Hi guys,

Really sorry i've up and went "poof" with no rime or reason, trust me though I am still alive and breathing! I've been really struggling coming up with art that I am happy with, and since I'm so over the place with just being able to do just about any craft i teach my self it's been really hard to settle down on just one to get better at or focus on saying that's what I do. Instead I mostly just say I'm a well rounded artist and crafter. The more I think about the less i feel happy with myself that I don't have one stable art or craft that I can always rely on. On the other side, It's always fun and gets me excited when some of my friends come to me to ask how to do something crafty or artistically. GYAAAHH SO MUCH MIXED EMOTIONS!!!!

Again I am really sorry to those that have chosen to click that "watch" button, and see when I post new art! I really am sorry!!


I'll probably try and get another journal posted eventually on some of the more detailed updates, just so if people wanted to know/keep track of why I've been so inactive they can at least visually see something that I have typed out. I'm hopeful to get some art up soon once I find the time and the energy to get my butt over to my supplies and scanner.

Damn I really haven't posted ANYTHING in 5 months. God that sucks v-v
Got at least 3 things posted still trying to work on some other drawings but until I get a scanner for the apartment.
Sorry to those that have not heard a hair from me or seen anything new for ages, hope I can do better ;n;

Really sorry i've been so inactive, and I'm so sorry if people have felt ignored

A lot of stuff has been going on and I'm trying to sort out my life, due to some things not working out like i thought it would, so now I feel the need to figure out what I want to do with my life. I love anything and everything arts and crafts but i'm worried about making a carrier about it ;n; Hardly well known never actually sold anything i've made I usually love doing it for the fact of seeing people smile not profit. However I know how well of a market there kind of is

I'm getting help with a lot of the emotional stuff going on but MMURG so may doctor appointments, and now i gotta go in to find out if I have to have yet another surgery to get my gallbladder removed so "woo"

I'm also working out with my mate about finally moving in together BUT i want to finish my minor that i want to keep so things are getting pushed off a bit but I'm still helping out finding apartments for us because he'd be able to afford it while during the summer and holiday breaks I would go down to our apartment. HOWEVER till then i'm working on trying to move in with a friend so hopefully her landlord get's back with her soon. so much fun trying to work around all the walls that keep popping up.

Also worried cause my mate is going through a lot of stress. I'm proud of him for making Assistant Manager even before his probation was up at his shop (even if it is only for temp) However, with that comes a lot more work with the only day off being Sunday, the day the shop is closed working open till closing and it's taking a lot out of him which has me really worried cause I've had to work similar things and i nearly lost it myself. IT'S ANARCHY

Welp with all the twists and turns going on yes there has been some positive stuff, My car is finally in my name so there can no longer be arguments of where I can go. Even though my cell (had for 5 1/2 years) broke but i'm getting a new one today and will FINALLY have Unlimited talk and text. I'm slowly starting to get back into the grove of drawing but of recent I've been doing a lot of Kandi making and photo taking, so with that we'll see where that get's me.
Even though I've had some over working days doing just about everything on my job's check list i'm happy to be getting some muscle strength and slowly loosing weight.


Once again after the long winded rant I'm sorry for the long disappearance and hope to be more active once again

o-e sorry I haven't been on in ages lot of shit going on.... most of it really don't feel comfortable typing out here.

HOWEVER hopefully i'll get more of my art posted on here eventually and hopefully more often.

I'm sorry to the three that chose to watch me then removed their watch v-v i probably really don't know you but i feel i've let you down in some way due to your end choice of hitting the unwatch button. Because of that i'll never know who any of you three were so it makes it harder to give a direct apology


I don't know how this summer is going to be for me but i know there's going to be a lot of chaos. Hopefully those that are still watching this channel are willing to sit and wait for me

I got some adoptables i drew up and i know it's different how things work here than over on my DeviantART account.

I finally got a pay pal account (cause i had to get it to get a con badge) but i'm not sure how it's suppose to help me when it comes to having adoptables or selling artwork like commissions here so if any of you guys could help explain a beginner to this world it would be greatly appreciated ;w;


ALSO
I have a lovely announcement that will probably be bring more art of mine to this page.
I am joining/helping my lovely mate  takashi1111 with his challenge: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5035990/ <-- here

SOOOO we'd like to know if you guys would like to see this go on or if you have some extra ideas for us.
Ceren is gonna be typing it out and doing some of the illustrations for it while i'm mostly gonna be working on illustrations for it. With that said keep in tuned and i'll be sure to make another announcement when the first one gets posted.

If you wanna know why there might be more inactivity This: http://fav.me/d6l935u should help explain things

Anywho~! thank you all who have joined me/watched me. It means the world to me and i hope i keep making stuff to make you smile!

Finally got to spend a weekend at my mates house with no true constraints from parents. Everything just felt so nice and perfect, like i had been there before and it was just a daily thing. So hoping this means i can start going over more for weekends or maybe longer!


First Journal so happy i can right something as good as this >w<
I do need to practice more in my own furry style before i start posting more, yet I'm so glad Even just with the one thing i have up, people do like it.

Happy Thanksgiving to everyone (late)