No one cares.

-.-

*ba dum tish*

asdf, insert your comment

Too bad I did not do anything with it

"When I pretend everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see
When I pretend I can forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just 'cause I know I can
But I can't pretend this is the way it'll stay
I'm just (trying to bend the truth)
I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be
So I'm (lying my way from)
You (no, no turning back now)
I want to be pushed aside, so let me go
(No, no turning back now)
Let me take back my life, I'd rather be all alone
(No turning back now)
Anywhere on my own 'cause I can see
(No, no turning back now)
The very worst part of you is me
I remember what they taught to me
Remember condescending talk of who I ought to be
Remember listening to all of that and this again
So I pretended up a person who was fitting in
And now you think this person really is me
And I'm (trying to bend the truth)
But the more I push, the more I'm pulling away
'Cause I'm (lying my way from)
You (no, no turning back now)
I want to be pushed aside, so let me go
(No, no turning back now)
Let me take back my life, I'd rather be all alone
(No turning back now)
Anywhere on my own 'cause I can see
(No, no turning back now)
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you is me
This isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said would have you running from me
Like this
This isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said would have you running from me
Like this
This isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said would have you running from me
Like this
This isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said would have you running from me
Like this
You (no turning back now)
I want to be pushed aside, so let me go
(No, no turning back now)
Let me take back my life, I'd rather be all alone
(No turning back now)
Anywhere on my own 'cause I can see
(No, no turning back now)
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you is me"

Linkin Park -
Lying from You

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When I arrived home from Furry Halloween Prague, right at 22:00 I got a sudden fever and now Im sick.
Ontop of that, the day before the Fursuit Walk, the LEDS died in my Fursuit Head ffs -.-
I fkn love shit like this.

Overall for a first real Con and first fursuiting it was a good leaning experience.

I was so afraid to get dysentry, but what actually ruined the last two days were a sprain in my left leg probably because of the disco event. What I had not prepared for medication, except for pain killer.

EF was supposed to be running on a time table, to bad that things come between them and if you miss a panel at the start, you probably miss the best part... like the Protogen raid on the Avali meet, where I was late because putting your fursuit on, even if its a shitty partial like mine takes time, and the fursuiter lounge was liek the other side of the building... -.-

Unexcepted help also happened, like I had no idea what is a "handler" for a fursuiter, and thank gad I had two friend whom had exp and lead me around, because you cant see sh.t out of the head... Like I visited the disco place with out a head and the place looked entirely different and much brighter then with the head on...

I was quite suprised how randomly ppl came to tell me how cool my led fursuit head looks, not just random attendees but like proper much better fullbody fursuiters as well, could not make 20m without someone would want a pic with me or just randomly pull a camera on me and take a shot.

The real test of this thing was the fursuit walk was, what took like 30 minutes thru the park at noon with like 30 degrees celsius outside, I literally soaked my head in sweat and I was also "pudging" meaning I had a Tshirt and a short on me, so my skin was visiable...

VRC portal was nice but also a lot of time, specially at night random ppl was just occupied the place -.-

A lot of unfortunate shit happened to others as well, so you are not safe whenever you go by train, car, plane, sh.t can hit the fan no matter what. I was lucky that the luggage got found, next one if I did everything right so my travel insureance would give me 100 euro for their fu,k up -.-

As for this "new" location, despite its fkn far from my country, atleast the streets were safe, we had no problems walking the city day and night. I even left my tail on me during the day when we were going eating and stuff, some ppl was giggling and thats it. Ah I will probably miss this the most, nothing can give back that feel of haveing a tail counter flop to your steps, or when you tail swipe some of your friends ^. ^

The cyclist were kinda sshole crazy despite they had their own fking lane on the pavement, but eh I think this shit is global.

Generally things were pricey, dealers den was.... well the pins what I was looking was kinda fair 10-15 euro for a pin, got some Sergals and a Synth from Vader San himself and such, plushes was way way way pricey tho, 75-300+ euro range.

I could have gotten an on site conbadge commish, but when I heard it would be like a bit less then 100 euro then I was, nah rather buy some pins instead ( and I got a premade Maned Wolf one for 15 euro anyways from an artist whom had a kicksatarter for the thing but I decided to not buy it as "ah why would I, I dont go to cons anyways...)

I managed to meet a lot of friends whom I have only met in VRC, it was quite an experiance. I could not have imagined how they looked for sure, but some of them was a total blast for me XD

So after all this many months of saveing money and preparation for this event was worth it despite the shortcomings in many little things, Im looking foreward for the next EF, also I try to make it to the CZ Hallowen Furmeet if I find someone to travel with....

We picked up our deleyed baggage yesterday at 8pm ish, luckly it was intact, meaning that my fursuit had and everything is undemage!

We had to hurry back to the hotel because there was some light and music show at the park next to the Con center what started at 9pm.

While we were watching the show,I just moved to the last row so nobody is behind me, and I were put on the fursuit head and switched the Leds to audio reactive...

It took like 15mins to ppl to notice and then I was swarmed by ppl to take a pics XD

There was some old German lady whom came to me with a smile and said something, all what I were able to understand was "wüderbar", I said danke and bowed.
Then there was like a group of kids whom wanted to take a pic as well geezeee.

Then we moved back to the con, Gussy had to help me walking anywhere as I could not see anything in the dark from the fursuit head, and later on everywhere during the suiting.

Lot of ppl at the con liked it, we directy gone to ppl whom also had some Leds on their chars, so like I got a pic with a very nice Synth and a lot of various shape and build Protogens.

Later on we assambled the Avali Squad, all the birbs and gone into the "jungle", ppl seem to like the Avalies quite much it seems ^.^

Then it was quickly near midnight, as we had to rush to the water fountain light show we skipped a meal, but gladly there is a Mc Donalds at the train station what is open till like 1 or 2 am, so yet again we ate there... Germans have this insane "double big mac" what has like 4 meat patties XD and their fries are like twice as much as what I get in hungary, but yeah 10 euro for a menu better be worth it.

I will try to gather the pic taken by others, also I made a furtrack so hopefully I get those pics as well what was made by total strangers at the Con

So the hungarian air port kindly lost my luggage, never got it to the Lufthansa plane -.-

That has most of my stuff including my partial fursuit

Not funny thing that the guy whom I travelled with also got it lost, but his got found yesterday, mine is still nowhere to be found...

I have travel insurance but no amount of money could give me back that 1,5 month of no weekeds I spent on makeing the partial... not to mention I had no chance to actually wear and use it at all Ááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááááá

I hope my fursuit head will not break apart in my luggage nor get pulled of by airport security...

See you there if you go too!

Áááá

Simple question, and I dont except any replay... but if yes, then why...?

“When are we born?When do we die? Why are we born? Why do we die?
The world has been destroyed and we’ve fallen countless times, always resurrecting from the ashes as Paradise. It has happened before, and it will happen again.

An endless cycle of life and death. The world is a Paradise that was opened by someone, but this era too is almost at an end. We have acquired the means to exceed our natural span of life, never suspecting that the world itself was finalized in its existence.

This knowledge has left me in despair, my fate has fallen and scattered like the petals of a dying flower, like the blast from a sand storm it has been worn down and weathered away.

As if to be purified, the world will be encased in ice so that it can return to the beginning once more.”

Wolf's Rain, The Owl

"My life fades. The vision dims. All that remains are memories. I remember a time of chaos, ruined dreams, this wasted land. But most of all, I remember the road warrior, the man we called Max.

To understand who he was we have to go back to the other time, when the world was powered by the black fuel and the desert sprouted great cities of pipe and steel — gone now, swept away. For reasons long forgotten two mighty warrior tribes went to war and touched off a blaze which engulfed them all. Without fuel they were nothing.

They'd built a house of straw. The thundering machines sputtered and stopped. Their leaders talked and talked and talked, but nothing could stem the avalanche. Their world crumbled. Cities exploded — a whirlwind of looting, a firestorm of fear.

Men began to feed on men.On the roads it was a white-line nightmare. Only those mobile enough to scavenge, brutal enough to pillage would survive.
The gangs took over the highways, ready to wage war for a tank of juice, and in this maelstrom of decay ordinary men were battered and smashed — men like Max, the warrior Max. In the roar of an engine, he lost everything and became a shell of a man, a burnt-out desolate man, a man haunted by the demons of his past, a man who wandered out into the wasteland. And it was here, in this blighted place, that he learned to live again."

Mad Max 2 Road Warrior - Narrator

also my dear contry trying to role play Frostpunk, they ordered the schools if they can change back to wood/coal heating.

Too bad Im "living" here.