I can't take this depression anymore.
I'm always tired no matter how much I sleep.
Now I'm suffering every night waking up at 1 and not
being able to sleep no matter how much I try.
I have constant migraines and headaches every single
day now and I want it to go away.

My meds don't work so I threw them away.
My therapist is shit so I stopped going.
I can't find a fucking job because no one wants me.
I'm so tired it makes it hard to want to draw
it makes my brain so damn fried I just can't even think.

My friend I've known for 5 years is completely ignoring me
and never says hi even when she is awake... she is even
forgetting my birthday because she is to busy having her
head up a guy she is datings ass all the fucking time.

I want my life to pause just for a day.
I want to take a deep breath and relax.
I want people to actually CARE and give a shit and
not leave me when the times are rough and the road gets
bumpy for me, I'm sick of people acting like they care.
I want support...
I need to be held up
I NEED someone to take the wheel and give me a rest




I want this knot in my throat to finally disappear.....



I want to be happy again please.......it's been so long