Lots of things right now. Kind of thrown to the side in one, content in the other, saddened in the next. I came back down south to help certain people, and now that Im not needed, I'm not sure why I'm back. maybe im saying its time for me to go again, I don't really know. I just feel as if my purpose here is gone, yet again, and even holding a job doesnt eat up as much time as it should. all in all, Im just a bit tired. Still Pinkie Pie happy, but tired, and a bit alone.

hey yall gamers! I recently got Xbox Live Gold for my new live account. if you would like to add me, its CholfDaysleeper. lets get the party started over live!

Woot. Still a semi low number, but meh. 3000 has been coming for a while. Just needed that last convention push. Heres to the next 1000.

well this weekend was a blast.
RCFM 10 was a long shot, money wise as well as survival wise, at least everyone thought so.
I am happy to report that this was not the case.

RCFM WAS FUCKING AMAZING! met a lot of new people, and drank way to much. but for three days, the world was forgotten as furries ran amok in a new hotel,interacting with amazing staff, and all leading to the essential rebirth of RCFM.

Im sad to see it go til next year, but it will happen again next year, which im sure we can all be very happy about.

As furries, we deal with lots of things. on a constant basis.
Therefore, it is painful for me to have to say a dear friend, and long running member of the fandom, Brimstone  brim , has passed away due to heart complications.

Brim was an amazing person, who had a wonderful personality. He was very active in his life, and was passionate about breads, as his job would indicate. He was a very active member of Second Life.

I'm sad to hear and have to pass on the news that he is gone. He will be missed.

:UPDATE:
There will be viewing services on Saturday from 5-8 at the Madison Chapel Funeral Home.

and it looks fantastic! I didn't think it would be the size it is, which makes it all the more awesome.

just ordered a dangly badge form  firefeathers I cant wait to see it, ive been wanting one for a while. yall *and by yall, i mean whoever reads this* should go check  firefeathers out.

helping out my awesome friend  twistedspectrum with her post. she needs some monies for rent, and is willing to whore her arts for teh monies. go look at her journal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3344848/

Im back in Alabama, and damn happy to be here. have a job lined up with Olive Garden, looking to have my own place in 6 months... things are finally working out, and I have faith that they will continue to work in my favor. glad to see that people dont totally hate me here, and that I can show them im not the same person I was 2 years ago.

transcendence from the facebooks to here. didint think it would ever happen, but oh well. this page is a page for help when us furries have questions and concerns. go check it outs.

https://www.facebook.com/FurryCrisisCenter


checks it out, leave comments, something lol.

So yeah. biggest update ever. making numbered points for thems.
1. Im transgendered. male to female, going to have the reassignment surgery. this may come as a shock to some of you, others I know expected it. Its my choice, and I know I was meant to be a female. as such, please refer to me as Her or she from now on. thank you.
2. My moving schedule has been altered. i will be moving down this weekend to alabama, instead of later this year. I look forward to seeing the south again. thanks very very much to my friend Stephen Graham for making the trip to get my ass.
3. me and Arianna StormGoddess broke up this past week. we have our own little thing going, its a bit complicated, but I believe it will work out in the end.
thats all I have for now. thanks for reading.

my mate amanda is looking to sell some pics on here, and hasnt had a lick of luck on her page. that being said, I am posting this journal in the hopes some of you watching me will repost it, buy a commission, etc. she is also working on building fursuits currently, and may start selling those as well in the future. about the commissions:

$5 = bust, includes head, chest, arms. (one species)
$6 = hybrids, bust, includes head, chest, arms (multiple species)
$3 = artfully designed name.

link to her journal:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3163964/

links to her examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7363654 Bust
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7363690 Bust
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7363737 Bust
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7363771 Bust
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7363793 Name
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7363871 Name
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7363900 Name
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7363927 Name
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7363954 Name

and a happy new year to all those that read my journals or watevz. another year, and so far ive pretty much been up the entire east coast, met some wonderful people along the way. its now all just a waiting game for the end of the world next year, december 21, 2012. get your zombie gear/end of ze world gear/ raep faces on, cause were headed toward an undetermined fate in an undetermined universe.

http://youtu.be/buqtdpuZxvk
go watch this!

and already bought my first cases of booze. this kitty is excited. this coming weekend is a party, and im happy about it. reeeeeeeaaaaallllllllyyyyyy happy. I just wish some others could be there with me. you know who you are.

BABABOOEY BABABOOEY HOWARD STERN"S PENIS! BABABOOEY!

That is all. also, I got fired.

Im going to try and start my own webcomic. the road will be long and arduous, but ive already got a couple of the ideas nailed down. I have the title, and a couple sketches already plotted out. its going to be about the things that go on in and out of my workplace, an essential picture guide to my daily life, one that I hope will clear me up for everyone. I just have to practice on my artwork is all.

hello again. I need some help finding rave gear on the internet. I already know about raveready.com, but im looking for more sites that may have a bigger selection. im going to try to go for a space punk look, think cowboy bebop lol. with my own spin, except im def going to have goggles like ed's. anyone have suggestions, let me know.

Im rebordeaudor XD. work is going well, my hours got cut a little bit, higher ups are bitching that people are gettign paid to much. other then that, not much else going on. had a girlfriend, we broke up due to her moving to Waverly (about 45 minutes away). soo im single again, again lol. why is it that I cant find a good girl in town, that never moves away, or becomes a total bitch, or dies or something? anyways, im on the prowl again for another girlfriend. im looking for just the right girl, and its so hard to find. *huffs*

MANY THINGS. SOOOO MANY THINGS. LETS DO THIS WITH NUMBERS AND BULLETS!!!!!!!!!!!!

1. my grandfather died 4 days after I posted the journal about him.
.he was buried in maryland.

2. my job is going ok, might switch over to Sitel instead though.
. boss is being an ass hat.
.pay is better at Sitel. and air conditioning!

3. I know longer have to cower in the fear that my room mates landlord will find out im there.
. they told him, he is doing a background check, its all good!

4. Im still looking into my own place across town.
. may take a couple of months, but I will surely have it.

5. im looking for people who can draw my fursona with tits.
.after long and hard deliberation, my fursona will be developing feminine tits(itll be a tit boy yay!) just like I am trying to in real life. (is already at a small B cup)

THATS ALL MAH UPDATES. have a nice day! =^.^=

my grand father is dying. it sucks hard, his liver went out, and his kidneys are failing as well now. hes 82 years old, and in great shape on the outside, but not so much on the inside. my entire family is visitng him in turns, and sadly I wont be able to go down there for lack of funds. its really upsetting though, that I can only sit and watch while it slowly kills him. anyways, we all have to go sometime. I just wish I could see him one more time before he meets his maker.

soo yeah, if you read mah last journal, you know im working at a cake company. sadly, I wash dishes. but here is where my idea comes in. I think a piece of art with me standing at the giant sink getting blasted by smells from the dishes, silently crying because I cant eat what makes the delicious smells is amazing, yet I can't draw XD. the smells are usually very delicious, ranging from peanut butter to chocolate, and sometimes ranch dressing and pasta salad. just an idea in mah head, I think it would be highly amusing to see it drawn though.

I gots me a job. today is the first day, and im freaking out. my stomach hurts, im nervous, etc blah blah blah. im going to be working at The Walker Cake Co. &and Coffeehouse, making cakes, which will not be a lie =^.^= other then that, im nervous as all hell. oh wait, i already said that didnt I? lol. anyways, wish me luck, first legit job evar. maybe things are finally going to turn around for meh.

sooo I made the most awesome drink today. all thanks goes to a song called orphan tears : heres teh link. its great.
http://youtu.be/929sn1qMCcM

sooo i made orphan tears in my own special way: a martini glass half filled with absinthe (110 proof, wormwood included) one sugar cube, and a little bit of kiwi strawberry colorless soda. it was the greatest thing ever.

does anyone else have a pokehmans game? i would love to link up and do some trading, sadly, i need a shit ton of leppa berries XD. my friend code is
0003 4093 1655.

add meh to its! i need dem berries! also, my pokemans! let me show you dems!

so a friend of mine  brine recently lost his mother to a long battle against cancer. please please please, go wish him hugs and support. he is having a rough time of it. also, if you can, make a donation to him. funeral costs are expensive, and he needs all the help and love we can give him.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2327309/