Hello!

Please check out my TH! I'm sadly in a position monetarily where I have to push selling some adopts again. Long and short of it, left my last job for new and better opportunities, and start my new role soon, but my last job shafted me on my last paycheck. So money is super tight, so anything helps.

If you're interested in any of the designs listed, please feel free to let me know. Anything helps. They are listed in their folders by price. I can also give some TH codes if you don't have an account, they'll be first come first serve, but I have quite a bit of access tokens. If you have a hard time seeing any of the adopts, please let me know.

https://toyhou.se/TheShinyPaladin/c.....folder:3606397
https://toyhou.se/TheShinyPaladin/c.....folder:3606397
https://toyhou.se/TheShinyPaladin/c.....folder:3606397


Thank you for listening.
- Chii

https://www.furaffinity.net/user/mrowerava/
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/mrowerava/
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/mrowerava/
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Heya!

You should go check out the artist listed above! They have an amazing style and they are also offering a raffle as well linked below!

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55.....#cid:177693447
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55.....#cid:177693447
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55.....#cid:177693447

I'm in dire need of your help. Several months ago I finished my classes, and then the software development field fell apart. I've been falling behind on my bills, and have barely kept certain necessities paid for by doing gig work, but it's unstable and unreliable. I've got applications out for finding any kind of work, but no one is hiring in my area. I'm not asking for handouts, because I believe money should be earned, which is why I am putting up my adopts, for adoption. Below is a ToyHouse link, and if you need an invite code, I do have a handful I can give out. The ToyHouse codes will be a first come first serve, until I run out. I really hate to ask for your help, but please take a look at the adopts, for me?

https://toyhou.se/TheShinyPaladin/c.....folder:3606397

Heyo, I started school a little over three months ago, and am now running out of funds to keep myself in school. I am trying to stay clear of finding work until school is done so I can dedicate to the studies. I have 60 some odd adopts that I have adopted over the years, and haven't really done anything with, but I am sad to let them go. If you have any interest in seeing any of the ones I have, please let me know an I can share them. I have started a toyhouse for all of them, that should be easier for people to come in and take a look. I hate to ask this of you, but I'm in need of your assistance.

https://toyhou.se/TheShinyPaladin/c.....folder:3606397

Heyo, I started school a little over a month ago, and am now running out of funds to keep myself in school. I am trying to stay clear of finding work until school is done so I can dedicate to the studies. I have 60 some odd adopts that I have adopted over the years, and haven't really done anything with, but I am sad to let them go. If you have any interest in seeing any of the ones I have, please let me know an I can share them. I have started a toyhouse for all of them, that should be easier for people to come in and take a look. I hate to ask this of you, but I'm in need of your assistance.

https://toyhou.se/TheShinyPaladin/c.....folder:3606397

Heyo, I started school a little over a month ago, and am now running out of funds to keep myself in school. I am trying to stay clear of finding work until school is done so I can dedicate to the studies. I have 60 some odd adopts that I have adopted over the years, and haven't really done anything with, but I am sad to let them go. If you have any interest in seeing any of the ones I have, please let me know an I can share them. I have started a toyhouse for all of them, that should be easier for people to come in and take a look. I hate to ask this of you, but I'm in need of your assistance.

https://toyhou.se/TheShinyPaladin/c.....folder:3606397

Heyo, I started school a little over a month ago, and am now running out of funds to keep myself in school. I am trying to stay clear of finding work until school is done so I can dedicate to the studies. I have 60 some odd adopts that I have adopted over the years, and haven't really done anything with, but I am sad to let them go. If you have any interest in seeing any of the ones I have, please let me know an I can share them. I have started a toyhouse for all of them, that should be easier for people to come in and take a look. I hate to ask this of you, but I'm in need of your assistance.

https://toyhou.se/TheShinyPaladin/c.....folder:3606397

Heyo, I started school a little over a month ago, and am now running out of funds to keep myself in school. I am trying to stay clear of finding work until school is done so I can dedicate to the studies. I have 60 some odd adopts that I have adopted over the years, and haven't really done anything with, but I am sad to let them go. If you have any interest in seeing any of the ones I have, please let me know an I can share them. I have started a toyhouse for all of them, that should be easier for people to come in and take a look. I hate to ask this of you, but I'm in need of your assistance.

https://toyhou.se/TheShinyPaladin/c.....folder:3606397

Heyo, I started school a little over a month ago, and am now running out of funds to keep myself in school. I am trying to stay clear of finding work until school is done so I can dedicate to the studies. I have 90 some odd adopts that I have adopted over the years, and haven't really done anything with, but I am sad to let them go. If you have any interest in seeing any of the ones I have, please let me know an I can share them. I am considering making a toyhouse for all of them if that will be easier for people to come in and take a look. I hate to ask this of you, but I'm in need of assistance.

https://toyhou.se/TheShinyPaladin/c.....folder:3606397

Heyo, I started school a little over a month ago, and am now running out of funds to keep myself in school. I am trying to stay clear of finding work until school is done so I can dedicate to the studies. I have 90 some odd adopts that I have adopted over the years, and haven't really done anything with, but I am sad to let them go. If you have any interest in seeing any of the ones I have, please let me know an I can share them. I am considering making a toyhouse for all of them if that will be easier for people to come in and take a look. I hate to ask this of you.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48803421/

https://toyhou.se/TheShinyPaladin/c.....folder:3606397

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47457826/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47457826/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47457826/

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42920349/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42920349/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42920349/

Damn, I miss cuddling. Honestly I miss affection of any kind, but specifically the physical kind. Hold my hand, hug me, cuddle with me, kiss me, and hold me like I'm something to be treasured.

Heya,
Looking for some friends that I can chit chat with (text only to start with) on a pretty frequent basis. My discord is on my profile if you want to reach out. If you need a conversation starter, I enjoy D&D and related TTRPG conversations. We can also discuss games, or hell even the current state of the world.
Looking forward to meeting you!
Cheers!
Chii

I'm done with this website.
Art is cool, and the artists I've connected with and got great art from is outstanding.

There just seems to be an over abundance of furs that are kinda gatekeeping and making it hard for the less socially inclined to mingle and make friends with other furs.

This site also has a U.I. that is in need of some work, it's got the basics down, it just needs something a little more modern and user friendly. Maybe if it caught up with the rest of the modern era, made an app with a good user interface, and overhauled the sight to match. We could see an increase in users and people who want to be here. Hell they could go so far as to create a default preference option so you can filter out the stuff you have no interest in, while keeping the stuff you do have in the forefront. The search function is nice, but having a preference selector for content would go miles in making this sight worth something.

I just feel like this site is lacking and that the furry community gatekeeps too much. I'm leaving my site on so everyone can see other ways to get ahold of me, but notes are definitely out the window.

https://www.furaffinity.net/user/breathe/
Breathe is hosting a free art raffle, they have an excellent style. Maybe check out their art and participate in the raffle.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37374876/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37374876/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37374876/


One of my favorite pieces they have done is:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/10859555/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/10859555/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/10859555/

Thank you, if you stopped to read this. Just giving you fair warning that it is just a collection of my thoughts and feelings as they are at the time of writing this.

Why is it so hard to make friends? Harder still to make friends online? Add being a furry into the mix, and it dwindles down to a miniscule margin.

It would be nice to have conversations with another individual or two. I understand that there are furry communities out their on Discord and Telegram, but there are so many of us talking, it seems hard to jump in.

The conversations could be about any topic. Hell, I even like to do roleplays.

Moral of the journal is that I feel alone, and the COVID-19 issues are making it even more lonely.

Thank you for sticking through!

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal...../#cid:56824035

There is the link to an amazing artist, you should check out their raffle. Only 250 spots total, and they're running out. Just a few more hours to go

Mobile Journal updates are difficult difficult lemon difficult.

Add me or whatever!! :3
ShinyPaladin#2296

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9374988/

Check out this amazing artist, they are taking requests at the moment.

Loneliness.
Depression.

These two have been my current mood and state of mind. My head is wrapped in a sea of lies. I tell myself I'm not alone, but I can't seem to see anyone beside me. I know I need help, but I'm afraid to reach out. Afraid to let someone in to help me, when I don't fell anyone can truly understand.

The loneliness: I feel it, am surrounded by it, and controlled by it. I don't want it to affect me, but it controls what I say or do. It lashes out at me like a whip, enslaving me to try to seek out companionship. Whether those companions are helpful or hurtful. Let's face it, we're all selfish. We look for whatever can fill the void. Like an addiction, we find something that works, but then require more and more of it, until it no longer fills the hole, but we are left with the negative consequences of our choices.

The depression: It's there, it never truly goes away. It feeds of the loneliness like some parasite. It drains away the desire to do anything that used to bring joy. It makes life overbearing, a sea of things that could offer some sort of joy, but it's effects are dulled. It's like walking into the world with blinders and noise suppression. You see and hear everything through a filter, everything in a haze. It sucks the life out of you.

I know I'm not alone: I say these words without truly believing in them. Like there are billions of strangers out there, each with their own lives, their own motivation, their own desires. Sometimes a group of like minded individuals will form up, but they'll always have a slightly different take. In our goals for uniqueness, we have literally severed our ties with fitting into the community. You'll think, but who really wants to fit in? You know the answer as well as I do. We all want to fit in, we don't want to be alone. We tell ourselves that we're fine with being alone because it's easier than learning about someone, what drives them, what their values and ideas are. We'd claim that it's easier being alone, when all honesty, everything is difficult. Being alone is difficult, being in a crowd of like minded individuals is difficult. Life is difficult. That's the hardest part to accept, but still we try and take the easy way out, putting us on our own selfish yet downward spiral.

It feels like I'm drowning. Suffocating on the sea. The sea of lies, of false hopes, agony, depression, and loneliness.

Thank you for reading.

░== Results from http://bdsmtest.org/ == Yoinked From  afrisch
100% Master/Mistress
97% Dominant
96% Bondage giver
95% Owner
91% Primal (Hunter)
87% Voyeur
70% Switch
68% Experimentalist
65% Sadist
63% Brat tamer
63% Exhibitionist
61% Degradation giver
60% Daddy/Mommy
45% Vanilla
45% Non-monogamist
42% Ageplayer
35% Pet
31% Submissive
30% Slave
27% Masochist
21% Primal (Prey)
21% Bondage receiver
19% Brat
10% girl/boy
8% Degradation receiver
8% All-Rounder
See my results online at http://bdsmtest.org/result.php?id=452431