Setting the drama aside I want to announce that I won't be attending Manitoba furrymeets very often.
I reffer to it as a temporarly leave of abscense.

Things have been pretty dystopian rather than docile, easy going and relaxed.
All I can say is I have been feeling rather lonesome and unwanted at meets. Not interactive wise but every time I attend the meets I feel emtpy.
I'm well at that age where I should be going out to meet people and having the time of my life.
Inotherwords my dating life has been rather shallow .
Metaphorically it's like opening a cookie jar and finding out all the cookies have been picked at and eaten.

I had good times but watching acts of PDA(public display affectionism) , groping and cuddles with some members leaves me very queasy and well....adds to my desperation to find a significant other.

The only thing keeping me in line are my studies but when i need a break, that break in turn comes to bite me from behind.

I'm not trying to potray myself as crazy but I.m taking a temporary leave of absense to control my sexual inhibitions and allow myself to redirect that stuff to something more positive and enlightning.
(Im sorry Jason but I don't want my other half getting the best of me. It isn't hard to take notice how much gay yiff I've favourited its currently at 44, 753 and for that matter how many times I've beaten my stick so to speak to the point of exhaustion and this is coming from a fox)

I know Im a grey foxtaur but part of me deeply wants to become a full fledged chakat.
Abeit more clinging to my male side. In real life im really gay (seldomly into girls) but definetly cling to being genderqueer.

Need some thoughts/perspective this is kinda tough on me changing fursona

hothardware.com/News/Alleged-Xbox-Durango-Put-Up-For-Sale-Was-Reportedly-Real-Deal-/

I have officially reached 1.5 Terrabytes of yiff on my external drive. Time for a new one XD

. Am I crazy?......over the last few days ....well, for a lifetime since the discovery of chakats den, I've been strongly having fixations over my foxtaur fursona. Someday 's I feel like I have an excess baggage over what I feel are my quarter hind appendages and tail . But frankly it"s never been this strong.

Also I have a excessive infatuation over fapping at chakats that I"m almost amazed that I can do so 9-10 times daily and never tire.
I seem to crave for more.
heck if I were a real foxtaur I'd die the get a chance at dating a gorgeous male wolftaur or chakat.

Have I gone too far?
I swear if there were the equivalent of a quagmire in the furry world then I'd be a likely candidate

Ps= Giggidity, giggidity, giggidity let's have sex!!!!!!

Well Asides from following a very ketogenic low glycemic index carb diet (such as eating sweet potatoes, black beans, virgin coconut oil, squash, avocado and Yuca etc... as my staple food carefully avoiding startchy foods such as rice, russet potatoes, pizza that would otherwise raise my blood sugar)

I do in fact split my meals, but my dirty little secret is after some cardio I take suplements.

http://www.squidoo.com/dr-oz-diet-shopping-list

Especially the raspberry ketones

NB: Dr OZ. isn't full of shit guys, it requires an extreme amount of discipline to distance away from Sugar spiking foods.
As much as I would love to munch on some doritos, i know its my ultimate doom if I start munching on those.

http://www.cbc.ca/video/#/Radio/144...../ID=1791171463

Very probable foxes were pets during prehistoric times

Damn.....is it ever hard to join some private trackers.
I have demonoid,iptorrents and blackcats atm but "torrent leech" is beyond means of acquisition.
Does anyone have a torrent leech account?
im good at seeding my downloads and it bothers me I still cannot get a damn account there.

I'm deeply considering the construction of a pinball machine for my college final project.
By next fall I should be we equipped with the necessary knowledge to construct one from scratch
logic-wise and by then I'd have mastered AC circuits fully.

I'm open to suggestions as to what theme I should use for my pinball device.

what do you guys think of devils crush for the turbografx 16?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Axe0DKqdtZc

I'm a fan of the castlevania series.Symphony of the night was great.That is till I played the GBA title astlevania aria of sorrow.HOlY crap sooooooo gooood!!!!!!!!

Any other games like this, suggestions guys?And no modern beat-em ups(I hate those)