Yeah, it's been two years since my last entry, one could almost make a progression chart of my mental maturity through tracking my entries here. It's hard to think about what's occurred since I last posted. I must have been just entering university when last I wrote and now I'm entering my third year...and still with no real idea of what I want to do, still puttering along, working on upgrading my math skills.

The clysm recently released for WoW though I imagine all who care about that sort of thing already know full well. Writing is....attempting to come along though I won't be posting here any of the stuff I'd posted up till now as the main character of those stories is now bannable on FA though 16 is legal here in Canada. Other than that, it's been difficult to really get anything down.

Other than that, I'm just chilling as the current semester of university ends roughly tomorrow for regular university courses and Christmas is soon so I get to experience some food I don't get to have very often.

Guess that's really all to say for now.

Till laters.

Chrono2455

Yep, I recently turned 19....though voting age is 18 I find out now. It was an interesting experience and seemed to take a shorter time then I thought it would.

I don't really know the results beyond that once again Harpers around in a 'minority' governmental position which is good either way.

For those of you who don't know much about Canadian polatics, our leader is designated by the amount of seats a party has.

Minority government means the oppositions seats combined are larger then that of the party with the most individual seats.

So while the conservative party has their minister in office it won't amount to much unless they get cooperation out of the Bloc Quebecoi.

I voted New democratic by the way and am not ashamed to say that to all you conservatives out there. >:3

So some of you might have visited or heard of an erotic fiction site known as Nifty Erotic. It's a pretty decent source for finding jerk of material, its m/m section goes pretty indepth based on genre but I gotta say.
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All the stories. Are. The. Same.

Not literally but you'd almost think it was with the amount of asshole tops relative to the proportionate amount of stupid idiot bottoms.

I cannot count how many stories had tops who went all into the whole degradation thing, calling the bottom a fag etc etc, while screwing them.

I've even come across one story where its about this kid who apparently hates his dad for not really having a spine and yet the truly hate worthy people are his slut of a mother or the surrogate father figure who convinces him women like being beaten and treated like shit.

I just read a series where this kid gets blackmailed by his friends into being their cum dump, then when one of the supposed friends 'broke' a promise to keep it secret, he didn't do anything about it because he was enjoying the sex so much.

I'm sorry, I've got a little more respect for myself then that and granted I'm a virgin but how is sex so grand you're willing to forgo any personal dignity.

And while I'm at it, what is with the hordes and hordes of characters who are like, "OMG I can't stay in the closet, I'll die if I don't tell my dad that his 16 year old son is gay....and is attracted to him"

Yeah, as hot as the potential outcome of that is. Not all that smart.

Really now, maybe its me for not being able to get into the heads of some people but I've never understood that serious spazz out people have about needing to be out and about from the closet right fuggin now.

Seriously, wait until your edumacation is finished, get your self a good job, buy a condo and on your way out the door, take that time when your financially stable to come out another door as well.

But yes, tangent much...it's rare that I read a story that I enjoy from there these days...but an easy way to get my attention is to not have tops who are unlikeable assholes at all times and bottoms who aren't stupid.

Shit, there's one called, "Getting dad drunk" which...hasn't gotten to the dad part but the main has had a mutually enjoyed fuck with several guys, all of which were generally nice to him, one of them was his best friends dad who is all tender and kind.

Seriously, what's with this over obsession with attitudey tops.

Guh.~

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I'm done.

As it has been 5 months since my last journal update, I guess it's a little past due.

Hello everyone...I really don't know what to talk about...there should be...other things to talk about, this includes but isn't limited to the fact that very recently post high school plans were changed from BCIT(British Colombian Institute of Technology) too Capalino University, which admittedly would be easier to reach anyways. I'm enrolled in Philosophy (Critical thinking) and Composition writing, which is just a university level course on proper writing of essays and crap.

I start next week after I register for a third course in ABE math but, as I said for some reason, this took back burner to what's on my mind currently.

Recently as of this past tuesday on route to home from the Cap Campus after a sitting for math, I stopped off at EB Games and pre ordered both Warhammer Online(It looks interesting) and Fable 2, I got what I expected with the Fable 2 pre order, a card with a code for downloading Xbox live games, in this case pub games.

Got around to trying Pub games yesterday, which is basically various gambling games and it's fun despite being relatively easy to make money off of.

I'm mildly annoyed with EB though, I didn't get what I expected with the pre order of Warhammer....that not being limited to the Beta key....I wasn't expecting those to be unlimmited, I did however expect the rest of the stuff to be.

To clarify, I don't think it's not that they were out, I'm presently thinking I didn't get any such thing because unless I was getting the beta key, it would be foolish to be given a card for ingame items for a game that doesn't actually release for a month...this is however my take on the situation.

My BF unfortunately makes me nervous about my purchase by saying I 'should' have gotten it off the bat....I've since not had any help in figuring out my situation as I'm apparently inept at finding the proper forum or customer support for this sort of thing....and the guys at EB are 0 help.

But whatever, I'll figure something out.

Well, it's unusual for me to make characters in a lore fabrication that meddle with pre established official characters. It seems trite, cliche and the essence of a bad fic.

Often the use of characters, such as harry and hermione in harry potter, to act out some fanfic with the writers marysue/garystew type character in a horribly OOC way, is basically just fantasies on the part of the writer, so I try to keep my fantasies of Thrall, Voljin....Cairn and Vellen out of my stories....atleast nowadays I do.

However in an effort to force myself to get back into writing after a two-three month pause, I've designed a new character that further bumps the timeline of the story into fabrication and establishing further that these tails I weave do infact, take place quite sometime after the events of WoW, if we're to except WoW as pure canon for the stories, so far I'm pretty sure they are.

As for the character, I guess his poking at existing official characters is atleast minimal so I shall post him.

Alfred Stonefield: Alfred is the grandson of MayBell and Joe Stonefield. May and Joe were infamous in Elwynn for breaking the long standing fued between the two rival families, they bore three children, Elane, Garis and Timothy, thus joining the two families in a strong, albeit sometimes awkward peace with eachother. Alfred is the son of Garis and Anna MacIntire, the daughter of a merchant.

While taking mostly after his father, giving him the same soft caring face of a potential father, he also bears the same firey red hair his mother is well known for. Due to his farmer heritage, he bears a strong largely built physic, and a fair amount of body hair, often seen with a thick tuft of red sticking out of his overalls. He’s quite tall at 6’9” with the characteristic pale white flesh of Elwynn humans, however he has a true laborers tan, being several shades browner then the city folk. Lastly, he has what’s known as a chin curtain beared, a line of hair traveling side burn to side burn along the jaw and chin.

I figure the part after the one I'm writing will begin with him....and Edward. Draw your own conclusions if you will, Edwards small and slender and Al is big and burly.

Sue me if I write things that make my loins go phwee!

As always, Joe Stonefield and Maybell Maclure are copyrights of blizzard, I make no claim of ownership to these characters in anyway, shape or form.

Thank you.

So I've been looking at Galka a lot lately, this ranges from clean art to sexual. I even started reading this one webcomic called Level Up! it has a cute galka, he's shown fairly often wearing some small semblence of clothing covering his crotch.

Anyways, it all seems to tempt me to play FF11 again, though I always hit the concept that I don't want to just drop WoW after getting as far as I have(I may be level 60 just now but that's the farthest I've ever gotten), that and it's one of those MMO's that actually forces you to group up, I'm not kidding.

I honestly am not very social, I never know what to say and often enough have said the wrong thing...so I'm apprehensive about saying anything at all....so grouping isn't always grand for me.

So as you can guess, I solo, alot....and probably won't start up FF online again, especially since it's crafting system is also BS...a major No no for me when it comes to MMO.

I'll likely end up not playing FF online, though while the craft system and forced grouping was bunk, I do remembering it being fairly enjoyable.

I didn't get off to school today, my mother allowed me a day of rest, thank god....because no sooner had I returned to bed, the head ache set in....when I woke up at 10 ish PST, I hobbled from bed, feeling rather...off balance as I did, retrieving a cup, something fluid and an advil.

Quite soon after getting online, a friend sent me this link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=15Ctdlf15cU(-edit- the links invalid now, but you'll likely find it on youtube if you type something to the affect of "American military throws puppy")

Now...it could be fake....but I'm gonna continue typing and assume it isn't.

Now...to start...I wasn't a fan of my countries military to begin with (Canada) and I certainly wasn't a fan of the U.S.'s, don't give me any of that, "Oh we protect you" BS if your one of those fake patriots who goes on and on about your constitutional rights but shuts people down when they exibit freedom of speech.

Now when I woke up today, I just didn't like the army...and now I hate them.

So I say this, if there are any 4channers out there. I've a few friends on 4chan who tell me about how good you guys are about dealing with publicly, or semi secretly advertised addresses and phone numbers, lulz and all that....so I deplore you....hunt this douche down....hunt him down and spam his friends, his family and any acquaintances of his....absolutely ruin this guys life, you know what I'm saying.

now that...I think would be funny.

Please mind my lack of comma use and punctuation...flu's don't make typing easy.

Well it was a bit of a downer to this evening when I checked my email account and found I had a PM at my account on darknest.

For those of you who don't know, Darknest is a forum dedicated to everything WoW combined with erotic. It has erotic WoW art, Erotic WoW stories and a personals forum, I've met a few people there, including my close friend Vasham.

Anyways, the PM was from a moderator, it was polite though, I guess since I was a bit miffed the PM seemed a bit rude, but probably wasn't....Anyways the jist was a story which I've posted here already but posted there first, contained an underage character (Edward, for those of you who've read it), and their rules disallow that, so it was taken down.

So I've decided to move shop here, even if it is a lot more human oriented then this site was originally intended for.

If you can't tell, I'm being as calm as calm can be about this, nothing to lose face over, especially since Darknest is a great site despite all the futanari fanatics and I don't want it to go the way that Y gallery did.

I.O.W. I got banned from Y gallery about two years back.

So yeah, I'll be posting stuff here more, guess that means I'll master the submission process.

Finally~
I've posted something, happy day!
I'm sure it probably went unnoticed as it was a story, and as we all know, we come for the art.
Anyways I'm already writing part two, which will likely end up being longer, oh well.

As anyone who pays attention to my journal posts her would know, I recently took up reading from the ultimate marvel universe....and about two side series's from the normal canon, runaways and young avengers.

When it comes to re-imaginings there's always going to be the usual characters, only their personalities will be different and how the usual archs go about will be different, for instance I'm already well aware that Gwen stacy in the ultimate spidey series dies in a much less dramatic way then in the normal canon, also Spidermans gay.......

....
Just kidding, anyways I've found that the artist seems to have a fixation with a more fit male physic.... by that I mean the green goblin had a really, really, really nice chest.

I'm seeming to be going really no where's in particular with this post, only to say that I'm at issue 50 so far, not counting, specials and the cross overs that get their own special printing, i.e. ultimate six.

So far I've been enjoying the read, the characters are likeable, Tony Stark(iron man) is certainly a lot nicer of a guy in this universe, despite having his dick moments.

I can't wait for the next ultimate Xmen issues to be released, as well as Runaways for that matter, but this has been more about ultimate spidey hasn't it.

Anyways closing comments, there's nothing quite as funny as A) Aunt may verbally bitch slapping JJJ over the phone using cusswords as well mind you, she's not a daudering old women, and B) Spidey pissing the kingpin off with a string of "your so fat" lines.

There's some other funny moments, but they've slipped my mind at this point and time. Happy travels from one of the worlds newer comic addicts. (I used to read webcomics but now I've seen the light....and read them both)

Ok, I just beat assasins creed, not out of slow ness but I was generally lazy about it, always something was getting in the way of actually playing, a pain yes but it happens.

Anyways all in all as I'm generally easy to please, I don't have high expectations save for flow to dialogue, decent graphics, some amount of freewill(a big fat fuck you to you FF10 and your linear travel areas)).

My only real general complaint was I get to the end and not only did the end part make no sense, but I'd figure there's so many other better ways to leave off for a bloody sequal then "OMG what's this writing on the wall in blood!?", please.

But yes, all in all it was ok, good enough to make me want a sequal, not good enough that I'll spend every waking moment being all,"is it out yet?"

Anyways, 2008's been pretty good so far, plus I figure even if it is bad it's just nature trying to balance the good with the bad, did I mention bush is on the way out. You'd probably wonder what's a Canadian doing bitching about the whole bush thing, well considering my countries side by side with yours, our PM is a bush leg humper & people like the american president give me the willies because I feel they might try to start a crusade or make christian worship law, I'd have to say there's loads of reasons for me to bitch, </bitch>

Anyways, hopefully I'll have something to fill up the gallery with soon, I'm thinking WoW based story, not so much furry though but meh. Anyways, later all.

The first revelation of this year I have discovered is simply put, the Ultimate universe Marvel Iron man comics issues 1-5 make no fucking sense.

Seriously I've read through 1-5 and so far I've discovered that Tony stark is some sort of regenerative virus infected brain baby who for the first 4 or 5 years of his life had to be blue because he had to wear an experimental bio armor that eats human flesh when warn to long because light hurts his skin and causes him pain. Also he's apparently very brittle cuz he kicked a guy in the crotch and the toes of that foot fell right off and grew back....I think.

In the past week or so, a friend came over, me, my sis and him talked endlessly about comics and stuff, despite me not being an avid reader of any....yet. We got onto the topic of Hulking and Wiccan who as it was pointed out are both canonically homosexual.

I looked into it myself, it turns out Collosus in Ultimate X men is also gay, which makes me kinda hot seeing as he's a muscled guy with a European accent, I know he's not real, but that doesn't stop me from liking the character in that way.

Since then I've also seen the movie hellboy and started reading the comics because he had a nice chest.

So far the downloaded Xmen ultimate and Hellboy comics are good, course their really long too, I'm only on the second volume of Hellboy. BTW, he's still hot despite being somewhat smaller in the comics. And the movie was good, some of the effects and the happenings like the scene in the subway where Hellboy has to deal with this hell beast, 'and' protect a box of random kittens that this lady just happened to have with her, some of these things were a bit on the cheese factor but all in all it was good.

So yeah this is my new post, that's all I post these days apparently O.O

Damn I wish they'd make holodecks :3

A few months back I got a new comp for my birthday, and omg it's a vista, but before you nay sayer's say something I'm going to say that it's honestly just fine, I've had no complaints with the O.S., all of the problems I've heard people bitch about I've either not noticed or haven't really had a problem with, seeing as I don't exactly have a short fuse for technological annoyances.

I haven't even noticed this buggyness thing that people claim Vista is, so I don't see why people bitch.

It really kinda annoys me when I see those mac VS PC ads where they whip out the stereotypes and the over exaggerated smearing of certain past problems, but then again those pepsi ads that talk about their superiority over coke, erk me too. Hmmm.

So yeah, this is just me grasping for a topic to post about since journals seem to be the only thing I post about, though I'm 'trying' to work on a story that's set in the Azeroth universe, trying meaning I keep writing up the first chapter or two then going back and rewriting the whole thing because I'm such a friggen perfectionist. So yeah for those of you not on Darknest, I'll likely post i here, and the rest of you who are, expect it to be posted there too.

Today I shot yet another role of film for my photography class, it's fun and all but every time I have the camera upto my eye, I'm no longer a student in a photography class....no, my world changes drastically and I'm suddenly fending off ghosts with the camera obscura.

So my dirty secret is basically when I'm taking pictures I'm really fighting in a fatal frame game.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K7Ng3yJIzWs

I read a story for english class recently, it's called "The lottery", from what I could tell based on their, "le gasp a women drawing for her husband" reaction and the fact that it seems they exist in a rural community, I'd say the setting was a few years into the past.

The story is about a community that apparently like many others, has an anual lottery, the story doesn't let on until the end what the lottery is about but it's apparently so important tradition wise that the villages oldest member, a crotchety old man who's dead set in tradition, seems to think that they might as well go live in caves if their to get rid of the lottery.

Around the last bit of the story it is revealed in relatively freaky fashion that the winner of the lottery is to be subject to a public stoning.

I'm supposed to write some deep questions and some answers to my questions and then write a responce.

There are words I'd like to use in responce to the story, that I don't think I'd be allowed to hand in.

On a completely unrelated but similar note, that same day I was reading the Subtle knife by Philip Pullman, author of his dark materials which is a series containing a book called the Golden compass which will be coming to a theater near you this december. There's a point in the book where I just needed to put the book down and rub my temples.

The main characters were being besieged inside a house by a group of specter orphaned children who were being lead by a pair of siblings who's eldest brother had beaten the owner of the subtle knife with intent to kill the man later, of course the main characters defeated him and made him run, he ended up being attacked and zombified by specters, weird ghost things that eat your soul...or part of it. Anyways the guys brother and sister vowed to kill the main characters, and they meant it, because the brother wielding a pistol.

Some kids are just fucking creepy, even if it is a fantasy, it doesn't change that fact in reality.

I will also note the two siblings were being idiots about it anyways as their brother deserved it and the knife did not belong to him.

So yeah thats another entry for now. Laters.

I've an amazing ability to remember and dwell on a conversation I've had in the past and take months to actually look into the subject.

The specific one came up some months back while sitting upstairs, my sister was watching T.V. or something with me and she brought up that apparently boxer briefs were more fashionable now.

I've been a boxers man since my age was a single digit and I don't really care a lot about fashion so I shrugged it off.

Recently I read an article from back in june last year that a guy did on the subject. You can find it here.
http://www.slate.com/id/2143313/?GT1=8295

While interesting, his arguements weren't particularly moving, especially since it seemed like most of his points were the same thing.
point one
He complained that boxers tend to bunch up, burrow, twist and otherwise move about on you when worn. Me, I've never really found it that annoying, if at all.
Point two
He complained that since boxers have a slit in the front that the genitals tend fall out of that hole, I don't refute this, that is why I prefer that hole with a button since boxers apparently don't come without the hole. But he goes on to complain about the buttoned version too, saying it's too difficult to just reach into your boxers and pull it out, or pull the boxers down all together.

My I've never used the little hole in the front, not when I used briefs and definitely not now, I find both holes pointless and annoying. And while the subject doesn't come up often I've never met a guy who claimed to use it either.

Point three
Apparently a benefit of the boxer briefs is that it lifts and accentuates your package. Hmmm....so it's a wonder bra for balls? Seriously I'd think a straight guy would be a little disappointed if that awesome wrack sags down a lot more then is reasonable when the bra comes off. Using that reasoning I'd expect a gay man to be a little disappointed when he notices I or another guys package is actually not quite as big as he was expecting.
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Lastly since he also covered sports uses, I will add that since I've not very athletically inclined, I do not play sports and thus don't worry about such problems.

I'm easily affected by peoples personal oppinions it appears, I just realized this as I was looking about this one banned account, checking his journal entries, BTW I quickly found out this guy had created another account to get around the ban, anyways, not a single one of these adds was positive in anyway.

I'm not saying thats what annoyed me, being negative about things is fine, a bit of a downer but meh, no what annoyed me was he was negative about everyone else.

Like calling artists with a problem about artstealers pussies and being an all around obnoxious douche bag about a lot of crap, and I realized as I read this that I was quickly becoming rather angry... guh ><.

It really makes me realize that I'm easily erked by people, *leh sigh*.

Anyways this is my obligator journal entry to freshen up the ol FA account.

Guh, I was watching a few minutes of king of the hill just now, I realised why I stopped watching it, Hank is the biggest douche bag ever! And he pulls that off by trying to act under the guise of being manly.

"Selling propane is a mans mans kinda job.."

and in this episode apparently bobby isn't aloud to cook because it isn't manly however when asked to help that balding friend of his to clean up the guys home and help him cook for a family reunion, bobby gets told to help with the barbecue and he's all "I thought I wasn't aloud to cook", hank replies "it isn't cooking its barbecueing", words could not describe the groan that I made as he leaned my head back over the couch and gave a heavy sigh.

This! was the reason I stopped watching king of the hill because the king on the hill is a dick.

This is me spreading the meme

If you were a demon...
- what would you be a demon of? (Lust, gluttony, greed, sloth, wrath, envy, pride, or something else?)
- what would your form be? (Be creative!)
- what would be your element? (Fire, ice, radioactivity, ice cream, whatever...)
- what would your rank be? (Sorry; "Satan", "Devil", or any derivitive thereof is taken. Duke, Marquis, Earl, Count, Viscount, Baron, etc. Those are all good!)
- how many legions do you need to command?
- who would you be in charge of punishing?
- what form of punishment would you use?
- what would your palace / castle / fortess of doom / villa by the river styx / whatever be like?
- who is your messenger in this mortal plane?

Ok so I'm in a porno mood.... I'm likely gonna writte another of my stories this week that will involve cross racial sexual relations...most likely with one of them being human... why human? Humans make fairly good bottoms :P

Anyway... the premice I'm not sure if it should be some cheesy fanfic or if it should be all my own.... if it's fanfic I'm likely to make something set in the WoW universe or the tamriel universe meaning elderscrolls.

in the case of WoW the possible top character could be one of the following
gnoll
orc
tauren
troll
if it's set in the tamriel universe it will likely be either placed in morrowind or in cyrodil eitherway the possible tops are
orc
argonian
kajit
yes I know there is a number of other races like the elves and the humans (including redguard)
however I try to keep the top character a non human with top capability, since elves seem to fragile and there is already going to be a human in the story I'm keeping to the list of three up above.



now if I do a non fanficy thing it still leaves possability to for orcs lizard men and cat men
however it opens it up to also canid guys, gorrilas etc.... course I've never done a story with one of the characters being a gorilla so that would be new...

anyways suggestions are quite welcome on what I should do.

Wow... this must mean hell froze over, yeah I posted a story, wasn't the bull/human porn story I wanted but that got put on the back burner when I had an inspiration in bed......... not remotely what I meant. I mean I was getting ready to sleep when the idea popped in my mind, and man did I botch it.... my writting is sooooo horrible >< *sighs* but I try, I try.... even if I know I'll never be any good...

Anyways.... whats been going on, well not much. I've been trying to burn off some of my weight by going to the gym regularly....I'm down 4 pounds... but I probably killed that by getting mikky dee's today :( on the plus side I haven't had that for ages so perhaps I gained only a pound but seriously I gotta lay off the pizza which I get whenever I'm not in a cooking mood.... course it's probably better then those frozen pizzas which I hear aren't very good for you.

Also I'll be doing something for NaNoWriMo.... why do I bother abreviating it for you, it's way to obscure.... it's my sisters way of quickly saying national novel writting month, 30 days to write a 50 thousand word novel... I'm going to be writting a story that is sort of a prequel to one I'm already writting.

Anyways I'm dead tired.... I'm going to sleep. And man do I wish my life could have hot middle aged orcs in it....who like to pound male ass yeah that would be nice :3

So the other day I found that Kaa had posted a bunch of pictures and got perma banned for it because the only thing Kaa will draw is stuff that is scaley... so someone asked on his front page "why can't I see them" so I explained that it was because the mods are whiney about furry pictures and you know what I got banned permanently.

Fuck Y gallery and a bloody Fatwa on the mods of the stupid site.

I recently saw this movie called Pieces of April about a girl named April who has offered to cook and host thanksgiving dinner for her family. There are a fair amount of problems though firstly as she said to an african american couple who helped her cook the turkey when her stove didn't work, "I'm the first pancake" meaning she was the throw away, her family has never been on good terms with her especially her mother who once told her a pair of 50 cent salt an pepper shakers were worth more then her.

Anyways the movie is packed with moments of hilarity, sadness and nuetralness. All in the name of impressing her family and possibly giving her mother a good memory of her to work with for the last few months of her life... by that I mean the movie shows that the mother has breast cancer and implies that she's terminal.

I'd have to say my favorite parts are the parts like when she drops the turkey on the floor, when she steals this jack asses hair piece for ripping a leg off her turkey and the end when everything is set out like pictures in a photo album and while their are no words it's a nice ending to the movie because it's like a memory in and of itself.

Anyways I'm currently thinking of my options for national novel writting month.
For those of you not in the know, NANOWM is the month where thise site challenges you to write a story of 50 thousand words or more with in 30 days. No real prize to it, if you finish it's more about the warm fuzzy feeling of acomplishment. I plan to try it myself I'll be writting the back story the mother of my main character to a story I'm allready writting.

But now I gotta ask you, do you feel upto 50k words?

So today I contemplated taking commissions for my writtings... but considering my writting ability isn't anything to write home about the idea got killed thricely before hitting the ground of my mind... I need work on my puncuation, spelling and imagery... which is why I need to practice ><....

I'm planning a yiffy story between a human and a bull in the near future but man have I got to stop side tracking my self from the novel I am also writting... eh... hmmm.... anyways not much else to say... if I do get into the whole commissioning thing I'll have to start a pay pal account... hmmm...