I'm leavin'. I don't feel like I fit in here. There are a lot of great artists I'm going to keep up with but there's no point in me being here. If I owe you a commission, and you're on deviantART send me a note there and try to watch me if you're not. I'll post it there.

chibi-jen-hen.deviantart.com

See ya when I see ya.

Four people in my family died in the span of 5 months, my 20 something year old cousin who hasn't finish college and got no job got his 19 (?) year old girlfriend who just graduated high school pregnant, and I had to break up with a really sweet guy for reasons neither one of us could control.

This year just fucking rocks.

Ok, sorry about the delay to everyone who asked me for commissions, I'm still working on those and will be accepting more as I get them done, because mom still needs her surgery and we're still gonna be up the creek without a paddle.


There's been a lot of drama since my grandpa passed but my mom's side of the family are like, professionals at being dramatic and stressing each other out. A lot's been going on and back and fourth and what not. :sighs: I'm going to be catching up on stuff I've been putting off at home (cleaning my room, preparing for upcoming convention) as well as the sketch commissions and the old art I owe people that I said I would do.

I've got a lot of work to do ;.; please continue to be patient!

Thanks!

So, lots of crap going on at home, my mom needs to get this surgery that's gonna put her on disability for about 8 weeks. NY doesn't pay much in disability plus she can't work her 2nd job AND our rent's going up in august.

So with that said, I'm taking sketch commissions!

I really didn't want to do any kind of new commissions because I wanted to get rid of old stuff first but my job cut down on our hours and got rid of overtime, so I'm kinda in a pinch here.

I'll do either pencil or digital b&w drawings of 1-3 characters. Nothing more complicated than that. I'll even draw adult stuff. I'm desperate folks.

Pricing: $10 base price (1 character) $5 for each additional character.

What I won't do:
-over the top fetish stuff (vore, inflation, really intense bondage etc)
-stuff that's really gory
-cubs in adult sitations (meaning porn >.>)

keep in mind I have a right to decline certain subject matters and I hope you will be respectful of that as I am respectful of you.

I think that covers everything. I only accept paypal at the moment and I'll get each drawing out within a week of receiving payment or I'll pay you back.

Sound good? Thanks in advance to anyone who can help. Note me if interested!

I owe art to a lot of people. I'm really trying to make it my goal to be done with all my owed stuff by the end of the year, so please, if I owe you soemthing from back in the day, remind me of what it was! I'm trying to work out a schedule for this, so I want to know off hand everything I'm going to be working on. I remember some old commissions and prize arts, but not everything. If there was something I said I would do for you and I haven't come through yet, remind me so I can put it in my schedule. LOL Basically this is it, if I don't do it by the end of this year, it's not going to get done. I need to move on. I'm not sure i want to only draw Sonic stuff (well not so much as I am now...is this clearer? I'm not quitting it, I'm just getting bored LOL), but it would be nice to get rid of previous stuff before I make that choice.

Please send me a note. I can keep better track of those.

I hate heat....blah


I know I owe a lot of people stuff here and I appreciate you being so patient with me. I have no idea how you are so o.o but I am working on stuff. I did lose a lot when my comp died on me last summer, but I've since restarted or recovered from my external harddrive whatever I could.


Why am I going into this?

meh I just want to say sorry for being an ass and taking forever to finish stuff. But at least I haven't dissappeared on you like some people have on me! T.T

I had some point in making a journal besides this, but I forgot what it was....

It's my birthday that's what!

And I'm going to Anthrocon this year LOL! Who's going?

Stolen from  kayla-na

1.Are you single or taken?
Someone's taken my heart <3 I don't know if he realizes how much so >.>

2. Chocolate or flowers?
Chocolate makes you consptipated and flowers die. Give me your hot, sweaty love! :bricked: XD

3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
:Shrugs:

4.Do you like anyone?
:nod: ...what? ...I'm not telling if he won't. XD

5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
I haven't offically dated anyone in a long time.

6. What would be your dream Valentines date?
One not over a computer >.> XD

7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
I wouldn't say a big deal but I give candy to people I give a crap about.

8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
No. Most of them aren't so secret about it. XD

9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
I think I have, of some sort. I'm very blunt and I usually just blurt it out to the person's face and run away afterward. That's how I roll yo.

10. Do you believe in Cupid?
I believe I sse his charicature on cards and candy boxes, but he ain't no Santa! LOL

11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
Yeah, they do/did. My parents even gave us cards with our candy too (er by "us" I mean my brother and sister too).

12. Do you still send out Valentines cards?
I don't send cards but I give those little tacky cartoon themed cards with little candy bags XD. The ladies at work are always happy to get chocolate lol

13. Do you like candy hearts?
SweetTart hearts are ok. I don't like those little chalky ones.

14. Question 14 is MISSING
Oh noes!

15. Is Valentines day depressing?
No and it never was. To me it was another reason to show everyone I love that I cared for them. It's not really a "significant other" holiday for me like everyone makes it out to be.

16. How do you feel about PDA?
Holdings hands or whatever is fine, but I've seen people dry humping each other in public. That's just disgusting, do that in private. I think it's just disrespectful to be touching someone intimately in public. But I'm old and old fashioned like that >.>

17. How is your love life?
Eh I get crushes and if I'm lucky enough that the guy shares the same feeling and we get something going, I end up not liking him after I got to know him more, or he finds out what a total bitch I can be and we end up fighting and I never hear from him again. XD

18. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
that would suck.

19. How many roses would you want?
Just one with a pretty ribbon tied to it and I'd probably save the ribbon XD I'm a dork.

20. Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend next year?
I don't officially have one now but we'll see what happens XD

Found this is  dcrabbit's journal, thought it was interesting.

PRO:
1)I like when you draw _______________________.
2)I wish you drew more _______________________.
3)I wish you drew more fanart of these series/characters:
4)I wish you did more original art of these characters:
5)I love how you draw ________________________.
6)If you were to do a comic of/about I would be soooo happy!:
7)If I could get you to draw anything I'd get you to draw ___________________.
8)My favorite part of your work is __________________________.

CON:
9)I hate when you draw _________________.
10)I wish you drew less ___________________.
11)Stop drawing ________________!

OTHER:
13)When I think of your art I think ______________________.
14)If I had to describe your work I'd say ______________________.

...leaving this place.

I feel like I've seen everything there is to see here. I don't really know what else to say, I mean some of the people I watch here are on DA so I won't miss too many people. I might sign in once in a while to check messages or whatever, but really I don't think this place has much to offer.

Meh, I'll think about it more.

Happy Holidays and all that jazz. Hope you have a good one~!

I finally get Christmas Eve off and my whole family is working..figures...Anyways I hope to be more productive art-wise this year. What's your resolution for the new year?

Anyways, take care!
Mwah! Luv ya!

Read the journal on Da: I don't like repeating myself but I felt an update to my journal was in order >.>

http://chibi-jen-hen.deviantart.com.....1708/#comments

So ..,

What are you dressing as? Are you giving out candy? What kind of candy? Are you throwing/going to a party? Where are you going? CAN I COME???


I'm so lonely T.T


Ok hyperness out of the way, seriously, what are your Halloween plans this year, if you have any. It's always fun to share. ^^

So, I'm messing with my Wii, and I didn't realize there's this "Internet Channel" you can download for free... I downloaded it to see what it is and...CHECK IT OUT, I'm writing you to from my Wii....

XD Well at least I found it interesting. I know, I'm always late on these things >.> Whatever, I'm going back to playing Sonic and Mario at the Winter Games.

I spent all of yesterday being depressed in bed. I spent all of today browsing for a new desk and computer. I'm really stupid with computers and I have no idea what a good deal is because I don't understand all the specs and crap but I feel it's time I get a new one anyway. My last one has a Pentium III processor. At least I think it does. I got it in 2003 or so. Perhaps it's just time for a new one. xD I still can't get it to turn on and I think my sister is getting tired of me swiping her laptop >.> ah well.

still in a bit of a funk though. can't put my finger on what it is that's bugging me exactly. I just don't feel like doing anything.

Blah blah blah....

It should be "Nationality" meme XP Stolen from  emerald-physics

Nationality Meme, go:

British
[x] You drink a lot of tea. (^^; Assuming iced tea counts....)
[] You know what a brolly is.
[] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[] You use the word "bugger"or the phrase "bloody hell."
[] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[]Its football...not soccer.
Total: 1

Australian
[] You wear flip flops all year.
[] You call flip flops thongs not flip flops.
[x] You love a backyard barbie.
[x] You know a barbie is not a doll.
[] You love the beach.
[x] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[] You're a sports fanatic.
[] You are tanned.
[] You're a bit of a bogan.
[] You have an Australian something
Total: 3

Italian
[] The Sopranos is a great show.
[] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[x]You know how a real meatball tastes.
[] You know Italian songs.
[x] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[] You speak some Italian.
[x]You are under 5'10''
[] You know what an Italian horn is
[] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world
[x] You talk with your hands.
Total: 4

Spanish
[] You say member instead of Remember.
[x] You speak Spanish or some.
[] You like tacos.
[] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[x] You are dark skinned.
[x] You know what a Puta is. (Yeah, your mom! ...sorry. XP)
[x]You talk fast occasionally.
[x] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[x] You know what platanos are. (They're the SHIT that's what! XD)
Total: 6

Russian
[] You say villian as: Vee-lon.
[]You get short tempered.
[x] You know of somebody named Natasha.
[] You get cold easily.
[x] Rain is fun for you.
[] You get into contests all the time.
[x] You can easily make do with the cold weather.
Total: 3

Irish
[] You think beer is the best.
[x] You have a bad temper.
[] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y.
[] You have blue or green eyes.
[] You like the color green.
[] You have been to a st. pattys day party.
[] You have a family member from Ireland.
[] You have blonde hair.
[] You have/had freckles.
[]Your family get togethers always include drinking and singing.
Total: 1

African American
[x] You say nigga/nukka casually (I don't just use it to refer to Black people though...don't know if that makes it better or not but I'm not ashamed XD)
[] You have nappy hair.
[x] You like rap.
[] You shoot a gun sideways
[] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[] You like fried chicken.
[] You like watermelon.
[x] You can dance.
[] You can 'sing' gospel.
[x] You watch the show, "Boondocks"
Total: 4

Asian
[] You have slanty/small eyes.
[x] You like rice a lot.
[] You are good at math.
[] You have played the piano.
[] You have family from asia.
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[] Most people think you're chinese.
[] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[] You go to Baulko.
Total: 2

German
[x] You like bread.
[] You think German Chocolate is good.
[] You Speak some German.
[] You know what Schnitzel is. (Radda?)
[] You hate it when people call you a Nazi.
[x] You went to Preschool.
[] You're over 5'2.
Total: 2

Canadian
[] You like/play/played hockey.
[] You love beer.
[] You say eh.
[] You know what poutine is.
[] You speak some french.
[] You love Tim Horton's.
[] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[] You watch/watched degrassi
Total: 0

American
[] You hate foreigners.
[] You hate non - Christians.
[x] You're lazy.
[] You are not cultured.
[] You hate abortion.
[] But love the death penalty.
[] You don't read.
[] You shop at walmart.
[] You think this survey is rather biased.
Total:1

British: 1
Australian: 3
Italian: 4
Spanish: 6
Russian: 3
Irish: 1
African American: 4
Asian: 2
German: 2
Canadian: 0 (that makes me sad T.T)
American: 1

Wow, I scored higher in Spanish, ...what a shock. xD

Just to let people know I'm still alive...well, whoever cares anyway.

Not much else to yap on about. I was moving and it took FOREVER to get internet again. We (obviously) have it now. So yay.

More art soon perhaps.

Originally from  bitchwolf

Keep in mind, I'm moving and will probably be disconnecting my computer very soon so you won't get a reply to this for a little while but let's see what happens.

Comment and I will:

a) Tell you why I friended you
b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc
c) Tell you something I like about you
d) Tell you a memory I have of you
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
f) In return, you must* post this in your journal (*for "must", read "may")

Ok so I'm getting ready for Otakon in Maryland this weekend. I'm fixing up to bring some stuff for the auction since I didn't get a table at the Alley. T.T Ah well, I'll try again next year.

Maybe I'll get to show what I'm selling at the con before I leave, but as I'm still working on finishing them...it might have to wait until after. I bet I'll end up bringing it all back with me anyway! xD

Anyways kid, just wanted to give you a heads up, after this con all my "
"free time" will be spent packing to move. We're out in August supposedly. (Still some kinks to work out at the new place.) So there will be no updates here for a while. T.T Don't miss me too much ok, hon?

xD

See ya when I see ya!

PS: Next year my cousin Miguel is dragging me to Anthrocon. It'll be my first furry con! XD

It seems I feel like I ask for/ pay for a lot of commissions from people here and I never see them. LOL Don't get me wrong, I know I owe a bunch of stuff myself, but at least you know where to find me. I went to poke around some of the galleries of people who I had commissioned and they were gone, leaving no other account or anything. I'm like...shit....ya know?

But then I think, well maybe I didn't pay them and that's why I haven't heard from them? I'm really horrible at remembering *anything* so if I do owe you money for a commission, feel free to ask me for it. XD I often even forget who I've requested art from and what not T.T I don't keep track really. It's bad o.o

Come to think of it, that's probably why I find myself broke very often and paying overdraft fees to the damn bank. I never keep track of my own money >.>

Point is, if I owe you money for a commission and you still want it, let me know xD

I have no idea what's going on with me. I've been nothing but depressed for the past ....well for ages. And lately it's just been getting worse. T.T It's to the point I can't even sleep. I think I've gotten a total of maybe 9 hours of sleep in the past three days. (Two last night, Three the night before, and four the night before that). I don't even know how I'm sitting here typing right now to be honest. I'm so beat.

It might be the lack of sleep but I'm so unmotivated to draw or do anything. Which sucks because A) I have commissions I'm trying to catch up on and B) I want to make stuff to sell at Otakon's Art Show since I didn't get a table in the Alley. Uuuuugh. And on top of all that I have to pack because we're moving again on August 1st. But there will be two weekends where I can't pack because I'm going away on vacation, so I have to get most of it done now.

Geez now I'm depressed AND stressed out.

Plus, my dad's would-be birthday is next Tuesday. I miss him a lot. ... such is life I guess.

Well hopefully I'll bounce back soon. If not I might just crack >.> See you on the funny farm!

Stolen from  bitchwolf HEY GIRL. xD I took it because I liked it. Found the questions interesting. Hope you'll enjoy my answers. :D

<i>When did you start drawing?</i>
I started drawing years and years and years ago. Since I could hold a crayon, I think.

<i> What were the names of your first characters?</i>
I started making characters “seriously” in about 3rd grade (I’m 26 now if that helps put it into perspective), and they were a bunch of school students who fought crime but had rival students were also bad guys. (Think KND but most of it takes place in a private school.) I forgot all of their names, but they each had a "special weapon" and my brother was helping me make them up. There was one "smart kid" who made all their James Bond type gear. They were random items that were secretly weapons, like one girl had a stuffed animal (a trutle to be exact) that could come to life and become a giant and fight stuff. One kid had a pen that could translate any language and write it out in English for it's owner, even hyrogliphics (whoever you spell it). OMG one kid was even in a wheelchair that had extendable wings and could fly. XD We thought they were so cool.

<i> What influenced the design of your first characters?</i>
My classmates in the third grade were a huge influence on that. I think 8-10 is where you start developing more socially LOL and I started making up characters that interacted like most of the kids in class did. Some were friends for a long time, some hated each others guts, some were leaders or followers, smarter than others, shy, boastful ... etc.

<i>Is there anything you draw very similar now as to when you were a child?</i>
Similar as in how they look? No. But I draw similar fashions XD (I think I’ve always had a character who wears black Mary Janes.)

<i>What do you hate drawing?</i>
Anything that takes forever to finish…which is everything at this point.

<i>What do you love drawing?</i>
Characters interacting, I really don’t care what they’re doing. I just love “action/reaction” type stuff.

<i> What artists do you look up to?</i>
I can’t really think of names… I admire people who like to do what they like to do and don’t care what anyone else thinks. But that whole Pixar team is really getting to me, every time a new movie of theirs comes out, I think it was made just for me. It’s hard to explain really, but that’s how a story should be and I want to make people feel that way. Someday I guess.

<i>What art genre do you dislike the most?</i>
Abstract art, just because I don’t like not knowing what it is I’m looking at. That and photography. Like Stewie said, “Ooh, you took a picture of a lawn chair and it’s shadow in black and white, you must be so deep.” (or something like that.)To me art is something you make out of nothing or seeing the beauty in something that isn’t, or something you made out of raw emotion. If someone is already beautiful and you get it on film, that’s not art. It’s a souvenir, so you can remember just how it was at that moment in time. I could go on and on about that subject though.

<i>What art genre do you love the most?</i>
Storytelling. It SHOULD be a genre in itself. There are so many different mediums to tell a good story, it’s like the epitome of art. Literature, music, dance, drawing, sock puppets, you can use ANYTHING to tell a story. You can base it off real life or complete fantasy. Through characters and their strife, you bring your audience to places they’ve never been, or see the world they live in everyday through someone else’s eyes, and as your characters grow and change, so might your audience. People can grow, change, be comforted, feel welcomed, and feel loved, all through a good story. It is the perfect craft. I want to do it professionally so bad… T.T

<i>What was the last thing you drew?</i>
Kaos Theory’s birthday gift actually. LOL Aside from trying to revamp the JC girls’ references. Well more like updating than revamping. I get embarrassed showing those old ones around when I ask people for commissions and whatnot. XD I don’t even draw like that anymore.

<i>Who is your newest character?</i>
They’re not so much new as they are finalized versions of some older ones. I’m finalizing the JCs’ parents and what not while I’m working on the first arc of their story. Yep, I’m working on my fancomic.

Tagged by  captricosakara

Rules: Simple, list the top Ten(10) things you've always wanted to see. Then tag people.

(my top ten are in no particular order, except the first one...that's like, my life long dream! T.T)

1) The Northern Lights.
2) The Earth from space.
3) Something decent on TV.
4) A Sailor Stars movie, all the other Sailor Moon seasons got one except the last one.
5) Me finish my damn fancomic...
6) A day when people aren't judged by dumb shit like looks or sexual orientation.
7) The future... o.O XD
8) A "perfect" rainbow.
9) Myself the way other people do.
10) You...naked. XD

I Tag....whoever.

You've gone 2 weeks without a pointless journal meme. FOR SHAME!

This one taken from  emerald-physics

1) Who are you?
2) Are we friends?
3) When and how did we meet?
4) Would you kiss me?
5) Give me a nickname and explain why.
6) Describe me in 1 word.
7) What was your first impression of me?
8) Do you still think the same?
9) What reminds you of me?
10) If you could give me anything, what would it be?
11) How well do you know me?
12) Are you gonna put this in your journal and see what I say about you?
13) Would you meet up with me?

I wanted to do a drawing but I thought I would share this:

http://www.funnyordie.com/videos/fa.....-john-c-reilly








Might be some violence and strong language. XD