I believe in all my years as a student in general, i have never studied like i did this last year. I really dont say it because i'm proud of this. Instead i think it speaks about how commited i am to my goals.

This last year i quitted smoking, drinking, i'm eating even less fat, and i'm trying to sleep better. No, it's not because the way i should look, i really coldn't care less about that shit.

I want to last longer, or at least as efficient as possible.

I'm really not in a competition against anyone; Not really interested in success or money; I'm merely trying to make the most of what i have.

In a few months i'm moving into a new house, and kind of starting a new life there. I'd like to use this new phase to turn into something similar to a man.. and i don't mean chest hair either.

Somehow i feel is a bit rude to keep an account here on furaffinity. I really feel bad when people comment and watch and i never answer... mostly i feel like a jerk. But the thing is... that as time passes i feel less attracted to the community, the fandom, whatever you like to call it.

That's just a really long way of saying: "I'm too old for this stuff."

I really wasn't planning on writing this journal entry, but i feel i should thank everyone, or perhaps... anyone reading this; For these three years, for all the great art that kept making me come back in here! For all the nice comments, all the suppourt, all the things i learned from you people... and for atually reading my long blocks of text, and watching my crappy ilstrations. XDDD

I really hope you guys get to that place where you want to be... And if you're already there. i hope you stay there and keep being happy.


A.

Wich is a way of saying... It sucks in a good way.