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Posted 9 years agoAnd I still can't draw...
GAH
And I have an idea I want to try but requires drawing...
And damn it dog!
...
Also I want a Icon of my new sona...
Oh how life hates me so. XPFUCK...
Posted 9 years agoWhen you are in the mood to draw for once.
And you want to draw out the new character you have in mind.
And you realize...
Your Tablet pen is no where to be seen...
Looked everywhere for it..
Torn my room from head to toe looking for it.
And the only clue we got is....
The dog ate my pen...
FFFFF
Had to order a new pen.. But gotta wait 2 weeks for it..
And I just really want this character drawn out!
ARGH *rolls about on floor*
Why of all times when I ACTUALLY WANT TO DRAW SOMETHING.
That I can't do so?
FuckThoughts on a Male Fursona..?
Posted 9 years agoIdk I've been thinking this from the day I mentioned, "If I had a Male Version of myself it will be Leo"
Due to Leo being the very first Character I ever made.
However.. As much as I love my Hedgie character. I do not feel an connection with him.
I'm not saying I'm gonna get rid of him. Hell no! Leo is my child man! lol
But I have been thinking on this for a few years now.
And just want your opinion on the thought?
Crystal is still staying as my Main.
She's not going anywhere.
This character will be a Sub-Sona like Abal is.
But as a Guy with both traits of Crystal and Abal smushed together lmao
I'm still joggling this idea around in my head.
I already have a Male Sona in mind to make.
I just want to know your thoughts on the matter?
That is all. :3Glad to know I care less... [RANT]
Posted 9 years agoGot home from work and not even "How was your day?" was asked to me..
Just been ignored since I got home :/
I get that a Friend is in need and all.
And I would worry for them.
But to flat out ignore me just... irritates me a bit.
All I want is just, "Hey how was your day?" and a Hug and a Kiss.
All I ask. But NOPE! Just flat out ignored...
So hey! I am here to tell you how shitty my day was!
Since the moment I woke up it started out bad.
Been sleeping on the couch for the past 2 weeks cause I can't sleep in my room.
And when I do try. I get chased out withen a hour :/
So woke up with pain.
My new Pup was getting into trouble.
Chewing on the Christmas tree.
Grabbing my niece's toys.
Getting under peoples feet.
And just an all out terror atm.
Ok Time to get ready for work.
I was suddenly hit to babysit my niece.
Which hey! I rather watch her then to go to work.
But hey need that money.
Had 15 minutes to get ready.
Got ready. In the process of putting my shoe on.
And get called every which way by my mom.
Crystal do this.
Crystal do that.
Crystal get this.
Crystal get your dog!
Crystal Crystal Crystal
Sadly I was late to go the vets on the way that I planned to do.
Needed to grab something from them. But only had 30 minutes to get to work.
And it was already 12:50
(It's a 30 minute drive to work)
So about to leave and my pup decided she wanted to be stubborn and don't want to come inside.
Don't have the time. But I bought her a Runner 2 nights ago.
So set that up quickly and slapped her on there.
Left for work and witnessed a Plane Crash.
Like no joke!
I drive past the Air Port to and from work.
And I've seen Plane take off and land.
But never seen one land that was smoking from head to tail in black smoke so close to the ground while making this crazy sound.
So yeah so that.
Got to work and was immediately left alone in the ADC.
Got slammed.
Donations on the floor.
And getting yelled at by the new boss lady about it.
From there it was just the same.
Then 6pm rolled around.
Slowed had half to all my mess finally picked up.
Then a UHaul comes in.
Normally they have Furniture.
But not this time.
It was a Trailer Load of Unsorted Junk.
First thing they say "Not everything is going"
Alright cool,
35 minutes and 3 more cars later.
I was still tending to this UHaul who gave me EVERYTHING that is in the Trailer.
Except for two.
1 Box and a Bed.
Not everything going my Ass. :/
So my mess is back then I get slammed with two more car loads.
I didn't get all my mess picked up by 9pm like I was told to do.
Hell I didn't even get to clean the Break Room cause the New Boss Lady wants me to ignore my normal responsibilities and do other things that I am not trained to do.
Ok I work in the ADC.
Our responsibility is this.
Take in Donars.
Tend to them.
Thank them for the Donations.
Sort and clean the Back.
When we close we gotta clean the ADC and the Break Room
Sweap and Mop.
Change the Trash bags and be sure the Trucks and the Back is all locked.
After that we're free to go home!
But nope.
New Boss Lady wants me to ignore these which bugs the shit out of me.
And do the cashiers jobs cause they are lazy fucks. :/
Get Buggies in. Clean up Floors. Fix the racks. Pick up Wares. Sweap the Floors.
And all that jazz. Which is not my job to do... That is Cashiers and Production.
Not ADC. XP
But yeah... I've been working in the rain all day.
My shoes and socks are soaked.
My feet were cold and numb.
Hell my gloves were soaked.
I am treated as if I am stupid at my job.
Told how to do things that I've already known how to do for a year now!
Heck I was told that my always smiling and happy personality is just a act. :D
I'm always happy. I can't help it.
Even when I am stressed.
I am Happy.
Just who I am.
But nope I get shot down...
Heck I drew a Vent Art Picture that I will post shortly or tomorrow. *shrug*
Actually came out good oddly enough. :P
But anywho enough of that.
As I said above.
I get it that you are worried over a friend.
I am worried over my friend who has Stage 4 Breast Cancer.
But I don't ignore you. I at least try and make an attempt to ask how your day was.
And give you some love..
But to be put last on your list of people to care about?
Just really saddens me that I don't seem to be cared that much..
But whatever.
I feel better now that I ranted this out.
And to those who read all this.
Thanks and Love ya.Free Art Anyone?
Posted 9 years agoCome check out my 
SelWolf's Journal: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7874587/
to get a chance of free art <3
SelWolf25 today~
Posted 9 years agoHappy Birthday to me :3
lolBirthday Coming Up...
Posted 9 years agoBe turning 25 on August 11th..
I honestly don't know how to feel on that XD
HahaNeed Female Names!
Posted 9 years agoSo... Been 4 Months.. Almost 5 months since my dog has pasted away.
I still miss my Spunky and occasionally find something with his stinky old man smell on it still XP
Which makes me miss him more.
But hey he's been spotted a couple of times here (Spirit/Ghost wise) so he's not entirely gone.
And that in itself makes me happy that my dog is still around in some way. Even though I can't see him.
However.. I am getting a new member to my Furry Family.
But she's not a Dog.
Nor a Cat.
But a Sugar Glider. :3
I already have her half paid off.
Will be finishing paying her off when I be picking her up Saturday and bringing her home~
Already got her cage set up and ready.
Got the bonding pouch and leash~
Just gotta get her and think of a name XD
She's a White Face Blonde Sugar Glider.
Calm as I am told.
I have two names in mind. But want to see if I can find more suggestions ^^;
The names I have in mind or...
Chibi (Cause why not XD)
or
Cho
Idk which of those names to go for.
Or if I want to got with those names..
So uh... Help?3DS Help ;~; Pokemon Omega Ruby
Posted 9 years agoSo I recently got me a 3DS finally~
Also got Pokemon Omega Ruby and Sonic Lost World (Actually had this game for a year now XD)
And been playing Pokemon since I got the 3DS~
Wanted to do a System Update.
Did the update.
And now... Well watch the video below to see.
Does anyone know how to fix this?
I want to play my game really bad but hard to when I can't fight back in the Battles ;~;
If anyone knows how to fixed this issue please share.
May do a Freebie Drawing for the help. >>
Thanks!I has a Telegram now...
Posted 9 years agoIf you want to add me.
It's ChibiPup :PBack from FWA!
Posted 9 years agoHELLO!
I am back from FWA.
And for my first time at this con.
I had an BLAST!
I be posting photos soon.
But whoo! I want to go back next year X3
It was just that much fun :DHappy Easter and Dad is Home
Posted 9 years agoFirst.
HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!
Will be posting a Easter Picture here in a few :3
Secondly.
Our phones is back on.
I had to see my dad the next day after his little spat 3 days ago.
And he was quite calm.. I was kinda scared that I would set him off.
But no. After I asked if he can turn the phones back on so we can unlock them to switch over.
He calmly done so. And hugged me right after Apologizing to me in quote "Sorry for being a Monster"
I was quite surprise. He was the Dad I know and Love.
Last night. My mom allowed him back home.
The Meth he took is out of his system now.
And he just wants to be home and around people who loves him.
To be honest.
I missed my dad. And despite what all he did.
I am glad he is home. And back to normal.
Somewhat. Small things can set him off.
But we're doing ok now.
He finally held his granddaughter and I think that was a major kicker for him.
He does have a long way to go.
To fully recover from this.
But he wants to renew the vows he made to my mom.
Wants to be a better father to me and DevilPanda
And wants to be that Grandpa to Little Zoey.
He's making an effort in it.
So that is good.
I just hope he won't go back to that stuff again.
He has changed his number.
I do not know if he given up on Tracy ( I hope he did)
But either way.
Starting to look up from here and I may not have to go to FWA all depressed and stuff,
Speaking of FWA.
One more week!
AHH Can't wait X3
Welp that is all. Time to upload <3Dad on a Rampage...
Posted 9 years agoJust got home from work...
And boy my dad caused abit of damage to the house and my mom's car..
Well... Not really damaging it. But still...
Apparently my dad went and cut off our power.
Turned off our Water.
Let air out of my mom's car tires.
And on top of that.
Turned off our phones.
Luckily the quick actions of Neighbors, Relatives, and cops handled the issue quickly.
Power is on again.
Water is back.
Phones... Still off..
But that is fine. Cause you know what?
I am getting my own phone tomorrow and my own plan.
So to anyone who has my number.
I am also getting a new one.
But yeah... Besides that. Broke down crying again at work.
And I am to the point that I am afraid of my dad...
To be honest. Idk what to do anymore..Karma
Posted 9 years agoWhat comes around. Goes around.
2 nights without my Dad.
Two nights he was with Tracy.
And now he wants to come home after she stole his truck. :/
One would think he would've learned the first... What 3.. 4 times she stole from him?
Either way.
Mom not allowing him home unless he change his ways.
Meaning. No more Tracy. No more Talking or Seeing her.
And to change his number completely.
As much as I love my dad.
And as forgiving as I am.
I am sort of glad this Karma hit him.
Hopefully he'll get it through his thick skull of his that he has everything he needs here.
And that no Meth Addict can give him what he got now.
Not even love.Broken Family...
Posted 9 years agoTo anyone who knows me from old account 
CrystalOokamiWolf knows of my Journal rants of this one girl who's been ruining our lives for the past 3 years. If not you can start here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journals.....ookamiwolf/15/ just F3 and put down the Name Tracy and read on.
To put it short... Tracy is a Bitch who came to my dad for some help. My dad trying to do the good thing help her out. And ever since she had turned our lives upside down. To stealing from us. Having an affair with my dad. Lying to us. Sneaking drugs onto or into my dad's drink. And all the like. You name it she probably done it.
Welp to say the less on my situation. The bitch as won. My dad left us for her. Just packed up and left. Granted my mom told him to go after what he said to her. But can't blame my mom. But one would think with all that Tracy has done. You wouldn't trust her again. Right?
The whole time she was in jail we were perfectly fine. The moment she gets out of jail. All hell let's loose and now this happens... I'm hurt by this.. Depressed about this as I am a Daddy's Girl.. But Idk if I can forgive him this time around..
Sadly I am taking this alittle better then my sister 
DevilPanda who's taking it worse. Mostly cause my dad has not ONCE held Zoey. She was a week old yesterday and during the whole week. My dad hasn't held her. Hasn't even tried or asked. Heck the only time he got to see her is when WE bring Zoey to him..
*sighs* Idk what to do anymore... This whole month has been a roller coaster of feels... Between my Dog passing away last week... To baby Zoey coming into our lives last week as well. To this now..
Hey on the bright side. Maybe no more Journals about Tracy.. Haha... Fucking hate her..
CrystalOokamiWolfI'm a Aunt!
Posted 9 years ago
DevilPanda my little sis just gave birth to Zoey ;w;Despite losing my best friend last night.
I am a little mixed emotions.
Still depressed over the loss. But happy on this new arrival.
Game Stream [over]
Posted 9 years agoDoing a Game Stream of Undertale if any of you want to watch~ https://picarto.tv/ChibiPup
I need $8...
Posted 9 years agoFound this adopt and I am head over hills over this adopt that I want it ;~;
So I am offering any adopts I have here: http://sta.sh/2yr7rwcew15?edit=1 for $8 only! Any of them but that $30 ^^;
If you want to pay regular price that is awesome!
But I only adopt adoptables if they call out to me and this one as majorly called out to me. ;w;
So yeah... Need $8 ^^;
I'll love you forever!Zootopia, Twitter, and YouTube
Posted 9 years agoFirst.
Went to see Zootopia with MethidMan
And it was amazing~
Really loved it and if you haven't seen it yet.
You should!
It's just that good <3
So good I want to see it again! :D
Secondly.
Decided to bring my Twitter account back up.
https://twitter.com/ChibiWolfPup
Idk what to do with it yet.
I went and connected it to my YouTube Channel.
And may just use for YouTube use. :P
So yeah.. ^^;
And thirdly.
Speaking of YouTube. I need to make a new opening XD
And get some fitting beat to start out with besides what I have been using. :P
I was thinking on asking on who all can make a cool Intro for me?
But... Idk where to go or whom to ask XD
So yeah.
Any tips and help?
Welp that is all for now <3FWA Meme~
Posted 9 years ago-Where are you staying?
The Marriott
-Who are you staying with?-
Methidman
AsterTyphus and Latsyrhk.
-Day of arrival/Departure?
Arriving Thursday (If I remember correctly haha) and be leaving Monday (I think XD)
-Transportation?-
Taking my S10 Chevy Truck. lol
Following AsterTyphus to the Con :P
-Who will you hang with during the convention?
Idk ^^ First time going to FWA.
But most likely be with my Mate methidman 
EddieBear or 
wild_fluffy_toast
Course if I don't run off and about like a noob and derp about like a Moron lol
-How can I find you?
How can you miss a bouncy purple wolf with husky markings and a brightly colored manokit?
I'll most likely run into you saying "HAI" before bouncing off to the next person XD
-Are you cliquey?
Idk what that means XD
-Will you be suiting?
Yep!
Bringing both my babs~ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17160658/
(I may get someone to wear Crystal or Quin around the Con with me :P)
-What’s your gender?
Female :3
-Are you taken? Are you looking for a mate?
Happily taken~ *hugs MethidMan*
-How tall are you?
5’ 3” of Hyperness :P
-Can I talk to you?
YUSH! I am a Motormouth though. I talk.. ALOT. :P
-Can I touch you?
Hugs are welcomed!
-Can I hug or snuggle with you?
ALL THE HUGS!! Snugs depends on whom you are.
Unless you're EddieBear then Snugs is welcomed XD
-Can I visit your room?
If it's fine with AsterTyphus :P
-Are you nice?
Told I am the sweetest person ever.
So I hope so XD
-Will you draw/do badges/do trades?
Maybe.
But don't count on it. ^^;
-Are you going to any panels/shows/dances/competitions?
Gonna try! :D
-Can I give you stuff?
Sure ;w;
Expect something in return though~
-Do you smoke/do drugs/drink/vape?
Don't smoke.
Only at home and only if in pain.
Not much of a Drinker depite trying to drink XD
Vape I do.
Even though my Vaper is broke XP But if you have a Vaper with 0-3 I will hit it :P
Got a new Vape and will be bringing it with me~
-Can I buy you a drink?
As said above. Not much of a Drinker.
You can. But I am a picky drinker and only go for the light drinks.
(i.e: Smiroff, Mike's Hard, Redd's Apple, and I kinda like the Kinky drink)
But no VODKA!
-Will you be going to parties?
Depends on what type of party :P
-If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Poke me (You'll get a funny reaction XD) Yell out Crystal or Pup (Kinda hard at hearing) or just Hug me. :P
-What/where will you be eating?
Idk first time going to FWA.
Idk what all is there.
Feel free to show me around to the awesome spots!
-Can I come with you for food/fun?
Sure if ya Ask :3
Answer is normally never no. XD
-Can I take your picture?
*poses* Take as many as ya want! ;p
Just as long you share the photos <3
-What’s your goal this year?
Meet as many as I can. :P
Methidman
AsterTyphus
EddieBear
wild_fluffy_toastArtist in Need
Posted 9 years ago
Cynical-Sergal is short on Rent and needs a Hand on paying them.
So they're offering Tail Commissions and Pick Up at FWA.
They're stuff is really good~
Please go check them out and help out anyway you can before they lose their house. :<
Journal: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7400590/
They also have this amazing Adopt up for sell: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19187802/
Comes with a Tail.
And selling their Characters: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19188086/
Also this super cute Corgi Partial is up for grabs too!: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19157168/
Thanks for reading (and hopefully) helping out!
Cynical-SergalRANT
Posted 9 years agoFor the love of...
I do not want to hear about your damn sex life!
I don't want to hear how you fucked your girlfriend.
I don't want to know every detail of what you did with her.
Or how you got her Pregnant!
I don't want to hear none of that shit!
I asked 3 times for them to stop and they just laugh saying it's all in Perverted Fun.
Perverted Fun?
That's not perverted at all!
That's just... Ugh!
Yes I am a Perv. Yes I amke perverted jokes most of the time.
Sometimes not meaning too.
Yes I tend to flirt without knowing that.
And yes I do take the perverseness too far sometimes.
I like to grab my friend's boobs. I just like Boobs ok!?
But that's all.
I don't go about and telling them in detail of what I do in my alone time.
Like seriously that is my privacy that I don't want them to know.
Same should go with your sex life. :/
If your buddies want to know.
Cool. Tell them about it!
We may be friends.
But I ain't really into that shit of knowing what you did.
And other thing.
DO NOT CALL ME SEXY!
Like for crying out loud.
Want to talk to me?
Cool.
Just a "Hey Crystal" or something will do.
Don't go and message me saying "Hey sexy"
No. Just no,
If anyone gonna call me Sexy or Babe.
It would be my Boyfriend. And Boyfriend alone.
I do not mind if it's in a friendly RP with my characters.
But when it's just you trying to get my attention or just wanting to talk.
I don't want to be called Sexy by you. :/
I have told you not to do this many of times. But you still do.
I get it. You have a crush on me.
You like me and mentioned many of times on how much you wish I was single.
I hate to say it bud. But I am 24. You're 17...
And don't go "Oh you're dating someone of this age" blah blah blah.
I don't care of the age difference. Yes but I don't want to be with someone younger then me.
It just... Feels weird.
So stop. Just stop with the guilt trip.
Stop trying to worm yourself into making it sound like I am your's.
When I am not.
I'm just getting sick and tired of this shit.
Sorry... But geezus.. Today was the final straw. :/
I just want to be left alone now!
Ugh... Sorry. This has been bottling up for a couple of months.
Hadn't said or done anything until now.
Plus today is just one of those day where your name gets overused...
Crystal. Crystal. Crystal.
Crystal do this. Crystal do that. Crystal look at this! Crystal come here.
Crystal! Crystal! CRYSTAL!
FYI This journal is towards two people.
One who finally came back around and seeing us after breaking up with his girlfriend.
But damn the boy is so damn horny he seems to get off by going into detail of his sex life with his Ex. :/
The second one is from Facebook.
Helped him out one time by taking him home when his dad wouldn't.
His dad was gonna make him walk home from White Horse Rd. to Travelers Rest in the Cold Rain.
Being a kind heart I couldn't help but help him out by taking him home..
Now he kinda became my Tracy (To those who knows me will know this story) :/
And ugh... I ignore him most of the time.
But damn I am too kind for my own good sometimes...
But end rant..
To anyone else.
Please respect me and don't go doing this.
It just aggravates me to no end.
And who knows when I will happen if I just happened to "blow" up on ya.
But yeah. My Valentine's kinda been ruined.Happy Valentine's Day..
Posted 9 years agoHope it's going good for all of you!
As for me?
I've been deep in thought as of late thinking about my Grandpa.
And a few things as popped up.
For instance.
My grandpa pasted away on the 10th of this month.
Yet we buried him on Valentine's Day since we found it fitting to do so as Ma Grooms (Grandma) pasted away on this day.
It's been 5 years without my grandpa.
It only feels like it's been last year...
I've been with MethidMan for 5 years coming July..
My grandpa swore up and down I would not find anybody (In a joking manner) cause of the way I am.
But I found someone. And I wish Grandpa was still around to meet Sam.
Haha And to see my new hobby of Fursuiting.
Where my art has gone.
I still have his photo that he actually smiled in!
And the Get Well art hanging on my wall.
Along with the picture I drew him as an Angel (Curse in furry style as I suck at drawing humans)
But when he was alive and saw the Get Well art I made for him.
Everyone was confused why I draw a Blue wolf and a Purple wolf hugging with the words "Get well Grandpa"
Course they thought it was cute. But told me I should try and draw me and him. :/
But grandpa. I didn't tell him who these characters were. He knew the Purple wolf represents me and knew the blue character was him.
I still remember my aunt telling me that Grandpa always stared at the art had told every nurse about it on how much he is proud of me and told them, "I will stand and walk again just so I can hold my grandchild like in that picture"
To this day that still makes me tears up.
Knowing my art has given my Grandpa something to look forward to when he got better.
Course he didn't sadly. But that still did not stop him from doing what he promised.
Haha... I made myself cry. But you know. I see my grandpa everyday still. :3
I just gotta look into my mirror and smile.
Cause then I get to see him smiling back at me.
As I have been told. I got my grandpa's smile~
We were post to go to North Carolina today.
But dad isn't feeling well.
So plans changed. :/
And I want to do a Picture idea.
Maybe next time. v.v
Anywho. Sorry for throwing this on you all.
As I said. I've been deep in thought about this issue.
And felt like I need to talk it out some.
Love you all!
And have a good Valentine's!
Even if your single you have someone out there who loves you!
Even if it's me loving you. ;3Need to Take Cat to the Vet...
Posted 9 years agoAnd I won't get paid til next week XP
And Idk how much longer Callie can go without eating.
And my only free days I have this week is Wednesday and Thursday..
And I get paid Friday of next week (Not this Friday). ><
But I gotta take my cat to the Vets.
The visit alone is $60 :/
The medicine I need may cost $30/$45 and getting the procedure done I don't even want to know.. Which Idk at all ><
Callie is a 13 year old calico cat we have has an abyss(Right?) that is infected.
She's unable to eat, drink and clean herself.
This apparently started two months ago when she stopped eating hard food.
Yowls everytime she tried. And so we started feeding her Soft Food.
Now she won't even touch that.
Idk what to do. ><
I may go to my bank and pull out $100 Wed.
And go to the Vets Thur.
Or try and wait it out and see if I can wash her mouth out of the puss.
Idk... I hate this..*sniffles*
Posted 9 years agoNot feeling well..
Had a rough day at work today..
And punched my friend in the nuts for scaring me and making my Headache worse...
Think I am good now..
Going to bed.
Niiiight... *flops*