Everyone have a safe and happy new year's eve!!!

Happy Thanksgiving to all!!! Drink up and eat food!!!

Things are still dark and blah at the moment, but I am trying to keep up hope. The results of the pregnancy test were negative and I think that's the best for now. Too much family stress and drama to bring in a little one...
I hope all of my friends are doing better than I am. I am very thankful to all of you!! Though I still think it's funny that once I got here and got into the art... everyone leaves! Oh well.
Good wishes to all!!

It's been really tough. Though I am getting better with my physical therapy, more stress and pressure has been piled on. My husband and I now have financial and primary care of his grandmother. She is a wonderful woman and I love her. However, my husband and I have been through a lot lately and this will be another test in our marriage. Luckley we own a four bedroom house and have the space, so she'll be comfortable. Taking care of his gram will be hard and I just got back to work last month. My panic attacks are very few and far between... I still battle with anxiety and depression... my husband is getting anxiety... and I feel as though I'm letting my friends down. I don't feel like I'm being there for you guys, so I want all of you to know that you are all wonderful people and I am so glad we are friends. Oh, here is the real fun bit of news....... I might be pregnant. I have a doc apt Thursday, so here is hoping to a positive answer!

On Saturday I was on hwy 50 coming home from apple hill here in El Dorado county, CA, when we were hit from behind. The guy who hit us tried to leave! He almost ran another car off the road trying to get away. I wasn't driving, I was in the back right passenger seat. We are all pretty hurt and went to the hospital to get checked out. I have whiplash. Ouch. The pain starts in the back of my skull and goes all the way down to in between my shoulder blades. Work sucked today to say the least. I tried to draw, but no dice. My left shoulder hurts too much... Sad...