Im flying my boyfriend down from Wisconsin for CPFC, he will get to witness all of my wonderful friends<3 The way things go down in Kansas :D Im super excited<3

I wish I had 7000$ so I can get this 2006 Toyota Prius that gets 46mpg ; a; -sobs dragging self down wall- im tired of fixing my van constantly ;;...Im wasting so much money... I throw away more money in gas than anything else ;~;..

Well to say the least it wasnt even as close to bad as Oklahoma needless to say I am okay! But still it got pretty nasty..with winds maxing out in Haysville at 80+ mph it basically looked like a hurricane came onto land and just exploded ):.. but sad to say there was some damage my Van while at work had a window blown out of it from a gust front that moved through when the storm first entered the area D: My poor baby ;~;.. Here are some pictures from it ):!

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:C it saddens me..because the inside of my car got completely soaked..

[6:37:22] Maxie Cutie Bootie Boots. ~ • ᴥ •~: What I mean: You are one of the best friends I've ever had. The level on which we connect baffles me. I'm so so happy that I can share my interests, secrets, guilt, faults, joys, and insecurities with you in confidence and receive encouragement to improve and keep being better, and I'm comfortable with the ease with which I can reciprocate those feelings and that support to you as well. We make a great team and I'm really fortunate to have you in my life.
What I say: You little shit.
P.S: My boyfriend whines in his sleep and its the cutest thing ever.

So, I opened a new bank account today with Emprise, this happened.
I was speaking to the branch manager at this bank. His name was Jay Corbin. We were chatting while talking about what kind of back account was highly recommended for me as a person, not to mention regular traveler. We were talking about the different places we’ve visited how beautiful it was, how fun it was to travel.

We spoke about different airports and such and how they were just so extremely fascinating—for the record, I have a huge interest in Airports leave me alone—well we got to talking about Hartsfield-Jackson Atlanta airport in Atlanta, Georgia. He mentioned how he had a layover with his two sons, and there were two men in jean shorts (or jorts and how people can squat 250 fedora, inside joke TEEHEHEHE) Well they were also wearing pink leggings converse and were sitting in eachothers laps making out in the airport. He explains how his two sons who are eight and six years old, looked at him like; “What the hell are they doing.” As most can understand it can be extremely difficult explaining such things to a couple individuals so young and naive. He then went to attempt into explaining to his sons what was going on and how the two men loved eachother like him and his wife love eachother. The two men that were making out, were however being harassed and his sons were very confused as to why “people were picking on them” he told his two sons this ” That no matter where you come from or what you like, someones always going to have an opinion about the other and one will think they’re wrong, and the other will think they’re right. How they’ll try to shoot someone down out of the sky like throwing a ball at someone, it can be very hurtful and mean to the other for their said opinion. No one is right, nor wrong theyre both right in their own way and we should accept that were both different and should accept eachothers differences because thats what makes us the kind of people we are today. Why couldnt we just judge eachother on the shoes we wore instead, it would make life so much easier. But unfortunately with human nature it will never happen” This honestly was the most hopeful thing ive heard all day.

This man that I spoke too, Jay Corbin. Spoke words of truth and acceptance and it honestly gave me a little bigger sliver of hope for society. I didnt even know this man and he spoke such words of wisdom and truth that it blew my mind.

He was extremely professional with his work, not to mention extremely friendly. I truely did enjoy his conversation while opening a bank account with a very good bank in my opinion. My other bank was extremely horrid and could have potentially ruined my finances. For those that follow my blog and live in Haysville, Kansas I reccomend you NOT to bank with Haysville Community Bank, or any of the other Community Bank branches. They will ruin your financial stability not to mention constantly attempt to process transactions that you have no sufficient funds for and keep returning them, and sending them again when there is NO flow of income into the account. Just dont bank there ever

ohhh ): I had everything set...planeticket booked early in advanced but due to financial problems i had to cancel/refund my plane ticket >.<'' sorry! D: Maybe next year ill be able to go to my first anthrocon >:..

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Hey guys! My friends  Merkindesr and his mate  jimdalefox had their 92' involved in a hit and run and have to pay out of pocket unless they can find who hit their car, which is highly unlikely ):... So..ill be taking doodle commissions to help them out with it c:! Anything is appreciated :'D! All benefits and profit will go to Merk and Dale to help them out. I understand what its like to be involved in a hit-and-run, having to pay out of pocket to cover expenses. It sucks :C! So im going to help them out by doing chibis etc to help them out, because having help in those kinds of situations can mean everypenny :D! I got help from people when that happened thought id do the same for those that have had the same situation happen!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10749408/ this is what happened 8C..OH NO!
Chibi Sketches- 7$
Chibi (Flatcolor) - 9$
Chibi Derpcons - 5$
I have two styles of chibis so look at each one >:I I have my derpy ones which are at the beginning of my gallery, semi chibi, and my chibi dolls which are somewhere if not I can send an example o wo

So as said, I will be moving to Wisconsin Near The end of August-Early September thats a big haul 8C

Any Kansas fuzz butts wanna go to lunch thats not busy then go to riverfest and stuff (:? maybe make it a small meetup if possible, if people arent that busy :D?? Because I dont wanna go by myself. D: text 316.559.6810 if interested c:

Well, considering the situation that is going on within my life right now I havent been able to do much. I pretty much got a stab in the back from my sister who is (excuse my french) Chicken shit. She took her name off the lease and turned off the electricity leaving me without. Regardless name not being on the lease I can understand but with me still living there :/... Thats pretty messed up..literally..First night I couldnt stay the night at my moms so I had to go without electricity and such. It honestly was pretty scary and I was scared...-whimpers- ;;... So.. I most likely wont be on for quite a bit. If I am its just to read things, that and I owe the government 470$ because they "gave me to much" Did it right after I got the money and I got done paying bills so im going to appeal for it. First it was making a mistake with how much I got now its I got too much. Social Security should watch how much they give people. But still im pretty stressed..got given short notice on moving out because my sister left while I was in Wisconsin and left a note saying we left early. Sorry. What kind of shit is that? More like bullshit than anything. Im pissed and stressed and im getting tired of it super fast. I was supposed to move next month but with how I have an outstanding balance with the government thats going to be postponed even more. Till I pay it off and save more money to move. Im about to literally go insane with how much shit is going on. If I dont start getting commissions done in the next couple days I will be issuing refunds to those who have purchased art. Due to the fact that ill be working and not getting a thing done for people. Im honestly really sorry.. Im just getting so caught up in business that I dont need to be caught up in.. or being treated the way I have been right now.. Its extremely infuriating and super bad for me.. I honestly dont know how im able to deal still. Pretty sure if I didnt have as much control as I do now id be deemed clinically insane.

Oh my goodnsss I can't even start at how amazing my first CPFM was. I met so many wonderful people these past four days that made this so memorable.  merkindesr and  jimdalefox  purplefox213 took care of everyone with some awesome chow. Everything went smoothly we all partied hard! Had a very touching expierence spiritually and mentally. Met some new people had a party buddy  zeeka check out his art! Met  okidokicoyote which was a pleasure! I really found myself these past days and how I actually am as a person. It really has been a very awesome touching experience for me in general and ill definately be attending next year.  zahzu was guest of honor and she did wonderfully also tent buddy :3.  idlevalley for security and his unborn alien child that was conceived by punching. I was happy exploring with everyone. I got intouch with myself and felt a spiritual freedom and acceptance with everyone, and hugs ohhhh so many hugs<3! Overall I'm super excited for upcoming cons. I will be attending Anthrocon 2013 "the fast and the furrious" ill hope to see those coming out there and we'll definately hangout. Just poke me a note for my number.

its that time of the year, cpfm is tommorow. Anyone who is needing a ride to the campout should text/note merk or text/note me to get something set up. So if you fuzzbutts need a ride be sure to get ahold of me!!

alot of the work ill be doing will most likely occur at cpfm. But I will be taking commissions on FA as well :D
Chibis (paper pencil sketch) -8$ (only applies to those attending CPFM. SORRY~!!)

Chibis (Digital lineart only) - 10$ (only headshot to bust)

Chibis (Colored digital/pencil paper) - 15+ (Flat color for Digital copies)

Chibi Reference Sheet - 20$+ Depending on Complexity (digital only)

If you would like more than one character in drawing it will cost 1$ extra

If you would like both digital and pencil paper copy it will run atleast 5$+ for both (this will only apply to those attending cpfm as well)

Ill have examples up fairly soon!
Regular (paper pencil sketch) - 10$

Regular (Digital Lineart only) - 15$

Regular (colored digital/pencil paper)- 20$ (only headshot to bust)

Regular Reference sheet - 30$+ Depending on Complexity (Digital only)

More than one character will be 3$ Extra

As applied to the chibis those that want both pencil paper and digital it will be 6$+ (only for CPFM)
This art is SUPER cheap. I will however negotiate for those who dont have enough.

All benefits will go towards the aide of moving/paying off debt. If you have questions please dont hesitate to ask if you think its to pricey just tell me and ill lower the price and we'll negotiate. Thanks~!

Edit: There were price changes. Price will remain the same for those that have paid already THANKS.

So, as of last April I got a text message from my sister saying I need to be out of the house by the end of june. So..I HAVE TO BE OUT BY JUNE. She put it nicely that she was kicking me out pretty much and after I talked to her ex last night she infact was just going to blantly tell me I have to get out. Shes been doing it almost everyday...its super frustrating because I have nowhere to go..and I need to be out by June.. That and ill really need money for a plane ticket because ive had to go to a last resort of having to buy a plane ticket out of state to move. Because no one here will take me or let me move in. So ill be doing small black and white drawings for 2$ and Chibis for 1$.. if you dont want a drawing and you just want to help me out some so I can get on me feet for atleast a little while; while looking for a job and im able to move earlier than expected after a couple weeks when CPFM occured all donations/tips can be sent to Charrasias[at]gmail.com if my friends could spread this journal around so I can atleast get something rolling to get some extra cash that would be splendid.. But as of right now my bank account is negative 153$ until after payday because of my bank letting a payment run through without my authorization which is extremely unprofessional.. I understand I have a trade with one individual that has been around for far to long so ill try and get that done today before work.. I am so extremely sorry  felineknightblayz for letting the trade go for so long.
But aside from that matter I will be moving to Milwaukee Wisconsin sometime around June 15-20th--earlier if im allowed too but the ticket will cost extra...-- to be living there. Since I cant find anywhere in Kansas. The price of my ticket is 116$ and my status as of right now for buying it is -153.26/116.80 with a 5$ service charge for everyday my negative balance carries.. Im in a tight spot due to how my sister financially fucked me over and used me for money; as well as how the banking company I use let money be withdrawn without my permission. I will be closing my bank account 2 days prior to my departure so until then ill have it open for Paypal purchases to go through. I really just need some help so I can get out of here because its really causing me problems mentally.. Im tired of being used for money constantly to where I have nothing left.. I just need to get out of here.. or if any of you Kansas furs would be willing to take me in.. ill be more than happy to pay for rent.. But the biggest plan here as of right now is moving out of state. Ill return for conventions in Kansas if my finances let me and im financially stable. But as of right now im moving to Wisconsin.

I know alot of people in the furry community do travel fairly often. Ive been wanting to share my expertise on travel saying that I do tend to travel regularly. Saying that alot of us are usually fairly tight on money and when a convention rolls around for out of state all the way on the east or west coast and you dont want to drive. BAM. It hits you like a truck. Guess whatcha do >:C! You go to www.onetravel.com
Its cheap, although there tend to be a bit more of a layover and POTENTIALLY a schedule change. BUT ITS WORTH THE PRICE I ASSURE YOU! Just thought id help a bro or two out. c;

My friend Tyler brought Ken Ashcorp back to my attention Panda Fur~ uber adorbs. I have a mancrush with his voice. ;u;.. ITS SO GOOD -squees and rolls around flail giggling-

In june I have to find somewhere else to live, because my sister is moving in with her exboyfriends mom? Which is weird.. But.. anyways ill have to find somewhere to live! Since my mom wont take me my family wont either.. which is...lame. BUT! I have other cool people I can live with out of state itd just be nice to stay in state. But if I have to move out of state :c.. so be it.. BUT! I will however come down for cons and such :D! Its just meh :c..

Should add me cause I need more people to play with :c level 30 Summoners; Charazaur

I need to put more art on my FA but its SOOO HARD WHEN IM WORKING ALL THE TIME :C.. That and like, I got my van fixed. So if you butts need a ride id be more than happy to oblige carpooling to and from the meet/shopping establishments for like 5-15$ a person (depending on where you live :c I dont wanna sound greedy but gas isnt cheap and I have a huge ass van with a huge ass tank) thats like super cheap cause that includes taking you home if you need it. I can transport 6 people 7 (I may be picking up Zahzu if she needs a ride) including myself So if you need anything please note or text if you have my number which im pretty sure a mass majority of you dont, But note if you need it. <3
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My passenger side seat belt doesnt work for those who wear them D: which im sure you all do. BUT still it doesnt work fyi, uhm that and I dont have reverse O.o...

Im trying paint tool sai rather than my traditional open canvas for my usual doodling, if I like it I may switch. :D I hope the things ive heard from others and reccomendations dont dissappoint me c:!

https://join.me/966-517-183 trying some things on MSpaint with the adoptable I just got :3 care to join?

I have basically all major necessities for next month taken care of c:!
Swimsuit (if weather complies definately going to swim though :3! It matches my plugs for my ears <3.. so excited to wear cute stuff)
Tent
Foldable chair
tanning oil cause imma lay in the sun <3~
Im just super excited!
I cant wait to see you all :D!!!

Im 18 years old, I shouldnt be stuck with paying my sisters bills I work at the worst establishment ever for minimum slave wage. Im costantly having my innards grabbed at and my heart stabbed through my chest because I always feel lonely and left behind. But truth be told its fucking happening again and im getting treated like shit because I broke a small tiny thing and its being blown out of proportion. Ill just curl up in my god damn room and die more. I just wish my dad was here.. I wouldnt have to deal with all of this.. id be somewhere I felt all the world comfortable and maybe id still have some sanity left. But no, my world was destroyed and its in shambles a baren wasteland filled with hidden slivers of hope wanting to be found. Broken pieces of art strung on the walls marking my memories that have been nothing but destruction of my life.

So, ive asked for the days off for a camping trip may 16-19th :3 I just need to wait for payday get registered. Order a tent then a couple days before buy a sleeping bag some bug spray and all that good stuff and head out for a good enjoyable 3 days!! <3! So excited dudes, and I may potentially need a ride. Ill be more than happy to pitch in money for gas.