when you see your dad cry as much as he cried when u see him cry on his knees, when you see the tears i saw. when you hear your own father say "a mans purpose in life is to raise a good family and children" it fucking hits you hard. i was never addicted to it, im choosing to quite smoking pot for him, for my family for the love of my life . im not quitting because i think its ruining my health or anything, i kno it doesnt kill you or any of that shit, im still supporting legalization cause but im just not smoking it anymore, i may in the future save up money and open a dispensary or something to LEGALLY sell medical pot. but that aside it may be a long journey it may b short, its not like im going to tear my head off cause i havent smoked a joint or a bowl, i can live with out it. yeah the reason this whole thing started was cause he caught me weighing weed, i knew i was caught im not going to deny it. as ive stated earlier thats not the reason im quitting, its for my friends, my family and my fiance. sorry if i dissapoint any of you guys or anything but if u dont like the fact that i quit weed then go fuck yourself. my choice my life.you dont believe me or think ill just go back to it soon, you guys are fucking idiots if u dont pay attention to my journal too all my friends that support me or still smoke but appreciate what im doing, i love u guys u guys are the best group of friends a guy could ever have. and to my fiance i love you to death and ur the light in my life ^^, i love you all and thanks for understanding everyone :)

I'm here leaving you this. Let this be known to everyone, I love this man like no one else. No one will ever love him as much as I do. Try anything...you'll regret it. I love you Josh, forever and always, no matter what. You're mine and only mine and I am yours and only yours Sleep well, my love <3 Dream your dreams and think of me as I lie here missing you, feeling empty inside without you by my side. We'll see each other soon enough though and I can't wait. Night babe.

Your loving future wife,
Sui.

still really shaken up, probably wont b online tonight
trying so hard to keep calm and not cry

http://fiverr.com/twisteddragon/rew.....turbing-ending

(click link for video and more info)

have u ever watched a movie or read a comic book or childs story and wondered to yourself, gee i wonder if they ever have alternate endings or do movies always have to end in a happy moment? Well ur at the right page i will rewrite any childs story, movie commercial, or any movie u want to any twisted ending u desire into a document it could b as sick and twisted as u want but also make a funny but twisted ending,the possibilities are endless! :D


i could rly use the monies :P plus im saving up for a special gift ^^ <3
it would mean alot if u can tell ur friends bout my page, maybe they wanna see a gruesome ending to goldilocks, or pinochio, or snowhite, the posibilities are endless >:D

took my love :suithewolf: to the airport thursday morning, i was trying so hard not to cry but ended up failing, its gonna take a few days to get used to not seeing her around,been crying all day, dont rly feel good, karen... i love you and miss you like fucking crazy, i fighting back tears as im typing this, babe ive never been happier in life then wen im with u <3 thanks for coming down and making me happy :) i cant wait to see you my love ^^


https://youtu.be/lZp6pmgbZyU

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=boo3s6K7I_g

the results of how it turne out and how it tasted X3, if u guys want to see the live stream video feel free to PM me :3, thank u allo who watched ^^

http://www.livestream.com/greenzard420?t=371285


it b live stream and watch me attempt it! X3, i will b smokin in the vid too :3

ill be heading to califur! i cant wait to see u all! ^^

tommorow i head to califur with my homie and the love of my life and i get to room with them and and along with her sister ^^. for 3 days i get to have the time of my life with my furry family and i couldnt b any happier. see you all there! ^^ ily all. message me if ur goin so we can meet :3

and i have a rp child, naveah, and someday we hope she becomes reality, however if u dont like the fact that we are dating or the fact that we have an rp child then tough shit. a few of u ( u kno who u r) are upset that i have an rp kid with my own fiance, if u rly cant deal wth that, then thats sad..u want me to urself and i ask if i can only have u as a child and u say its this or that or give me some other excuse i cant take it. also if u have something disrespectful to say about my mate message her or me, i dont keep secrets from her i tell her EVERYTHING, were tired of arguing about stupid small things, i as for socalled friends that are getting annoyed that im not hanging out with you or spending time with you, then you guys arent true friends, shes here with me and shes here to have a good time and enjoy herself, if u guys try and put that infront of her and think only of urself, u guys arent friends. what happens when she moves in with me and gets married to me? what then?, i still make time for friends when i have time, as for all my rp kids, to all the ones that respect that i have moer than one kid and have one with my mate, i thank you all and ill tak u all out for pizza ^^ ( :P ) thanks for listening everyone i luff u all :3

i pick up the love of my life and shes gonna stay for a while and i couldnt b any happier! ^^ ttyl wen i get back! ^^

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i thank god for a wonderful sunday, i feel god has given me a new lease on life, a new fresh start in my faith and relationship with him. i have never felt so blessed to have friends and family to support me through this past week, thank you all, u guys are awesome ^^

https://youtu.be/wzuZLpf3JF8

22 inches of hotdog, no time limit, will i b able to do it?

feel free to wish me luck on here and/or on youtube ^^

i dedicate this vid to many people if ur not in the descripttion feel free to tell me ^^

the challenge is on friday wish me luck! ^_^

i sung this song for and . my singing voice isnt the best and i did it without background music but i did read the lyrics. i miss you guys more than u can imagine, i may not b online much today or tommorow,..i im sorry.

https://youtu.be/sLQ-PI8yaKU


vex and loki if you guys are on fa in heaven i hope you enjoy this video i love and miss you guys

i heard the terrible news, im fighting back tears, i feel sick, i miss you guys like crazy, it was a total shock when i found out *tears*


i didnt know you that well but the first time i met you at the ps, u were just so sweet and kind to me, i was nervouse but you just came up and talked to me. im going to miss you :(


at my first ps seeing you all hyper and you just being you was fucking awesome, made me laugh all the time, even made random racist jokes wen we were at in and out lol. i remember at my first further confusion convention on the last day i lost my moeny and didnt have the 40 bucks i neede to get home and i had no way of paying but you gave me the money to help me get home, i still thank you to this day, someday up in heaven ill take you out to eat at in and out like i promised <3

i love you guys like familly the fandoms not going to be the same without you guys :( i miss you

thats info that ALOT of u allready kno, i make my own pieces and bongs, but you know what? i smoke yeah recreationally, but mostly cause i cant take painkillers or any downers cause they would fuck up my liver. if any of u guys have a problem or u dont like it, just fess up and tell me now instead of waiting for a long ass time. im proud to be a stoner and medical marijuana patient. if you guys dont like it just tell me but im not going to change my habits or ways, to you guys that cant get over what i said or dont believe me, thats your problem, to those that support or stand up for me i love you all, and thank you, have a goodnight everyone love u

thought i was just heavily exhausted from working out too much, woke up at 5 dry heaving then puking, i thought drinking water would help but seems like it made it worse, wen i went to the hospital only to find out it was rly rly bad food poisoning along with dehydration, i drank a shti load of water still didnt help, on meds right now and in pain but im rly sry i didnt call back last night, if i had the strenth i would of, im leaving in a few hours and will b back home but in bed most of the day. dont let this scare anyone, im ok now just having horrible stomach pains. i love you all and apologize to u my love, i love you always and forever, forever and always

Opening commissions for an urgent reason, in the need of money for necessities and just to have some spare. I've been looking for work, sadly nothing has came my way, it's hard with out any money, so if any of you could possibly help in any way, you'd really be helping me out. Below is what you can get.

Collab commissions from and I, meaning YOU have to sketch the picture, post it here on FA, Sui will be saving the picture, clean up the sketch and line it. I will be colouring it. Flat colours only. Either a flat white bg or transparent.

Collab commissions from me will be the same way. YOU sketch it out, post it here, I save it and colour. Same rules apply as above. Pretty simple, now no one should get confused.

Now for the rules, what's allowed and what's not. Sui and I WILL NOT be doing anything sexual, meaning keep all of the ideas mature. No nudity, sex, you get the picture. Also, her and I WILL NOT be accepting anything mature that has to do with our characters, meaning if for example, you want a pic of Charizard or Sui in any sexual/mature content, you will be turned down. Please keep it friendly, nothing mature/x rated. I think I made this simple enough, but if not, please note either me or Sui. Thank you for taking the time to read.

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the last piece of cake! hurr hurr, u guys rly think id leave someone whos made me the happiest ive ever been? X3 hope i got a goo scare out of u all X3

this..... http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5187392/


if it werent for that, id be the most miserable person right now, id probably be drinking into a deeper and deeper depression, but someone pulled me from that. someone saved my life and made me better than ever, someone made me the happiest man in the world and its allready been a year. you have NO IDEA how wonderful you are, your the best thing to ever happen to me. one year has passed and there are many more to come, i kno i said i was gonna do it later but here you go ^_^

"For you, I thank the Lord above
You’ve given me hope, inspiration and truth
Because of you I feel never-ending youth
When heavy storms have come our way
Your love has always made me stay
Each morning I wake and see your face
I know in you, I’ve found my place
Our bond is extraordinary, beautiful, and real
It’s remarkable how wonderful you make me feel
We belong together, you and I
That, the world cannot deny
The life we’ve shared this past year
Has proved forever it shall persevere
I will love you forever in every way
That will remain constant until my dying day."

words cannot fully express how much i love you and how much my life has been better with you in it, and youve made me even happier now that we are engaged ^^, ill always be yours. i love you karen garcia, forever and always, always and forever <3

im happily engaged to the love of my life ^^ i couldnt b any happier, the proposal idea was fun and thank you to all of you that helped ^^.

well ive been on the train lol, prolly might reach around there around 6 ^^, i love u all and cant wait to see everyone! ^^

cant wait to see all of you guys there! ^^

ill be going to the con with my love

and rooming with:





were gonna b takin the bus and train prolly :3.

this is also gonna b her first con and im excited about that ^_^.

i rly hope to see alot of u there ^^ youll guys see me with my usual free hugs con shirt ^_^.

i rly hope to see alot of u guys there! ^^ <3