my luff want to wish u a very happy xmas and happy holidays! ^^

https://youtu.be/M7QSnSH96E8




(vid has some "bad" language X3, any perverted or stupid comments will get u blocked)

I'm on ur laptop stealing ur FA journalz c: I love you baby <3

heading out to pick up the love of my life im so nervouse yet excited at the same time! ^^ <3 i love you babe and i cant wait to see u ^^

my heart is beating like fucking crazy, one more day till i get to see the love of my life ^^, my hands are shaking im so excited ^^ imma b pickin her up from the airport and i kno i might get emoitional wen i see her but i cant wait, gonna hang at my place for a week then visit family then gonna b coming back down for our 1 year anniversary and valentines day.also ill b takin her to her her first furry convention FC ^_^ i love you so much babe, u have noooo idea how wired i am right now ^^,

*kises* i love u hun ^^

and goodnight to all ^^

i would love to thank each and everyone of you guys for ur bday wishes but there are so many ^^;;, i had a great bday ^^ ate at hometown buffet :3 (not even gonna tell u how much i ate XD), then opened presents ^^, got some sterio headphones, some awesome pjs, a pack of dr pepper (fuck yeah XD) a memory foam pillow,some dietary suppliment for muscle building, a 15 dollar card to subway and another gift tommorow but ill update u on that lol, thanks each and everyone of you guys i love you all ^^

and

thx for makin my week and making me smile, u 2 rly made my week amazing, i love you babe and i luv you my lil angel isobel(rp) ^^ *hugs both of u*

after so many months im so excited to see some of my furry family ^^ hope to see lots of u there ^^

Why are you so stupid?
I kid, I love you.

Mine and only mine. Forever and don't you forget it. When I see you you're going to be smothered with luffs. Be prepared boy. If any of you see that as dirty...then wow. Wasn't meant to sound that way so get ur minds out of the bloody gutter.

I love you baby. You awesome, adorable, cute, sweet, funny, sexy, not fully realized dragon. See what I did there Josh? Hm? Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm? :c

Wolfybutt

anyone in the san marcos area, look out for a piece of shit wearing a cast with a sling(not sure what color) hanging out with 3 other people, 1 hispanic male with a cast and sling, one white male and the other 2 unidentified, if anyone spots them let me kno ASA[P im serious, those cocksuckers stole my familys lexus

and if by some act of god the people can see this, let this be known, i WILL find you guys, i will fucking break your other arm and beat the holy gode damn shit out of each and everyone of your shit head little friends, you better fucking pray my friends and i do not find any of you . you WILL be beaten, if not today , itll be soon i WILL beat the living shit out of you...





so much for a good fucking halloween

but im leaving now, wish me luck everyon! ^_^, im allready nervouse enough as it is XD

you were one of the coolest people i have EVER met on here, u were sweet and wonderful friend to me. i kno we didnt talk much on here but we had a blast talking on messenger. there are secrets that ive told u and u only that u left this earth with. R.I.P u have no idea how much thsi hurts, i wont b able to sleep for a few days but... god damn it i miss u so much! im trying my hardest to fight back tears. i miss you buddy and i always will, hope to see you up there when its my time, i love you bud

http://iluffmahsui.tumblr.com/

corny username i kno but i cant help it i luff mah

X3 , hope to see alot of yous on thar! 8D

why are you beautiful, sweet, awesome and an all around wonderful girl? X3 hurr hurr


love u babe always and forever ^^

i missed a furcon this year, i havent been to a furmeet in ages or havent hung out with a group of furs and its rly taking a toll on me. alot of peolpe think im wierd for how much i love the fandom. there ae certain songs i cant listen to anymore cause somehow it triggers the fandom in my head and how much i msiss it, im still trying to figure out y. the furry fandom has helped me through SO MUCH crap ive been dealingf with the past few years. i decided to post this song "i miss you",
(in a sense) it shows how much i miss the fandom. i miss getting hugs from fursuiters,taking pictures, just hanging with my family. the fandom truly is my second family. ive been a bit depressed from not being able to interact much with my furry family, i am IN NO WAY leaving the fandom, id rather die than leave the best thing that has ever happened to me. i would love nothing more than to personally write and mention all my friends in this journal but i theres so many wonderfull people in my life, im trying so hard not to cry right now ^^;;. my last words for the night to the fandom: youll always and forever be in my heart,and ill never leave, this is my second home, i love all of you guys <3
https://youtu.be/wEP1SDUeGjQ

https://youtu.be/54XZt3k2J6A

today was iggy (my bearded dragons) bday ^^ she turned 2 today :). i got her some crickets and some meal worms and other gifts^^. ill post a pic of her bday hat ^^ feel free to comment on thee yt page, she will b reading them too X3. "tanks for all ur bday wishes i love all of you ^^" iggy told me to say that :P

Karen was here.


♥



c:

*flees*

the 2nd anniversary of my first con ^^ and im excited!

ill b staying at the main hotel ^^ and the peeps roomin with me are:

i still have one bedspot left ^^ if u kno anyone or if theres anyone reading this. PM me and ill see if i kno u well enough X3 :P

anyones willin to drop by my room wenever ^^ i MIGHT b having a small party and possibly a babyfur party (yeah thats right i said it, deal with it lol), or anyone jus willin to chill, PM me for my number so we can keep in touch ^^, if anything i might post a journal on the room im in idk lol,

for my room mates:

feel free to bring friends in as long as its not like 5 people at a time like last time (not bringing up any names) if anyone has a problem or an issue dnot b afraid to ask me ^^. ill b updating on and off until califur ^^.

how youll find me: ill b wearin my free charizard hugs tshirt ^^ ANYONES willin to give me a hug or glomp X3

thers so many people that i cant wait to see again! ^^ and people i cant wait to see that i havent seen once X3. i love u all and i cant wait! ^_^

today sin cara ( formerly known as mistico ) entered the WWE universe. im postng a journal about this cause ive been hyped about this ever since they mentioned it, ive been HUGE fan of cara.i always watched him in a lucha match on channel 64. Hes going to bring great hope and energy to WWE. after daniel bryan wa getting his ass kicked by sheamus, i heard the music then saw him come out. i got so fucking hyped i started clapping and jumping and my sister came in to see wats wrong XD. after i saw him in action idk y but it brought a tear to my eye cause it was something special to me. It wa simply amazing and i cant wait to see what hes going to bring to the wwe universe :D



VIVA LA SIN CARA!

i finnaly got home after a train ride and bus ride with and u guys are 2 of the best frinds a dragon could kno ^^. first day was awesome secon day was awesome, every day was awesome! i made so many new friends met friends i have never met before. it hurt so much to leave but i cant wait for next year ^^. ill post a ton of pics and stuff later, sry the journal doesnt go into detail, im jus exhausted from the ride and stuff XD. i love you all! ^^ ttyl

after alot ofn ups and downs im officially going to fc! ^^. im so excited i havent been able to sleep and i could feel my heart beating fast i was so excited ^^;;. But im also excited cause im going to get to see MANY MANY of my friends ive known for years online in person! ^_^,

heres a few off the top of my head:

-ever since u joined fa ive been a humungous fan of ur art and character ^^,

- since the day i met u online and on fa, youve been one of the best friends a guy could ever have ^^, plus we have alot of the same interests ^^. also a celebration to the heart break kid on getting in the hall of fame! ^^ :P

- wen i first found u on meetup.com ive been dying to meet u in person ^^,ur one of the sweetest people i kno ^^.

when i see alot of u guys for the first time, dont b alarmed if i get teary eyed or choked up a bit ^^;its jus the happyness im feeling XP

theres so many! if i left u out, dont hesitate to comment ^^.

ive been so excited ive gotten teary eyed cause ive gotten overwhelmed ^^;;.

How you can find me:ill be wearing a shirt that says free charizard hugs ^^. jus shout my name charizard! ^^ or pokemon, watever u kno me by ^^

hugs and glomps?: wel yeah! ^^, thats wat my shirt says lol, as for glomps sure! ^_^

snuggles?hell yeah! ^^, jus dont get too "happy" XD

can you buy me drinks?: fuck yeah! XD

who im rooming with:






i only kno a few of u but i cant wait to see u guys ^^.

Can I touch you?: if I know you

Can I talk to you?:Sure ^^

am a nice person?always! ^_^


im highly looking forward to seeing all of you guys! ^_^ bye i love u all! ^^

well my plans for a ride with somene through so im in DESPERATE need of a ride to further confusion ><, it would mean the world to me if i could get a ride ><. id b more than happy to give gas money ^^. i would need a ride wednesday and possibly a ride back ^^. like i said money is no issue jus dont try and over price it :P;.pls ANYONE i rly rly need a ride id b so greatful if i could get a ride ^^. i live in san marcos btw lol. if anyone has any offers PM me pls thanks ^^

(i wrote this after reading constantines journal XD)

aparantly to ALOT of furs (u kno who u guys are XD i look like ray william johnson ><. ive seen the vids, i dont see any similarities lol. and i thought it ended there but.... i was dead wrong ><. now i get people at school asking me that or saying "hay u look like ray william johnson, say this or say that " bla bla. jus thougt id randomly rant XD goodnight! <3

well today i turn 22 ^^or 905 in charizard years >< ^^, but one of my friends has a bday too ^^, im not how old shes turning but wish her a happy bday too! ^^,also wish a happy bday too! today im gonna go to some buffet with my family ^^ and on saturday we are gonna bbq! ^^, POSSILBY on friday i might b throwing a small party at my house ^^, ill post more info later, i hope u all give me presents! XD :P bye i love u all ^^

well in 2 days ill b another year older :P.ill b 22 but ill b 905 as a charizard (gah i feel old ><). hey us dragons get old but we live longer! woot woot! can i get a amen from all my fellow dragons! :P. i hope ig et a present from my squishy ;) (its an inside joke only like 2 other people kno, U kno who u r XD) but we also have another bday ^^ happy bday to u! ^^.make sure u get both of us presents! :P. im greatful for another day of life, i would like to thank ALL my furry friends for making this furry life the best a person could ever have ^^. imma TRY and throw a small party thursday night or friday if anyones wiling to come down and hang jus PM me ^^. bye ill update this journal later on ^^, i love u all! ^^