couldnt get it to pop up in the journal >< )


got choked up at work but had to hide it but had to stay strong ^^;;, just thinking about you all day today made my day great :) i love you

the 16th was one year that hungrydragon ( my yt channel) was born so i celebrated it in a big way :)
enjoy the vid,feel free to comment here or on the vid , dont b afraid to like it too ;P

wont b as active for a few days so i can clear my fucking head, aside from going to work tommorow i barely get home from being with family, we were gnna get photots done but it got changed into this and that cause smoeone wasnt happy, then my mother says oh were taking some at 6 so then i end up getting ready all fresh and clean, only to find out WE ARENT TAKING PICTURES, all because of one person who has to take 2 god damn hours to get ready, im done ranting im getting fed up with this one sided favoritism bullshit it seems. wish i could just move out with my job or win some fucking money o something. on top of that my fucking head is pounding ><


im done


going to take a shower, ttyl everyone
.

let me win the lottery or something so i can get some extra money to save up for my own small place or something so i have time to talk with friends and the one i love the most ><, i kno i live with my parents n all and they want me to help them here and there but whenever do i get time to myself? when can i just sit down, relax and talk to my fiance or any of my friends without getting interupted? and for the most part they get pissy when they need me which seems to b alot at times throughout the day, i have brothers and sisters that are here why cant they go shopping with you or get groceries or whatever. i want some time to myself :/ yet if i ever bring anything up about my siblings " oh hes working hard and ur not doing much, u always seem to b on th computer" yeah they work hard n all but i do too, not the same thing they do but i work hard, and my job is alot more complicating than u think so why do u have to give me problems wen i get hme and go straight on the computer to chat or take a nap sometime during the day? and im not the only on upset aout it, i have friends that i havent talked to in a while or much cause im spontainiously needed somehwere, im not trying to sound lazy everyone but i just want time alone where no one needs me an i can relax ><

rly hoping to save up alot soon and star saving up to get a smal studio or something so people wont bother me as much and i have my own time to talk with my fiance ><

if anyone has any tips on ways i can make money online ( ya original i kno bt im stressing) id greatly appreciate it, im not an artist i dont kno how to draw for shit, i have other talents i guess but ... ugh i need my own place >< if im not as responsive on here for tommorow that means im busy

i send someone messages and they are afk and either they dont get my messages or i get theres really realy delayed and vice versa, so people either think im ignoring them and they get mad at me >< wtf skype

holy crap despite my food poisoning im so damn happy! ^_^