Hey, need cash and work isn’t providing. Im willing to write on any subject. Looking for some very kinky people. Note me if interested.

Im officially back and Im hoping to keep it that way, I need cash atm but Im also not working as much as I should, If anyone is interested in my writing and wats a piece please let me know. Im doing a basic 10$ per 1000 words, You can approach me, we can talk details, and even set limits, if I go over a specific word limit you have in mind then i'll consider it free material.

Time is a little constricted here so I'll write when I can but i'll keep you updated as I go. If you are interested please leave a comment on this journal.

Its been a while and im not too free for time as much but I do enjoy writing, if anyone’s interested lemme know.

In regards to my last journal he is apparently in a hospital atm, which has eased a FUCK ton of mental stress, to people who talked to me and left good wishes thank you. If something changes or im mistaken i’ll make an update here.

I believe a friend of mine committed suicide this early morning. His name was Seth Leppert and I believe he lived in Colorado but im not sure. Ive been friends with him for almost a decade, really rough life up and down wont get into specifics. He told me at 5 in the morning he’d be dead by the time I read it, and I happened to be awake. He mentioned being in a park with a shotgun.

He hasn’t responded after a long dialogue and it’s been nearly 12 hours since. If anyone has any information that sounds similar to this please let me know. He may be gone but he might also be alive and I don’t know right now.

I should also add, he mentioned calling nonemergency services on the side for clean up. There is a slight possibility that he could be alive or in an institution. Ill update everyone if he turns out to be alive but right now i doubt it :(

If you wish to pay respects or at least ask if he’s around his fa is right here. https://sfw.furaffinity.net/user/exarqel

Anyone know an artist named murky dreamer?

Having a friend deal with a housing crisis and needs a place to stay. He is a 3-D artist and gets a 1,000 dollar disability check a month and is urgently seeking shelter. If you are, or know someone who is PLEASE let me know and I’ll get you in touch. Please share this around.

Happy Burfday me

Do i even matter?

Just recently got back into the swing of things with Destiny since Forsaken and I was curious if anyone watching me still plays.

Looking for an artist who can do refs of guns, specifically pistols, revolvers and magnums to be prescise. If you know an artist who can do it let me know

Essentially being horny and stressed with not many people to scratch those itches. Should I make a server for willing servants to dominate me and submit to me?

Any idea, any kinks, any char to the best of my ability! 10 bucks per thousand words in the story. Anyone interested?

Im worried for a friend I hadnt talked to in a while and I learned deleted their discord recently. If you know a Jorix with a black blue and white sergal avatar, or a Meowdy username please let me know.

Also if youre reading this please add me again, Im sorry i wasn’t around as much as you needed me.

Can we all agree no matter what side you support its stupid, both sides i see people acting as if they are intelligent philosophers and pinnacles of superb truth but they are all man babies. This stupid capitol bullshit may have been alt right bullshit but leftist are just as at fault for instigating this shit over the years. Even since 2016 oversensitive reactionaries on the right and left have fucked with society and honestly im fucking done with it. Im seeing people call out shit the side they don’t agree with but its fine if they do it.

This has stopped being about bettering society, this has stopped being about being equality or anything. I genuinely believe its just become a hate corcle jerk and im fed up with it. If you have ever endorsed death threats either as someone on he right or the left your beliefs don’t matter. If you act like an asshole youre an asshole.

Grow up.


Phew rant over lol. Just tired of hearing this shit in my life 24/7 and I just wish people would fucking chill.

Yo starting a training course and im getting some pent up steam, anyone wanna serve me and satisfy my filthy selfish desires ye peasants?!?!~

So i figured since im not working I can do some good with story commissions. I haven’t been working past few months and I’m going to be going to school for a specific career course so in the meantime I wanted to earn money on here and practice something I don’t often get to do.

So please if you want a story, any character, any fetishes, please note or dm me and we can work out commission details. Please share and let other people know who’d be interested.

...Congrats to myself for reaching 69 submissions...that is all....

Since we have virus time here im going to be indoors and on alot. Im gonna wanna do something to keep busy and make small cash. So im thinking im going to be making story commissions to do some small work.

Im thinking the price is gonna be 3 bucks per paragraph maybe 4. Regardless id appreciate you consider what youd want me to write and how you want it written. Mind you i am still learning how to write so while this is for money this will also give me a reason to practice my skills.

Goes without saying if you like my characters and story commissions consider getting a story commission from me. And if you arent interested let others who may be know. Spread the word i’ll appreciate it.

Literally 10 minutes until the day is officially done but fuck it ill post this anyway

Im going to be dipping my toes into voice acting, problem is i don’t know where to start and im looking for casual work. If anyone wants me to voice act i can try but i don’t have any sort of professional setup yet. So anyone looking for a more masculine deep voice or wanting to offer advice let me know

Anyone literate sit on me XP

Corbett5248 is a long time friend of mine whose been struggling to find a job! He’s a seriously good writer, more than i could do, so if you want juicy stories thats well worth jts money go to Corbett5248   Corbett5248

Wanted to talk and feel better about irl stiff and wanted to work through my irl issues. I have good friends on here that have been supportive and friendly to me but i wanted to speak my mind to a wider audience.

Essentially people treat me like i dont exist. Mind you im an autistic person with a hard grasp on few social cues so i may not be one to talk but irl people ignore me, pretend to like me. But they all either hate me, use me, and treat me like an obstacle. I try to be friendly to people, work with them and for them. But they end up fucking me over. Im aware that the world doesnt revolve around me, but when im talking to someone and they are a coworker or a reoccurring person in my life then they should do more than pretend to care. I get tired constantly trying to give a shit about other people and their issues and their problems and yet when i ask for some consideration back its too much.

It happens online tol, but they are usually small people and they have their own issues. Plus im very much one of those people, i have ignored and been absent minded of people because of my own issues or autistic nature. So im not intentionally ignoring you, if you wanna talk just let me know.

Regardless i feel better posting my own problems put there and im sorry to put a damper on other peoples moods.

Good friend of mine who runs Illuminaughty on patreon is currently about to shut down. He’s in a financial crisis and needs as much help as he can. He’s been trying to create community growth on his patreon but its becoming harder to do for him. So please spread the word, of you like anything with ass, macro/micro, vore. Bbw. The. Please consider becoming a patreon of his. Help him out and toss some cash his way, any ampunt helps. Lets try to help him out. Spread the word. https://www.patreon.com/Illuminaughty