It sucks that when an artist directly asks the viewer not to fuck around with his or her intellectual property and the viewer goes ahead and does it anyways.
I can remember a while back Meesh was doing this one really hot series of pictures and only got a bit of a ways in before he stopped because some jack ass couldn't Adheed to his request to keep the pictures on the site which was Y gallery at the time.
He then had to shut it down completely after starting up a mailing list for it through Gmail.
Whats most annoying about this is that the artist went through the trouble of making the picture and all he asks is that you not place it on other sites or steal it and of course thats too much to ask.
It makes me soooooo angry! >< Artists are people too you know :( and there simple request should easily be follow able.... by ignoring that you are basically saying that the artist isn't important enough for you to bother to listen too :( artists are people too... *hugs an artist and glares at you the viewer for being so mean* I think there should be an official hug an artist day just to make them know that they are truely special :) *hugs Bob buffalo* This goes out to you artists of the world :3

Recently I took the mary sue litmus test, here. http://www.onlyfiction.net/marysue.html
my Character for a story I'm writting came out a non sue though I suspect he may be borderline.

A sue as some would know is a writting term to describe a character who is either without flaw (or her flaws are heavily romantisized.... like her having an eating disorder to add to drama) Mary sues even if they are without flaw their character still has traits that are heavily romantisized.... like has wings or was bullied in highschool (and the bully was jealous of the character)

A mary sue is just a really really really unbelieveably character, often times they are casted in stories which are also refered to as mary sues' these stories are usually wishfulfillment stories of the Author... like "mary sue had changed so much over the past year since she hit senior year, her acne had gone away and she was everybodies friend, her clear skin complemented her beautiful blue eyes and blonde hair, the highschool quarter back had asked her to go steady with him, marry him and have his babies, OMG it was a dream come true!!!!!111oneoneone"


Something crapy like that.

Whats funny is, alot of mary sues are shameless self inscertions of the author. Sorta like a bad porn story my sis told me about that had a girl named laura meeting Legolas in the modern world and going to the mall with him and screwing him... here's the funny quote

"Laura moaned as Legolas thrust into me" hehehehehe classic.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mary_Sue

Now... I guess you gotta ask yourself....are you feeling Antisue??? Well... do you punk?? :P

I went to see Pirates 2 a few weeks back, it was odd because I went to visit with my dad for a few days on the weekend, normally we goto a restaurant and thats it for big big spending, but since it was bloody hot that weekend and my dads land lord who owns the turf field and the house he lives in beside the field, had recently takin down all forms of vegetation behind my dads house, which only worsened things.
So on sunday we went to the collosus which is delightfuly air conditioned.

And I saw pirates 2, now my sister had spoilered the ending a few days prior saying it was quote "To be continued" and my personal view on to be continueds is that they always leave off in a retarded way like an "OMG THERE IS NO HOPE FOR US" kind of setting to which the continuation usually basically shows that there was hope and woopdy do they win or the day is saved or some stuff like that. As you can see my hopes on a decent ending were low.... so I go to see it, the movies humour, top knotch, the plot and story great!... (I'm no great critic but I know what I like) and when time came for the movie to end I was actually satisfied with the ending, it wasn't some crapy to be continued wording smack dab in the middle of the screen while their in the middle of a battle and losing horribly, it left off with tragety and yet it left off with hope and an interesting twist that didn't annoy me at all like most T.V. shows had....
my opinion, I don't know why so many people bitched and moaned but the ending was better then I expected, way better.

So lately I've had a sort of attraction to trolls and orcs...and Tauren you know from games like WoW... the thing is when I go to write a troll character I want it to be authentic.... which is difficult because I don't know how to write a jamaican accent, >< I check google, nope no guide just entries on a women who came from a stroke with a jamaican accent, as odd as that is it doesn't help.... :(

1.


If you're feeling dead I'll be your Re-Animator
I've got a way to bring you to life
A superior existence with no one to control you
Where you can always do what you like

Let me give you some green color
And you will ask for more
You will see that you've never felt this way before
Party without limits, have sex and don't be blue
Freedom is eternal for you, you, you!

Move your dead bones, bones, bones
Move your dead bones, bones, bones
The secret will keep you alive
Move your dead bones, bones, bones
Move your dead bones, bones, bones
You'll dance for the rest of you life
Re-animate your feet!

2.

A hundred days had made me older
since the last time that I've saw your pretty face

A thousand lights had made me colder and I don�t think I can look at this the same

But all the miles had separate
They disappear now when I�m dreaming of your face

I�m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I�m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it�s only you and me

The miles just keep rollin
as the people either way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
but I hope that it gets better as we go

I�m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I�m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it�s only you and me

Everything I know,
and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won�t take away my love
And when the last one falls,
when it�s all said and done
it get hard but it won�t take away my love

I�m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I�m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it�s only you and me.

3.

Did you ever think of me,
As your best friend.
Did I ever think of you,
I'm not complaining.

I never tried to feel.
I never tried to feel.
This vibration.
I never tried to reach.
I never tried to reach.
Your eden.


(Your eden. Your eden.)


Did I ever think of you,
As my enemy.
Did you ever think of me,
I'm complaining.


I never tried to feel.
I never tried to feel.
This vibration.
I never tried to reach.
I never tried to reach.
Your eden.


(Your eden. Your eden.)


I never tried to feel.
I never tried to ...
(Your eden.)

Well today I was thinking on what to do this summer, I can't say anything I'd do this summer would top last summer, I'm thinking on going down to Vancouver island with my dad and camping in one of the areas there, that would be fun... for those of you thinking "Come one spill about last summer, why won't it get topped" etc, yes yes I'm getting to that, I went to england with my mother, her bf, her bfs 2 daughters, my middle sister, my aunt and my fav cousin. England really is a beautiful place, from the lesser populated fielded areas to the big city of london, the group stayed for a few days at my great aunt and uncles place, my great uncle had sattelite T.V. so I sort of vegged watching what ever was on. Then the next day or so, me my mom, my moms bf, my aunt and my fav cousin then went down to lowestoft (sp) it's a considered a resort area, there we stayed in a trailer where I gained a new perspective on what it's like to live in a trailer, it wasn't that bad, the shower was cramped but other wise :3, while there I went to the zoo and a theme park with my cousin which was fun, I also got to try penne carbanara at the restaurant there when my cousin got full and my aunt was badgering her about the diet she was on and how she'll gain the weight back, my aunts nice but lets just say I'm glad it was my mom who raised me, then after lowestoft where I also got to meet one of my relatives (my family on my mother side is pretty much all english since my grandma and grandpa came over when there area of england was getting bombed in WW2) and I got to try whats called clotted cream which was quite tasty on scones, then on the way back we stopped in a small town area with this big old cathedral in the middle where we walked around the board walk, went in the cathedral and also ate at a restaurant/pub in the area where I had a second serving of a pasta carbanara, this time with spaghetti noodles if I remember, I spent a great deal of time picking mushrooms out of it because shrooms are nasty ><, then after that we drove back to my great aunt and uncles, on the way I saw what I believe were fields of lavender, which is something new when you've never seen a field that looked like it was purple, it's quite lovely, then we spent a few days aat my great aunt and uncle, I ventured out from the couch and episodes of daria on MTV to go see St. Ives, I'd not known it was a real place till I went there, after another few days we went to london by train, when we got there we had to take a long convoluted trip by bus to another station before we realised that we'd gone the wrong way to meet another of my relatives in england, there we stayed and met once again more relatives, one of them brought his 2 malamutes one of which I remember was named tuscan, he was cute, ate carrots and um... overly affectionate because if he wasn't licking at your feet or some where's else he was trying to hump you ><, after that we stayed at the relatives deceased mothers place which she was trying to sell, it's kinda creapy staying at a dead persons place but I still slept, then after that we went on a subway ride to the more central parts of london, big ben, parliment building and the london eye, etc so me, my mom, my relative, my mom, her bf and my london relative whose mothers place we stayed at, all went by subway along with my moms bfs daughters and my middle sis, and my relative, it was megga packed. I noticed one girl who nearly got left behind as she and her mom we scrambling on, I do know that my sister and her friend who I forgot to mention, >< got onto the train but my moms bfs daughters got left behind, they would have to wait for those 2 at there stop, but me my mom and her bf who I will refer to as my step dad from now on because it's easier, and my relative I think her name was julia, went to londons central areas and traveled to the big ben area by double decker bus, I got to see big ben, and I got to go on the london eye which is this huuuuge ferris wheel which turns really slowly and you get a good view of london from it, after we got on and I got to see things like an egg shaped building and other stuff, but when we got off we were evacuated from the area because there had been another bomb threat, you probably remember that day, I think it was like one or 2 weeks from the first one and there was another threat, needles to say we heeded the rifle weilding cops advice and not because of the rifle I just included that cuz it was cool :P never been that close to a gun before, anyways we headed up a block and into a restaurant where I had my 3rd helping of carbanara with rotini noodles this time. BY this point you can guess I liked it from the first try, and that I wasn't exactly phased by the whole bomb threat thing, *shrugs* anyways while sitting there I saw, cab after cab after cab as well as a boat shaped car which my relative julia explained to be a tour car that went into the river beside the london eye as well as on land which is pretty nifty. After that we caught a bus which took us to a road blocked area where we got off, we then moved along an alley way that contained cafes and stuff till we hit another road and hailed a cab which was far more roomy then the cabs here in canada, anyways from there we went to the train station and went back to my great aunt and uncles place again where stayed for the rest of our stay in england. After that we went on our 2nd hellish plane trips, the first trip I did not sleep a wink, it was fucking hot, the air blowy thing was crappy, and most of the movies were cruddy, I also had to hold my pee for the whole trip, 10 hours!. on the 2nd trip my mother brought sleeping pills which the first pill didn't quite put me out for more then an hour but when I went to find the bottle again I found we'd lost the bottle, wouldn't you know 10 hours later my mom finds it had rolled under her seat >< but anyways, once again I had to hold it for 10 hours, I did goto take a leak but the state of one of the bathrooms put me off of pissing O.o


So yeah thats why this summer will be hard to top, as for the 2nd part of this journal entry, I was recently watching an anti drinking and driving thing, and I realised things like 9/11 or say students at your school or what ever when some one dies and you'd never met nor known them it's really hard to feel anything more then pitty when comes to the deceased in those cases, however when they show a person talking about there daughter who was pissed drunk at a party and desided to walk home with a group of friends and ended being hit by a car, and your hearing this from her mother, her sister and her friend it really makes you want to cry, even if there strangers, seeing them actually kind of personalizes it, more so then a bunch of names on a sheet of paper or just hearing about some one who kicked the bucket who you've never even seen before. Couple that all with a song by evanessence that really fits it... well you get the idea *cries*