after finishing Roxy's Determination Pic, fully colored (and hopefully shaded since I'm using the NEW Microsoft Paint and not the old Microsoft paint which Im very good at =( ) had title logo on the side and sadly there will no new characters on the pic. I am planning created Chris's new form which is his Solaris form just like my brother's character (which kinda like going super saiyan almost. don't ask why. -_-;)

and believe it or not he's the VERY First Solaris form user, first took place when I first created him.

however not only I am going to be changing but I need your opinion on this.
will it be necessary if Solaris Chris has any symbolism?

like most of the boss characters (mainly semi or final bosses) in videos they show symbolism, like lets take Yami from Ookami for example.
in each of all his forms he is basically symbolizes the dark side of humanity's nature.

or lets take Alice Twilight from no more heroes 2 (and NO I have not played either these games because I do not any of the copies of the games) that killing senselessly is not satisfying.
or the most fucked up symbolize boss of them all and took symbolism to a whole DARKER turn, the puppet master from Alice Madness Returns.

which he symbolizes rape. yes you heard me, This boss, I s*** you not symbolize rape because through out the whole fight he is tormenting Alice through sexual desires, don't believe me, look it up or check MsGameCraze's top ten disturbing bosses in horror/non-horror video games on her youtube channel.

Anyway I want Solaris Chris to be called "the Golden Warrior of Sorrow", because his Solaris is not awaken by Rage or Anger, but instead its awaken by Sorrow and most important; he is to be Symbolize of the Pain and Suffering of being immortal.

you maybe thinking, why do I him to be Symbolize that?
well let me explain.

In both Chris and CJ's backstory, they came from loyal kingdom and family that has immortal blood running through their veins and only live to fight, win and conquer.
However their Father, the King of the original Paladins wanted not fight but to make peace and balance to the world while trying to lift the curse off of them by which they believe was cast upon them by the legendary sun god from the Soleanna Tales, Solaris, the Flame of hope for their terrible crimes, trying to conquer all worlds besides their own which was destroy by Djinn, The King's right hand man and loyal guardian which was behind the whole thing; the formation of the Rebellion which started the very first Babylonian War, the King Demise, the sacrifice of the Queen which is CJ and Chris's mother and the destruction of The kingdom and CJ and Chris's, he was never mentioned again ever since. (big fat lip dragon moment)

Now because Chris and CJ are immortal and can't age or die by misfortune or disease except killed by their own kind, (yes in order to kill paladin you need be a paladin yourself, fight fire with fire) you maybe thinking that is good right?

well guess what, its not and most of you know why but to some I'll explain.
You becoming immortal is not fun because it comes with very VERY high price, while you can't age or die by disease or misfortune (being murdered, got into a fatal accident, suicide etc.) others can and by others I mean friends, families or even someone who is really close to you.

so that means you going to watch people die all around you and you can't do anything about it. you are going to suffer watching people die one after another while you can't .

so bottom line, BEING IMMORTAL IS NOT FUN!

and THAT is why I want to symbolize Solaris Chris the Pain and Suffering of being immortal.

if you guys think this is a great idea or if not, leave a comment in the comment section below and state your opinion.

Eversince we just got the brand new flat screen tv setted up in the living room since the other tv's control unit is fried making it no longer uasble, everyday whenever my brother gets back he kicks me off the tv like he owns.
This whole cycle get on the tv playing my games then he comes back and kicks me off not just bad, its REALLY bad! im not even kidding around its fucking horse shit!

At this point i am so close kicking my brother out of the house.
This whole cycle goes like this and its my whole entire week regiment, monday through fridays my brother goes to school comes back, kicks me off i have to do drawing or surf around on the web, sunday take out the trash monday bring the damn garbage can from the curve and repeat, every fucking entire week!

At this point i can't even get some peace around because my brother is being so ignorant and rash.
Why is everything so god damn complicated?!
I have no job, i have no money left and i have no known new talents except video game knowledge
And background, my ex mate left me because we hardly see each other physically and going to a special educational 3 to 4 year program in utah and make matters even more worse, i am currently living with my parents and taking care of my grand mother of what money i have left.

I am already on the verge of my breaking point i have no clue what the hell am i suppose to do.
This whole entire week regiment must end! i have my own personal matters to deal with and i don't have time for this bullshit.

I can go rambling on what the fuck is going on but i need to take a breather before i really start losing it.
So starting tonight i'm going to take care of my personal matters and take care of my brother, i am going to give him one chance to start straightening up and clean up his fucking act or i am going to toss him and half of his shit out the out of the house because i can't fucking take it anymore. i am done with him.

Because of your advice.
Roxy and I have talk things through.

Thank you once for again for your advice and support.

Eversince I met Roxy ( WolfLady) I liked her as a friend but eversince my Ex-mate left me for the best for her future I began thinking about Roxy non-stop.
Not only its effecting my Art Work its also effecting my personal life as well.
If this suppose to be love then I must not allow it.
But since my ex mate left me, the shackles of despair is coming back but the more I think about Roxy however,
Each shackle slowly begins to break one by one.

What does this mean?
Why do I feel this way since Roxy and I are only close friends?
Why is this happening to me? What is the purpose.

Can someone please help me resolve this situation?
Anyone?

Now Im depressed for multiple reasons, my drawing skills are beginning to lose its touch.
I haven't heard from any of my friends here on FA and IRL.

I'm beginning to lose interest of my hobbies, journal writing and drawing.
Im playing less video games and becoming bored out of my mind.

What is there left to do?
I even turn down an offer my brother of playing video games with him.

I've never EVER felt this way before.
My previous IRL mate just left because we barely see each other physically due to her making preperation of going to an special educational program.
My house is turning into a disaster area and I have not done anything about it.

....what am I suppose to do?

http://m.youtube.com/ I got this secret "weapon" that'll put sopa and pipa to shame.
Did you know that people who works for SOPA are the same people that distribute the file sharing software.

This information is by this person who knows about this and in case SOPA and PIPA does strike back and try to get this law passed.
This video will make sure they'll never show their faces again.
Click on the link above to view this video.

Now I know a great number of you are thinking about.
"Why am I posting this video when SOPA and PIPA has never been mentioned for quite some time now?"

Because every year, SOPA and PIPA are trying to get this law passed right under our noses.
And its only a matter of time either someone is going to notice or the law is going to be passed and the government will take FULL control of our internet, taking away our freedom rights of the internet or go by far of arresting you for copy infringement and had you sued for hundreds to thousands of dollars or more OR they can have you behind bars for 5 years.

Why Obama? WHY?

(In case the link doesn't work type in TYRANNICAL The corporations pushing SOPA Are the ones who distributing piracy software)

so manage to finish 4 chapters of my story and possibly someday (my friends) into a animated comic book.
M-team/Will's World Generation 5.
then now I am stuck on chapter 4 and that is the title for the chapter.
so how about this to all my viewers, I need your opinion.

what will be the title for chapter 4?

also I am working on my very first 3 page comic strip which takes place some point later on in the story.
once I uploaded it you'll see what I mean.

to all my viewers and watchers (barely >.>;) I am working on a very HUGE project of writing my own full book story.
and it took place in the 3rd generation of the M-team/Will's World series.
this time with the respective owners (also my friends that is if it's okay with them) characters grandchildren.

Titles M-team/Will's world Generation 5
I know the name needs some work on though.
but the plot of the story that Ink Cayfyeld's (character by  TheWill) Son
Name after his father and mentor, William Jackelai Cayfyeld, as the Protagonist of the story and one of the main characters, has attended in battle school after his Mother's death after the Bijuu Kyuubi attack on EverLife city, Ink and Will's home town 25 years to the priors by an unknown figure. William asked his father will he ever sees his mother again.

Now 25 years later, carrying a brand of exaltion from his mother which is located on left eye of the iris. and eidolon seal crest on the left side of his chest.
William now plays the role as 3rd generation hero.

to find out what really happen on the attack and what caused and carried on the prophecy that was foretold him by his father that he has to be the child from prophecy to walk on the bridge that is connected to the worlds of light and darkness becomes one.

understanding the prophecy , William journey begins and hopefully one bring back Cynthia Wolf-Foxia , his mother back from the afterlife so him and his father will be together again.

what do you guys think, please leave a comment in the comment section below.

I've decided to donate my blood to the american red cross. many volunteers joined so I decided to sign up.
though the major drzaw back...
my fear of needles. yes people your heard me, fear of F*#@ing Needles!

but anyway like always they check my iron count and its 17, my health condition is all normal and I have to answer a ton of questions, some are medical backgrounds and some are just too personal, not that I mind of spilling out a secret or two.

so after all that I was ready to get my blood donated but since I have to close my eyes and keep em shut the entire time.
but what made that almost impossible, my best friend/girlfriend, ironically enough, was there as well to get her blood donated and she's to 0+ and type 0-. meaning our blood can be given to anyone. but sadly she isn't eligable enough to donate because she has a low iron count. so the sweetest part is...she stood by my side as I get my blood drawn but that needle hurt!

not to mention this was my very first time and I was nervous, VERY nervous. and the aftermath after I was shaking as I've been put in a freezer and sit there for half and hour.

but luckily I recovered quickly.

well thats my story, whats your story?
feel free to ask me anything comment by leaving it in the comment section below.

Awsome but challenging rpg game even on the normal and casual gameplay.
If you guys got fire emblem awakening you guys know what I am talkinh about.

If anyone had this game and wishes to challenge me. My friend code is located below.

My friend code: 4468-2270-6461
Good luck!

eversince I saw a furry convention of 2012 video on youtube. I kept thinking about getting my own custom made fur suit of my official Character, Chris The Wolf, in the profile's ID pic made by  Droll3. but the problem is I don't make or customize my own Fur suit. even buying one is tedious since most fur suits cost $200 or more depending on how much work is put on the suit, and accessories and features added to it. such as making the mouth of the mask move when you talk.
this has been on my mind for quite awhile now.
only a few people I know here on FA has fur suits.

and no I'm not talking about this because I'm jealous or something.
I'm just saying so please don't get any funny ideas of any kind.

anyway what do you guys think? please leave a comment in the comment selection below.

I'm not sure I'm seeing things or My art needs improvement, I just uploaded 2 pics today, and just like the rest I like few page views, I got like 30 page views on my real picture which is me, I swear, and I'm dead serious!
only few pictures only have at least 10 page views, like...what the heck is going on? and talking bout low page views, I've got no comment or some comments on my pics. the only people comments about it, is  KrystaliaTheDog and  danny
so my complaint is becoming a problem. if I'm getting low page views or lack of comments, it pretty much means its either that something is amiss in my art or there is something that shouldn't be on my art. if anyone can at lend me there opinions on this, that'll be highly appreciate.

Hey whats up everyone.
starting today in this journal entry I'm ask what is, in your opinion, the top 5 list hardest video game from your experience?
the rules of this entry is simple,
first explain what boss and what game is he/she or it from, then explain why.
observed.
5:The Dustflier from Kingdom hearts 358/2 days.
this boss is just like Mike Tyson from Mike tyson's punch, he delivers devastating attack and magic and defense of giant steel safe. any attacks you pull off will not faze him at all, he's that hard.
4:Alpha-152 from Dead or Alive 4. This crazy bitch of a boss is super hard, even playing Tina against her is hard. she teleports all over the place and delivers devastating attacks that'll take half of your life gauge away. even her throws is strong. took me literally 2 hours of my time just to defeat her!
3:extra stage: Mu-12 from BlazeBlue continuum Shift 2 and Extended.
Just like Alpha-152, Mu-12 is hard even on the easiest setting there is. She delivers very powerful long range attacks, and her Distortion attacks (supers) delivers devastating Damage. even if you got close, she'll have no problem knocking her Ass back to square and if you lose theres no continues and you have to start the arcade mode from start to finish all over again.
2:Orphan 1st form from Final Fantasy XIII
This gigantic boss is just hard, this guy has attacks that'll drain your life points to at 1% or 2% of yours and your teammates health ,he deilvers status problem attacks like crazy, he has an instant-KO attacks, even trying to stagger him becomes a complicated mess, by the time it got half of it's gauge left ,it goes all out. It's ridiculous. and it's not even the final battle, only if you beat him will he goes into his second form is the finall and the final battle, WAY TOO DAMN EASY!!
1:mission 10 boss: Dante (Dante Must Die mode), from Devil May Cry 4.
I am just speechless, lost for words. This Bosd is so god damn hard I can't even Describe it. in this boss fight, You fight Dante again, this time he goes hardcore on your ass with Every arsenal he has, Literally! He uses all weapons and styles you've collected while playing as him. took me all my gold orbs, green and purple stars just to beat him. Dante is just...I can't describe it. he just THAT hard, newly threw my controller at the TV screen, I was that pissed off.

well that's my list, whats your list?
feel free to do so in the comment secton below.

I've heard you can change the town's theme, does anyone have a good town theme?
i'll be highly appreciated.

for those who doesn't know what the picture will look like.
heres a little hint.

http://fc08.deviantart.net/fs71/f/2.....ke-d4pdwg4.gif

with a little humor of the villian's comment.

think of this as a guess game.

This picture I'm working on is Alice's Best friend/Lover and (Will's Permission) President of Everlife city, and (SPOILER ALERT) shocking truth, Jack's ,Ink's Mentor and the family of the Cayfyeld's Agent ,assign to protect Will and his family, Re carnation.
for those who doesn't know what doe re carnation mean, it means that the person dies and then reborn as different person living with different abilities.
(in case notice that his last name is Jackelson and Jack's proper name is Jackelai, HELLO!)
This pictutre that Jack defeated a powerful that threaten to destroy and rule Everlife City, with same attack pattern that is a mixture of Minato Namikaze (Naruto's father) abilities and attack patterns and Jack's abilities.

wish me luck on this project.

For all who are reading this I am offering to perform 2nd generation (Future) style of their characters.
I can only add up to at least 6 Characters and I already added 3.

want to be in this design?

Starting today, I'm gonna start a contest.
the winner in places 1st and 2nd place will be given the Gift art of anything they want.
under the exception I may draw PRON for the viewers but it'll be not my best or perfect
progress but I'll give the best Gift art to the winners of places 1st and 2nd.
The Rules is pretty simple.
all you have to do is draw the best Picture from my description which will be shown below.
the score is based on reference, texture, shading, background and if you want A story in descriptions.

as for stories it can be long and it can be short, also it can be general or PRON
okay as for the description.

create the best CynthiaXInk http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10903156/ (either can be rival or romance or 4th base love (if you catch my drift)) and if you want you can add a story in the description.
THERE WILL BE NO CUB PORN, NO SCAT (being piss and shit on) no Vore (being swallowed whole) and NO Diaper Wearing (seriously -_-U), this took place in the 2nd generation, Ink and Cynthia are in their 20's NO EXCEPTIONS!

but no fore more explanation, the first and second ones who created the Best Pic there is, will win the contest. but remember the prize gift art is awarded to those who done their full best in this contest.

if you have any further questions about this contest, comment below or ask me through PMs.

the new exclusive pics I'm working on are both gonna feature  TheWill's Character's son, Ink Cayfyeld.

the first pic features Ink in a secret grave located deep within a forest that was built by Ink and his Mentor's fallen comrades, brothens and his beloved partner, Midnight.
the rest of the explanation will arrive when the pic is finished and uploaded.

the Second pic of Ink wielding his keyblade, as the prophecy foretold and name him "The Champion of Virtuous" and carries the spirit of legendary Eidolon within him, Known as Lionhart, the Sleeping lion keyblade awoken.

this pic is sponsor to this theme.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dsAtmt7KJ2M
and a story will be added here.

stay tuned for more!

still working on requests and Art-trades, I'm still opened, and if I take to long I apologize.
alot of things has happened. like my grandmother and great grandmother is their way here to live with me. my grandmother had to quit her job as a boss driver due to my great grandmother's health. in the next 2-3 weeks, they're be here and I have to put Requests and Art-trades on hold.
so for people who can't read long journals, let me put in short terms.
2-3 weeks, all requests and art-trades will be place on hold because grandmother and great grandmother coming down, No Exceptions!

starting today I'm gonna be doing artwork and may upload some art I've finish some are not good but some are just all I can do.
first off.
since I can do art again, I'm can now do requests to people I don't know it's rare, but I can do requests all I like to friends only.
second I also do art-trades, but sadly I can't do it in color.
if you want to take the picture, revamp it then recolor it that's fine but please do not claim it's your art.
the pics you can revamp is under my name.

I'm also willing to do any pics but the only thing is I'm rare of doing is PRON.
but still I'm enhancing my skills so doing PRON is rare.
I'm not as good as you guys or god of drawing PRON. when it comes drawing stuff like that I have to be, I swear to god, very accuracy on it.

so anyway I'm opening requests to friends only. other people are rare.
art-trades is available.

also if you want to revamp some of the newest pics I uploaded on my 3DS, and ONLY 3DS since I can't use the scanner anymore.
feel free to do so, BUT DO NOT claim the original pic from gallery as yours, or you and I are gonna have a little serious talk.

okay? good.
that's all.

art opened!
Requests:rarely but yes to friends only.
art-trade:available!
commissions:not available

doing new drawing skills and getting better and better. however I can't scan things anymore.
I really like to show all of you my most decent art work.
all this writing and drawing mustn't giving me early arthritis or some shit.
fucking killed my hands.
I just notice that  TheWill art skills are improving as well.
I wanna show you all my Best pictures.

first off
Ink Cayfyeld (By  TheWill )X Cynthia Wolf-foxia (by :iconWolf-fox01)
the picture is in the largest view there is, up close only showing the torso, arms should and heads.
It took me 2 weeks (since I had work to do) to create the characters, strengthen the outline.
it's suppose be another romance pic and I know I'm gonna catch shit for explaining this.
the story goes that after Ink cayfyeld being in training for like 3-4 months. he caught up with his ex-best friend/lover and found out that Cynthia had returned after banishing herself away from everlife city just want to see ink.

now there is going to be a story attached to the picture if only I can upload the artwork onto here but since I don't have a scanner. it's going to be a friggin pain in the ass to find a scanner.

well enough bout the problems lets get onto the second and final picture of my best artwork.
this picture I gotta say I wanna take tons of credit for this.
after playing so much blazeblue continuum shift EXTENDED I manage to get the collecters edition and found ,concept art book, OST and calendar all from blazeblue. after reading so much and looking at tons of concept art on the book I actually--I'm not kidding nor I am shitting you, created a picture with ALMOST everything. Background, characters, structure. you name it.

took me 3 days ( new world record ,I guess. >.>;) no-work, nonstop working on this picture.
the description is it took place in the 2nd generation, same as ink and cynthia.
Cynthia's older brother Kyle Joshua ,or KJ for short, is on his way to the train station to make contact with sector seven's red devil (that's right, blazeblue) to deliver a package.

now how well I did this picuture, it was a total bitch to complete.
I have literally strengthen the outline tons of times.

now if you guys want to recreate these pictures, go ahead but please give credit of the characters, please.

Ink cayfyeld :copyright:  TheWill
Cynthia and KJ Wolf-foxia :copyright:  Wolf-fox01

and for all who doesn't know what the heck is blazeblue Continuum Shift extended
it's for the XBox 360, sony PS3 and PSP vita.
it's side scrolling fighting game, pretty much like marvel vs. capcom and street fighter.
BLazeblue is one of my favorite games is not because I'm into it's franchise it's because I LOVE fighting games.
but I can tell you this, the game story line is pretty good, emotional and for most hard-on players.
lots of swearing and cursing, so much prophanity of this game reminds me of call of duty and other strong language games.

well that's enough.
that is all.

My friend, savanah's birthday is today, if anyone wants draw b-day pic for her that's fine, but just she ut want a normal bday gift, no "special" service.

I hope you guys understand since we're both best friends.

If anyone wants to add me, my user is Lone Fenrir95.
And  Nero-Th yes that is me.
Feel free to do.
Well gotta be playing more games.
Oh just alittle side note, I'm getting my new game.
Naruto shippuden ultimate ninja storm generation.

Well that's all!
One more thing, I maybe NOT the best at most games you guys play. But IN can still hold my own.