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Traditional portrait commissions 《closed for now》
Posted a year agoHello! I'm currently kinda in a tight spot financially speaking and I thought about opening up for commissions, if anyone is interested.
What you can chose:
> A4 Character portraits : 65$
-These can include a flower/plant of choice.
-Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55541196/
> A5 Pet portraits: 30$-40$ ~ depending on complexity ~
-Also can include a plant of choice.
-Examples of 30$ stuff:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41895690/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55489364/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55489391/
-Examples of 40$ stuff:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55516580/
> A4 Parrot/ pet bird portraits: 80$
-These are more complex, include the full-body of the birds as well as multiple flowers and a simple scenery.
-Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/27069579/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25755379/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25959368/
All of these will be painted with watercolors and I'll use different pens, pencils or other materials.
After I receive the payment you will receive 1/2 progress sketches and pictures.
The painting can also be shipped and the price will be determined separately, depending on country (usually the cost is about 4-5$).
Comment or DM me if you are interested or have any questions!
What you can chose:
> A4 Character portraits : 65$
-These can include a flower/plant of choice.
-Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55541196/
> A5 Pet portraits: 30$-40$ ~ depending on complexity ~
-Also can include a plant of choice.
-Examples of 30$ stuff:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41895690/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55489364/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55489391/
-Examples of 40$ stuff:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55516580/
> A4 Parrot/ pet bird portraits: 80$
-These are more complex, include the full-body of the birds as well as multiple flowers and a simple scenery.
-Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/27069579/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25755379/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25959368/
All of these will be painted with watercolors and I'll use different pens, pencils or other materials.
After I receive the payment you will receive 1/2 progress sketches and pictures.
The painting can also be shipped and the price will be determined separately, depending on country (usually the cost is about 4-5$).
Comment or DM me if you are interested or have any questions!
Traditional portrait commissions open!
Posted a year agoHello! I'm currently kinda in a tight spot with my money and I thought about opening up for commissions, if anyone is interested.
What you can chose:
> A4Character portraits : 65$
-These can include a flower/plant of choice.
-Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55.....oad-successful
> A5 Pet portraits: 30$-50$ ~ depending on complexity ~
-Also can include a plant of choice.
-Examples for 30$ stuff:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41895690/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55489364/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55489391/
-Examples for 50$ stuff:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55516580/
> A4 Parrot/ pet bird portraits: 80$
-These are more complex, include the full-body of the birds as well as multiple flowers and a simple scenery.
-Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/27069579/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25755379/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25959368/
All of these will be painted with watercolors and I'll use different pens, pencils or other materials.
After I receive the payment you will receive 1/2 progress sketches and pictures.
The painting can also be shipped and the price will be determined separately, depending on country (usually the cost is about 4-5$).
Comment or DM me if you are interested or have any questions!
What you can chose:
> A4Character portraits : 65$
-These can include a flower/plant of choice.
-Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55.....oad-successful
> A5 Pet portraits: 30$-50$ ~ depending on complexity ~
-Also can include a plant of choice.
-Examples for 30$ stuff:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41895690/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55489364/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55489391/
-Examples for 50$ stuff:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55516580/
> A4 Parrot/ pet bird portraits: 80$
-These are more complex, include the full-body of the birds as well as multiple flowers and a simple scenery.
-Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/27069579/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25755379/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25959368/
All of these will be painted with watercolors and I'll use different pens, pencils or other materials.
After I receive the payment you will receive 1/2 progress sketches and pictures.
The painting can also be shipped and the price will be determined separately, depending on country (usually the cost is about 4-5$).
Comment or DM me if you are interested or have any questions!
20$ anime screencap trad paintings! - CLOSED
Posted 3 years agoMmmhellow! I know this is sudden but...
You probably saw all of those drawings I posted! I had so much fun with them that i thought for a long time of painting some as commissions if everyone is interested!
I'm going to finish my exams next week and that's when I'll begin painting so in the meantime, if anyone wants you can claim one of the slots by commenting below :3
They are 20$ each
1.
Anbessa
Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/45945606/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/45945762/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/45945878/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/45946221/
Certain conditions:
After you claim a slot, DM the character/s you want me to paint+ the screenshot and I will send you a paypal invoice!
-i will draw strictly in the style from the examples, so nothing too abundant of details(i'll take only simple designs for this!)
-drawings will be aprox. postcard sized and can be shipped! (if you wish this, state it at the beginning so I can calculate for the fee depending on location)
-extra characters => +3$ each (but this is depending on the screenshot)
-no nsfw, tasteful nudity is ok
-gore, female characters=>YES PLEASE :3
What anime i'm familiar with and thus, more comfortable drawing: AoT, NGE, Ghost in the shell, Demon Slayer, Black Lagoon, Berserk, Claymore, Devilman Crybaby etc.
I hope everyone is doing alright otherwise! I'm personally more relaxed these days, still trying to fix some issues with myself, but otherwise way calmer and more at peace than I was before, so I can say I'm healing from my past year tulburances ^_^ Uni is still hard but I'm not that stressed with it anymore.
You probably saw all of those drawings I posted! I had so much fun with them that i thought for a long time of painting some as commissions if everyone is interested!
I'm going to finish my exams next week and that's when I'll begin painting so in the meantime, if anyone wants you can claim one of the slots by commenting below :3
They are 20$ each
1.
AnbessaExamples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/45945606/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/45945762/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/45945878/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/45946221/
Certain conditions:
After you claim a slot, DM the character/s you want me to paint+ the screenshot and I will send you a paypal invoice!
-i will draw strictly in the style from the examples, so nothing too abundant of details(i'll take only simple designs for this!)
-drawings will be aprox. postcard sized and can be shipped! (if you wish this, state it at the beginning so I can calculate for the fee depending on location)
-extra characters => +3$ each (but this is depending on the screenshot)
-no nsfw, tasteful nudity is ok
-gore, female characters=>YES PLEASE :3
What anime i'm familiar with and thus, more comfortable drawing: AoT, NGE, Ghost in the shell, Demon Slayer, Black Lagoon, Berserk, Claymore, Devilman Crybaby etc.
I hope everyone is doing alright otherwise! I'm personally more relaxed these days, still trying to fix some issues with myself, but otherwise way calmer and more at peace than I was before, so I can say I'm healing from my past year tulburances ^_^ Uni is still hard but I'm not that stressed with it anymore.
Life update
Posted 4 years agoWell, I thought about leaving a small update here too! I've been more active on my twitter, generally using it more for venting but I have been also sporadically posting more fanart and stuff (currently obsessing over OW Moira&Mercy lel). - https://twitter.com/fallen_umbra
I have managed to finally pass that anatomy exam that was haunting me, and with a big grade as well. While that has somewhat boosted my confidence, along with the danube trip which i enjoyed and where i got the chance to work with so many animals, (even take blood from wild birds!), I'm still somewhat feeling like I'm extremely behind and have a lot of catching up! But I'll do my best! y_y
I've seen so many amazing things this summer, the colorful rollers and bee eaters from the danube, then went to switzerland and visted Zurich where i had the chance to see for the first time ever two snow leopards at the marvellous zoo they have there. A lot has happened and yet still I've constantly felt the looming melancholy of not being able to enjoy anything to the fullest because of....all the terrible emotional torment i've went trough before the summer. It has made me feel like i'm some ungrateful prick, really.
Even now, as my bday approaches, i fear that i will soon relieve to the fullest the mental breakdown i had last year and I feel like no matter how much I try to occupy and distract my mind, those hurtful things still manage to crawl back...but I hope i'll get by, I mean I have to.
Anyway, I'll try to post more of the stuff I draw here as well as I go, but i'll keep fanart mostly on twitter.
I hope everyone else is doing fine! ^^
I have managed to finally pass that anatomy exam that was haunting me, and with a big grade as well. While that has somewhat boosted my confidence, along with the danube trip which i enjoyed and where i got the chance to work with so many animals, (even take blood from wild birds!), I'm still somewhat feeling like I'm extremely behind and have a lot of catching up! But I'll do my best! y_y
I've seen so many amazing things this summer, the colorful rollers and bee eaters from the danube, then went to switzerland and visted Zurich where i had the chance to see for the first time ever two snow leopards at the marvellous zoo they have there. A lot has happened and yet still I've constantly felt the looming melancholy of not being able to enjoy anything to the fullest because of....all the terrible emotional torment i've went trough before the summer. It has made me feel like i'm some ungrateful prick, really.
Even now, as my bday approaches, i fear that i will soon relieve to the fullest the mental breakdown i had last year and I feel like no matter how much I try to occupy and distract my mind, those hurtful things still manage to crawl back...but I hope i'll get by, I mean I have to.
Anyway, I'll try to post more of the stuff I draw here as well as I go, but i'll keep fanart mostly on twitter.
I hope everyone else is doing fine! ^^
Another year has passed
Posted 4 years agoFinally finished one of the worst college years of my life...and all I can say is that I'm feeling the withdrawal as I'm completely exhausted, can't even pull myself to write much...but I wanted to give an update here. I dearly hope that next year we aren't going to do online classes anymore because it was absolutely horrible for me to study medicine from home. We struggled to do some onsite labs, but besides that, I learn the most when I am in the class and ask questions. It's very hard for me to focus when I am at home...
I can't say much, other than the fact that i passed almost every exam. I only have 2 retakes left and I hope to settle them in September. That's all I can pull myself to type right now, but maybe i'll update this later.
Take care, all!
I can't say much, other than the fact that i passed almost every exam. I only have 2 retakes left and I hope to settle them in September. That's all I can pull myself to type right now, but maybe i'll update this later.
Take care, all!
Can you excuse some venting from me?
Posted 4 years agoIt's just that...when i first arrived at this university i was so motivated to do something and i worked /really hard/ the first 2 years, to the point were i went to the hospital a few times for my glycemia dropping to dangerous levels(i wasn't eating, i would order food, look at it and couldn't eat at all, just kept vomiting and ending up crying because i would waste it by throwing it away) and getting sick from stress. I also used to have a lot of sleepless nights and panic attacks because i always felt like i was on the brink of death and was afraid of sleeping. But even so...back then i had people that mattered to me a whole lot and i was...motivated to struggle and fight for them. But...that changed, stress got the best of me and i think i pissed off those people because they just decided to move on from me and leave me alone. And i in turn have also decided to push them away for their own good, seeing that they aren't happy with me. I have been struggling so much to let certain people go, i would stalk their page and only get even angrier seeing them being perfectly happy, even living a better life with out me in the picture. It's been 2 months since i've forced myself to not check their pages but there are some times when the urge is so strong i'm feeling like i'm loosing the battle. I know i will be drowned in anger and sadness if i give in and i'm afraid of losing the small bit of control i have over myself. I feel like i'm in rehab and counting the days from when i last used drugs.
Back to the university...ever since then i became utterly uninterested about everything here. I love what we study here at this university but i don't see myself as a vet. I'm too fucking clumsy and stupid...my grades are horrible, barely passing just because i procrastinate and can't find anything to push me forward. I always feel like i'm the last in the class, like i'm clueless and just drifting away. I'm barely holding on above the surface but the thing that scares me is that unlike in my first year, the idea of failing isn't even scaring me enough to struggle hard anymore. I just feel like going down, sinking to the bottom until there is nowhere lower i can get.
sigh, whatever...
Back to the university...ever since then i became utterly uninterested about everything here. I love what we study here at this university but i don't see myself as a vet. I'm too fucking clumsy and stupid...my grades are horrible, barely passing just because i procrastinate and can't find anything to push me forward. I always feel like i'm the last in the class, like i'm clueless and just drifting away. I'm barely holding on above the surface but the thing that scares me is that unlike in my first year, the idea of failing isn't even scaring me enough to struggle hard anymore. I just feel like going down, sinking to the bottom until there is nowhere lower i can get.
sigh, whatever...
A honest Thank you
Posted 4 years agoI wanted to thank everyone here for being so kind and welcoming after I had dissapeared for so long and then randomly returned out of the blue. I honestly did not expect anyone to still follow me here but i was welcomed with so much warmth! This is what I love about the community and will fight anyone who says shit about furries - I have yet to meet someone here who has ever been mean or rude to me.
Thank you so much for the support. It means so much to me! 🧡
Thank you so much for the support. It means so much to me! 🧡
2 PARROT PORTRAIT SLOTS /CLOSED
Posted 4 years agoAs I announced, I'm opening two parrot portrait slots for 50 EUR each. Comment to claim!
1.
hyenateeth
2.OPEN
Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25755379/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25611567/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25481937/
Additional info:
1.After you claim a slot I will send you an invoice with the payment.
2.You can choose 1-2 types of flowers that you want me to paint in the background. I will send you up to two progress pictures.
3.Shipping of the original piece is possible with additional costs depending on country.
That is all, if you have any more questions, feel free to ask.
1.
hyenateeth2.OPEN
Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25755379/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25611567/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25481937/
Additional info:
1.After you claim a slot I will send you an invoice with the payment.
2.You can choose 1-2 types of flowers that you want me to paint in the background. I will send you up to two progress pictures.
3.Shipping of the original piece is possible with additional costs depending on country.
That is all, if you have any more questions, feel free to ask.
Something very important...
Posted 4 years agohttps://i.postimg.cc/pT6S2pHs/18141.....15308529-n.jpg
I held birb today!
God, one thing I can never understand but I value about myself is how I always have this stupid luck of encountering animals at the right moment, especially birds.
This morning, I was returning from the clinic and noticed this small female eurasian blackcap down on the road. I immediately assumed it slammed in the windows behind and was now in a state of dizziness and shock. So i took it to a safer place near some bushes and waited. In a couple of minutes she got up, hopped a bit on my hand, then flew into the bushes. Was such a special moment....like the fact it hopped around my arm before leaving ;-; what a sweetie.
https://streamable.com/7f27s9
I held birb today!
God, one thing I can never understand but I value about myself is how I always have this stupid luck of encountering animals at the right moment, especially birds.
This morning, I was returning from the clinic and noticed this small female eurasian blackcap down on the road. I immediately assumed it slammed in the windows behind and was now in a state of dizziness and shock. So i took it to a safer place near some bushes and waited. In a couple of minutes she got up, hopped a bit on my hand, then flew into the bushes. Was such a special moment....like the fact it hopped around my arm before leaving ;-; what a sweetie.
https://streamable.com/7f27s9
Anyone in for some free art?/CLOSED
Posted 4 years agoGood evening!
Here's what I've been thinking, I'm in the mood of drawing some stuff when I'm taking a break from studying, but since I've just got over some character obsessions and I can only draw Chita as being...well Chita aka miserable and depressed all the time, I get this feeling like I want to draw but don't really know what.
So if you guys want for me to draw your characters, drop a ref in the comments!
But note that i'll take full freedom with these style and time wise :3
(mostly traditional stuff because i left my tablet home)
Here's what I've been thinking, I'm in the mood of drawing some stuff when I'm taking a break from studying, but since I've just got over some character obsessions and I can only draw Chita as being...well Chita aka miserable and depressed all the time, I get this feeling like I want to draw but don't really know what.
So if you guys want for me to draw your characters, drop a ref in the comments!
But note that i'll take full freedom with these style and time wise :3
(mostly traditional stuff because i left my tablet home)
Back on Fa?
Posted 4 years agoHello to all the peeps who are still following me!
I'm here to announce that i'll be back posting stuff.
Not much, as I'm still busy, but the small doodles I occasionally smudge on a paper.
For those wondering why i vanished, i'll keep it simple, I'm currently a vet student, in my third year and it's really demanding almost all of my time.
My mental state hasn't been great either, after several shenanigans that left me quite bitter, which is also why i thought of seeking refuge here were I can post whatever i draw that's linked to stuffs i'm feeling, as it has helped me before in the past. Another reason why I haven't been posting is that the drawings I made these past years where...let's say, too personal.
I really want to reconnect with the community here (as much as i'll be able to).
I'm here to announce that i'll be back posting stuff.
Not much, as I'm still busy, but the small doodles I occasionally smudge on a paper.
For those wondering why i vanished, i'll keep it simple, I'm currently a vet student, in my third year and it's really demanding almost all of my time.
My mental state hasn't been great either, after several shenanigans that left me quite bitter, which is also why i thought of seeking refuge here were I can post whatever i draw that's linked to stuffs i'm feeling, as it has helped me before in the past. Another reason why I haven't been posting is that the drawings I made these past years where...let's say, too personal.
I really want to reconnect with the community here (as much as i'll be able to).
PATREON - finally live!
Posted 7 years agohttps://www.patreon.com/Chitrakaya
After many weeks of pondering i decided jump into the fray and create a Patreon page!
If you pledge at least 1$ per month you gain access to sketches and wips i don't post anywhere else to prevent flooding :D
But here i will post everything - editing these sketches takes time but if i know i am paid a bit for this process, then it's worth it!
Why am I creating a Patreon now?
The main reason is that i need all the help i can get with the university expenses. Consider this page a small tip jar, where you can help me and in return get some extra stuff!
So go check it out! and thank you for your time.
After many weeks of pondering i decided jump into the fray and create a Patreon page!
If you pledge at least 1$ per month you gain access to sketches and wips i don't post anywhere else to prevent flooding :D
But here i will post everything - editing these sketches takes time but if i know i am paid a bit for this process, then it's worth it!
Why am I creating a Patreon now?
The main reason is that i need all the help i can get with the university expenses. Consider this page a small tip jar, where you can help me and in return get some extra stuff!
So go check it out! and thank you for your time.
That feel when...
Posted 7 years agoYou dream something so beautiful but in the morning forget almost everything
https://78.media.tumblr.com/161b76d.....5xq6o2_500.gif
I remember it was about watching a movie about Diana from lol ( funny cause i rarely dream of her) but it was so beautiful, the actress was gorgeous and everything she was saying was so relatable i started crying in my sleep. I completely forgot about the contents except for the beginning where she was pictured as one of those Roman statues, as if she died but was remembered as a hero(hm maybe i'll make a drawing based on this). I woke up when i wanted to watch the movie a second time and my bro told me i'll be late for school, damn shouldn't have listened to him! :D
Anyway, I wish you all a Happy New Year! :')
https://78.media.tumblr.com/161b76d.....5xq6o2_500.gif
I remember it was about watching a movie about Diana from lol ( funny cause i rarely dream of her) but it was so beautiful, the actress was gorgeous and everything she was saying was so relatable i started crying in my sleep. I completely forgot about the contents except for the beginning where she was pictured as one of those Roman statues, as if she died but was remembered as a hero(hm maybe i'll make a drawing based on this). I woke up when i wanted to watch the movie a second time and my bro told me i'll be late for school, damn shouldn't have listened to him! :D
Anyway, I wish you all a Happy New Year! :')
Thank you for all the watches! O.o
Posted 7 years agoI woke up this morning to notice a flood of watchers, i never got so many as 15 over one night! What a great surprise!
Thank you all!! <3
Thank you all!! <3
2018 Bird Calendar for 24euros plus shipping!
Posted 8 years agoHello there! Since I made so many bird drawings this year I decided to make a 2018 calendar on Deviantart!
https://00blackberry00.deviantart.c.....ndar-718069356
Shipping to Romania is 8 euro, i don't know how much it would cost in America, but probably less since it's not that far from Da Hq :)
Also check out my prints! Da is offering a discount and i also cleaned up everything and updated my prints. They are pretty cheap and you can also use deviantart points to buy them :)
Here is my print shop!
https://00blackberry00.deviantart.com/prints/
For those who would like to purchase something but don't own a da account, just note me and we can work it out :) I will try to upload prints on a different site in the future too.
https://00blackberry00.deviantart.c.....ndar-718069356
Shipping to Romania is 8 euro, i don't know how much it would cost in America, but probably less since it's not that far from Da Hq :)
Also check out my prints! Da is offering a discount and i also cleaned up everything and updated my prints. They are pretty cheap and you can also use deviantart points to buy them :)
Here is my print shop!
https://00blackberry00.deviantart.com/prints/
For those who would like to purchase something but don't own a da account, just note me and we can work it out :) I will try to upload prints on a different site in the future too.
Naughty traditional ych - yay or nay?
Posted 8 years agoHello! <3What do you think peeps - Would you be interested if i opened a premiere traditional naughty ych for 1 or two characters?
I want to try out drawing some in an artistic manner, with lots of lines like here https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25257992/ and splashes of color(more detailed than in the example).
If there is going to be one character it would be represented in a sexual way, if two i have a pose in mind.
It will be an action starting at 50euro and no less. After everything i will contact the winner via skype and send them sketches, there will be a livestream, but i will have a somewhat artistic liberty. The shipping price for the drawing will be included in the price, if you want to have the original.
Well, that's all, let me know what do you think!
Back! Commissions are open again!
Posted 8 years agoHello there! I'm back from my break, i'm feeling a lot better.
I recently started attending an University near me, i'm in the psychology department :) my life is finally turning on the bright side
I will be opening commissions once again, since i'm feeling content enough to draw.
Here is a price list if anyone is interested, and several other things you can purchase from me.
Since i have a new tablet now i will try to practice more digital art
Pricelist:
https://sta.sh/07qlws3uvvp
Traditional Badges:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24117264/
Hope you are all having a great spoopy October. November and October are my favourite months of the year :3 i didn't have time to participate to this year's inktober, but did lots of draws and I'm planing to draw the inktober props next month. It's gonna be...inkvember? ^^'
I recently started attending an University near me, i'm in the psychology department :) my life is finally turning on the bright side
I will be opening commissions once again, since i'm feeling content enough to draw.
Here is a price list if anyone is interested, and several other things you can purchase from me.
Since i have a new tablet now i will try to practice more digital art
Pricelist:
https://sta.sh/07qlws3uvvp
Traditional Badges:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24117264/
Hope you are all having a great spoopy October. November and October are my favourite months of the year :3 i didn't have time to participate to this year's inktober, but did lots of draws and I'm planing to draw the inktober props next month. It's gonna be...inkvember? ^^'
HIATUS
Posted 8 years agoTomorrow i will leave to Switzerland for my mother's wedding and i will only return on 8 of August.
That being said i will take a break from the internet for...for as long as it's needed.
The truth is I spend too much time at the computer and it literally consumes me.
My body is a wreck after my adventure in Spain, everyday i have horrible back pain and i can barely eat anything at all.
All the stress and procrastination also affects my drawing and i do not want to sell people art that i do not consider worthy.
It's high time i focus on my health for once. Maybe i will post some art from time to time.
That's all for now.
Thank you all for supporting me so far!
And take care of yourselves <3
That being said i will take a break from the internet for...for as long as it's needed.
The truth is I spend too much time at the computer and it literally consumes me.
My body is a wreck after my adventure in Spain, everyday i have horrible back pain and i can barely eat anything at all.
All the stress and procrastination also affects my drawing and i do not want to sell people art that i do not consider worthy.
It's high time i focus on my health for once. Maybe i will post some art from time to time.
That's all for now.
Thank you all for supporting me so far!
And take care of yourselves <3
My tablet finally died
Posted 8 years agoLuckily i managed to earn enough to buy a new one. I will try to get one from Romania so that it won't take that long for it to arrive.
I'm sorry for all those who have refs commissioned...but it will take about 1 week (if all goes well) until i will get the new tablet and continue drawing :'(
I'm sorry for all those who have refs commissioned...but it will take about 1 week (if all goes well) until i will get the new tablet and continue drawing :'(
1 Free Badge Slot/further life bla
Posted 8 years ago
lovewing wins the slot! :3I need some examples for some future badge commissions so I'm offering one free badge!
Just leave a picture/ref of your character in the comments and i will choose which character to draw :3
There will be actually 2 badges...one chosen from the comments posted on this journal, on from a journal i will put on deviantart.
The deadline is in 2 days from now.
The badges will be draw traditionally, i will used pressed flowers and gold gouache that looks just like gold leaf! They will measure about 7.50X10cm (3X4 inches) and will be laminated and sent to the commissioner.
I also wanted to talk about something great that happened to me.
When i was in Spain i had faced one of the most ugly emotional breakdowns i ever had in my life. Call me materialistic, but one of my most gruesome nightmares has always been losing my taxidermy collection (skulls, feathers and bird study skins which almost all i have found myself, cleaned and prepared myself) but most of all losing my artwork in which i poured hours of work, passion and pain. I love gifting art, and most of the time when somebody buys something from me I throw in an extra feather or drawing, but thinking of those drawings just burning, being tossed like thrash,completely leaves me cold and with suicidal thoughts.
When we got there we shortly realized that despite somebody's promises we ended up in the shithole, with absolutely no money and no internet(so i can try to earn something online). We were really desperate. The first blow came when the people were we where living before, in Romania, (room ates, in a rented house) gave us a sudden out of the blue ultimatum that if we don't send them extra money, they will throw away all of our stuff. Luckily my mother went there and took most of the stuff...but i lost all of my skulls, my fox pelt and most of my big feathers.
The second heartache came when the person who invited us in Spain came over our place with some ''family friends''. At that point I really trusted that person. They told me to give them some drawings so that they can take them to a tattoo studio for a recommendation, and being desperate and naive like the little shit i am, i gave them most of my good drawings. I never saw those drawings or that guy ever again. That person told us AFTERWARDS like they couldn't warn me before that that guy is a cocaine addict so i'll prob never see the drawings again.
So if you look through my gallery and happen to see some of my drawings around Madrid, just let me know, so that i can live with the bittersweet thought that they did not end up in the thrash, at least.
That time i really thought i will kill myself...how could i have been so naive, so stupid to give an unknown person my best artworks?! But in the end i learned to accept what happened. My boyfriend taught me to let go of these material attachments. And now i don't even feel sorrowful anymore. I think that in the end all of my belongings that got lost will come back to me, one way or another.
But anyway the great thing that happened was that, i got really sad that one of my best Diana drawings ( https://www.furaffinity.net/view/18800922/ ) got lost in that shitstorm. It wasn't even finished...but now as i renovated my apartment i found it again among WIPS! But i looked for it soo much...i could have sworn, it was along the drawings i gave to that guy...i even knew the exact place were i put it.. I know that after everything it's not such a big deal that one of my drawings returned, but it is for me and just proved tha ti should never give up..and believe that everything i lost will come back to me.
I wanted to write this in hopes that those who went trough a similar experience, of loosing their drawings, find a bit of solace in this. I think most artists are very easy to be emotionally tricked and manipulated even if they are aware of these merciless rules of living among people. And the hardest part, after you lost so much is somebody, maybe even the one who tricked you, just blatantly say ''eh, you can make more drawings''.
But it is the truth....maybe what you lost will come back to you or maybe you will create something even more beautiful in it's memory..and this time make sure nobody takes it away from you any more! <3
Back to Romania/Upcoming online art sale/Esty ideas
Posted 8 years agoHello there!
I would like to thank everyone here who has commissioned me the past few months ~ without you i would have certainly starved by now.
Sorry if i seemed so robotic and emotionless in the messages and notes, I really love to take extra care of each of my commissioner, but covered up in all of that stress was just impossible for me. I was on pure survival mode.
It seems our trip to Spain was unsuccessful and in the end we came to the conclusion that, even tho in Romania the living conditions are not as good as in Madrid, we can make a simple, easy living just like we dream of.
Why go to Spain then, you ask? Well, let me just say somebody important to us invited us there, but it turned out it was completely the opposite of what they promised. The last 2 months we only survived with the money i earned here on reference sheets...and we barely made it back home..
Now I'm back here,but my mom is renovating our apartment before she leaves, so the following week everything will be up in chaos around here, so sorry if i'm a bit slow on the remaining commissions! I will have to attempt her wedding in Switzerland by mid of July, so there will be further delays(i hope i will finish with the commissions till then).
After all of this I will try to find a simple job so I can dedicate most of my time to art and crafts. I have so many ideas, i'm thinking of opening an Etsy shop because all in my family love crafts, my boyfriend is skilled in creating books and notebooks out of scrap paper and my mom makes crochets like these http://sta.sh/221kfqedkoos?edit=1 ! I told her that maybe she can make sleeves with paws on them and she said it's a great idea!
So then those are plans for the future but, for now, in the following days I will post the remaining artwork that is still for sale. Now i can ship everything anywhere, so say tuned!
I would like to thank everyone here who has commissioned me the past few months ~ without you i would have certainly starved by now.
Sorry if i seemed so robotic and emotionless in the messages and notes, I really love to take extra care of each of my commissioner, but covered up in all of that stress was just impossible for me. I was on pure survival mode.
It seems our trip to Spain was unsuccessful and in the end we came to the conclusion that, even tho in Romania the living conditions are not as good as in Madrid, we can make a simple, easy living just like we dream of.
Why go to Spain then, you ask? Well, let me just say somebody important to us invited us there, but it turned out it was completely the opposite of what they promised. The last 2 months we only survived with the money i earned here on reference sheets...and we barely made it back home..
Now I'm back here,but my mom is renovating our apartment before she leaves, so the following week everything will be up in chaos around here, so sorry if i'm a bit slow on the remaining commissions! I will have to attempt her wedding in Switzerland by mid of July, so there will be further delays(i hope i will finish with the commissions till then).
After all of this I will try to find a simple job so I can dedicate most of my time to art and crafts. I have so many ideas, i'm thinking of opening an Etsy shop because all in my family love crafts, my boyfriend is skilled in creating books and notebooks out of scrap paper and my mom makes crochets like these http://sta.sh/221kfqedkoos?edit=1 ! I told her that maybe she can make sleeves with paws on them and she said it's a great idea!
So then those are plans for the future but, for now, in the following days I will post the remaining artwork that is still for sale. Now i can ship everything anywhere, so say tuned!
Amazing artist opens vore auction
Posted 8 years agoOne of my favourite artists here, 
ophryon , has a vore collab auction! I figure most people know them, but for those who don't you should check their gallery, it's amazing!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23787290/
I've been thinking into getting into vore myself, but after I return home and have time to study proper anatomy ;-;
ophryon , has a vore collab auction! I figure most people know them, but for those who don't you should check their gallery, it's amazing!http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23787290/
I've been thinking into getting into vore myself, but after I return home and have time to study proper anatomy ;-;
I will be in Madrid (Retiro) selling junk
Posted 8 years agoHelo there,
I want to make a quick announcement that will be updated with more info further on.
Things haven't been going well at all for me and my boyfriend and because of this we are coming back to Romania, as much as we love Spain..but before we do that we need to pay our rent here and everything needs to be covered up.
We will need about 200-300€ for all of that.
That's why, rather than going outside to beg for money, me and him will go in Sol, Madrid to sell original traditional artwork of mine.
Here is a short list of what will be available:
-about 20 pairs of painted feather earings
-very cheap A4 sketches that won't cost more than 5€
-A4 paintings that will be about 30-40€
-two big paintings (50/70 cm)
-painted feathers and crafts
-sketchbooks
-old and new artwork
I will post a picture with everything that will be available for sale and will let you know the exact date we will go and place were you can find us.
This is also a dream of mine, to sell artwork in a big capital so I'm very excited!
Thank you for your time and I hope that those who can will attend! <3
I want to make a quick announcement that will be updated with more info further on.
Things haven't been going well at all for me and my boyfriend and because of this we are coming back to Romania, as much as we love Spain..but before we do that we need to pay our rent here and everything needs to be covered up.
We will need about 200-300€ for all of that.
That's why, rather than going outside to beg for money, me and him will go in Sol, Madrid to sell original traditional artwork of mine.
Here is a short list of what will be available:
-about 20 pairs of painted feather earings
-very cheap A4 sketches that won't cost more than 5€
-A4 paintings that will be about 30-40€
-two big paintings (50/70 cm)
-painted feathers and crafts
-sketchbooks
-old and new artwork
I will post a picture with everything that will be available for sale and will let you know the exact date we will go and place were you can find us.
This is also a dream of mine, to sell artwork in a big capital so I'm very excited!
Thank you for your time and I hope that those who can will attend! <3
Kitten update
Posted 8 years agoI wanted to share with you some pictures of my kittens.
http://sta.sh/22f0l4lf95oo?edit=1
In the end we couldn't give them to a shelter because there were no volunteers to take care of them all the time. So my boyfriend had to struggle with them alone...but since he really loves them he didn't even want me to give them away, were their futures where uncertain..or idk. We are so paranoic when it comes to shelters because of the ones from Romania thar we did not want them to end up being euthanized. I am aware that here in Spain is different but still..
We may have not taken care for them after the book, correct in every way, but at least they are healty now.
We named them Kalla(the white female) and Peticel(the spotted male, petic meaning spot).
Peticel was a bit more weak than Kalla, he is the baby i found almost dead, his body was very cold. Because he had to endure all of that he caught a cold and both the kittens eyes were swolen and secreting a lot of tear like substance that was preventing them to open their eyes corectly.
We took them to the vet and treated them but that left us completly broke.But now they are active, Kalla is very playful and Peticel started to play a bit as well.
That's why i will post more ych stuff, maybe even character sales and you can feel free to help us, if you please. I will slow down with the refs because i couldn't buy a new tablet and this one makes my work hella painfull.
http://sta.sh/22f0l4lf95oo?edit=1
In the end we couldn't give them to a shelter because there were no volunteers to take care of them all the time. So my boyfriend had to struggle with them alone...but since he really loves them he didn't even want me to give them away, were their futures where uncertain..or idk. We are so paranoic when it comes to shelters because of the ones from Romania thar we did not want them to end up being euthanized. I am aware that here in Spain is different but still..
We may have not taken care for them after the book, correct in every way, but at least they are healty now.
We named them Kalla(the white female) and Peticel(the spotted male, petic meaning spot).
Peticel was a bit more weak than Kalla, he is the baby i found almost dead, his body was very cold. Because he had to endure all of that he caught a cold and both the kittens eyes were swolen and secreting a lot of tear like substance that was preventing them to open their eyes corectly.
We took them to the vet and treated them but that left us completly broke.But now they are active, Kalla is very playful and Peticel started to play a bit as well.
That's why i will post more ych stuff, maybe even character sales and you can feel free to help us, if you please. I will slow down with the refs because i couldn't buy a new tablet and this one makes my work hella painfull.
Two abandoned baby kittens in desperate need of help!
Posted 8 years agoUpdate
Thank you all very much with helping me with the kittens! Until tommorow i will make my mind where to take them.
Right now the two are round and fat, eating well and have no trouble with digesting the food. I swear to god, i hear them meowing everywere i go, i think i might have a problem haha. My boyfriend seems to be the one that wants very much to keep them..he even talked over with the boss to take them at work. But, as much as i would also love to keep them because they have grown dear to me, i must choose what is best for them. Even tho i trust my bf with taking care of them, going to work all day and also keeping an eye on two squeaky furballs is exhausting...and even if we where to make it through this week, we still need to find an apartament to rent next month and there are great chances the person who rents it won´t let us keep animals, especially cats who love to destroy stuff.
Maybe, we will leave them at a shelter and, who knows, one day we will return to adopt them. I will post pictures with them soon :)
Anyway, all the information you have provided me will be put to use, either now or in the future, so i thank you all! <3
Hello there,
Two days ago i heard some baby kittens meowing in the back of my caravan. At first i thought they were the ospring of a cat that keeps coming here to eat, but when i saw they were in a bag it became obvious that some heartless asshole just threw them away like garbage.
It was saturday night, one of the 4 kittens was already dead, one barely moving. Despite i know cow milk is not good for them it was my only option. I used a large brush to feed them until i got a bottle. One of them was barely moving. I tried warming it up and stood up all night to feed them and stimulate them to poop. The next day i had to urgently go somewere, and it could not be canceled a day ago. My boyfriend gave them dry milk and kept them warm but he had to leave for work so they would have to left alone very much. The weak kitten was feeling way better, it pooped and started moving and meowing. When i was returning home i was praying with tears in my eyes that they are alright.
Sadly one of them did not make it...but amazingly, the weak one did.
Now my problem is the following: I can take care of them now, but in a week i will leave to romania for a week. My boyfriend works 8 hours a day and that amount of time for the kittens to be left alone can kill them.
I live in Coslada, near Madrid. Would somebody be able to take care of them or at least direct me to a shelter were volunteers can hand raise then? Or a surrogate cat mommy would be excelent..there are only two kittens.. I will go today to search for kitten milk formula...but i dont know my way around too well and my spanish is quite bad and i really need somebody to take care of them, at lest untill i return from romania.
I will be extremly gratefull for every bit of info you can provide..in fact i'd be even willing to send each person that helps me a small ebvelope with a thank you drawing.
Thank you all very much with helping me with the kittens! Until tommorow i will make my mind where to take them.
Right now the two are round and fat, eating well and have no trouble with digesting the food. I swear to god, i hear them meowing everywere i go, i think i might have a problem haha. My boyfriend seems to be the one that wants very much to keep them..he even talked over with the boss to take them at work. But, as much as i would also love to keep them because they have grown dear to me, i must choose what is best for them. Even tho i trust my bf with taking care of them, going to work all day and also keeping an eye on two squeaky furballs is exhausting...and even if we where to make it through this week, we still need to find an apartament to rent next month and there are great chances the person who rents it won´t let us keep animals, especially cats who love to destroy stuff.
Maybe, we will leave them at a shelter and, who knows, one day we will return to adopt them. I will post pictures with them soon :)
Anyway, all the information you have provided me will be put to use, either now or in the future, so i thank you all! <3
Hello there,
Two days ago i heard some baby kittens meowing in the back of my caravan. At first i thought they were the ospring of a cat that keeps coming here to eat, but when i saw they were in a bag it became obvious that some heartless asshole just threw them away like garbage.
It was saturday night, one of the 4 kittens was already dead, one barely moving. Despite i know cow milk is not good for them it was my only option. I used a large brush to feed them until i got a bottle. One of them was barely moving. I tried warming it up and stood up all night to feed them and stimulate them to poop. The next day i had to urgently go somewere, and it could not be canceled a day ago. My boyfriend gave them dry milk and kept them warm but he had to leave for work so they would have to left alone very much. The weak kitten was feeling way better, it pooped and started moving and meowing. When i was returning home i was praying with tears in my eyes that they are alright.
Sadly one of them did not make it...but amazingly, the weak one did.
Now my problem is the following: I can take care of them now, but in a week i will leave to romania for a week. My boyfriend works 8 hours a day and that amount of time for the kittens to be left alone can kill them.
I live in Coslada, near Madrid. Would somebody be able to take care of them or at least direct me to a shelter were volunteers can hand raise then? Or a surrogate cat mommy would be excelent..there are only two kittens.. I will go today to search for kitten milk formula...but i dont know my way around too well and my spanish is quite bad and i really need somebody to take care of them, at lest untill i return from romania.
I will be extremly gratefull for every bit of info you can provide..in fact i'd be even willing to send each person that helps me a small ebvelope with a thank you drawing.
