My favorite Kyu is open for commissions go buy his arts he will not disappoint.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/19493339/

for all i hurt and pushed away. ((please watch video))
https://youtu.be/YQHsXMglC9A

i am really sorry i have done this to so many and i am so sorry. please forgive me.

i have a few copies of sunfire and big hero 6. if you all dont know that is where the big hero six first appear. i have like 3 issues of #3 and like 6 of number 2. just let me know if you want me to send you a copy. i will take like 15$ for each. they are all in amazing condition.

sence no one wanted to watch i stoped the broadcast. let me know if any of you would be interested in watching me stream this awesome game

gonna try streaming halo again. here is my channel.
http://www.twitch.tv/dragore94123

as the titel says i have one now and i am gonna see if i can stream from my xbox one. here is my channel if you wanna follow me
http://www.twitch.tv/dragore94123

It's that day. Ask me anything.

i quit my job about a month ago. it was becasue they got super abusive this year. it went from only 3 4 hour days to only 1 four hour day. then after i let them know i had autism they got even more abusive. they would yell at me for no reason. this all started after they yelled at me for no reason and suspended me for talking to a customer. and well that made me go suicidal and i almost ran a knife blade across my chest and cut my wrists. i did not thankfully and well long story short i am not with my local MRDD office and gonna be getting job training with Goodwill industries. wish me luck everyone i hope to have income soon.

today we lost yet another awesome comedian. joan rivers fashionista, philanthropist, funny woman and reality star has passed on today and i will deeply miss her. she was a celeb i wanted to meet and talk to her she was so funny and so raunchy at times. oh how i will miss her. i learned this comming home today after work. like a lot of people are saying this world has gotten so much less funny now that her and robin williams is gone.

hey everyone this is sort of a strange request. but if anyone can read arabic or old arabic i need help translating some stuff. please send me a note with your skype info. this is a super important thing

scared to do this but hey why not i will tell you if your right

well i feel myself going up a emotional roller coaster. when im with my family and just by myself on xbox i feel happy and i am also happy somtimes online. but when i see art of some people i watch and have chatted with i just feel super mega sad for the fact i have annoyed them to the point i lost them. i feel this searing pain in my heart and i just wanna curl up and cry. i care deeply for my online friends and i just unknowingly pushed them away. it hurts so bad. i just again wanna cry. i dont know what to do. im not able to apologies cause i caused them to ignore me and its imposable. i dont know what to do. i know this is another emo type journal and you can ignore it if you want. but writing these helps get the thoughts out so i can maybe heal. who knows. i just feel like a failure as a friend and a furry.

somtimes i wish i was not so obsessed with role play. becasue of this i have been blocked on one of my many messangers by somone who i cared for dearly and loved talking too. im sorry if you don't wanna role play please tell me so i don't lose you as a friend. i hate loseing friends it eats me up inside. i love having friends and please let me know so i don't cause anyone else any more hardship and annoyance and so i don't force you to block me.

on the 14th of this month its my birthday. i turn 24 and i gotta say im excited. i hope i have a great borthday

ask me anything guys

i feel i have pissed off some of my friends. i feel its because i type things that are offensive and rude and don't come out the way i want them too. i will not name them but i hope you guys read this. i miss you guys so much and i am filled with grief and regret over this. please find it in your heart to forgive me. i just wanna talk to you again and to know you don't hate me. i might have been diagnosed with clinical depression. and honestly i said that not to make you feel sorry for me but just to let you know. i don't know why i am typing this anymore. hope this gets read and again please forgive me guys

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Its Tuesday ask me anything

Its Tuesday ask me anything

its that day again. ask me stuff. anything for reals

it's TMI Tuesday please ask me anything you like

i know most my journal as of late have been full of drama and stoof but i honestly feel really sad right now. haloween is coming up and i still will not be able to fufill my dream of wearing a fursuit to work. and at times i think my dream of owning one will never come true. they are so expensive and working where i am now it prolly won't ever happen. i need a car more. and its not just the fursuit i want the new Mac pro thats coming out. and again i have the number one bumbest dream. i wanna be a Mr. mom. i wanna be a dad and stay at home and raise my kids right. but admiting that to my folks would prolly be suicide. becasue how stupid it is. i have also been blocked by a few people i like recently. that in itself makes me sad

*sighs* sorry for being such a downer i just need to get these thought out there is all.

well today i had a terrible day at work. one of the managers was on a power trip. thats not even the worst part. my very close friend rhetta was let go. she was my closest friend. she is the one who made me feel welcome and loved at work. she was like a grandma. i was a mess today at work i was depressed and was crying at one point. the fact i was crying made me feel sick and also weak that i would break down at work. work won't be the same without her. but i must carry on. i feel thats what she would want me to do.

gonna upload some photos soon. so watch out guys