by tomorrow this account is gonna be shut down, twitter has been deleted as well, but it doesnt really matters much anymore

i guess, this is the final goodbye for the people who saw me grow as a artist in the last 3 years, it had too many downs and at the end i couldnt get to be the person i wanted to.

the good was really good, i met a lot of amazing people i wish i could even be close to their level, y know, having a place to belong,
i loved nax as a character, i always loved how unique he was, how much he did stood out in the waves of similar designs, getting a fursuit of him would had been a blast.

but, thats the point, in 3-4years of trying, i never really got to be accepted, i never really got to grow a new family, i never got to belong, to see the years happen and see everyone i came to knew in the past becoming part of something, someone, it just, it destroyed me, and with the years i realized that it came to a point in which my existence alone is bad for people.

so, im killing off nax, i dont know what will happen from here on, i really dont, some people may see me somewhere, some people dont, maybe is definite, i dont know.

i wish you a nice day, youre the best.

ah i just let this here to let everyone know that im gonna be at megaplex tomorrow, so if anyone manages to see me in there just say hi!, i wont bite or anything~

so it turns out, i was able to be at MFF and it was just as good as a dream i dont want to it to end.

i met with friends i know since years and ive always wanted to see, went around many places!, for first time i commissioned a artist and i love what i got, i really want to do that more often.

i had conversations with friends and it just all felt so warm, so happy, it was perfect.

and also well :3c i was able to be a kiddo for a day, it was the best day of my life.

i love you people, i hope we can meet again somewhere in the future.

I wish you all had a wonderful time celebrating this new year full with hopes of going further and achieve all your goals!

Now a little update:

I know i haven't started to be active yet, that's because i created this acc a just couple of days ago and spent submitting what i have, sorry if felt like spam but now im up to date!
this means everything ill do from now on will be new stuff, and ill keep doing and give my best to get better everytime!
from tomorrow on ill start replying, and browsing stuff :D, my experience here has been osom so far, you are the best!.

Cheers!