Well just tell me what should I try to draw up next. If I somehow said that I would draw something for you but I forgot you can remind me.

Well I have been under the radar for a bit these days and well there is no easy way for me to say this although if we have talked before then there is a good chance that you already know.

My father has passed away a few weeks ago, he was active and fine but then after a while he was feeling very bad and then just collapsed all in a span of a few minutes. He was quickly rushed to the hospital via ambulance but he had no pulse when he came in and any further actions were unsuccessful.

I still terribly miss my father after all this time, he was always boisterous and commanding and caring and loving. He was a great man loved by his family and community.

I always tried to do everything that he asked because I feared the day that my father would die, and he never really asked for too unreasonable things in the grand scheme of things, mostly rubbing his back with alcohol, being a typist for him, keeping him company wherever he goes and other things. I just hope that I was a good son till the end, I love my father and my father showed his affection to me.

One thing that is related to where I am posting this is that he has caught me drawing pics but thankfully they were always pics of females and he always approved of me drawing tits of any kind, so I guess he was cool in that regard. Of course I still kept my drawings hidden form my family even if they would approve (I definitely know my mother doesn’t approve of any kind of porn)

He was a caring, loving, generous, hard working, active and spiritual person; his only flaws was that he was very impatient (and that also translated that he rarely held a grudge since he was too impatient to do so unless you fucked up big) and was very immodest (both with himself and in talking about others) but he was all in all a very good person.

One thing that I wish I could’ve done with him was play a video game together; I tried before but he lacked the patience to learn or be invested in the game. I was hoping that we could play Injustice: Gods Among Us cause that has characters he knows and likes a lot (mostly Batman and Superman) and being a fighting game he can easily pick it up. The problem is that my Xbox was missing at the time and my PC wasn’t strong enough to handle the game (it couldn’t handle MK9 at the lowest settings).

But I know my father is in a better place, and I just hope I can make him proud in the afterlife and do the things that he wanted me to do (study accounting and get post graduate degrees).

So in short, rest in peace dad and I will always love you.

I am in a bit of a slump, so please tell me what you would like to see me draw next, can be an idea or just your character or whatever

Well I personally don't think there is much to say on my end about 2013, kinda felt that it was a meh year all things considered, and in a way that is good for me. Wish I could've done more of my goals but here is to hoping that 2014 shapes up to do that

Although I will say one thing... Walking with Dinosaurs has to have set a record for me, for being the most god awful "movie" I have ever seen, hell I would honestly consider it both candidates for worst movie of 2013 and for 2014. Really I have never seen a movie race at the very end of the year for worst movie ever than this one. It was the only movie so far that I was so disgusted that I basically left 20 minutes before the movie ended.

Here is to a good 2014 for me and you

I know I am late for 2 days but I just want to say that I thank everyone who sent me birthday wishes on Christmas and even gave me some nice gifts as well! Also I am now 26 which is a number I can assure you!

I know that recently I've only been showing my latest art to people who I personally bother to look at it but hopefully that will change. Since Maootter is gonna shut down his server so I will also be unable to upload sketches en masse to the internet but I just might get a Tumblr so I can continue posting more sketches and maybe just be more accessible to random people as well.

And speaking of random sketches I am also open to any sketch requests that you wish to send my way... or if I forgotten someone then feel free to remind me

Anyway I hope we will all have a Happy New Year

Well since it is Halloween and the time for scary stuff and what not is abound I wish to say a part not to scare but just to mostly muse and think. This entire debacle is wholly rhetorical in nature and I don't expect any concrete answers to be said.

Anyway I do believe that there are among you that do believe that all humans have a spirit, soul or what have you; basically a intangible part of a person that defines who they are. Of course those who believe that when a person dies this intangible part will separate from the dead physical body to go on to another plane of existence or stay in Earth or just fade from existence depending on what you believe.

Of course one could try to give definition as to what is death. After all one would assume that it is when the heart stops yet people have been brought back from such a state before and in fact they induce cardioplegia for certain invasive heart procedures so I think it might be a bit more complex than having your heart stop. After all even if your heart stops other parts of your body are technically alive even if certain body functions cease to function when circulation stops but there are still some parts that still function even in a limited state, not for long but they might still function.

And maybe you can maybe say that you are only dead when every single part of you is dead, so basically after every single cell of your body dies then you are truly dead and the spirit can move on.

You can only die when every single cell on your body dies.

So I wonder if this deceased woman isn't able to move on because they won't let her die.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Henrietta_Lacks

Her cells still live on in various laboratories and even in space. I wonder if her spirit is bound to roam the Earth because she isn't really dead as long as her cells still live on somewhere. I actually told this ti my sister studying biology at the time and she said that maybe it is possible since apparently the HeLa cells caused millions of dollars in damages from ruined experiments of cells contaminating other experiments, maybe it is Henrietta wanting to get revenge against the scientific community for cursing her with immortality against her will. Or maybe she is a more benevolent spirit looking out for anyone who is unfortunately suffering from cancer.

So to make a long story short: Henrietta Lacks isn't really dead because science is keeping her cells alive after 60 years so she must roam the earth as a ghost

Since it is a thing I will comment on things that that I felt about playing Pokemon X

After beating the game a while ago and now breeding Charmanders hoping to get a shiny so I can test what the colors of Megazard X look like shiny I will say first that X is a worthy addition to the franchise and definitely my expectations were met and then some.

I love the graphics, the new place, the Super Training and Amie (now if we can combine Amie with Pokemon following you from HGSS it would be so perfect) the new Pokemon, moves, the changes to the metagame (yes including the nerf of the popular moves and no Hidden Power didn't get a nerf, it got a boost because normal people had to deal with the variable power, I can deal with the random type but random power put me off) and a bunch more stuff that I know I am missing.

That said I do wish to talk about places that it is deficient

To me the most disappointing part of XY is the music, it isn't bad at all but it wasn't as memorable as I'd like, not even the gym and elite 4 which usually had me excited kinda seemed a bit ho hum. The only music that I find memorable is the Bicycle theme, I feel that I should give the music another shot.

Another part that I found a bit lacking was the story and not because of the overall story, honestly playing Pokemon for story is like trying to eat a Whopper because it has lettuce and tomato, but because the characters seemed kinda flat and uninteresting. I was a bit annoyed at my group of friends and how painfully uninteresting they were (except my other sex counterpart, he was cool at least and so was the other girl but the other two I didn't like much). The gym leaders also didn't have as much life as they did in Gen V but I probably attribute that to the story as well.

Team Flare was a bit of a letdown since I thought their plans would be more complex than nuke everything from orbit and rebuild from the ashes of Kalos and that second part was dubious if it could even be fulfilled, I thought their desire of beauty would include some themes like eliminating the undesirables instead of just eliminating everyone and that involved the legendary Pokemon at some point (one thing that I will say is that I am a bit glad that the legends are downplayed this gen, I missed when legendaries were mysterious creatures you actually had to seek out instead of having to trip over one eventually and it got very bad in Gen V when even the Musketeer Trio just stood in front of you to challenge and capture them) but it is a lot better than Team Galactic's plan of erasing existence because you weren't loved enough as a child or something (really Team Galactic were the absolute worst team to date, I find it hard to find anything worse than emo threatens reality).

But I guess the worst character that comes to mind is AZ. I'll just say this out front... AZ is Princess Peach in terms of storyline. Sure you meet him outside but his greatest contribution to the plot was get captured to give the bad guys the key, you could've replaced him with a key and the story wouldn't have been affected one bit. Even his ending where he finds his friend was heart warming and full of feel but pointless to the storyline and it honestly begs the question what would an immortal human and Pokemon do now, honestly I was disappointed that they just disappear apparently after they reunite and no reason or warning or even find out HOW they disappear, they just vanish during the credits never to be seen again. At least with N going away you know he wants to look for answers after basically being told that he was a tool for global domination and you saw him take off in his dragon, that was satisfying. I do hope we get something more with AZ or that the Z version will fix that but as it stands I find AZ to be a wasted opportunity and it really hurts cause his concept was interesting but all he was was a damsel in the end, both that you need to rescue him and that you need to beat him in the end to see his friend again.

Also I think this gen has the most SURPRISE! trainer battles from your entire group of friends... even Prof. Sycamore is in on this and surprise challenges you. Gary Oak must step up his game if he wishes to keep the title of most annoying rival (although to be fair it is a group effort but when Prof. Sycamore is in on this I expect now that Prof. Oak will team up with Gary for a SURPRISE DP)

Anyway after my ramblings of questionable coherence I will post my end team

Benjamin the Delphox Level 77 (honestly this game is way too giving on the Exp, I barely did grinding except at the last part for reasons that I will tell you later)
Jade the Mienshao at Level 68 (She thinks the game is too easy)
Silica the Flygon at level 73 (my main Flyer and kick ass team mate)
Sophitia the Aurorus at level 76 (I said I will have an Aurorus and I meant it, gotta love the Icy Hyper Beams)
Okra the Venusaur at level 74 (Also my Mega Stone user although it wasn't needed as much)
Derek Grim the Hydreigon at level 67 (This one was a last minute addition because he basically swooped down from a tree already fully evolved so I had to capture and train him since how can I not take such an awesome dragon with me also the main reason for my last minute grind)

Honorable mention goes to Lapalace the Lapras who provided Waterfall support when no one else would.

And well I think that is it, now to go back and breed some Charmanders

I know I am a couple of days late in asking this but I would really like to trade friend codes with people, I'll promise you to bother you with O-Powers and stuff!

3308-5364-5621

Today marks my parent's 29th wedding anniversary and my father is currently in the hospital for an infection, but at least they were together all day and at least my father is getting better bit by bit.

Anyway that is all that I wanted to say.

Just wanna say that tomorrow I am heading for St. Croix to visit family for two days and although I think I will have nets on the hotel I probably will be out all the time so till Thrusday I might be off

If there is something that you want to see me draw then fell free to tell me and I will try to do it if I like the idea

Also I have Animal Crossing New Leaf so if you want to see my tow or you want me to see yours then feel free to add 3308-5364-5621 and tell me your code here

Well now that I have some down time after my semester is over I am now looking for things to do during the several weeks I have free.

I shall be trying to learn and study into game programming in the mean time while also playing other games such as Monster Hunter 3 Ultimate, Xenoblade Chronicles and I shall also be getting Animal Crossing New Leaf when it comes out and Luigi's Mansion 2 in the short term.

Another thing that I want to experiment is with streams since all the cool kids are doing it. Whenever I can get things started I will notify any drawing or gaming streams (mostly drawing unless I can find someone who will play with me)

Also I shall be drawing as well, I have been neglecting public uploads for the longest time but now with the semester over I do hope to show more in the meantime.

Also since I said I would do this as soon as the semester was over I am now publicly accepting picture commissions. You can get a colored pic for $20 as you can see in my gallery here. It can have 1 or 2 characters and I can try to have a simple background and it can be about any theme except the heavy duty stuff of gore, death, etc.. I will only be taking one picture at a time before I accept any more orders (not because I expect a huge volume but just because I want to focus on one at a time) and I usually only accept payment in increments as the pic goes along (usually in the sketch > ink > flat colors > full colors I expect $5 to be given after I finish each stage if the price is $20). Of course more complex pics will have the price bumped up accordingly

And also to make this more fun I will put up a special discount into play

The Pokemon battlers discount

If the picture is Pokemon related you may challenge me to a Wifi Pokemon battle, I will randomly select between 1 vs 1, 2 vs 2, 3 vs 3 or Rotation but it will always be Flat Rules (which means auto level to 50, restricted team size, no uber legends and no repeat items)

If you are able to beat me you will get a 25% discount off the picture.

If you lose to me you will get a 15% discount off the picture, so regardless it is still savings to you.

Of course even though I have opened up commissions I will still take on requests, just don't expect them to have the same level of detail that a commission will have or that it will have priority (commission always have priority) so here is that.

I hope you all have a nice day.

Well I have also been bitten by the Monster Hunter bug and now I am trying to beat all of the Village Quests. If you are online then please say so and maybe we can hunt together sometime.

And as for arting basically I have done not as much as I'd like but I do have some pieces in the works, and as always if you have an idea for a pic then you can swing it by me and I'll see what I can do

Also probably in the near future I might officially be open for picture commissions, I just have to set up the price (Basically it is $20 for a full color piece of a single character but I still have to check for how much to charge for the extras plus I have plans for special discounts)

Ad also I might do streams for fun in the near future as well

Anyway I hope everyone has a good day

So since TERA is yet another subscription turned to F2P and one that I was actually considering a while ago and seeing as it is free to play now I have no reason not to try it out. And I was wondering if there was anyone that sees this is also considering trying out the game, at least so I can justify playing as a support class as my first.

Well it has been a super long time since I uploaded anything here so I will show you what I have been doing lately (mostly sketches and inks and making up new characters)

Also right now it is my 25th birthday so yay for that, good thing the world didn't end on the 211st

Also I am leaving for 3 days for Disney World so yay for that too

Yeah this journal is kinda meh for details but I will try to upload more stuff here... well more refined stuff

Well I can't believe how time has passed and I haven't shown anything here... but trust me that I have been doing some stuff and I miht even upload them soon over here.

But enough of that I should also mention that I will have a little give away.

I have a couple of Steam games that for some reason or another I have acquired and haven't given away yet. So all you have to do is just leave a comment here stating the game that you want and unless some reason when I look on it there are several people vying for the same game where I'll probably random tie break it or pick someone by myself.

So here are the games that I currently have to give away


-Dungeon Defenders (I hate this game, i thought I would love it but it is baffling how a multiplayer game is best played solo but hey, if you think you'll love it there here you go)

- Portal (I doubt I'll move this since everyone and their mother should have Portal by now but her it is there)

-Torchlight 1


Anyway I reserve the right to deny someone a game if I want to, I don't pretend that I might act fair towards all. I will try to be nice and give away the game but if circumstances change just so you know that there is that possibility.

And I just want to say how glad I am to be home and not away... I didn't get to do as much as I hoped and unfortunaley in a couple of hours after I come home my new semester starts to so yay~

Anyway I also hope to upload some more things that I have been building up

Yep I'll be on a trip to Colorado then Washington then Alaska for the next two weeks and while I do plan to still be online I probably won't be around as much especially when I go to the trip to Alaska where I will be on a cruise ship where while internet will still be available it will be very expensive and bad so yeah.
Anyway I hope you like my recent uploads and I hope to draw during my trip

Well I want a repeat of my old journal where I ask anyone of a Pokemon and a move and I'd sketch up the combination.

Only this time lets mix things up some. I will also accept any sort of profession or job as a valid second choice. Of course if you really are creative you can ask both for a move and profession that compliments both well. Also the rule stands that if you choose a move that the Pokemon must be able to learn it in some way.

Well then, also happy early 4th of July!

- Make a game for Flash environment in ActionScript. Still don't really know what I want to do but I should do something for practice sake.
Bonus: Learn how to make games in HTML5 and Unity but those are a far secondary

- Play and finish the following games (not a definitive list)

+Dragon's Dogma
+Diablo 3
+Pokemon Conquest (whenever it comes out)
+Desktop Dungeon
+Wario Land 3 (just to replay a childhood favorite)
+Kid Icarus Uprising (and my never ending quest to get the best weapons)
+Dungeons of Dredmor (at least finish without dying)
+Torchlight 2(whenever it comes out)
+Xenoblade Chronicles
+Bastion

And tons more

-Draw

Well I am still in a sketching binge but I hopeful that soon I will ink and color several pics so I can have something clean and refined to show for it.

And in the theme of drawing I'm willing to still hear ideas on what people want to see

Anyway take care

And post it here so I can draw it like I have done in my most recent submissions. And actually I should make it clear that the Pokemon and move must be a valid combination, I would add it to the title but character limits

*-Viable Pokemon does include Pokemon characters provided that they still follow the Pokemon moveset rules or you can justify it

So here is my friend code for my new 3DS 3308-5364-5621 if you wish to add me just put your code in there. And I also realized that I never put a code for the old one as well

I guess I just really want to say this point blank

Today they broke into my family's car and stole my laptop and 3DS

But I am not that upset

I know that these are just things and that they can be replaced easily

My laptop was 5 years old that wouldn't surprise me if it suddenly stopped booting up at one point

I lost several 3DS and DS games and the 3DS itself... but they are all material things and I'll replace them (very quickly even)

I know somewhere out there, someone lost more than a laptop and games

I am glad that my family is safe and sound

I am glad that I am safe and sound

I just wanted to say what has happened

I don't know what reaction I am expecting whoever reads this to have

Well if you read this, thank you

I am exactly 24 years old... (give or take a couple of minutes)

Damn that is old D:

Because I just decapitated a ghost... with a MACE! Fuck you ethereal spirits I just did the Guillotine special with a sorta blunt object

inb4youusedanelvenmacewhichiskindasharpsofuckyou

So yeah you guys can go back to your FUS RO DAH and arrows to the knees while I enjoy sending your grandmother's spiritual head 50 feet.

Fuck I wish I had a screenshot of it